Been Working On This For 2-3 Day, Hours Of Sketching, Many Fails With That Damn Black Pen, And Now I

These belong to the main characters in a draft call, The Code Survivors. I hope to publish is in the future, the twin’s story are really sad that it made ME tear up!

This is Malika McClain, a character in my draft book, BLACK. There are three parts of of this. This is just her main clothes. You can recreate it, my coloring pencils are not trusted. **UPDATE: I have a better set up so I might redo this.**

Hello everybody! Been a while, huh? I got big and personal news to share with everyone. But let me explain a bit of things about this picture.

This picture is the new cover for The Reina Rex (TRR), I'm wrote a message in Wattpad that I'm reworking the books again and the Hidden Crystals is on hold for now. I wanted to fix some mistakes or change so plot to make it better, understandable, and enjoyable. I wanted to try digital drawings so the covers look clear and better looking than on a paper with some crappy lighting from my phone camera.

I recently got a new phone, the old one didn't want to let me download games or apps that I need to use (Plus it was badly cracked on the screen, my fingers are still alive) so I upgrade a better one and now the memory space is very roomy. It also came with a pen so I use it for the drawing like a pencil I can now download the app I'm useing for the drawings.

I'm using IbisPaint for the drawings, I been using it for a while and it's amazing! 🤩

I will be very honest with you guys, I am using some pictures to help me draw the positions I want but I am not copying it and will take as mine, I putting my own details and colors in there. If you want to know what pictures. Check them below, they are photos from the Jurassic World: The Game and the hybrid dinosaur toys.

I will be gone for a few day, hell months cause I'm am going into emergency surgery. They will call me a 24 hours notice but we don't know what day but it have to be within this week. I don't think I will able to move my arms but we'll seen.

I will post another note about this personal problem and it related to the surgery. I will explain more detail on that post but for now, be patient.

Anyways, if anyone got any questions about this, ask away, don't be shy! Now, I will talking soon again when I get well rested.

Warning for this, there will be some sexual theme said here. You are warn!

I imagine myself cosplaying as Harry Potter in a daydream, me and some other HP Cosplayers were ask what is our favorite thing in Starbucks. Everyone said their answer but I didn't understand it somehow and was out of character and said that I only drink their hot chocolate with whip-cream (Which I do, I'm not a Starbucks person but their hot chocolate is different from others I've ever tastiest) but the Draco Cosplayer said 'what if Harry Potter have a favorite thing' but I was trying so hard to think like him that I said, "...ummm...uhh-Draco's dick cum-..shit!"

I am just giggling like a idiot here, I was just reading a Drarry fic XD

A oc but she is not going to be on a draft, A Mother’s Voice. Rest in peace, unnamed shady girl

Crystal

a very OLD OC, here are some drawings I made!

Sadly, these are abandoned works from the past. Really pretty too..

So last and this week have been crazy, meltdowns that affected my time on the drawings. And a personal problem that happened on Saturday that I will be quiet for a few days or more, maybe a month.

Let me explain, some people in Wattpad knows a bit that I had a problem with my armpit that hurted so bad that I stop writing and moving my arms for a few days. What I didn't continue on saying, I had these problems for more than two years. Long ago, I had this pimple-like bumps under my arms for a few weeks and I never thought about it, even if I was close off the outside and I stay in my room.

To warn you, I'm an autistic teenager who suffer depression, anxiety, diabetes, and many issues. Basically, I'm a very sick person who have many mental health problems. I like to be in my room most of the days because my anxiety keep me away from the outside world when my family goes shopping. There are some times where I am happy to go out and stretch out my legs.

Anyways, I didn't think much about the lumps, even it's weird that I stay in the room yet it came out of nowhere. It wasn't until a few days later, it open into holes, throwing pus and blood goo that dirty any towel within that day. It even stink the room from the smell but the worst was that it gave me huge pain when I move a muscle on my arms. It last a few weeks before it close up and leaves scars under my armpits but in a few days, my other armpit started to repeat that cycle of pain. When it close up, my other arm open up again, repeating all of the years. No pain killers stop the pain for a day, only hours before it sting back again. We went to emergency room more than three times, never telling me what it was and just to "air it out" but they also have me Cephalexin or Keflex pills (was the first thing they gave me when I came in the second time) but I found out that I'm "immune" to it so there was almost nothing to help me.

Until a year ago, my mom took me to my primary doctor instead and they said that I might have Hidradenitis suppurativa. When they send me to a Dermatologist, she said a few words about it and related to me so much, she only have us a pill to stop the flare up (the shocking pain in the arms and muscles). It made me sick and have extreme diarrhea for weeks so my mom decides to stop giving it to me and I got a lot better. The flares up stop for a year but just last week, it created three balls and made a huge lump and when it popped in my sleep, I just cover it with a bandage to stop the blood. When the next night came in, I was have a huge meltdown from the stress of homework I missed (that week before that, I didn't went to school cause the whole household got sick and no one could drive, I'm homeschooled) and the pain came in more extreme than before, my mom took me to the emergency room again but this time, the doctor saw me in pain and told me it was Hidradenitis suppurativa which we knew but he noticed I was really young and sick for this so he wants me to get into surgery to get rid of it which we didn't knew that can be a option until now. We change doctors because they were shit from the beginning and refused to take the hospital referral for an emergency surgery.

So just yesterday, I went to see the new doctor and he sent a note for an urgent surgery to the office, they said that they will send a call for a 24 hour warning to meet the surgeon but they don't know the date it will be for it but it will be this week.

This morning, the doctors who going to do the surgery approved me but they need the notes from the hospital emergency room and see me. So it will happened tomorrow or the next day before that. I seen video of the procedure they do and it looks like I won't able to use my arms for a while. I want this so bad, the freedom of the one thing I have. I may be suffering with others things but I want to move my arms freely to do my drawings and writing my stories. I also scared of the outcome of it after the surgery, also I don't want to wake up in the middle of it.

Thanks for reading this, if you have any questions about this, ask away!

!Attention All Tumblrs!

There is a important message to all Potato people..

There is a new Queen who's taking the throne!

Queen Nicolette Potato or as goth-angel-queen

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This is her message to all the Old Queens:

All Hail to The New Queen! She'll kill all of you if you don't step down to her!!

**Warning: The gif below might trigger a photosensitivity seizure. Try covering it with your hand as you scroll down or close you eyes but I felt like the first option it better. You are warned.**

Update

The surgery is tomorrow, it's at the early in the morning and I feel like I wouldn't sleep tonight so I'm just getting ready, I'm a bit scared and worried but happy that the pain will be forever gone. I guess wish me luck?

We'll see if I act high like others I have seen in videos 😂