three years more, three years more, just three years more... five at the most.
I know I can hold them in, no matter how many times I have to cry, I really wish it was just five years.
My brain: u need to be kind with people cuz you're going to need them someday!
Also my brain: You don't need anyone cuz you're going to kill yourself in... three days!
Sometimes I think I just stay calm just because I know there is a memento mori.
Like, I know that whether I want it or not, what I most long for will happen someday, I'm not lucky enough for it to happen today or tomorrow, but it will happen, I will simply disappear
*pats head* :3
OMGGG YAYYY YIPPIEEEE YAYY ! ! ! ><
The only real reason I don't kms is because on good days I still long to be able to love someday.
I like to sleep because I can dream, or at least I can pretend to dream.
And in my dreams there are things that I can call mine, things that exist especially and only for me.
Not like in the depressing reality where everything is ephemeral and nothing really needs me and therefore nothing can truly be mine either.
TOCA SPAMEARTE AL MENOS POR UN MES MWAHAHAHAH
The only reason that I don’t quit the anon asks is because of Yume sending me there cute stuff and the Kyoko anon being nice as always
After that is useless in my blog
Not charismatic enough
Not smart enough
Not pretty enough
Not stable enough
Not good enough
Should I continue the list?
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