So Y'all Know Those Character-emulator AIs? I Stumbled Upon This One And I've Been Playing W/ It The

Woe, gender euphoria be upon ye!

*I am engulfed in rainbow light and emerge looking like this*

The weirdest thing I never really anticipated about transition is that the things I saw attractive in other people would happen to me on testosterone

Clover joins the Deforester Force

That’s exceedingly untoony of you, Clover

First entry in a while, huh?

I hit a local barbershop on Monday and got my beard shaved off. Looking in the mirror for the next day or 2 kept making 🎶the person in the mirror isn’t me🎶 pop into my head, but since that’s passed, I think it was a reaction to not having that level of protection from weight shit (since that aspect is still here) and not a bad reaction to taking the next step in social transition.

Still dreading the inevitable coming out convo w/ my parents, and still stressing over writing the transname letter to my profs, but nothing so far is dissuading me from transition: I felt (and still actively feel) happier than (almost certainly) I felt all summer. I think this is the right choice, I just need to get over non-trans-related appearance fears to be really happy.

I will never not be offended that I got put in some gangly-ass testosterone-riddled skin suit when I could have been an adorable little girlie this whole time.

My dear lgbt+ kids, 

If you want to educate yourself on something your parents, teachers etc. don’t talk about (lgbt+ topics or anything else), here are a few general things to keep in mind: 

- “I want to learn everything about (broad topic)” can be intimidating. You may feel like you don’t even know where to start. If that happens, here’s an idea: Take one thing you know (no matter how “basic” it may seem) about that topic and ask yourself “Why?” or “How?”. If you hit the point where you can’t answer that question or are not sure if your answer is true, you found your place to start! 

- It’s okay to stay in your comfort zone in the beginning. Not a big reader? Watch a documentary instead. Struggle to understand big words? Look for articles aimed at teenagers or even kids. When you got the basics down, you can step outside of your bubble. 

- Make sure your sources are independent and credible: they don’t try to sell you something, don’t use fear, guilt tripping, misleading graphics/headlines or outdated info to change your mind.  

- Feeling a bit frustrated is okay, feeling completely overwhelmed is a sign you need a break. This is especially important when the topic is emotional or personal for you. When we learn about injustices that happen(ed), we can get angry… at the world for allowing cruel things to happen, at ourselves for not being able to magically fix that problem, at our peers who don’t seem to care etc. It’s okay to feel that way. But there’s no use in burning yourself out or drowning in guilt. Taking a break doesn’t mean you turn a blind eye. It’s necessary for your mental health to not think about horrible things 24/7. 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Dad 

ummm hi can you draw alphys. or spamton doing something funny. either works. :3

here u goo :3 also heres spamton prancing merrily for good measure

“what have you been doing over quarantine?”

well, uh…

when i was a boy i wanted to be fluttershy so bad. do you have any experiences like this?

The "was" here is doing a lot

tbh i think this shreds