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more venting, pet loss

My parents just got back from having my childhood dog put down. When my dad picked me up he genuinely asked "are you sad?" What kind of fucking question is that

Tw: venting, pet loss, death, brief mention of contemplating self-unaliving

So, I don't even know where to start. I know this is FAR from my usual posts but honestly I have no idea what to do. It feels like my brain is still processing. On January 23rd, I lost the cat I've had every since I was a toddler. We've had her since she was just 3 days old. I remember waking up that morning and she seemed perfectly fine. She sat in my lap while I waited until it was time to leave for school. The whole school day felt perfect, in hindsight too perfect. Like the universe was giving me one last happy day. I remember I forgot to say goodbye to her like I always too before school. That night I had a bowling meet after school, so I didn't get home untiled 7:15 pm. I walked up the stairs, knowing she'd be mad at me for being gone so late without tell her. She always was. I opened the door and she was, laying on the floor, already dead. I couldn't even sleep in my own room that night and I felt terrified to go back in. Terrified that I'd still see her dead body there even though my mom had already moved her. I had always planned of taking her to college with me as an emotional support cat. She's the only reason I got through 4 years of depression, the only reason I never contemplated suicide during those horrible 4 years. She’s the reason I finally clawed my way out of that disgusting room. Now, 3 months later, and my mom thinks this is my childhood dogs last weekend. We've had him since before I was even born. I'm 16 now. He hasn't been eating and he barely gets out of bed anymore. Twice yesterday he got up and sat in the middle of the hall and just. Stared. At nothing. He can't even see anymore. He's so skinny and light and his fur isn't as soft as it was before. He nose is completely dry. He used to love liking me and my mom, you'd have to litteraly force him to stop. Now he barely does. I don't even know what to do. I don't think I can losing 2 pets I such a short period of time. I thought 2025 was going to be my year. Turns out it's far from it.

Twisted Dynasties - Discord RP

I wanted to share this really fun roleplay server I joined recently! It's a Wings of Fire rp, but it has some inspiration from Arcane.

Twisted Dynasties

"You are the fate of this story. But you are not the most powerful."

Pyrrhia, which used to be a haven of dragons and peace, has turned into turmoil. Dragons have since then destroyed the order of serenity, wreaking destruction wherever they land. Chaos ensues, with tensions rising, creating 7 guilds to separate the dragons:

⚖️ __Bellax__ ⚖️

Ruthless fights, anarchies, and death. Everything is earned by taking the blood of others.

🦂 __Outclaws__ 🦂 Justice is their way of living. Or, is it the wits to out-justice others?

👑 __Silver Council__ 👑

Power is the key. Overthrow the poor, bring the wealthy on top. Make sure to keep your place, as control is evident.

🎱 __Rifters__ 🎱 Overthrown by all, kept under the ground. They built a society on their own, trying to find gratefulness.

🪖 __Sentinels__ 🪖

Trying to restore the order that has been gone. They take, they guard, and they serve.

🏆 Talisman 🏆

Obliterated, left under the dust. They yearn for the hunger of vengeance.

🐫 The Roaming Bazaar 🐫

One scale, two scales, what's your pick? Or would you rather buy, walking the endless markets forever, with no limits.

Twisted Dynasties is a member-led roleplay with limitless ends. It has a unique storyline, suspensive plot, and beautiful constructed characters all created by YOU! Build a refuge and attempt to restore peace? Or steal, lie, and criminate yourself, to bring a more thrilling lifestyle? The choice is yours.

We have:

12character slots!

A collaborative community

Constructive criticism and kind members

FUN!

We require:

13+

No discrimination, racism, etc.

Be respectful.

All actions are led by you. Whether you're a soldier, monarch, or criminal, this is about opportunities; and warfare.

Some slots must be earned and can be taken/removed. Join the roleplay for more details! If you join through this invite, please mention that I was the one who invited you! ^^

Lil worldbuilding things for wof au headworld to put all my accumulated fantribe ocs in :)

Not exactly sure what to post but wanted to post something, so have some payment art I did recently

Character is Anubis, who belongs to aries.the.thing on discord

Limited Commissions Discount [TEMP CLOSED]

Temporarily closed while I work on a huge order. Orders can still be placed, I just won't be working in them until the huge order is done (for an idea of how long it'll take, probably a few weeks)

I'm offering a 50% discount for 10 slots, Joy Ang base customs. No matter what you order from this discount, there are only 10 slots! Example at the bottom.

My price for customs is typically 200 DA, but these slots will only be 100 DA!

Extra discounts: 50 extra DA will add a headshot of your character! My headshots are typically 75! ^^. OR pay only 50 DA for a simple customs (little to no patterns)

10/10 slots open!

My normal commissions for anyone interested. Includes examples for the headshot add-on too!! Please. Contact me through toyhouse too, and mention that you're from this post. If you dont have a toyhouse, say so in the comments and i can figure something out.

all edits and accessories by Ruse. Bases by Joy Ang and reline by K9Pestilence.

I got RoachStriker no god damn way 😭

You will be randomly assigned a NightWing name. Spin this wheel for your prefix (first part of your name) and then spin this wheel for your suffix (second part of your name).

(I got the name Marveladvisor... It's tolerable)

finally redid this man's crusty old ref + a slight redesign. He's so coocoo for cocoa puffs I love him <3 also on another note in getting an a03 account soon, so I'll be posting the stories i write there (and eventually the story this guy is the mc of once I finish the sequel)

TW: Exposed bone

The old ref ^

*goes to bed for five years*

Created a cover for my book, Seeing Stars!

the first chapter can be read here

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64337542/chapters/165158104

pink moon.