Everyday i'm reminded that no one could ever even come close to serve as much cunt as this gay ass demon.
This way people can see theyâre not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.
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I WANT TO READ ALL THE BOOKS, STUDY ALL THE LANGUAGES, ADMIRE ALL THE ART... BUT I AM JUST SO TIRED!!!
Iâm being so serious btw when I say that Aziraphale needs to break down and scream and cry and shout and express his anger for once. Like Iâve already made a post about how Aziraphaleâs response to his abuse is different from Crowleyâs, how itâs less socially acceptable and less represented than âinstinctual aversion to anything that reminds the victim of the abuserâ and how the fandom has reacted really poorly to it (hey maybe instead of blaming the victim for returning to the source of abuse we should⊠idk, be blaming the abuser?) but I really really hope that Aziraphale gets to actually recognise his abuse and be allowed to process it properly.
Throughout the whole show, and I think we can safely assume, his whole life, he has not cried. He has not cried, or shouted or screamed or let his cheery facade slip for more than a few moments at once. He does not have any healthy coping mechanisms, he cannot acknowledge his abuse and he cannot escape (nor does he feel like he can escape) from the source of abuse. He is still there. He is still being abused, controlled and manipulated right down to the last second of season 2. He has not had the time or the freedom to unpack or even recognise his religious trauma, let alone learn how to deal with it properly. You have to understand this before you blame the entire final fifteen on him.
I am so tired of people thinking that Crowley has faced more abuse than Aziraphale just because it is less subtle and more widely recognised. That is honestly such a harmful idea to have, especially considering how common it is for abuse victims to react in the exact same way as Aziraphale before, during and after theyâve escaped the abusive situation. And you know what? I think the one person who would understand this is Crowley. He knows that Aziraphale is in an abusive situation, heâs been through it himself, and he can recognise what is going on. He knows that Aziraphale is not the enemy, and yes, Aziraphale does need to apologise for hurting him during the final fifteen but if Crowley forgives him, there isnât anything wrong with that. Crowley understands the context and he understands that Aziraphale is just as much of a victim as he is.
The fandom would do well to understand that too. Weâre not picking sides. Aziraphale is just as much of a victim as Crowley is and the person to blame is, and always has been, Heavenâs corrupt and manipulative system.
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I love how the fandom has basically made it canon that Hermes eyes are covered or just donât exist.
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baymax says
I swear people now think theyâre entitled to know every queer person that could possibly be around them. NO ONE IS ENTITLED TO MAKE ANYONE COME OUT. Letâs learn our lesson from Kit Connor and just allow people to be who they are without trying to speculate or force them to come out. At the end of the day we donât know these celebrities and have no right to their private information.
With the whole âTaylor swift is gayâ article going around I want to talk about my hatred for the âgaydarâ and speculation about peopleâs identities.
I genuinely hate it when someone talks about a celebrity (or anyone) and they say âare you sure they arenât a little fruity?â To any feminine guy or masculine woman. It makes me so angry beyond words. Now, if you know me, you know I like Ben Schwartz. I talk about him all the time. Every time I show videos of him people around me always ask âoh are you sure he isnât gayâ men can fucking like theater, or improv or art and not be gay. Not be LGBT. Itâs fucking sickening.
People even say this about me sometimes , which is different as I am LGBT. But even if I wasnât it still isnât ok to just walk up to someone and go âhey are you *limp wrist*â like it just. AAHSHFJWJFHIWHDUWIEJ STOP. Like I get it, itâs cool finding other LGBT people, but stop putting people into fucking boxes. Stop assuming peopleâs sexualities. It doesnât matter if they are a celebrity or a random Joe. Just stop.
If you havenât already or itâs been a little while, go take yourself out on a date. Splurge on yourself. Allow yourself to be happy in the solitude. Let your heart be warmed by the proper treatment you give yourself. Your heart will thank you.đ
You are allowed to exist alone in public btw. You're allowed to go to the movies alone and go out to eat alone and hang out in a park alone and go for a walk alone and whatever else. It isn't weird or creepy, it doesn't make you lonely or a loser or whatever. You are allowed to just exist as yourself.
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