Sometimes It's Hard To Accept Something You Don't Want To But Trust Me It Will Be Better

mcr challenge - day 6

probably the Song 2 cover

their Misfits cover was also quite cool

Just finished making a picrew of myself and the picrew chain fuckign VANISHED >:(

N e ways here it is

Picrew

KatarianinPicrew

Sorry there is no sleeves, I wanted there to be different hands have fun

mcr challenge - day 25 & 26

25: either Vampires Will Never Hurt You, Helena, I'm Not Okay or Thank You For The Venom

26: that's easy, revenge era

listen to my new song "happy valentine!"

SoundCloud

happy valentine!

a little freestyle I wanted to share :D

spell your username (with songs)

y: yes please - muse

a: aero zeppelin - nirvana

m: mama - my chemical romance (mcr)

i: imaginary - evanescence

r: reasons to be beautiful - hole

e: everything's brown - jack off jill (joj)

x: xanny - billie eilish

i: i'm watching a loneliness just arisen - se so neon (새소년)

c: close to the flame - him

I know brat summer is over but I'm still living that life, oh well

how argos helps you with heartbreak

he actually wanted to visit a beautiful Void with you and have fun but when he opened the door, he saw you sitting in your own despair

if you cried at this point, he started to panic a bit but wiped your tears away and gave you a hug (only if you're comfortable with that)

he'll make you some tea or coffee and ask you what happened

he then put on some music and hugged you a bit more

he might start dancing though

it really cracks you up, making you laugh so hard that you could've died

the next time he sees you, he brought you a special flower: the mend flower (only if the breakup wasn't your fault. if it was, he brings you a friendship flower instead)

he knows how to deal with heartbreak....somehow

he actually doesn't know what to do, he's just extra kind and caring

if argos needs to leave, he will put you in front of the telly and make you watch fun stuff with mr plant

lifeguard!bucky x reader: motel 6

my inspiration for this imagine:

dare short film

overall motel aesthetic

a oneshot that got taken down (I was quite sad so I needed to fill that void)

american dad season 10, ep. 6: this indie movie episode

the last days have been quite chaotic: you stranding in a random city cause your car broke down. luckily there was a motel close by so you checked in. it was a really nice motel, the indie summer vibes not fading away. you car still is somewhere to get fixed so you need to wait in this city till it's done. but not everything is entirely bad: you've started liking the lifeguard at the motel's pool. you went to the pool everyday, enjoying the sun and maybe also the tall man with brown shoulder length hair and azure eyes, roaming over the pool's surface to be sure that nobody drowns.

you also went to the pool at night cause it was empty, quiet and peaceful. this night though, you weren't left alone. you were currently sitting at the edge of the pool, legs in the water. you have your dirty pj on since you're a bit self conscious and also just to lazy to change or care. you actually didn't notice him at the beginning since you were caught up with your thoughts and the water moving.

"can't sleep or do you just wanna relax?", you hear a smooth, yet husky voice saying. you flinch a bit and turn around to see him. "I just like the peacefulness when no ones there", you answer with a flutter in your heart. "why are you here?" "same reason. and also cause it's nice to just go for a swim without needing to take care that no one drowns." he dives into the water smoothly. he resurfaces and drags his hand through his hair. you look at him in a somewhat dreamy gaze as you breathe in the summer night air deeply. "I never got to know your name since I got here some days ago", you say after awhile. "my name is James but call me Bucky", he answers as he swooshes around the water to stay afloat. "I'm Yami", you smile at him as you can't seem to get your eyes off of him.

you two stay quiet as you exchange smiles and laughs. he dives in the pool as you watch his every move, his muscles moving, stretching, tensing and relaxing. coming back up for air, he notices that you still look at him but you don't seem to really "be there", your head in the clouds. "something on your mind Yami?", he asks as he gets closer to investigate your face. you fall out of your dreamy trance, looking away for the first time. "actually yes, I have a lot of things on my mind currently but only one thing sticks out right now", you tell him with a bit of sadness in your eyes but also bliss and peace, the motel feeling like an escape from reality, a little break that wasn't planned. "would you mind to tell me?" he is quite close to you now, looking through wet strands of brunette hair with cerulean eyes. "do you promise me not to judge?" "I won't judge you, you can trust me doll." you grin at the nickname and take a deep breath, trying to calm down. "I have a liking for someone but they don't know. it's also quite tough since I've broken up with my boyfriend recently, sorry for getting so dark and deep." you look at the water surface as the water carefully moves around in small waves. "a boy or a girl?" he asks, interested in your problems, looking at you with soft features. "it's a boy this time. I don't know him but I would like to get to know him but I'm worried he might find me weird and creepy since one did in my past." "I understand you completely and I know what it feels like to be humiliated or feel rejected." he said with a caring face, flashing you a soft smile. you slip into the water carefully and you both swim more into the middle of the pool. "thanks for understanding and listening." you smile as you look at him. he inches closer to you.

"I noticed you sparing me glances in the course of the last days, don't think I haven't seen you daydreaming while looking at me." he smirks a bit as you look shocked, feeling embarassed by actually getting caught. you accept it though, cause you were quite bad at hiding it. "I'm sorry for that it's just...that you're quite attractive. I'm really sorry if you felt uncomfortable by that." he pulls you closer, mere inches apart, your skin touching his. "don't worry, I don't mind.", he answers as he does something you wouldn’t have expected but have dreamed of the last nights and days: he carefully leaned in and kissed you softly, his lips slightly wet. the kiss was passionate but ended to soon. he pulled away slowly, opening his eyes, his wet lashes sticking together in little traingles. you smile at him and lean your head on his shoulder. "you feel the same or was it just to make me feel better? whatever you say, it made me happier. thank you, Bucky." he chuckles and smiles at you, caressing your wet hair. "it's both" you chuckle as well, feeling hopeful for the first time in ages, the night endulging you in it's cooler (but still hot) air.

I haven't proof-read this so sorry if I have some typos in there

argos on halloweenie (hc)

you both are sick in the membrane, remember that so when it's finally time for halloween, you both are full on Jinx mode

halloween gets...interesting

you both scare the people so much that they piss in their pants, you both just love it

sometimes you drag mr plant with you cause every house you'll visit will give you all the candy and shut the door...I wonder why

you both always dress up as the "most fucked up in the mind" characters, I'm talking Jinx, Mad Hatter, Horror Clowns, Serial Killers, Horror Dolls, Mr Plant...you know what I mean

you'll probably end up at the hospital for either a "literal sugar overdose", getting run over by a car or something.

the first thing you do when that happens is giving eachother a high five

you don't want halloween to end but sadly it does...well actually not for you

you'll go to a lot of halloween parties (you once needed to go to 5 parties on one day...)

I know this one is short but I wanted to post something for you guys since I haven't posted the twa episode in seoul. I hope you enjoyed :D

I'm shocked

the demos I've released are doing better than I thought!!!

I literally released "hell was boring" yesterday

thanks for the support and for giving me a sense of bliss for the day <3