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Nicholas Matthew’s 🖤

TOO DAMN TRUE

He has expressive eyes 😍

His eyes are so beautiful

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been contemplating [redacted personal reason] so i wrote this to deal with my funky feelings

You think he doesn't notice but he does.

Oh, he does.

(Your dull eyes, your buried pain, your suffering--)

It's hard not to when you have his heart.

His one and only heart for his one and only you.

You don't notice because he doesn't let you see.

Because he doesn't have your heart.

(Because, because, because--

Just because.)

He doesn't let it stop him from caring about you.

(Broken and brittle and beautiful you.)

He can't stop caring.

(He's tried.)

But he keeps it hidden.

This love, this agonizing, horrid love.

It's a terminal illness that erodes him all the way down to his core.

If it were possible, he'd smother it and spit on it until there was nothing left for you.

But he can't.

So he endures.

(For you. Aways for you.)

And when you see him the next day--

(--but you don't.

You don't.

You never truly see him--)

--you plaster on that pained smile and he gives you his own in return.

Because--

He loves you.

(Sweet and delicate, terrible and damaged, you.)

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idk what this was

you know what I mean….

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