Noelle….My Child……

Some recent personal work, featuring some future cas with his niece

Got a terf in my sideblog and the reply is not worth deigning with a response but the pinned post?

This? This is a trap. This is concern baiting. Be very sure that shit like this is not in your best interest and does not care about you. The goal of rhetoric like this is conversion.

You’ll be welcomed and asked to ignore transphobia. You will be asked to side with transphobes at the expense of trans women. Eventually, you’ll be asked to see that, hey, maybe you transitioned to escape how terrible it is to be a woman?

This may seem obviously a trap but I see people every day buy into this. People like this do not care about you! They want to “rescue” you and don’t let them convince you otherwise.

she says this to the protag like 8 minutes into the show

After seeing the dad how do I channel, I really wanted this one. I searched for it and, tada! Mom how do I? Seems rather new, but I love it anyway.

It was never quite 'I wish I was a girl' but I vividly remember 'this [closet-watching mlp and wishing I could join the girls in my class in talking about it] would be so much easier if I were a girl.’

To the 4th-grader thinking that, who I think would fill the kindergartener's slot in this comic, I have so much I wish I could say to you, on this and other topics.

I avoided mlp for years, was always told to never touch it, I watched and instantly hit with inability to refute "I wish I was a girl."

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whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

First entry in a while, huh?

I hit a local barbershop on Monday and got my beard shaved off. Looking in the mirror for the next day or 2 kept making 🎶the person in the mirror isn’t me🎶 pop into my head, but since that’s passed, I think it was a reaction to not having that level of protection from weight shit (since that aspect is still here) and not a bad reaction to taking the next step in social transition.

Still dreading the inevitable coming out convo w/ my parents, and still stressing over writing the transname letter to my profs, but nothing so far is dissuading me from transition: I felt (and still actively feel) happier than (almost certainly) I felt all summer. I think this is the right choice, I just need to get over non-trans-related appearance fears to be really happy.

I wake up with a start and stumble out of bed

Making my way to the bathroom, I hit my hip on the side of the doorway

My heart pounds, pushing the estrogen through my veins

I look in the mirror and see a tired girl with messy curls past her shoulders

Everything is as it should be

I forget what I dreamt about, and brush my teeth