This Dress Is The Hardest Thing That I Have Ever Drawn Before.

Do you have a sona? (´• ω •`)

So this is my sona, I've actually been meaning to post about her, but never got the reason.

(This was drawn half a year ago )

If you have been wondering why does she look like a little girl.

Cuz she is, at least physically.

She was first created when I was around 9~10 years old, and I haven't age her up since her creation.

Maybe the reason that I haven't age her up is because I needed something to remind me of what it's like to be a child and all the happiness that I've experienced, I can become a version of myself that doesn't feel broken.

She has long black curly hair like real life me, and her eye color changes all the time (This is why her eyes are closed in the profile pic) She can use her creater ability to change her own settings, sometimes her eyes are set to being able to change colors base on will, sometimes it's set to be wearing different contect lenses or color changing contect lenses, sometimes she simply changes the official color, it's red.. oh wait now it's blue ! The color of her hoodie sweater is also different every time(She owns thousands of similar looking clothing )

I kinda put these settings on her so I could always be creative with her.

Also she has a fake tail.

Her personality is selfish bratty sympathiless manipulative enjoys other's misery  but despite everything she's happy, her personality reflects the kind of person I despise the most in real life, yet somehow a part of me wishes to be like her, maybe somehow deep down inside I saw how happy those who wronged me are, and wanted to be like them, I mean, I don't have to worried about hurting people, if I can't feel bad for people, isn't that easier? She's more like a f**ked up God or a sociopath of some sort.

I've been thinking about redesigning her, perhaps I will make a new sona that match my age, and my personality? but people seem to really like her? People I know keep telling me how cute she is.

I'm still working on the redesign.

Marry Christmas / important anousment

Marry Christmas guys!!!

I have a special draw your oc plan for Christmas, but I don't think I can do it on time due to me being sick last week and my school final exams are coming, I will update the Christmas post soon, but I will be away for a while to focus on studying.

I meant that I can send you so much asks that you might possibly get drowned in them. (´∀｀)

Yes you may!!!

(Especially ones relating to my ocs)

Here's a random fanart

Ramy by Yaco Universe Channel link here:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcuND0XPs9vAvfHXsOrhLwg

I'm back!!!

I'm back from my midterm!!!

Has it been a long time?

It feels like a long time.....

....well midterm makes everything feels long.......

To be fair I had been posting, but it's mostly answering asks, and reblogs, I haven't been working on actual content.

But now I am not just, back

I'm back back

And ready to actually do stuff.

Meet my baby!!!

"Sometimes you need the rain to truly appreciate the warmth of the sun, sometimes you just have to let it rain."

So this is Phoebe, she's one of my precious baby daughter.

This is the first time I've tried coloring rain clouds and puddles, I'm still a bit confused on how to draw reflections.

A bit backstory on Phoebe:

She grew up in a orphanage run by the Lemon family, the people in there are not the nicest towards the children living in there, some of the kids there are emotionally abused.

She grew up there and have seen how horrible people can be.

She thought that nobody is ever going to adopt her due to her gloomy nature, but one day when she was still in elementary school, a crazy kind and gentle lady came and adopted her.

Rather than scolding her for being a downer, she praises her for her deep way of thinking and helps her to love herself for the gloomy way she is. Due to her having a lot of experience with sadness, she is more empathetic and kind to others around her, and is surprisenly a strong willded person that could roll with punches, and stay strong when tragity struck.

She decided to become a doctor to help people, but later decided to pursue business, and is currently working as a office lady.

She is the forth oldest in her family, and she is the sixth addition to her family.

Due to the members of her family all being weird in their own ways, she is consider the normie of the family.

She is surprisenly chill and excepting about the weird supernatural and non supernatural stuff that's happening around her family

My sister just walked through an object?

Eh, seen that.

My oldest sister is secretly a siren?

That explains a lot.

My best friend slash sister is actually an Ealf?

Never took her for an ealf, but okay.

One of my younger sibling is one of the smartest people in the world?

I'm proud to have her as a sibling.

That said sister drunkenly built a rocket ship over night and dismantle an entire empire?

Oh cool a rocket ship.

自家oc藍莓的摩爾擬人。

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This is more of a random selection thing, and you may send me another oc after the first one is drawn.

And after you receive the drawings it belongs to you now, you may use it however you want, you don't have to credit me (If you want to, then sure~ )

Draw your ocs !

I feel like drawing people's ocs! Send me your oc's pictures and maybe a bio!

You can give me a lot of pictures with a long bio, you can also give me a single picture with no bio, you can even just give me text discribcion whatever makes you comfortable.

There's no guarantees that I will draw it, it all depends on my mood, lucky for you I always in a bad mood so have fun with that.

Full body or not, colored or line art or sketch and the poses are decide by me, but you can suggest to me what poses and the visibility of the body, color line art or sketch , but in the end it's up to me.

I will draw characters from character makers, gotcha especially(I love gotcha by the way) or Sims characters or any of your video games persona or character.

You can send me your characters through my Gmail ( yumiaishi3636@gmail.com ), or tumbler message, or hangout or submission or tag me.

This is more of a random selection thing, and you may send me another oc after the first one is drawn.

I'm no God and art is subjective, so yeah you may not like it, and it's not my business cuz I'm doing it for free.

And yes I am doing it for free.

If you have any questions don't be afraid to message me, I get what it feels like to be all anxious and stuff, I won't judge you.

And after you receive the drawings it belongs to you now, you may use it however you want, you don't have to credit me (If you want to, then sure~ )

News Just In !

Katherine is fricking Ariel !

Why did it take me this long to realize ?

What the frick?

( Also can anyone guess what I am drawing? I mean it's obvious right? )

Thank you guys so much!!!

This is the first time that tumblr notificate me this way, and it's only 10 in the morning for me, like whaaaaaat?

At first I was kinda giving up on this whole tumblr thing, if you had read my first post (If you haven't, don't it was made 2 years ago I was still a stupid kid back then) you'll know that I have a blog before this that I deleted by accident.

That blog has like 6 followers, and they're all real people.

But after I quickly made a new blog with the same URL, I thought things will be the same, but it isn't.

I was getting more likes and followers, but most of them are porn bots.

I do check out every single people who follow me or give me a like's blog. It used to be really exciting when I get to wake up and see a notification.

But after the porn bots I'd became really demotivated thinking that the only people that will ever see my art or massage me are porn bots. Like, I know I act gay, but stop showing me your huge breasts, I'm into flat chest girls.

But resently I've been getting a lot more notes then I used to get, and they're not porn bots, they're real, they're you guys.

You guys's support really means the world to me, I used to only post when I'm eather sleep deprive, having a head ache or life has fried my brain cells and I just want a bus to run me over or something. In a way this blog makes me feel like I have a purpose in life, I am actually doing something with my life. This is the first time in a long time that when I think of this blog I don't think about porn bots and all the lude photos that I've seen, it feels great.

Sorry this kinda turnes into a vent post, I guess I just have a lot in me, I've never talk to anyone about the porn bots and how much it upsets me.

Again thank you @yuyugarrix @bisexuallysymmetrical @etonita0 @its-me-todoroni @that-one-hybrid @the-random-whisperer @blue8cat @howdoicreateusernamesagain @confidentwandering @gluttoncanart @batfan557 and the others that I don't want to bother, for your support.

Oh and I am reaching 30 followers, maybe I'll do something for it.