Do you think there could be a chance where reader and bully! gojo meet again years later and try again? Maybe đĽš
part one here â contents. fem! reader, exes to lovers, neighbors to lovers, slight nsfw so minors do not interact, slight angst but itâs a hopeful (pretty much happy) ending, idk what else lmk what i missed
imagine you guys are neighborsâyou accidentally meet when youâre both walking up to your apartment doors one night after work. he pauses, and you can feel eyes staring into you from the side so you look over and yeah. wow. thereâs your worst heartbreak of your youth standing right there in all his glory, staring at you like youâre a figment of his imagination come true. like he never expected to see you again (you suppose he probably didnât).
âhey,â he says softly. satoru has never been one to greet someone first, never been the one to reach out and bridge the gap himself. he always waits to be approached. that much has surprisingly changed since the last time you saw him.
âohâŚâ you trail off, âhi. itâs you.â
you donât seem half as happy to see him as he does youâbut that much is to be expected, of course. satoru didnât have the luxury of moving on, you can tell because you still can read him just as easy after all these years. like he hasnât changed the small quirks about him, like heâs still tried desperately to hold onto his past because thatâs where you were. he still looks desperately in love like the night you left him.
itâs pathetic, you wanna say. to still be in love for so long. when itâs so clearly over and thereâs no coming back. a small part of you is filled with this sick, evil satisfaction that heâs still thinking about you when you donât spare him a single thought.
but you suppose youâre not at over him as you thought when thereâs this much excitement bubbling into you at his suffering. maybe, if you were actually completely over him, youâd be indifferent to him. you wouldnât forget, but youâd forgive. youâd hope he learned his lesson and spared another innocent, poor girl from what you suffered for simply loving him. for simply wanting him to feel cherished and special and worth someoneâs time.
you hope heâs better nowânot for yourself, but for someone else. he doesnât deserve a second of your time.
âyou live here?â he asks, mildly shocked.
youâre almost offended. does he mean he thinks you canât afford to live in the same apartment building as him? or is he just that shocked to see you? nothing about satoru seems genuineâyou canât help but assume the worst in him.
âyes,â you say curtly, âi moved here for work.â (why did you add that? why are you giving an opening to make conversation?)
âoh, really? me too,â he nods. (why is he making conversation? why couldnât he have just ignored that opening and spared you the trouble?)
âoh,â is all you say. itâs silent for a bit, and then, âwell, i betterââ
almost like he knows what youâre about to say, he cuts you off with a quick, âi teach now.â you blink, staring at him in confusion. he rubs his neck as he adds, âi uhâŚi teach at that high school down the block. so uhâŚthatâs why i moved here.â
âthatâsâŚthatâs nice,â you nod awkwardly. why is he telling you all this?
âyeah, my students are really cool,â he adds with a grinâitâsâŚa bit cute, actually. because he means it. his smile is too fond for it to not be true.
this isnât the satoru you knowâat least, not the one you think is the real satoru. youâre not so sure which side of him is actually him.
âiâm glad you enjoy what you do,â you offer. thereâs not much else to say. âiâll be heading in now.â
âright,â he coughs, âs-see you around.â
and then you really do see him around.
sometimes, itâs when you both leave in the morningsâhe lets you enter the elevator first and presses the button for you when he gets in. he always lets you exit first too, like he cares to be chivalrous even if youâre not together anymore. sometimes itâs when youâre coming homeâheâs holding a bag of take out as he walks up to his own door. you suppose heâs never been one to cook, and that probably hasnât changed. sometimes, youâll see him at the grocery store tooâhis cart is usually just filled with snacks and sweets. itâs not a very adult like shopping cart, so somethingâs evidently never change.
and every time he sees you, he always tries to strike up a conversation. no matter how short of a window your time is. even if itâs the forty five second elevator ride from floor one to floor three, heâs determined to say something.
today my students got me a giftâitâs a pair of sunglasses, because he still apparently loves those.
i got to take my students on a field trip today. iâve been planning it for weeksâthey have to write a paper on it, though. theyâre not too happy about that even if they enjoyed themselves.
today was my student yujiâs birthday. i let the others out early to celebrate with himâtheyâre apparently all a good bunch of kids. friendly and tight knit in a way satoruâs never experienced. he thinks kids should hold onto that. good friends are hard to come by, after all.
and youâre always guarded. always so cautious and careful when you talk to him. sometimes you try to be polite, other times itâs abundantly apparent you donât want to converse. he doesnât pay it any mind, though. just rambles away and away and away and talks enough for the both of you because heâs just happy youâll listen. even if begrudgingly.
and then one night, it happensâitâs late and you had to stay extra in the office. youâre grumpy and tired and the only good thing about this is that itâs late enough that you probably wonât run into satoru today.
except heâs waiting right there, head against your door as he fidgets with the door knob and grumbles incoherently under his breath.
âstupid damn door,â he slurs, âjusâ fuckinâ open.â
âahem,â you clear your throatâhe stiffens. âany particular reason youâre trying to break in?â
he turns to face youâstumbles a little as his glossed eyes look at you in confusion. heâs drunkâyou can smell the liquor on him.
âwhadâya mean? âs my door,â he holds an arm out to gesture at your door.
âno,â you sigh, pointing to the door next to yours, âthat one is.â
âoh!â he perks up, ââs why it wasnât working?â
âmost likely,â you nod awkwardly, âthatâs usually how that works.â
you watch as he unceremoniously stumbles over his steps to his doorâhow he tries but fails to get his keys through the key hole before you sigh and take pity on him. you donât have it in you to leave a drunk person out in the cold, no matter how much (bad) history you might have.
âhere,â you sigh, grabbing his keys from his hand and opening the door for him. you try to ignore that brief moment of warmth where your hands brushed against each other.
âdo yâknow what today is?â he mumbles, breath fanning over your shoulder as you open his door.
âiâŚ.tuesday?â you ask, in confusion. he looks crestfallen when you stare his face.
âoh, n-neverââ he stumbles a bit. you catch him before you realize. ânever mind.â
somehow, you barely manage to help him to his couch before heâs passing out, too drunk to really register anything else. satoru never drinks muchâit was the funniest part about him. you used to tease him for it all the time, for being a frat boy who can hardly handle some alcohol.
i like being in control, heâd say petulantly, i donât need to be drunk to have a good time. i am the good time.
you take a quick glance around his place before you can catch yourself. itâs not very different from your placeâthe living room is the same size and the structure is more or less the same. his tv is a bit more expensive, and his furniture is more simple. thatâs about it.
you glance down at him one last time before walking out and shutting the door behind you. you hesitate for a moment before turning on the screen of your phone to check the dateâit takes you a moment, but then it hits you.
itâs the day you broke up. all those years ago. itâs certainly been a good fewâyou almost forgot the date, but apparently satoru remembers. he remembers enough to go get shit-faced drunk as if the memory is too much to bear.
does he do this every year? drink away his sorrows every anniversary of the day you left him? does he really still care that much? why hasnât he moved on?
and then you stop thinking about it. itâs not your problem.
but then you justâŚcanât help but be a bit more gentle around him. it happens without your control. maybe itâs muscle memory. maybe youâre finally letting your muscles relax and do that involuntary thing of their own that they do.
evidently thatâs to be more soft with the boy who broke your heart. except heâs a man now, you suppose. he shouldâve been a man when you dated himâbut youâre glad he grew up eventually. even if you couldnât be there with him for it.
but youâre a bit more friendly with him nowâyou suppose you can coexist with your talkative neighbor that also happens to be your awful ex boyfriend. you answer him a bit more when he talks to you, ask him about his students when he brings them upâhe brightens so much when you do. itâsâŚ.painfully endearing.
yuji is sweet, a little too kind for his own good. nobara is a little tough to soften up, but once you do, she loves tenfold. megumi is a grump, but heâs a real softie. yuta is a bit socially awkward, but heâs got a good heart. maki is all business and very studious, but sheâs a determined young girl. panda is not a pandaâhis name is odd but heâs funny. toge is quiet, but he looks out for people.
theyâre good kids. he cares a great deal about them.
and then you start to tell him about your job. how your boss is another baldy thatâs annoyingâjust like the professor you both shared. he chuckles at that. your coworkers are a good gossip, but youâd never go hang out with them outside of work. well, maybe except for oneâutahime is a nice person, even if a bit of a priss sometimes.
itâs nice, talking to him. heâs funny, makes banter easily like itâs second nature. sometimesâŚ.sometimes it feels like old times. youâre not so sure how you feel about that, but you think itâs not bad. you can be grown ups, the two of you. you can be adults and ignore your immature past. the hurt is still there, but itâs manageable now. doesnât linger and doesnât weigh on you anymore.
sometimes satoru still stares at you in that way he did all those years ago, sometimes he still stutters over his words and loses his train of thought when he meets your eyes. he still loves youâyou knew that from the start.
you stopped loving him a long time ago. thatâs what you thought, anywayâbut sometimes seeing satoru isâŚ.too familiar. it makes you feel things you thought you buried away for good. maybe itâs just deja vu, maybe itâs just the history speaking for itself.
or maybeâŚmaybe youâre starting to tread a more dangerous path. the one that led you to your first, and worst heartbreak. you canât step foot on that path again, no matter what.
thatâs what you tell yourself, anywayâbut satoru and you are talking one night. in front of your doors, like usual. youâre excited from a raise at work, and heâs excited because his students have done exceptionally on their final exams and youâre both celebratory in spirit enough that it turns into a cheery hugâand thenâŚand then youâre kissing.
that wasnât supposed to happen, but it does. you donât know who kisses who, but youâre both wrapped up in each other and your lips are pressed against the others and oh, he feels so, so familiar.
like home. even if itâs not always safe to be there anymore, itâs still your home. you canât let go of that nostalgia.
and then his hands cup your cheeks and your arms wrap around his neck and suddenly heâs in your bedâyour door was already unlocked and the two of you somehow managed to stumble through the entire apartment until your back hits your mattress. your place is similar enough to his that he finds your room without any issues.
it was never supposed to happenâthe shedding of clothes and the desperately needy kisses. the way you held his face and he held you. the way he trembled as he touched you, scared heâd mess it up again. the way you laced your fingers and kissed him between his brows like old times.
and then he fucks you like he means it. has his head in the crook of your neck and sniffles into your skin, rolls his hips and makes you mewl his name while he tells you every good thing about you.
youâre beautiful, the prettiest heâs ever seen. youâre so soft when you love, so delicate with the ones who hold your affection, itâs too much for anyone to deserve. youâre laugh is like music, a melody thatâs impossible to grow tired of. but the most important part? you look at everyone like theyâre worth somethingâjust for existing, just for being there with you and crossing your path. worth your time, and energy, and compassion. they never have to work for it.
itâs rare, finding someone like that. itâs even more rare to get them to fall in love with youâsatoru has never stopped regretting letting that go.
he whispers that all through breathy moans and the occasional cracked sob. whimpers when your fingers lock into his hair and pull the strands when his swollen tip kisses that spot he never forgot how to find. you cum first, falling apart with a gaspâand he cums right after, like feeling you is what it takes to make him come undone.
you still do that thing you didârubbing his back as he spills into you, soothing him as he pants harshly into your skin. the only difference is that you donât kiss his head sweetly and call him yours. god, he misses that so, so badly.
when his body slumps over yours, itâs when it hits you, what you just did.
âoh no,â you breathe, âoh god. weâŚ.we shouldnât have done that, should we?â you ask tiredly.
satoruâs lip is tremblingâhe canât bear to have you regret him. not again.
âi love you,â he says desperately, âiâŚi never stopped.â
âobviously you didnât love me enough,â you mumble, not looking at him. itâs something youâve realizedâlooking satoru in his eyes makes you weak.
you canât have that.
âiâll love you more than enough now,â he promises.
âwhat if i say i donât love you anymore, satoru?â you challenge, âitâs been years. i didnât wait around for you.â
his breath shakes at that. you think you got him there, but apparently heâs determined. it shocks you.
âthen iâll love enough for the both of us.â
for a moment, you canât help but think if only everyone could see him now. years later. gojo satoru begging you to let him love you hard enough that you donât have to. being okay with half of you because thatâs better than none of you.
itâs almost comical. maybe a little sad. entirely avoidable if heâd just been brave from the start.
âthatâs not fair to you,â you sigh, âyouâre an asshole butâŚbut you donât deserve that. you deserve someone who can love youââ
âthen iâll show you,â he grabs your hand, pressing it to his face as he looks at you with enough hope that itâs almost too cruel to crush it. even for someone like him. âiâll show you how to love me again. itâll be easier this time. i promise.â
thereâs a tear that slips down his cheekâand then another and another and another. and your thumb, just like muscle memory, swipes it away.
you want to tell himâitâs always been so, so easy to love satoru. easier than anything in the world. easier than loving yourself. it came like second nature, flowed through your blood stream and pumped through your heart. you loved him so easily.
you wish heâd loved himself a little bit easier back then. maybe heâd have realized who was worth keeping and who wasnât. maybe heâd be happier nowâa selfish part of you thinks you couldâve been happier that way too.
âsatoru,â you sigh, âi have more self respect these days.â
âi know,â he nods, âiâll be goodâso good. i promise. iâll wake you up with breakfast in bed and we can have three cats and iâll pay for the vet visits. just like you always wanted.â
you canât help but chuckle at that. heâs always known how to be charming at the right times.
âand what about the fancy window i always wanted?â
âiâll get you one of those too,â he swears, âfind us a nice place by the school and your job and weâll be the best cat parents ever. and iâll be good. so good.â
âi canât do that all again,â you shake your head, âcrying over someone like you is not worth it.â
âi wonât make you cry,â he insists.
something in you screams to believe himâthat voice from your youth. that one that never quite stopped falling in love. that one that canât ever really let him go.
âyou donât deserve me,â you mumble, pulling him close. he tucks his head into your neck, kisses your skin and breathes you in like he needs you to live.
maybe he does.
âi know,â he murmurs. âbut i love you. iâll make you love me again.â
âgood luck,â you snortâyour hand weaves into his hair, and your lips kiss his head.
wellâŚ.maybe heâs already succeeded.
It is rough.
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summary: in a season where you're determined to fly under the radar, newly-returned crown prince!touya todoroki has other ideas.
cw/tags: touya todoroki x fem!reader, royalty!au and regency!au, fake dating, strangers to lovers, canon-typical violence and swearing
update status: in progress!
HAND ONE - HIGH CARD, or the duels
HAND TWO - PAIR, or the deal
HAND THREE - TWO PAIR, or the date
HAND FOUR - THREE OF A KIND, or the debutantes
HAND FIVE - STRAIGHT, or the deal, revised
HAND SIX - FLUSH, or the dinner
HAND SEVEN - FULL HOUSE, or the deceiver
HAND EIGHT - FOUR OF A KIND, or the flop
HAND NINE - STRAIGHT FLUSH, or the turn
HAND TEN - ROYAL FLUSH, or the river
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ahh i love your writing and your dark!peter fics are the best, could we get a darkfic of peter bullying/harassing the reader and then things escalate if you know what i mean ??
[Warnings] dark peter parker x reader, bully peter, verbal/physical harassment, noncon/dubcon, fingering, public sex, mentions of intercourse/oral sex, peter being a jerk, fish sticks
A/N: I combined your ask with another bully peter request I got! Iâll post that asks right after this. Hope you like this!
In which Peter canât make up his mind about whether he loves or hates you.Â
word count: almost 3k
Your gaze fell down to your lap as he entered the classroom. Everyone elseâs seemed to lift, admiring their classmate who famously saved the world several times. It was safe to say that the fame had gone to his head. You nervously played with the ends of your skirt as you waited for the commotion in the room to die down and for the class to start.Â
That didnât happen because an unfamiliar person slid onto the stool beside you and you lifted your head to see Peter. He gave you a bored look as he looked you over, âWhatâs up, fish sticks?â
Your eyes shut tightly as you winced at the name. He knew it got under your skin and loved to watch you squirm. He nudged your arm, âHmm?âÂ
Everyone remembered that time in fifth grade, on the trip to the aquarium, where you threw up your packed lunch on one of the employees. Your mom had packed you fish sticks and, as you sat through one of their fun presentations, one of the presenters picked you to come up to the stage. You were shy, even back then, and as he asked you something you learned that day, you completely lost your lunch on his shoes. This all led to one of your classmates shouting, âShe barfed up her fish sticks!â and laughter ensued.Â
Even Peter seemed to think it was still funny, âYouâre not my partner, Peter,â You said, not meeting his eyes.Â
âNow I am,â Your heart skipped a beat as you heard him, âI canât work with Ned anymore, he sucks at cooking and I need a good grade in this class.â
You looked back at Peterâs normal seat to see your family and consumer science partner sitting with Ned. You liked her and she always did her fair share of the work. You were sure the opposite would be true for Peter.Â
Peter faked a smile at you, âSo what are we cooking today? Fish sticks?â
You took a deep breath, your hands tapping nervously at the table, âYou could try looking at the board,â You felt him scoot his stool closer to you, his body leaning over the counter.Â
âI think Iâll just look at you instead,â Your breathing hitched in your throat as he leaned into your ear. Just as he did, your teacher entered the room. You thought she was a good teacher, she graded easily, and Peter mustâve been a complete idiot to not be doing well. Clearly, this wasnât his subject of expertise.Â
The room was set so each station had its own oven, stove, and appliances. This unit was all about cooking and today you were making dessert. Your teacher gave you a list of instructions before adding that you should all make sure youâre following safety protocols.Â
You stood up from your stool, mostly just to get some space from Peter and walked over to grab an apron.Â
The assignment went much worse than you expected. Peter refused to even lift a spoon or even wear an apron. He sat by as you did all the work, only offering to lick the spoon clean when you were finished with it. The times he got off his butt were to walk over to Nedâs table to chat with him.Â
âYouâre good at this,â Peter said, as you poured the batter into a cake tin. You were a little out of breath from running around to grab supplies, âYou should come over and make me a sandwich sometime.â
You bit down on the inside of your cheek, trying to keep yourself from responding.Â
As soon as you got your cake into the oven, you took a deep breath, taking a look at the clock to see if you were going to finish on time, âCan you chill? Youâre stressing me out.â
You rested your hands against the counter, âIâm âŚâ Your voice raised only for a moment before you lowered it, âIâm stressing you out?â
Peter noticed your frustration and smirked, âAwe, Iâm joking fish sticks. Youâre doing great,â He winked.Â
Maybe you could talk to the teacher, tell her that you and Peter were not a good fit together. Sheâd ask you why you didnât want to be partners and then you would have to tell her ⌠and facing Peter after that would be a nightmare. You shook your head at the thought and convinced yourself you could go the rest of the semester doing the work all by yourself.Â
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You were going to get into a good school, especially with the number of clubs you were a part of and the one that you created yourself. A book club because you loved reading and school was lacking one. There were four members in total including you and your friend Jess. If you wanted your club to seem serious on college applications then you needed more members.Â
Jess had the idea of hanging up banners and flyers during the free period and, of course, you were all in.Â
You went around the school with a ladder the janitor lent you and hung up your homemade posters. You were hanging a large banner towards the front of the school when the bell suddenly rang, ending the free period.Â
âJust a few more inches to the left,â Jess instructed you and you slowly moved the poster to the position she wanted before Jess reached up to hand you the tape.Â
There was something about you that Peter couldnât quite wrap his head around. Heâd be lying if he said he wasnât attracted to you. It was something about the snooty, preppy way you dressed that he a distaste for but turned him on to you at the same time. You were so intelligent but corruptible still. It was quite frustrating knowing youâd only see him as a nuisance.Â
He watched the back of your legs, your skirt slightly rose as you taped up your poster. He thought about those baby pink panties you were probably wearing.Â
You were admiring your work when suddenly the ladder shook and, for a moment you thought you might fall back until you barely caught yourself. A sharp shriek left your lips and the hall went silent until everyone was staring at you and then chuckling. You felt your cheeks warm as you quickly stepped down the ladder.Â
You looked around the culprit and found Peter walking backward in the other direction. He smiled, âSee you at book club, fish sticks!â
Your hands formed a fist at your side as you gave Jess an incredulous look.Â
âSorry,â She apologized, but you were already marching away.Â
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Two weeks later, you were in a crowded subway car heading to school. Some soft pop song was playing in your headphones and you were swaying your head slightly to the music. Your eyes traveled around as you people watched.
You had done this route every day but you found yourself getting nervous now when you thought about school. Peter had seemed to take a special liking to you and wouldnât leave you alone. He made you do all his work in family and consumer sciences and heâd make sure to shout something embarrassing at you when you saw him in the hall.Â
A few days ago you were heading to your lunch table with your tray when he walked up to you, âSit with me today,â He had told you, eyes more serious than you had ever seen them.Â
âWhy?â You asked.
âBecause I said so,â He continued and you raised an eyebrow.
âI donât think I can take any more fish stick jokes,â Anger settled over his features and it scared you, âNo, but thank you.â
Any day before this, you wouldâve said yes just because of how much he scared you. He was a superhero and what were you? Nothing. And everyone saw you that way. You were just tired of him torturing you.Â
You shouldâve trusted your instincts because as you walked around him, you lost your balance, and tripped over his outstretched foot. The cafeteria went quiet and you moaned in pain as you pulled yourself up. Your spaghetti was now staining your bright colored sweater.
Peter leaned down, âForgive me for trying to be nice to you, Y/N,â He held out his hand for you to take and, you only stared at him, before standing up yourself. Jess rushed over, napkins in hand, but you were already running from the cafeteria, tears stinging your eyes.Â
You shook your head as you tried to stop thinking about it. As if you had unconsciously summoned the devil, you felt a hand on your waist. You jumped, of course, and thought some middle-aged man would be standing behind you but it was even worse.Â
âTurn back around,â He spoke huskily in your ear and you shook your head. His arm wrapped around you, his hand wrapping around your throat as he pulled you back into him, âDonât struggle. Wouldnât want to make a scene, right?â
How long had he been watching you? How long had he been following you?
Your eyes darted around, looking for anyone who had noticed what was happening to you but you saw no one. Everyone so packed together and clearly focused on whatever was going on in their busy lives. Peterâs other arm wrapped around you, under your arm, and settled on your stomach.Â
You started to shake your head as his fingers trailed against the top of your skirt but his grip on your throat tightened, âWhat color panties are you wearing?â He whispered in your ear, âHmmm?â
It was clearly rhetorical because, with every word you spoke, his grip tightened. You had to keep still in order to breathe. His hand slid between your skin and the waistband of your pastel skirt and he felt between your legs. A small whimper left your lips as his fingers rubbed your sex through your panties.Â
His nose pressed into your hair and he took in your scent as he began rubbing circles against the fabric of your underwear.Â
Peter had to see for himself if you were really what he wanted and he was tired of hiding his attraction. The confusion and tension in his mind had finally stopped. He was going to have you.
You had rarely even touched your private parts yourself so, the feeling rising in your core, felt completely foreign. A second later, he was dipping his fingers in the fabric of your panties. Your face completely warmed and you couldn't help how your body flinched at the sensation.Â
âYouâre mine from now on, to do whatever I please,â You ran from the feeling, from the pleasure, for as long as you could but Peterâs fingers worked like magic. Your chest heaved up and down as your breathing became more erratic. You were nearing something and that scared you even more. Peter held you steady and kept you from going anywhere and you were forced to face whatever he had unleashed inside you.Â
âThere you go, thatâs it, Y/N,â It was a giant explosion deep inside you, and Peter moved his hand around your neck to cover your mouth as you orgasm.Â
You were shaking as his fingers still played with that sensitive bulb in your panties. When he finally released you, you felt more disgusted at yourself for feeling such pleasure.Â
Peter turned you around and you were so dizzy that you couldnât even push him away as he slammed his lips against yours. Anyone around you wouldâve saw it as annoying PDA by a couple of teenagers but, really, a predator had just sunk its teeth into its prey.
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You sat with Peter at lunch from the day forward. You decided it was better than him humiliating you in front of the entire student body.Â
You werenât sure what exactly you were to him. He seemed to want a personal punching bag as well as the intimacy you could provide. Heâd tease you constantly, especially in front of his friends, but heâd want to make you cum right after being the jerk he was.Â
Heâd invite himself over to your house so you could help him with a school project or rather have you do it for him. Then he would ⌠use his tongue against your private parts and make you lay with him for hours.Â
One weekend, while you were walking home from a late-night study session at Jessâs house, a figure landed right in front of you. You hated how he loved to make his entrances by scaring you. Completely clad in his red and blue suit, Peter looked you up and down, âWhy are you out walking so late?â
You took a cautious step back, âMy apartment is three blocks away.â
âIâm aware and that doesnât answer my question.â
âCan I at least have the weekends to myself, Peter?â
Peter cocked his head to the side and you wished very much to see whatever devilish look was. As he took a step forward, you took another backward, which caused him to laugh, âIâm offended, Y/N. Iâm just a friendly neighborhood spider-man trying to help a poor, lost girl find her way home. There are sickos out this late.â
âPeter-â
Peter suddenly raised his hand and you saw a web shoot out into the distance. Before you could follow where it led, Peterâs arms were around you, and you were flying with him in the air. You squeezed him for dear life, your lungs unleashing every scream within you, as your stomach rose and fell with the swinging motion.Â
When you finally landed on your feet, you were standing on the fire escape just outside your bedroom. You lost your balance but Peter was there to catch you again. Peter pulled off his masks and you saw his tired face and messy hair beneath it.Â
He smiled at you, âGonna puke, fish sticks?â
You tried to pull away from him, anger boiling up inside of you, âI-I hate you! I hate you, Peter!â
Tears were streaming down your cheeks and you were punching at his chest. It had no real effect on him and he simply grabbed your hands and held them in place. He pulled your hands down and pulled your forward, kissing you hard.Â
You seemed to calm as his soft lips moved against yours. You hated it but it did. Your hands calmed and he let them go. Peterâs brown eyes narrowed into yours when he finally pulled away. He grabbed your face then, âIâm sorry to hear that, Y/N,â He wiped a tear away from your face, âBut I donât think I can let you go just yet.â
He kissed you again and you started to move your lips against his. It was easier that way. You stayed there for a long time, your lips on his, as your tears began to dry. He wasnât going to leave you be so you thought you might as well enjoy it. The most popular boy in school, in New York, wanted you. Shouldnât that make you feel good?
Peter moved to open your window, âPeter ⌠my parents.â
âIâll be quiet,â Peter insisted as he slipped inside. You did the same and you watched as Peter slowly shut it back.Â
You moved over to the bed, taking off your backpack, and preparing for what Peter usually wanted to do. You looked up, surprised when you saw he was taking off the suit ⌠all the way.Â
âPeter, Iâve never-â
He shushed you, âI havenât either,â That surprised you to hear. He approached you on the bed, only wearing his boxers, and your eyes raked in his exquisite physique. A lot has changed for him in the last few years, âBut Iâm sure I can figure it out.â
He kneeled down by your feet and took his time removing your shoes and then your socks. He wanted to take his time admiring you and this made you feel like a piece of art, âWhy me?â You asked hesitantly.
âI have this awareness of my surroundings, like something in the back of my mind,â You werenât expecting an honest answer but Peterâs eyes were completely earnest, âWhen Iâm around you, it goes haywire and when I donât have it, Iâm vulnerable. I hate that.â
âSo you do this to me b-because you hate me?â
Peter stood up, leaning forward as he pushed you down towards the bed. You slowly moved back towards your headboard as Peter crawled on top of you, âNot anymore. I like feeling certain things ⌠when my defenses are down.â
His face was hovering above yours now, his fingers trailing over the waistband of your underwear. He started to pull them down and you stared with wide eyes because he didnât even look away from you.
âOh,â was all that left your mouth as he spread your legs. Everything about him confused you but it was useless to argue with him. You reached up to touch his shoulder which surprised him, to say the least. You touched the skin there and then the hardness of his chest.Â
Peter tossed your underwear to the side, positioning himself between your legs. His eyes darkened as he looked at you and, suddenly, he was pinning your hands above your head. He kissed you as he used his other hand to pull down his boxers, letting his member spring free. He rubbed its tip against your sensitive bulb, trailing it up and down to tease you.Â
When he finally entered you, it was slow and patient despite the hungry look in his eyes. He watched as you winced and moaned in pain as he stretched you for the first time. Heâd bury himself deep inside of you for the rest of his life if he could. Heâd make you tighten around him as he gave you orgasm after orgasm.Â
âYou make me feel human again, Y/N,â Peter grunted into your ear. After all, he had lived through and what he was meant to go through now, heâd use you to bring him down to earth. You were a toy, a tool, but maybe you could learn to enjoy the closeness. The intimacy.
Human.Â
Peter both desired and despised the feeling.Â
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Realised I never wrote a proper Bakugou story (I ain't counting his birthday story) with actual plot, so I'm throwing everything I have into this story. Stay tuned as our favourite angry blond stumbles into our lives and pulls us back into our delusions!
âHave you heard about the ghost in the hall?â
Katsuki meets a strange person in the empty school hall whoâs the polar opposite of him: A bystander, a wallflower, someone forgettable.
Someone too forgettable.
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Katsuki wishes that something interesting would happen after the war. He gets his wish.
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Tags: Bakugou x Fem!reader, angst, fluff
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⥠TW: implied and/or present elements of dubcon/noncon, yandere, kidnapping, captive reader, quirkless reader, mentioned death of important character, discrimination, drawn comparisons between quirklessness and disabilities, implied bakudeku, drugging, needles, mentions of hypochondriasis, also angst
⥠manga spoilers in a way, but also not really. anyway, read at your own discretion.
⥠gn reader
Sharp crimson eyes assess the fresh scrapes and swelling ruining your soft skin. A deep scowl on his face.
âTchâlook at all thisâŚâ he grumbles disapprovingly to no one but himselfâtoo upset with you to acknowledge you, yet treating you no different than if you were glass. âThese are gonna last weeks.â
Youâd tried running away againâtripped and slipped up all on your own, stumbling through hallways and tumbling down stairs in your panic, only to stop short at the locked doorâbolted and padlocked beyond all sane reason.
He was disappointed with you, sure. But thatâs not the reason for his current anger.
âSit there while I get bandages,â he orders, getting up from his crouch, pointing a strict finger at you in threat. âDare move, and itâll be bed rest for a whole ânother week.â
Bakugouâs obsession with your quirkless nature started a couple of months agoâŚ
It was okay at firstâhe was hardly the first person youâd met who addressed you with patronizing resolveâbut he got weird about it quickly.
You worked at another hero agency he was going to be collaborating with for a big upcoming mission. You werenât a sidekick or anything grand like that, but a simple pencil-pusherâbecause they need those too, you know? And you liked your job. You got to work along with some of the greatest heroes in the world, see them up close, and help them out with those things they didnât have time forâpaperwork like budget justifications and incidence reports. Yeah, you might have been somewhat of a pushover, but hey, the salary was good, the environment was lively, and even though you donât have one yourself, you got to see some really amazing quirks in action. It was, out of what you could hope for, your dream job.
The place was in a real buzz when they heard the number one hero would be joining them for a couple of months. You were excited, tooâit wasnât often your smaller agency would undertake big missionsâespecially not ones that required such big hero names.
DynaMight wasnât one to share much of anyoneâs enthusiasm. He was strict and down to business and otherwise had a major pet peeve for unnecessary rabble loitering around. Heâd stopped mid-meeting at the sight of you, seeing as you were obviously no fieldworker, and had gone as far as to demand you tell him your value as if your presence had been some big distracting nuisance.
Luckily, your Pro-Hero coworkers had stepped in on your behalf and told him you were a transcriber keeping track for later reference. It was probably only a slip-up that theyâd added the fact that you were quirkless.
You donât hold it against them, or well⌠you did a little, but you couldnât really blame them either. Evoking the explosion heroâs rage must have made them flustered and desperate to play any sympathy card available to them in the spur of the moment.
Of course, it wasnât their card to play, nor would you ever have played it yourself, but if the humility was worth anything, it successfully managed to calm the top hero down. Actually, he didnât say anything for the rest of the meeting. And if you hadnât been so busy taking notes, you would have noticed his lingering stare.
A couple more incidents had occurred in the office after that. Among others, heâd caught an incoming paper airplane your coworker had thrown your wayâstepped right in out of nowhere and cremated it with a controlled explosion before it could hit you.
Youâd been speechless for a momentâthe entire desk area along with youâconfused by his strangeness and, at least in your case, even somewhat appalled by his utter lack of considerationâin your office space, no less. Seriously, top hero or not, you canât just barge in and incinerate stuff?
âThat was an important document,â you'd informedâbrow quirkedâno regard to how offending him could probably make grounds to have you fired. You'd only slightly regretted it after having said it. But geez, you thoughtâshouldnât the top hero have some semblance worth of self-control?
âYou shouldnât be playing around,â he'd statedâtone just as sour as the stink of burned paper tainting the air. âSomeone might get hurt.â
Youâd almost scoffed at him but had held your tongue until he walked away.
Back then, youâd thought it was an offhand insult directed at you and your respected coworkerâthat the explosion hero had just called you both unprofessional to your faces, like the biggest scumbag to ever walk in through your humble doors. But looking back at it now, you realize he probably might have meant it in its most sincere regard.
His over-protectiveness knows no limit, youâve learnedâcalling it patronizing would be a joke in comparison. He treats you as if anything in proximity might make you shatter by associationâlike a bubble made from the most thinned-out solution of water and soap.
Youâd woken up in your well-prepared pillow room shortly after your agencyâs collaboration with DynaMight had ended. It didnât take long for you to piece together his sickness after that.
At first, youâd thought it was a more severe case of benevolent discrimination. After all, most people treat you with some amount of pity after being privy to your being quirklessâtreating it no less than a disability of sorts.
But Bakugouâs view of you was increasingly more unsettling than thatâsuffering from some type of delusion that has him fully convinced youâre utterly inept without him.
In some odd ways, it would have been better if he was just fakingâif he was doing it all, treating you as an inferior for some sick sense of deriving his own sadistic pleasure. But no, you think he actually fully and whole-heartedly believes youâre a danger to yourself and that anything, if not monitored in the perfect conditions of the controlled environment heâs established for you, will result in your fatal illness or harm.
Heâs a full-sworn hypochondriac concerning youâeven as he himself dregs home some of the worst injuries youâve ever seen as if it were nothing but a splinter in the rough of his worn soles. Meanwhile, heâs scared that if you leave the bed without socks on, it will give you pneumonia.
You were sure you had a couple of control freaks at the agency, but nothing measures up to Bakugouâs mania. How he dresses you is one thingâhow he feeds you is another. An assortment of pills first, all vitamins and supplements, a spoon of cod liver oil, then a balanced meal reminding you of those tragic trays youâre served at the hospitalâfour times a day without failâbreakfast, lunch, dinner, then supperâhe also keeps track of all the water heâs decided you need to drinkâall things perfectly regulated according to your size and age.
Then thereâs the sleep schedule with a set number of eight hoursâno more and no less. Exercise is also necessaryâworkout plans designed and dictated by him. Nothing too severe, thoughâheâs afraid your quirkless constitution wonât be able to handle anything beyond thirty minutes max.
And then, of course, thereâs hygiene.
You sobbed and fought hysterically the first time heâd washed youâin the tub with him after heâd stripped you naked. In fact, youâd made such a fuss heâd had to fetch a sedative.
Even in your drowsed state of complete numb delirium, youâd still heard how heâd fretted over itâthe tiny needle hole heâd torn in your armâas if that was the real violation, even as heâd thoroughly molested the entirety of your body with different cloths and sponges for no shorter than a full hour.
Youâd been terrified, of courseâhorrified by his meticulous routines and odd nature. Yet strangely, despite his rigid rules, he won't ever get violent to enforce them.
You had expected it of himâbeing known for his brutalityâthe hero without mercyâthe symbol of retribution. You know he's no stranger to leaving the battlefield bloody. But with you, he won't so much as harm a single strand of hair from your head.
He will instead bargain with you, sometimes for hours. Eat what he tells you, and youâll watch a movie afterward. Go to sleep, and he'll escort you out to see the sun for a few hours in the morning. Let him ensure you wash correctly, and heâll allow you to dry and dress yourself. Â
And in those moments when you leave him no other option, he subdues you through the help of a needle again and never ever by manhandling youâit was as if that werenât even a viable option. It was obvious he regarded the sedative as the uttermost last resort, always muttering on about chemicals and whatnot under his breath. It seemed he would rather avoid it at all costsâbut also, that if it stood between allowing the disturbance of the schedule he felt was needed to keep you healthy and forcibly putting you to sleep, he knew without a doubt which option he considered the lesser evil.
He was certain of it all. And at some point or another⌠you had even begun sharing his fear of attracting some sort of illness yourselfâeven something so small as a common cold. But no, it wasnât the same. Yours was not a fear of the actual disease itself but of what he might do if he caught you sneezing and coughing. You could only imagine the upgraded pill table heâd have in store for you then and what other measures heâd instill due to his excessive ideas of necessity.
And thatâs why youâd tried running again even after what must have been a couple of months since the last time. The thought of his inane insanity having affected you so badly youâd started playing along was all too much a painful realizationâyouâd felt compelled to reject itârun away even when you knew youâd never be able to make the door open if you could even reach it.
You knew it would be in vain, and even though running headfirst into something you know isnât going to work might be the first signs of madnessâyouâre still relieved to have found some remaining worth of fight still in you, even if it couldnât amount to anything.
He comes back as quickly as heâd left, still muttering to himself, cross about the damage youâve sustainedâlike youâre one of the collectorâs items he keeps up on the mantle in his officeâgreen costume and a big bright smile. You remember the exposĂŠsâtheyâd been rather gruesome, about the hero whoâd died in battle not so long agoâa couple of years back now, give or take. He had the number-one spot before DynaMight.
The current top hero retakes his spot at your feet, sighing deeply once he starts dabbing your minor bruises with disinfectant, followed by unnecessary bandages. Youâre silent as you watch him workâall so diligently as he does everything, cutting no corners and running zero lights.
His efforts, done with the very epitome of care, all disgust you.
Your lip curls. âIâm not what you think I amâŚâ
His keen glare stops obsessing over your wounds to look up at your faceâheâd already tended to the ones he could see, but heâs sure more would blossom and swell in a couple of hours. Itâs beyond worrisomeâbut itâs his fault in any case. He should move you to a place without stairsâitâs way too dangerous for someone as accident-prone as you.
You make eye contact, and his anger fades at the sight of tears welling in your cornersâsoftening as if heâs convinced even a harsh look will have you shatter in his hands.
âIâm quirkless. But âm not weak.â Youâre sure you preached much of the same back at the beginning of your stay, though then youâd hurdled it at himâscreamed it from the top of your lungs until youâd lost your voice, unknowing that itâs a statement heâs heard a hundred times over spoken by different lips from yours.
Itâs a funny thing almost⌠how your eyes remind him of hisâso soft and yet brimming with determinationâa determination that will only get you killed.
Heâd put faith in those words before, believed them beyond himself, and it had cost him everything.
But even so, he canât fault you for believing in them yourself⌠theyâre what makes him love you, after all.
He smiles gentlyâa most gut-churning sight from the all-scowling man.
âIâm sure you think so.â
He doesnât relay it with any type of harshness but pityâgross concern and better judgmentâoverwhelming oodles of it in his garnet eyes, weighing them down with something so awful as compassion and⌠you donât exactly know⌠but it looks like grief.
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[ nsfw ] â role-play (and a smidge of dub-con in said role) but it's silly ; insecure bakugou bc it makes me feral.
[ disclaimer ] â i'm sure this goes without saying, but this is based on my own personal interpretation of bakugou and not meant to insult or offend. âĄÂ´ď˝Ľá´ď˝Ľ`âĄ
[ word count ] â 3.9k ; this was just supposed to be short and silly idk what happened LOL
katsuki is shy.
as soon as he sees you â rushing out from the kitchen, grabbing the laundry basket that's been filled with some of his things â his face is already turning pink. blush growing, just like his scowl.
he doesn't say anything at first, just eyes your jumpsuit and your boots and little mask, and then his work bag hits the floor with a resounding thud. "the fuck are y'doin'?"
"oh, no!" you cry dramatically, pressing a hand to your forehead as you look down in the basket â which holds two of his watches and a pair of shoes gifted from his mom and even a few of the nicer necklaces he's bought you over the years. "pro-hero dynamight has caught me!"
and then he knows exactly what you're up to.
still, he says nothing, even though you wait to see if he'll play along, grinning all the while. under your gaze, he shifts awkwardly, screwing up his lips as he tries to ignore the low cut of your outfit, swallowing when you push your boobs together with your arms.
"i better get out of here," you say loudly, as if he hadn't heard you. "i don't want such a big, strong hero to arrest me!"
the temperature of his face rises, but your corny line has his attitude returning with a vengeance. "what are you doing?"
a streak of insecurity runs through you, but you grit your teeth together, steeling yourself so that it doesn't show. you don't miss the subtle way he tries to wipe his hands on his sweatpants or how secretly he tries to tug at them â and that gives you all the confirmation that you need.
your boyfriend is a big pervert, and you're determined to prove it.
(last week, katsuki was on night patrol and had gone into the agency around 7pm. the shirt he grabbed had been the wrong one, a black sleeveless tank with a giant tear in the side that he had yet to sew up, and he'd called to ask if you could bring him a new one.
sure, no problem; when you got to his office, he'd been sitting at his desk in just his tac pants and boots, scrolling through mindless paperwork while waiting and he'd looked â really good. you see him without a shirt all the time, but mostly he's in sweatpants or fresh out of the shower, and there was something about seeing him so geared up and ready to go that struck you differently.
you don't often watch the replays on tv of his work because it scares you, but to witness him as dynamight â
it had you feeling mischievous, suffice to say.
you sat quietly on his desk, watching him close out of his computer, smiling to yourself as he logged off. he thanked you for the shirt with a kiss to the cheek and then he expected you to head home; you could see it in his eyes, watching you â a little wary â as he fiddled with the material in his hands.
"there's, like, nobody in here."
katsuki shrugged, little kissable pout on his lips. "s'almost 8, everyone's at home."
you hummed, turning around to stare out his open office, down the long line of sleeping monitors in their cubicles. "we could have sex in here and nobody would know."
it made him choke, and he stepped back from you to cough into his fist before looking at you with wide eyes. "what?"
of course, it was his reaction at that point that had you feeling wicked. "c'mon, you got 10 minutes?'
his eyes danced to every corner of the room, cheeks flushing in the low light from his desk lamp, before he leaned to look out the door, too. checking, you think.
"iâwhat? no, i-i don't. pinky's waitin' for me out there."
you were only being cheekyâat least mostlyâso you'd simply stuck your tongue out at him and shrugged. "okay, fine." and then he sighed, like he'd narrowly gotten away from something, before leaning back to shove his hands in his pants. you grinned, watching as he adjusted himself. "i mean, i can be quick, if you want."
"shut. up." he hissed, and it wasn't until he removed his hand that you realized exactly how hard he was, palming at his bulge roughly, as if he could smash it down until it was gone.
just from that. just from the suggestion of fucking on his desk. you laughed and he glared and then kicked you out, after a furious kiss that was firmer than usual.)
katsuki is very â particular about sex. something he likes to take his time with, despite being lightning quick about everything else in his life. it's only in the last year that he's allowed himself to be a little more vocal in bed, moaning openly against your skin, telling you how good you feel in his quiet, broken little voice.
as far as kirishima lets on, this is his longest relationship and, even though he's surely not a virgin, you wonder if he's ever really been comfortable with himself sexually. he's got an absurd amount of testosterone raging through his body at all times, but he always acts so unsure, like he's worried he'll do something to embarrass himself; you're determined to free him from that fear.
and â seeing him get worked up over you is half the fun, anyway.
you carefully set the laundry basket down â which also holds an older model of his left gauntlet â before moving like you're going to run right out the front door, only to unfortunately stumble straight into him.
"oh, no!" you say again, hands flat against his chest as you sink into him. "please don't arrest me dynamight, i'll do anything."
his throat works hard, eyes jumping between your face and the front of your tiny jumpsuit, which is unzipping the more you arch your back and push against it. he rasps, "what is this?"
you pout at him before dropping straight down to your knees, twirling the string of his sweatpants around your finger as he gapes at you. "i'm a horrible, horrible villain," you explain, "and we've been playing this little cat-and-mouse game for too long! and you've been chasing after me for months and now you've caught me here in the solitude of your own home and, much to your surprise," you unzip the rest of the top for emphasis, smiling when he slumps back against the front door. "i'm a woman!"
katsuki is â still speechless, though you can see the gears turning in his head as you nuzzle against the swelling bulge in his soft sweatpants, mouthing at his tip through the thick material.
"i'll do anything, dynamight, sir." you goad, and you wait and he's not breathing, just furrowing his brows down at you. you try not to make a face at him and purposely cup him through his pants, hard.
it makes him nearly jump out of his skin. "wh-what's withâthe fuckin' getup?"
you slump, leaning your cheek against his thigh to pout up at him some more. "i got it at the costume store, baby, but that's not..."
the cool, air-conditioned breeze is nipping at your exposed skin the longer you sit in front of him like this and it's chasing away all the sultry confidence you had before he came home.
it's not even like you actually think katsuki's a pervert, you just want him to be kinky without being ashamed of it, and, much as you want to fix that now, maybe you're going about this the wrong way. maybe this is something you two need to sit down and talk about. maybe there is something he's not telling you, on purpose.
he stares straight ahead, mouth open like he's waiting for his words to come out, and you watch as a bead of sweat slips from his hairline down to his jaw before hiding your face in his leg and groaning quietly; you're not mad, just a little embarrassed that you thought this is what would work on him.
"okay, okay," you say, standing back up to re-zip your suit. "i'm done, sorry for ambushing you."
his eyes snap to yours, though he's still quiet, and he eventually closes his mouth, gritting his jaw so hard that his ears wiggle once. you plant a kiss on him, quick and dry, before turning to head back to your room so you can change, pulling the cheap eye-mask over your head. the string catches against your head and snaps you once, and you mumble a quiet ow before reaching for the door knob.
very carefully, you feel katsuki's fingers dance over your waist, and he reaffirms his grip after you pause. he pushes you forward flat against the wood gently, not at all how he would to a real villain, and then he buries his face in your neck, hot breath coming quick as if he'd been running.
you try not to smile because the curve of your cheeks will give you away, and so you stay quiet, waiting. you feel him breath in hard through his nose, grunting once before speaking.
"where...d'y'think you're goin'?"
his ears are burning into your skin, but when you roll your hips back against him, he reciprocates, fingers tightening as he pins you firmly to the door.
you try again. "are you going to arrest me, dynamight?"
"uh," katsuki breathes, pulling his head back to look behind him towards his bag. "i, uh," his hesitation is so endearing that you can't help but to grin, "i've only got, um, zipties inâ"
"ow!" you squeal, arching into him, though the sound makes him jump back a step. with the new space, you twist your arms around your back, grabbing your own wrists in a false bind. "please be gentle with me, sir!"
he huffs, shaky, before purposely grinding his hard length against your ass. one of his hands curls around both of your own, firm in keeping you "caught", while his other goes to grab at the fat of your hips.
his breath warms behind your ear again and he nips at your neck once. "uh...the hell're you doin' in my house?"
you're happy and so you want to laugh, but you know he'll take it the wrong way, especially as nervous as he seems. instead you struggle in his hands, hardly serious, rubbing against him until he huffs again.
"i'll never tell you!"
"well, then," his arm slips fully around your waist, resting for a moment against the doorknob before turning it. "i'llâfuckin' make you."
you gasp loudly, spinning to back into the room until your knees hit the bed, collapsing down and trapping your hands beneath yourself. "you can't do this!" you struggle some more, wiggling your hips and straining against the tight jumpsuit so it'll start to force open again. "you have to let me go!"
katsuki is clearly at a loss, stepping up to the bed as he half-shrugs, uncertain. "no."
you smile despite yourself and it turns his face beet red, but you quickly school your expression back into fake shock. "i'll scream."
what you want him to say is something along the lines of, oh yeah baby i'll make you scream, but that is â simply not him, and you think he's not breathing again, just watching the zipper of your suit as it slowly struggles. it's so cheap and poorly made, you're surprised it hasn't broken yet.
you arch up at little, finding your mask sitting on the floor by the door, and you exaggerate a moan. "my identity," you whimper, making big, sad eyes at him. "i've been discovered."
katsuki shuffles again, glancing at the floor before bending to pick up the tacky thing. you hadn't meant for him to get it for you, but he tugs at it before coming closer, kneeling on the bed so he can pull it over your head.
as if, maybe he wants you to wear it.
you feel a little zing up your spine, wrapping your legs around his waist when he adjusts the string so it's more comfortable for you. his eyes go wide, hips falling forward until he's brushing against your core by accident, leaving you both a little breathless.
whatever patience you'd had before is whisked away when you feel how turned on he is, once your underwear clings against your skin with how wet you've unknowingly become.
"i bet you've been thinking about this," you whisper, heady, as you slowly grind up against him. "tying me up, all to yourself."
a sharp exhale leaves him, though he tries to close his mouth around it, cheeks burning as he struggles to maintain eye contact with you. "i-i thoughtâ"
you nod, encouraging him with a breathy, "uh-huh?"
"i thought i didn't know you were a chick until now."
you stop, head dropping back to the bed as you stare at him.
well. shit. you did say that.
you shake your head, sighing when one of his hands closes around your hip to keep you moving. "okay, pretend you already knew." he nods his head, a little vigorously, before pressing you into the mattress, grinding against you with purpose now. the pressure is good enough that you feel your eyes lidding, a dull throb building where you're most sensitive. "i bet you've been thinking about punishing me all by yourself, dynamight."
it makes his face and neck burn, and katsuki has to squeeze his eyes shut once before dropping his elbows to the bed and leaning just barely over your lips. "yeah," is all he says, voice wavering.
you lean up to brush your nose against his, but you don't kiss him. "and how're you gonna do that?" he angles his hips, deliberately catching your clit when he ruts against you, and it draws the first, genuine moan from your lips. you think he can tell, because he grits his teeth and does it over and over. "are you gonna fuck me or what?"
katsuki just nods, quickly sitting back up on his knees so he can pull his shirt up over his head. it reminds you of what started this mission in the first place and you take in the sight of him, muscles taut with anticipation, his adonis belt that stems into the low band of his sweats.
"i've been thinking about it, too," you say, dragging your eyes up his body slow, so that he can watch your appreciation, "because you're so big and strong and powerâ"
he cuts you off with a firm kiss, digging a hand into your hair so that he can slant your head. when you gasp at the tug on your scalp, katsuki swirls his tongue with yours, slow and sweet, eliciting another soft moan that has him breathing in hard through his nose.
"damn woman," he grunts, sitting back up to yank at the zipper on your suit, cheeks burning when he eyes your lazy grin. "tryin' to fuckin' kill me."
you laugh. "on the contrary, dynamight, i'm actuallyâ" katsuki pulls you into a sitting position, tugging your suit back over your shoulders until it hits your elbows.
and then you both look at each other.
"um," you swivel on the mattress just a bit, thinking; maybe wearing a one-piece jumpsuit wasn't a great idea, when being "bound" is involved, or you should have at least waited until he got you naked. "let's just pretendâ"
"yeah, yeah," katsuki nods, scratching his head as you unwind your arms quickly and slip them through the sleeves, falling back over your hands as he tugs the whole thing down your thighs. your boots are still on, but he doesn't bother with those, just ducks under the bridge of clothing until he's against you again.
you squirm in your tiny, mesh underwear, a gasp echoing out of you when he mouths at the skin below your belly button, moving lower and lower until his tongue is meeting the thin material that separates you. this â wasn't part of the plan; you were expecting him to just shove his pants down and bully his way inside of you, which was fine for this scenario, but the wet glide of his tongue has you forgetting about everything except for how hot he's making you.
your back arches as the material begins to saturate â both from you and him â and you moan, growing needy for more; his mouth on you feels amazing as always, but your underwear, the partition between you, are already starting to grate on your nerves. katsuki must know because he can read you so well, and he hooks his fingers around the thin mesh before yanking that out of his way, too.
"fuck," you gasp, hips jerking when his tongue swipes against your swollen bud, and you let out another whiny noise when he closes his lips around it. you feel â soaked, but gilded, trying to catch the breath he keeps pulling from you.
both his hands come up to stroke over your hip bones, holding you down as you tremble, pulling you close so that his nose drags against you, too. the added pressure makes you shudder and your head falls back to the mattress as his messy kiss coils something tighter and tighter in your belly.
"katsuki," you moan, wanton, and rip your hand from underneath your back to fist a handful of his hair, legs closing around his head as his tongue slips inside of you. "fuck, 'mâ"
the strain against his scalp makes him groan, open-mouthed, and you try to remind yourself to take note of that, but the vibration of the sound leaves you quivering. your hips move of their own accord, bucking up against the flat of his tongue as you feel the warmth dripping down your spine, as your toes begin to curl, as your mind goes blank.
and then he's pulling away from you all too soon, surging up to plant a wet, heady kiss to your lips, to share the essence that's still sweet in his mouth. he's panting into you, one of his hands palming roughly at your breast while the other reaches back to rip one of your boots off.
you maybe shouldn't have tied them so seriously, because it takes him a few horrible moments before he can get the laces loose enough to tug off your foot, pulling the rest of the jumpsuit down one leg.
"you're," he breathes, hands going back to your hips to grip them firmly. "supposed to be tied up."
katsuki flips you onto your stomach, pulling you to the edge of the bed, on your knees so that he can run a hand up your back. gently, he toys with you; testing different pressures around your neck, tugging at your hair again, wrapping his hand back around both your own.
when you feel the thick weight of him tap against your swollen slit, you cry out softly into the mattress, wiggling your hips back with all your impatience. he runs his length against you, coating himself before teasing at your entrance, and then he hesitates again; as if he's trying to say something, you hear the open and close of his mouth several times before he just swallows, shaking his head before he begins to sink into you.
the stretch has your eyes rolling back in your head, mouth falling open silently as his strained groan fills the room. the sound is music to your ears, and you could almost laugh at how worried you were before all this â if he wasn't seating himself so deep inside of you, making you moan against the sheets.
katsuki hisses out a string of curse words, free hand going to the dip of your waist to pull you back to meet his rough and unsteady thrusts. there's almost no rhythm and he seems to lose it as soon as he finds it, and that paired with how roughly he's breathing is enough to send you over the edge.
it's like he's â desperate, too frenzied to think straight.
you try to muffle your embarrassing whine into the mattress as your thighs shake, as he continuously hits that spot inside of you that brings tears to your eyes. it doesn't deter him in the slightest, only encourages him to fuck you through your orgasm as you scramble a bit on your knees, overwhelmed by the sounds the both of you are making.
it dawns on you distantly, as you come through the haze, that he's actually enjoying this, keeping a firm grip around your hands so that you can't escape. you feel euphoric, elevated to a new high as all your nerves sing.
your throat is dry and you have to swallow several times before you can speak, stuttering, from how hard he's pounding into you. "d'you like this? fucking theâohâvillain you've caught?"
it makes him still, just for a moment, as he runs his hand up your back again, adding pressure just between your shoulder blades and groaning before returning to your hip. "i think you, hah, fuckin' like this," katsuki breathes, grip tightening to a painful degree before he slams into you again, making your toes curl. "getting f-fucked by the hero."
hearing him play along makes your stomach flip, has a drizzle of warm honey spreading up your spine, just like before, as you squirm again under his hands. you feel warm, almost numb to anything except for the weight of him behind you, the pleasure that never stops throbbing between your legs.
you squeal when he angles himself particularly deep, though the sound is nearly drowned entirely out by his groan, the low oh fuck, oh fuck, fuck he chants as his body goes taut and curls over yours. his thrusts grow shallow but never stop, as he cums so hard it almost sounds painful, and he finally takes his hand from both of yours to steady himself against the bed.
you both groan when he pulls out, katsuki falling down beside you on the mattress to catch his breath and blink slowly at the ceiling. he's so red, sweaty and worn out, and you watch him through bleary eyes for a long moment before realizing that he's purposely not looking at you.
it makes you laugh, light and lilted â which screws his face up â as you slump forward, eyes lidding as exhaustion coats you in a thin sheen.
"you're a pervert," katsuki finally mumbles, pushing his hair off his forehead before rubbing his eyes. when you laugh again, he glares at you, but doesn't move away as you shimmy closer.
"what can i say? i'm no match for big and strong dynamightâ"
"cut that shit out," he groans, rolling over to bite at your cheek, bearing his weight down on you when you squeal.
"i'll never commit a crime again," you squirm when he pinches at your side, trying to hold on to your words through a fit of giggles. "your incredible hero cock has turned meâ"
"you fuckingâ" he's quick to lean back and flip you over, cradling your face in his hands as he smashes his lips to yours â almost too eagerly.
"katsuki!" you shriek, wiggling beneath him helplessly as he tickles you. he pays you no mind, just continues trying to press kisses into your open mouth until tears are sprouting at your waterline from laughing so hard.
finally, you get reprieve as his hands slip up your body slowly, taking your wrists between his fingers so he can hold them together above your head. he presses his forehead to yours, eyes lidded and relaxed, with the ghost of a smirk on his face, and he murmurs, "it's dynamight to you, missy."
â§.* "SO I HAD SEX WITH ALL THOSE GUYS FOR NO REASON?"
[ { SYPNOSIS } ] ⤠A continued tale after Gojo Satoru's blackmailing seemed to have much more to it than meets the eye.
[ { NEED TO KNOW } ] ⤠This is a prequel & sequel to my fic; The F*ck List.
[ { WARNINGS } ] ⤠afab!reader, explicit nsfw scenes, alcohol, college non-curse au, toxic altercations & interactions, heavy blackmail, obsession, possessiveness, hints of; stalking. kidnapping, violence, mentions of whore activities, gen z references, & above all; 18+ themes.
[ { PAIRINGS } ] ⤠jjk men x f!reader. gojo x f!reader. choso x f!reader. sukuna x f!reader.
coming soon :)
CASUAL CASUALTIES (10.6k)
pairing. k. bakugou x reader
synopsis. what was meant to be an innocent trip down to the bridge becomes a national sensation when you get outed as #15 pro-hero dynamight's soulmate on live tv. inconvenient, yes, very much soâbut it's not like you have to do something about it. but then the bakugou katsuki himself seeks you out, and you find yourself getting into a whole lot of trouble.
c.w. minors dni. fem!reader, pro-hero!katsuki, aged-up, post-timeskip/ch 431, soulmate!au, lots of cursing, reader is ill, depictions of mental illness (mentions of depressive themes and suicidality), mentions of death, nsfw/mature themes, minor manga spoilers
a/n. here it is, y'all! while i know the word count and tags are quite daunting, i really hope you give this fic a chance because i'm extremely proud of this one, which i haven't felt about my writing in a while. if you do end up reading it, thank you and i sincerely hope you enjoy it <3
to be fair, you were justâŚweighing your options.
taking a short trip down to shizuokaâs famous ayumi bridge wasnât part of your itinerary for the day, not that youâve been having exceptionally busy itineraries for who knows how long. it was a spur-of-the-moment decision that you periodically second-guessed on the way there, the vivid picture of your unmade but comfortable bed weighing heavily in your mind.
still, and despite yourself, you couldnât deny the need for fresh air, nor the relief that filled your renewed albeit fatigued lungs as you finally arrived at your destination.
from where you are now standing with your arms folded on top of the relatively short railings, you look past the barricade and down onto the cloudy river below you.
it was an innocent gestureâone borne out of curiosity minus most of the morbidityâbut it apparently wasnât innocent enough, because one moment you were studying the ripples in the distant water, and the next, youâre violently yanked from behind.
you let out an unintentional âoofâ as you stumble backward, your body helplessly tugged alongside the blouse that you vaguely register as the thing thatâs being pulled back. you probably stagger a few feet away from the edge of the bridge, before unceremoniously falling on your butt.
and as if out of nowhere, pro-hero dynamight emerges right in front of you.
âare you crazy?â he spits out, frenzied. âdo you have a fucking death wish?â
you blink. âiââ
he throws his arms up in what you think is defeat, cutting you off, although heâs looking more pissed than resigned. âfucking menaces,â he mumbles loudly under his breath.
a surge of indignation instantly shoots through you, and you open your mouth to spit something back at him, but you donât get the chance to, because he holds out his hand.
robbed of all words, and quite frankly, barely registering whatâs happening, the best you can do is blink at him. again.
his eyebrows furrow, irritation surely bubbling in his veins. his hand stays put, though. âwhat are you waiting for? get up.â
you hesitate, eyes drifting from his face and down to his hand. unlike his gloved left, his right is bare, and riddled with a plethora of scars. you didnât know about that, at least from his pictures on tv and social media, unlike the one on his face that is constantly broadcasted for everyone else to see.
you donât dwell on it further, though, deciding then and there that you want to go home right the fuck now.
you quickly take his hand and help him by pulling yourself up. once youâre upright, youâre just as quick to let go, opting to brush off the dirt stuck to your clothes.
âthanks,â you start, forcing yourself to meet his piercing gaze thatâs indubitably boring holes into your face. ââŚi guess.â
âyou guess?â he spews, incredulous, before shaking his head. ânever fucking mind.â
âdynamight!â
startled, you whip to look at the source of the voice, and your eyes comically widen when they land on a group of people who look suspiciously like the media. and right behind them are a few police cars dotted with several police officers.
you turn to face bakugou, about to clarify with him if he knows what theyâre doing here, but heâs already staring at you, an inexplicable expression etched on his face.
âwhat?â you canât help but ask.
he sighs, cocking his head toward the closely approaching herd. âget ready.â
âdynamight!â the woman decked out in a blazer and pencil skirt exclaims, completely oblivious to the concept of personal space as she thrusts her microphone into bakugouâs face. you feel yourself shrink from where you stand slightly to his right, unsure as to whether or not youâre being filmed right now.
you hope you arenât.
âtwo negotiations in a row,â she breathes out, disbelieving. âhow did you do it?â
negotiations?
âwhat kind of stupid question is that?â he barks out. âi simply was in the right place at the right time with the first one.â
âoh, youâre too humble!â she quips, signaling the cameraman to steady his shot of the pro-heroâs face. âwe came as soon as we could when we heard about what was going down here.â
âyeah, and you couldâve caused the situation to escalate even further than it already did,â he retorts without missing a beat. the reporterâs face falls. bakugou takes that as a sign to go on.
âyouâre lucky i arrived and intervened when i did. and how did none of you dipshits think to call the fucking police?â
âiââ
âyouâre all too preoccupied with getting your next scoop that you lost your fucking grip on reality and failed to help,â the pro-hero chastises.
he pauses for a second, and youâre about to think heâs finally done with his spiel for the womanâs sake when he glances at you, looking like heâs got something more to say.
and as you find out in the next, excruciating seconds, he definitely has.
the man shoots his arm up, his thumb sticking out, pointing conveniently at you.
âcase in point,â he states. âwe couldâve had a casualty.â
you gawk at him.
a what?
âiâm sorry,â you start, turning to face the ash-blonde, acutely aware of the inquisitive eyes peering at you, âi think youâre misunderstanding. i wasnât going to jumââ
âoh my god.â
miffed, you turn again to look at the woman, but now her countenance has gone all pale, looking like she just saw a poltergeist. seemingly speechless, she doesnât try to get a word out, but what she does is point at bakugouâs wrist.
the man beside you shifts on his feet, uncomfortable. âthe fuck are youââ
whatever bite the pro-hero was about to unleash on the reporter gets stuck in his throat when he flips his hand and freezes.
and when you see the familiar-looking timer written on his wrist that reads 00:02:57, you stiffen.
it canât be.
still, youâve got to make sure.
and so with bated breath, you slowly lift your right hand, turning it with the palm facing up.
and sure enough, your timerâthe one thatâs been at zero your entire lifeâreads just a few seconds after bakugouâs.
he thinks heâs fucking spiderman.
you mentally roll your eyes as you replay the clip of bakugou that went viral a few days ago.
you were able to put two and two together on the way home from the bridge, your conjecture proven correct when you got home and checked your social media accounts, which were crawling with articles and posts about the jumper who the #15th pro-hero dynamight was able to talk down.
he was a middle-aged man who apparently lost custody of his only son in light of his divorce, and couldnât find a way out of the agony apart from death.
you couldnât get a good view of his face, since the shots were all focused on bakugou taking his glove off to reach out to the guy, but you figure thatâs a good thing. the manâs already fucking suicidalâthe last thing he needs is for his privacy to be breached.
you can only laugh at the irony as you parse through your notifications, because lo and beholdâtheyâve already found you out.
because of course! what story sells better than a notorious heroâs successful negotiation with a jumper?
a notorious heroâs successful negotiation with a jumper who also happens to be his fucking soulmate.
nevermind the fact that you werenât actually planning to jump that day.
âexcuse me?â
you look up from your phone to find a teenage girl peering at you timidly from across the counter.
you tuck the device in your pocket and put on your most cordial smile. âhi! how can i help you?â
she puts what seems to be a fantasy duology on top of the surface between the two of you, before shooting you a shy smile back. âjust these two, please.â
you peek at the titles and immediately light up. âgreat choice! my friend loves these.â
she lets out a delighted sound as you ring up her purchase, and you make small talk as you take her card and pack her books in a brown paper bag.
âhave fun reading!â you say as she accepts the package from you, mouthing a quick thanks.
you watch the girl exit the bookstore with a grin you didnât know you had on your face, which you only catch wind of when you shift your attention back to the next person in line.
because one sight of them has it wiped off your mouth in an instant.
even if theyâre decked out in the most unhelpful disguise of a baseball cap, hoodie, and face mask.
still, two can play at this game. and quite frankly, youâre up for roleplaying rather than having a confrontation anyway, with this ridiculous get-up he has on.
and so with the most friendly tone you can muster, you ask: âhow can i help you?â
even behind his whole guise, you can see the darkening of his gaze when you put forth the question. âare you serious?â
you tilt your head to the side in fake innocence. âwhat do you mean, sir? youâre at the counter at a bookstoreâŚâ
apparently, thatâs enough to rile up the great explosion murder god dynamight, because he angrily tugs his mask down before bobbing his head as if saying âseriouslyâ?
you pretend youâre just figuring it out, going the extra mile by letting your mouth form the shape of a small âoâ, but you can tell heâs not buying it. he glares at you, and youâre smart enough to know itâs a warning, so you cut it out despite yourself.
âthe questionâs still the same, by the way,â you offer when he doesnât say anything. âhow can i help you?â
his eyebrows furrow. âare you always this fucking nonchalant?â
no, you answer in your head, but he doesnât need to know that itâs less nonchalance and more apathy. you shrug, âit's either that or panic about the whole situation.â
this time, his eyebrows shoot up. âso youâre not frazzled? like, at all?â
you stop yourself from rolling your eyes just in time. âof course, i am. kind ofâat least. the last thing i need is to be scrutinized by the public.â
âthat oneâs on you, showing up at the same bridge as that jumper.â
you bristle. âi told you, i wasnât going to jump!â
only belatedly do you realize that you just said that last bit quite loudly, and you hurriedly scan the room to see a few curious faces have glanced your way. you bow slightly in apology, before turning back to regard the pro-hero.
he huffs. âletâs say you werenât. it doesnât matter, because we still made contact and now the news is out.â
âso? i donât see how we have to do anything about it.â
âbelieve me, i agree.â
you laugh. âwow, who knew the dynamight doesnât want a soulmate, let alone meet and be tethered to one?â
âlaugh all you want, dumbass,â comes bakugouâs reply. âbut what iâm about to say is not a laughing matter.â
âdo pray tell.â
âfuckingââ he starts, before taking a deep breath in an attempt to calm himself. once heâs expelled that air, he fixes his gaze on you. you subconsciously straighten up.
âi need you to put up appearances with me.â
you squint at him. âhuh?â
he presses his lips in a tight line. âiâm dropping in the rankings, and iâll drop even further if i donâtââ
âi donât see how any of this is my business.â
ââif i donât do anything palatable about the situation,â he presses on. âitâs costing me and my agency, as much as i fucking hate to admit it.â
you only stare at him, letting the gears in your head turn in light of the newfound information. and when you donât say anything, bakugou finishes.
âitâll only be for a while.â
pft.
a while?
you hesitate. of course, you would. thereâs absolutely no reason for you to get involved with the pro-hero, especially not now nor in the near, foreseeable future. in fact, you donât even want to think about how he found out this is where you worked part-time. and you know thereâs more where that came from.
you shake your head, âiâm sorry, but thereâs no way i canââ
âiâll pay you.â
you whip to look at him, shocked. âwhat?â
âyou need the money, right?â he asks, and you hate how heâs right. âpr is offering an amount.â
you gulp, hating even more how youâre actually considering this. âhow much are we talking about?â
he tells you. you barely catch your jaw from dropping to the floor.
with that amount, youâll have the luxury of quitting this minimum wage job that youâve barely been able to keep doing and then some. youâll be set on your monthly expenses for a couple of months, and maybe even have enough to splurge on the few things that youâve been wanting to get for yourself but havenât had the means to.
and all that just by pretending for one to two months, tops?
your name and face are already common knowledge, anyway. there shouldnât even be a debate.
you stick your right hand out, the one with the ticking timer on your wrist, for him to shake. he extends his, and the sight of the matching numbers sends an unidentifiable sensation down your spine. you try to ignore it.
and just like that, you shake on it, and the deal is on.
besides, youâve got nothing to lose, anyway.
you push the glass door open, mindful of not adding any more handprints on the already marked surface. the wind chimes you didnât know were hanging above it from the inside resonate as you enter, and you find yourself suddenly grateful that you at least managed to put on a bit of makeup for today. a few people seated near the entrance glance to look at you, which is probably a good thing for once.
right before bakugou left the bookstore a few days ago, he suggested you exchange numbers, which you agreed to gingerly. you expected radio silence for at least a week and hoped for forever, but a text eventually came later that night, asking for your availability so he could schedule a meet-up in public.
you told him you couldnât meet until today, probably giving off the impression that you were busy with something, when in reality you were just tired and needed the time to process what was about to happen.
which brings you to now, standing at the doorway of a hip cafĂŠ in the heart of musutafu, scanning the faces for vermillion daggers he has for eyes.
it takes you a second, what with the afternoon crowd slowly encroaching on the establishment and filling up the tables, but you eventually locate him, with the help of the scarred hand he raises to get your attention.
âhey,â you greet when you reach his spot near the back, and he nods at you in acknowledgment. taking a seat across from him, you make it a point to study your position. âare you sure you want to sit here?â
he raises an eyebrow, which you can now see clearly without the shadow of the cap from before. âwhat, this table not up to your standard?â
exasperation shoots through you, as it always does, but you shake it off. instead, you toss him a tight-lipped smile. âno, itâs just that people might not see us back here. which, you know, kind of defeats the purpose?â
he doesnât say anything for a beat, gaze fixated on you, before he breaks eye contact and shakes his head. âdonât worry,â he offers. âcalculated move. weâre still gonna be spotted, trust me.â
you nodâŚslowly. you guess that makes sense. if you seat yourselves smack dab at the center, it may come off as the both of you seeking attention, consequently undermining the authenticity of your whole charade. a real high-profile couple would want to keep it low-key.
you snort at what you just called the two of you.
âwhat?â bakugou asks, defensiveness bleeding into his tone. you look up at him, and you take a second to study his appearance. he ditched the cap and hoodie, only sporting a black shirt and what you think are loose joggers and sneakers.
and with his infamously unruly hair trimmed?
well. you hate to admit it, but he actually looksâŚnice.
you smile at him, genuinely this time. ânothing.â
he narrows his eyes at you, like he thinks youâre lying out of your ass, but he lets it go. luckily enough, and as if on cue, the waiter arrives to give you the menu and complementary water, and bakugou orders iced tea while you request your go-to drink. you thank the guy before he dashes off to tend to other customers.
âso,â you start when silence falls upon the two of you. âhow exactly are we going to do this?â
he picks up his glass. âdo what?â
âyou know, pretend?â you gesture vaguely with your hands. âdo we have to do pda or something?â
you didnât plan to cause it, but regardless, bakugou chokes on the ice-cold water he was just in the middle of drinking. you reach out toâwhat, rub his back?âbut he holds his hand up to stop you as he coughs his lungs out. you sit back down, and you watch him as he gathers his bearings, wiping the tears that pooled at the corners of his eyes.
âsorry,â you supply, âgreat job, though. you just announced our presence to everybody.â
at that, bakugou snorts, and you canât help the chuckle that bubbles out of you. he shakes his head, âdumbass.â
âbut no,â he continues, back to being serious, âwell, at least for now. as far as pr is concerned, we just have to be seen together until the whole thing dies out and the volatility of my ranking dissipates.â
âokay. that clicks, i guess.â
âyouâre still up for it, then?â
now itâs your turn to narrow your eyes at him. âwe shook on it, didnât we? iâm a woman of my word, bakugou.â
âwellââ
âand for the last time, i wasnât going to jump.â
that makes him bark out a laugh so loud that it startles you. grinning, he waves you off. âyeah, yeah. donât need to get all worked up, princess.â
blazing right past that cursed nicknameâyouâd first go through hell and high water before you let yourself be flustered in front of this manâyou shoot him an expectant look. âwell?â
âwell, what?â
âare we just gonna sit here and stare at each other for two, three hours? weâll have to do something, smartass.â
if bakugou is anywhere near bothered by your nickname for him, he doesnât let it show. instead, he takes the bait. âwhaddya have in mind?â
âwe can play a conversation game. the one that has prompts?â you fish out your phone from your bag, and you quickly thumb through your apps until you find the one. you click on the button that says âplayâ and place the gadget at the center of the table.
âthere,â you point. âi ask a question and you answer. then we switch and so on and so forth.â
he examines the screen. âsounds lame.â
you scoff. âlamer than sitting and waiting?â
he doesnât answer for a few seconds, until he finally sighs and nods at you, shifting in his seat as if bracing himself for whatâs to come.
âi can go first,â you volunteer, straining to look at the words on display. you cringe when you read them. âdo you think i was popular in high school?â
âseriously?â he snickers, and you shrug.
he doesnât even take a moment to think about it. âwell, you work in a bookstore, so no.â
âfair enough. your turn,â you swipe on the screen and turn it 180 degrees so he can see it.
you laugh when his face contorts as he finishes scanning the question. his eyes dart up to glare at you. âwho came up with this stupid ass game?â
âjust read the question, bakugou.â
he splutters for a beat, ultimately relenting, seething the words through his teeth. âwhen it comes to relationships, do you think iâm looking for something casual?â
youâre pretty sure you know what the answer is, but you still squint at the man to mess with him.
âare you fucking with me?â he grits out, bug-eyed. âdoes it fucking look like iâm capable of being casual about anything at all?â
you canât help itâyou throw your head back and laugh.
âstop laughing at me, dumbass.â
you press your lips together in an attempt to quell your mirth, but you burst out laughing again when you catch a glimpse of his reddening face.
âheyââ
âsorry, sorryâit was justâyour faceââ
âi get it, now quit it.â
eventually, but not immediately, you do. to your relief, bakugou doesnât forfeit like a sore loser after that round, instead choosing to press on and find an equally incriminating question for you. you bounce off of each other, mainly talking about your respective pasts, like your education, families, and upbringing, although staying considerate enough not to overstep and pry on confidential information.
there were quite a few questions directed towards the presentâwhat youâre currently doing, any nearing plans, current eventsâand you were okay enough to answer them with minimal detail. the future-oriented ones, though, you barely manage to skirt around and not respond to. you noticed bakugou looking at you a little too closely during those instances, but you feigned indifference.
thatâs all you could do, really.
even then, and without you noticing, the hours pass by, and by the time you actually look past the prompts and up to your phoneâs clock, itâs already 5:05 pm, a good four hours past your agreed-upon meeting time.
when you glance back up at bakugou, his face reads the sameâmild shock at the fact that you were too engrossed in your conversation to notice the sky getting dark and the streetlights illuminating the walkways beyond the coffee shopâs glass walls turning on one by one.
âsorry,â you say as you swiftly take your phone and lock the screen. âi didnât mean to keep you.â
âno,â he counters, pocketing his own. âi didnât notice, either.â
you smile at him as you put on your bag. âstill think itâs lame?â
âyes,â he promptly replies, a smirk now decorating his sharp features. âbut i had fun, or whatever the fuck.â
and for the nth time that afternoon, you laugh.
he texts you first that night, to your surprise.
(8:38 pm) bakugou katsuki: thanks. for coming out today.
from where you were sprawled lazily on your mattress, hair still wet from that shower you almost didnât take, you thumb out a response.
(8:39 pm) you: no problem, boss đŤĄ
you press send before you can overthink things. instead, you let the warm feeling of someone elseâs gratitude bloom in your chest and bask in it. that doesnât get to happen for too long, though, because another message arrives.
(8:40 pm) bakugou katsuki: donât call me that. by the way, did you see the news?
you feel your brows crease.
(8:40 pm) you: what news?
ping.
(8:40 pm) bakugou katsuki: bakugou katsuki sent you a link
you immediately click on the string of words, and youâre redirected to an article. it takes a while to loadâthe internet is sometimes spotty at your modest condominium unitâbut when it does, your jaw drops.
because right at the center of which is an image of you and bakugou at the cafĂŠ.
âholy shit.â
before anything else, you zoom in on your face, because priorities, right? you stare at the bunch of pixels for a good few minutes, before ultimately deciding thereâs nothing you can do about it anyway. besides, itâs not like this was the first glimpse the public has had of your appearance. despite yourself, you check bakugouâs, and of course, the man looks like he just came straight out of a magazine shoot.
you then read the title, which mustâve been written in haste in an attempt to get ahead of a random netizen going viral. soulmates spotted: pro-hero dynamight seen with the girl from the bridge.
well.
at least theyâre not calling you a jumper.
still.
(8:44 pm) you: seriously? girl from the bridge?
another ping.
(8:44 pm) bakugou katsuki: still at the fucking headline? hurry to the end, dumbass.
you roll your eyes, mainly because you canâperks of living alone and all. skimming through the sentences, you mouth the words to yourselfâa rehash about who you are, the contact from a few days ago, eyewitnesses and accounts from todayâuntil you land on the thing you think bakugouâs been trying to highlight.
in light of recent events, bakugou katsuki, who recently dropped several spots due to unfavorable encounters with citizens, has risen in the charts to #13.
you beam.
you and bakugou hang out a couple more times over the course of the next few weeks.
your get-togethers mainly depend on his scheduleâwhich you gawked at how hectic it was when he first described it to youâeven more now that youâre officially unemployed. your contractual obligation at the bookstore ended just in time as your first paycheck from the dynamight agency arrived, and you took the impeccable timing as the universeâs way of telling you to quit so you could instead spend your time freely on hobbies that you havenât had the energy for.
on the days that you do meet, though, you end up dedicating a huge chunk of your waking hours to the endeavor. itâs like that meme of a google calendar, with the get ready for meeting, meeting, and recover from meeting blocks taking up the entire 9 to 5.
this was definitely the case for your fourth rendezvous, which you spent at a park near the bridge where you first met. he didnât give you any details, so you walked into it blindly with a full face of makeup, hair done, and a tote bag full of finger food and some beverages in tow. needless to say, you were surprised when you arrived to the bakugou katsuki on a plaid orange picnic blanket, with what looked like handmade sandwiches displayed for hungry onlookers to see.
âdonât start,â he preempts when he sees you eyeing the snacks as you sit down.
you blink at him innocently, a smile tugging at your lips. âi wasnât going to.â
he frowns. âquit grinning, would you? i just thought itâd be nice to get some fresh air.â
nodding solemnly, you bring out your share of rations. âsure.â
you brace yourself for any snide remark about your pitiful foodâat least, as compared to his handcrafted onesâbut they donât come. instead, what you get is a side eye, before: âwhyâd you look like youâre going to an event, or some shit?â
you whip to face him. âhuh?â
he gestures to your face.
âoh, this? i just donât want to look ugly in the photos, is all.â
âugly?â he spews, as if the word in itself was as hideous as it meant.
âyeah,â you retort defensively, placing the cans of juice on the ground before shifting to look at him. ânot that you have to worry about that.â
a pause.
âwhatâs that supposed to meaââ
âdo you have anything you want to do?â you cut him off, changing the topic.
âiâuhââ bakugou stammers, caught off guard. âwe can just talk, or something.â
you light up at that, and he scoffs when he sees. âsame game?â
âwhy the hell not.â
he texts you again after the picnic, right as you step out of the train and onto the platform of your stop. you smile when you catch a glimpse of it.
(6:05 pm) bakugou katsuki: at #9 now. thanks.
as you walk up the stairs and onto the streets, you find yourself wondering why this whole ruse has been working like a charm, and the answer is quick to arrive.
humans love narratives, after all.
and what better way to forward the age-old, comforting, and redeeming tale of soulmates than through the prickly, explosive pro-hero they know so well?
you donât hear from each other after that. youâd be lying if you said it didnât make you nervous just the tiniest bitâhe was right, after all. you needed the money, especially after having quit your job. but you tell yourself itâs only been a couple of days, to trust that heâll text when itâs time to make another public appearance, and that heâs way above ghosting you like youâre easily dispensible, regardless of whether or not you do feel that you are.
so, in an attempt to stop obsessing over this thing youâve got going on with bakugou, you drag your ass out of bed and head to the nearest mall to run a few errands. you realize when you get to the supermarket that you forgot to catalog the things you actually needed to buy, cursing yourself when you do. still, you try your best to get on with it, relying instead on your hazy memory of what needs replenishing.
a good thirty minutes later, and with your groceryâfilled tote bags hanging from your shoulders, you trek towards the pharmacy and fall in line. as always, thereâs a long queue, but you eventually reach your turn, promptly buying your necessary meds and hightailing it out of there.
you consider booking a taxi instead of commuting home when you eventually feel the strain of the weight on your shoulders, but decide against it. the temperature is pretty decent anyway, you think to yourself as you walk and relish in the cloudy yet slightly windy weather. you study the buildings that you pass by, partly to distract yourself from how your bags are getting heavier and heavier by the minute, when your eyes land on a particular complex and you stop.
itâs either youâre going crazy, or youâve been passing by the dynamight agency a million times and you never noticed.
you stand there for what feels like an eternity, peering at the floor-to-ceiling glass windows and letting the internal tug-of-war play out inside your head, until you ultimately let the curiosity win. slowly and with caution, you take a few steps towards the entrance. you honest-to-god werenât planning on stepping foot inside the establishment, but apparently, the equally glass doors are automatic.
you falter for a moment, eyes wide as saucers like a deer caught in the headlights as the âgatesâ slide open for you, before making the split-second decision to enter. it was either that or look stupid in front of everyone in the lobby whoâs now staring at you, anyway.
luckily, you donât get to stand thereâawkward as shitâfor a second longer because one of the receptionists hurries over to where youâre positioned.
the lady beams at you. âgood afternoonââ
âhi,â you supply, âi was justââ
ây/n, right?â
crap. âuh, yes.â
her grin widens. âyouâre just in time! bakugou-san just clocked out.â
âoh, i wasnâtââ
ây/n?â
the two of you whip to look at the back of the large room, and sure enough, the owner of the increasingly familiar gruff voice is looking right at you, just as shocked at you being here as you are.
you can only watch himâin all his regularly clothed, duffel bag-carrying gloryâas he briskly walks towards where you are.
a waft of his heady perfume hits you just as he arrives at your side. âwhat are you doing here?â
what the fuck are you supposed to say? âi, uhââ
âshe mustâve come to visit you, sir,â the receptionist pipes up chirpily.
at that, bakugou regards her with a lookâone that says, do you mind? and you guess he must use that a lot around here, because she snaps her mouth closed in an instant, and bows before retreating to her spot behind the counter.
you keep your eyes trained on the woman as she scurries, wishing the ground would swallow you up before youâre forced to look at the pro-hero. but then he says your name again, and your head creaks to face him as if itâs got a mind of its own, its automaticity akin to that of vines winding to get the smallest peek at the sun.
âwell?â he demands, brow raised in waiting.
âi was just going home and noticed your building was on the way,â you answer truthfully, a tad bit embarrassed. you shouldnât have stopped and let your curiosity get the better of you.
he studies you for a second longer before his gaze drops to the things youâre carrying. âyou were walking home? with those?â
âyeahâŚâ you respond, voice small. âdonât worry, theyâre not that heavy,â you lie.
and before he can call you out on your deceit, you throw the question back at him. âhow âbout you?â
the second it tumbles off your lips, you knew it was fucking stupid.
ââŚi work here?â
there it is. in a last-ditch effort to save face, you let out a laugh, although it comes out a bit stilted. he narrows his eyes at you, but if you didnât know any better, youâd think the man was amused.
âlet me drive you home,â he offers out of the blue, you almost choke.
âwhat? no, iâm okay.â
âyour shoulders are about to give out,â he says pointedly. âdonât be fucking stubborn.â
âseriously, iâm alright,â you insist, and he sighs. you turn it right back at him, âdonât you have somewhere to be? youâre actually leaving early for once.â
and strangely enough, he is. from the few weeks of knowing knowing him, youâve learned that the man puts in overtime almost every single day, which has been one of the reasons why your hangouts were always scheduled on the weekends.
ââm visiting my parents,â comes his curt reply.
you beam at him. itâs funny how picturing this hulking brute of a man as his parentsâ son makes you feel warm. âthatâs so nice of you.â
ââs nothing,â he dismisses, before: âtheyâve been asking about you, you know.â
âme?â you repeat lamely. âwhat about me?â
he shrugs. âjust basic information about you, how weâre doing, and all that crapâŚâ
and when you donât say anything, he just goes straight for it. âthey want you to visit.â
you gape at him.
âbut donât be pressured, and shit,â he backtracks. âi know thatâs a tall order.â
huh.
ââŚiâll think about it,â you eventually offer with a nod. and you willâlater. when youâve got your wits about you. but for now, you hastily go through your bags and pick out the thing.
âhere,â you say, just as you thrust the small bouquet of orange tulips toward him. âgive these to your mom. or dad. or both, really.â
his eyes dart between you and the flowers and then back at you again. great, you think to yourself. youâve successfully rendered the man speechless.
âtake it,â you assert after a moment. âtheyâre better off in you guysâ hands, anyway.â
he examines them for another while, before he finally takes them off your hands.
âthanks.â
you only smile at him. to your pleasant surprise, he flashes a small one back.
(9:06 pm) bakugou katsuki: iâd tell you to check the news but i know itâll take you a century. iâm at 6th now.
the drowsiness that was just clouding your brain wards off like smoke thatâs being fanned away. you sit up on your couch, rubbing your eyes with one hand while you type out a response with the other.
(9:07 pm) you: ha. and congrats!!! thatâs great to hear đĽł
you barely get to adjust your buttâs position when a notification pops in.
(9:07 pm) bakugou katsuki: thanks. and my parents loved it, just so you know. the old hag especially.
you smile. another message.
(9:08 pm) bakugou katsuki: she wants you to come over for dinner this weekend.
your face falls. shit. you didnât see this coming.
(9:09 pm) you: so soon?
your default ringtone resounds across your one-bedroom unit.
(9:09 pm) bakugou katsuki: sheâs in a rush. say no if you donât want to.
you pause, suddenly acutely aware of the guilt thatâs stewing in the pit of your stomach. is deceiving his parents necessary, when all you need is to put on an act for the general public? still, bakugou did say his mother was in a rush. maybe he just got sick of her insistent nagging.
you take a sharp inhale.
(9:12 pm) you: iâm down đŤĄ
and just because thereâs nothing more fun than pulling at his leg:
(9:12 pm) you: âŚgranted iâll get paid for it đ
ping.
(9:13 pm) bakugou katsuki: you and your greedy ass. fine.
âand so thatâs how i got masaru here to say yes to a date!â
you laugh as mitsuki loops an arm around the shoulder of the brunette sitting beside her, who only chuckles to himself, a faint pink sitting high on his cheeks. you chance a glance at bakugou, and sure enough, heâs rolling his eyes at his motherâs finishing line.
âwhat?â he quips defensively when you toss him a pointed look. âiâve heard this story a million times.â
âand youâre gonna hear it again, tsuki,â mitsuki replies unapologetically.
bakugou only groans as you smile at the couple from across the table. âi think that was an excellent story, mitsuki-san.â
âthank you, y/n. but enough about us!â she wiggles her eyebrows suggestively, and you feel your stomach drop. âhow âbout you two, huh? whatâs the deal?â
âthe deal is youâre being nosy as fuck,â comes bakugouâs snappy retort.
âcome on, katsuki,â masaru implores, a playful lilt in his tone. âweâd love to hear about how things are going between the two of you.â
âis the press being all up in your ass?â mitsuki demands, âbecause i can tell them to fuck off if you need me to.â
âsure, if you want to fucking embarrass me.â
âyou know what, iâd actually love to do that.â
âfucking hagââ
you worriedly watch the two ash blondes as they go at each otherâs throats, before you look at masaru for help. he only shoots you a meek albeit unalarmed expression, which is enough to tell you this isnât an uncommon occurrence in the bakugou household. thankfully, though, they calm down after a beat, opting to glare daggers at each other instead.
âto answer your question, mitsuki-san,â you take the gamble and interject, and everybody whips to look at you, âtheyâre being quite harmless. you know, minus all the circulating information about my life.â
at that, mitsukiâs joyful countenance morphs into one of sorriness. âiâm afraid thatâs part of having a soulmate with a high profile, dear. it doesnât help that you were being filmed when you both found out.â
âyeah, well, thereâs not much we can do about it,â you offer with a genuine smile.
âis that why youâre just leaning into it?â asks masaru. âhanging out in public and all?â
âuhââ
âobviously,â bakugou cuts you off. you turn to look at him, stunned, before shifting back to face the couple.
âuh, yes,â you continue, âwe figured there wasnât any point in hiding anymore.â
that seems to perk mitsuki up. âhide what, tsuki?â
and when neither of you says anything: âare you trying to tell us something?â
you sneak a glance at bakugou, only to find him already looking at you. you stare at each other for what feels like a minute short of forever, before he breaks eye contact and cooly says the next thing.
says the next thing while simultaneously pulling the rug from under your feet.
âweâre dating,â he declares, and you sit there, witnessing his parentsâ eyes bug out in surprise, hoping yours arenât betraying the very same emotion youâre feeling right now.
âreally?â
âoh my god! since when?â
bakugou huffs, practically exuding annoyance. âyes, and just recently. end of discussion.â
masaru laughs in delight while mitsuki pouts, although you can tell sheâs fighting off a grin.
âand here we thought you were gonna die alone, tsuki,â masaru jokes.
âshitty fuckingââ
âno, but seriously,â interrupts mitsuki, âi was getting nervous, katsuki. what with my diagnosis, i thought iâd never get to see you be happy with someone.â
you pause, looking at the man beside you. âdiagnosis?â
âoh! he didnât tell you?â mitsuki queries, tone laced with worry. âi donât mean to be a party pooper, but i just got diagnosed with stage 2 breast cancer a few months ago.â
shit. âiâm so sorry, mitsuki-sanââ
the woman waves you off, a beautiful smile adorning her familiar features. âdonât be, dear. the doctor says the outlook is good as long as i strictly adhere to treatment.â
despite that, you canât help but frown. âhow are you feeling these days?â
âiâm good!â she supplies cheerfully. âmasaru and i have been spending more quality time together, and katsukiâs been visiting more often. and of course, you being here is an added bonus.â
you toss the woman a grateful look, which she returns generously. mitsuki talks some more about it before shifting the conversation back to less depressing territories, like what bakugou was like growing up and her and masaruâs plans for retirement. eventually, minutes turned into a few hours, and came the time to go home. you profusely thank the couple as you begin to head outside, while bakugou steps out to his porsche to get the engine started.
âiâll be hoping for your speedy recovery, mitsuki-san,â you say as you step out onto their front porch.
âthanks, dear. and iâll be hoping that things go well between you and katsuki, okay?â
you force a smile on your face and the words out of your mouth. âi hope so, too.â
the air is tense between you and bakugou as you step out of his car at your complexâs parking lot, then through the doors at the guarded entrance, and even during the elevator ride up to your floor.
neither of you says a word the entire time, sharing only a few nods and glances with you leading the way. you were fully expecting him to just drive off the second you got out of his pristine vehicle, but he ended up exiting with you and following your trail like a shadow.
thankfully, not many people are still around to see you in the lobby or on your floor, even if itâs still 9-ish on a saturday. you both were all for being spotted together, but maybe being seen at either of your residences will cause more trouble than help. you are about to say this to break the ice when you arrive at the end of the hallway and in front of your unit, but bakugou beats you to it.
âiâm sorry i didnât tell you.â
you freeze, blinking at him. âdidnât tell me what?â
he sighs, and suddenly the lines that you were convinced werenât on his face a second ago are now evidentâalong with the exhaustion thatâs carved right into it. âthat my mom has cancer.â
you frown. âthereâs nothing to apologize for, bakugou. youâre not obligated to tell me.â
âstill,â he insists, seemingly growing more tired by the moment. âit blindsided you, hearing it from her. i shouldâve just told you earlier.â
âmaybe,â you admit, âbut i understand your apprehension.â
he grumbles, but doesnât reply. you decide to just go for it.
âcan i ask you something?â
he looks up from where he was staring at the off-white tiled floor, expectant. âwhat?â
âis she part of the reason?â you begin, treading carefully. âwhy you wanted to put up appearances?â
he stares at you for a beat, perhaps a beat too long because you find yourself slowly regretting bringing up the query in the first place. you are about to backtrack and apologize for asking when, to your surprise, he nods.
ever so slightly that itâs almost imperceptible, but enough of a motion for you to see it.
âi just wanted to seem like iâm putting myself out there,â he mutters, âjust in case something happens.â
you nod, ignoring the way your heart is stinging at his sincerity just now.
âsheâs always been on my ass about finding someone, but then things happened and you showed up, and i figured why not just hit two birds with one stone, or some shit.â
a pause.
âpersonally i wouldnât want to be the stone hitting not just one but two poor birds, but i get it.â
that mustâve caught him off guard, because bakugou snorts. you grin at him when he snickers and calls you stupid under his breath, the atmosphere taking a vastly lighter turn.
now, you didnât notice it beforeâmuch like how you didnât notice his agencyâs building being part of your regular route to the mallâbut bakugou has a dimple. a tiny one. and similar to his nod from a short while ago, itâs a subtle little thing, but itâs thereâespecially now that heâs smiling.
and right next to his dimple are his lips.
which are looking ungodly moisturized compared to your undoubtedly chapped ones.
wait.
your eyes shoot up from his lips to his eyes, a tidal wave of equal parts shame and humiliation ready to crash over your entire, pathetic body. but just as it is about to metaphorically collide with your frame, it freezesâjust as you do.
because you catch himâand no matter how much he might try to deny it, you saw it with your own two eyes.
he was staring at your lips.
but apparently denying it isnât part of his agenda for the night, because he does the exact fucking opposite.
he dives in and presses his lips onto yours.
and you were rightâthey are sinfully soft, even if you havenât seen him apply lip balm in the handful of instances you hung out.
and as far as you can remember, this is the last coherent thought that crosses your mind, because the next few minutes go by like a blur. you vaguely recall him pulling away and looking straight at you, as if waiting for a reaction, before leaning right back in when you pull him closer by his shirt. what you donât remember is who opens the door or how you manage to use your keys without breaking the momentum, but you magically do, just as magically as how fast clothes are shed on the way to your bed.
you recall him eagerly towering over you as your back hit the soft sheets of your mattress, as well as the honest admission of his inexperience yet willingness to learn against your neck. you remember guiding him, telling him how to touch you and the right places to do soâwhere to rub and lick and thrust not just his fingers to drive you over the edge.
and he doesâdrive you over the edge. over and over and over that you lost count. and you equally returned the favor, shocked at your own desperation and unusual determination to make him feel good. you recall his being vocalâwhich you loved, if the incessant wetness between your thighs that lasted the entire night was any indication. you donât remember when you finished for the last timeâwhen you both crashed out from sheer exhaustion.
but it eventually happenedâotherwise, you wouldnât be laying here, naked under the covers, with a sleeping bakugou illuminated by the sunlight peeking through your black-out curtains.
this wasnât part of the plan.
the whole pretending to be amicable soulmates plan, sure. but perhaps more importantly, your short-term plan that consists ofâŚwell, today and tomorrow.
the last thing you need is to actually be tethered to a person this late in the game.
still, and despite the palpable regret that sits heavy on your chestâthe one thatâs very bare at the moment albeit concealed under your freshly-washed blanketâyouâd be lying if you said you didnât want it. besides, you donât have anything else to blame for your behavior last night other than your own free will.
but why do you still feel so empty?
âyou okay?â
ripped out of your stupor, you whip to look to your left, and you donât know who else you were expecting, but your eyes still widen in surprise when you see a naked bakugou, slightly propped up by his two elbows that strain under his hefty weight. unable to sustain his gaze, you keep your line of vision trained on this one vein that runs along the length of his arm as you merely nod in response.
unsurprisingly, he doesnât take that for an answer.
âiâm not asking again,â he warns, and your eyes shoot up to meet his in disbelief.
the words are out before you can rein them in. âare you always this mouthy even in the morning?â
âiâm not a morning person,â he simply spits back, as if thatâs enough of an explanation in itself.
you furrow your brows at him, having half a mind to lock in on this staredown until the fluid in your eyes dries out and you finally, finally die (or go blind, whichever comes first), but then just as quickly as it possessed you with his challenge, the fight within you dies out, leaving your body limp with numbness and fatigue. you break eye contact when it happens, shaking your head in resignation.
you settle with: âitâs nothing,â and blindly hope he leaves it at that.
ââs not nothing if itâs clearly bothering you,â he retorts to your chagrin.
âi donât want to be embarrassingly vulnerable if itâll make you uncomfortable.â
at that, he scoffs. âwe fucked. multiple times last night. it canât get any more vulnerable than that.â
you flush at his brazenness. âyeah, well, thatâs the thing. weâŚyou know,â you lower your voice for the next bit, âhad sex, and now the lines are getting blurry and itâs all confusing.â
and when he doesnât say anything for a moment, you tie your spiel with a mangled bow. âi told you it was gonna be embarrassing for me.â
that seems to rub him off the wrong way, because his nose flares in irritation. âwhyâre you talking like iâm some cold ass fuckboy? i told you, didnât i? thereâs nothing fucking casual about me.â
âi didnât mean it likeââ
âlet me talk first,â he commands, and you shut up.
he sighs when you do, letting his head droop between his shoulders. âi donât regret it, but if you do, then iâm sorry. i shouldnât have made a move.â
you sit up from where you were lying down, the motion causing him to look up and at you as you shake your head, âdonât apologize, bakugou. itâs justâŚâ
you trail off, weighing on what you can and cannot say.
âitâs just what?â he prods.
you let out a long exhale. âitâs just things are a bitâŚcomplicated, to say the least.â
that makes the pro-hero frown, but he doesnât get to push you to expound on it because a booming voice erupts throughout the room, entirely juxtaposing the earlier quiet. you startle, then ease up when you realize itâs all mightâs, and that itâs merely a ringtone. bakugou scrambles out of bed to fetch his phone, and you manage to look away just in time to avoid catching a glimpse of his massive dick.
which, after last night, is really just for courtesy purposes at this point.
thankfully, you donât have to stare at the ceiling for too long because he retrieves it in record time, before hurriedly crawling back and flinging the covers on top of his lower half.
he eyes you as he brings the device up to his ear and speaks into it. âwhat is it, nerd?â
you strain to listen in on the voice at the other end, but you barely manage to pick up on a few words. you resort to observing bakugouâs facial expressions instead.
âcut to the chase,â he spews, and you find yourself feeling bad for the other person. âiâm busy right now.â
you watch as bakugou listens to the ânerdâsâ reply, stiffening when the pro-hero curses under his breath.
âitâs next weekend? whyâd you have to book it this early, then?â
was he planning to meet this person somewhere?
âshit. fine, iâll ask her.â
you donât even get to wonder who her is before bakugou swiftly brings his other hand up to cover the microphone, regarding you straight-up.
âshitty deku and round cheeks want to hang out next weekend,â he explains, slightly hesitant, before: âyou up for that?â
you make a quick survey of bakugouâs face. can you even say no, at this point? technically, you can, but an inkling deep inside you points at your needing a distraction, because otherwiseâŚ
otherwiseâŚ
no, nowâs not the time for that.
instead, you nod, forcing a smile on your lips. âiâll go.â
bakugou stares at you for a beat, gaze borderline scrutinizing it makes you uneasy. but then he nods, and you find yourself taking a sharp breath as he goes back to his phone call.
âweâre in.â
âonce again, serving time will be 15 to 20 minutes, and iâm haruhi, your server for this evening.â
you collectively thank the waitress as she beams at the four of you while serving your glasses of water, before turning around to return to the kitchen.
âthis restaurantâs really hard to get into, you know,â shares midoriya when the girl is out of earshot, catching your attention. âbut i heard their katsudon is really, really good, so i worked hard to get us a reservation.â
âworked hard, my ass,â sneers bakugou without missing a beat. âyou pulled some strings. i recognize the owner, heâs the father of one of your top students.â
âkacchanââ
âdonât tease him, bakugou,â the brunette interjects, an adorable pout etched on her pretty face. âi was with him, he was on the phone for thirty minutes with the receptionist begging for a slot.â
âand you two are begging to be teased,â comes bakugouâs snarky quip. âquit it with the whole defending him, would ya?â
you fail to stop the smile that invades your lips as the new couple blush at bakugouâs remark, an unmistakable tinge of pink flooding both of their cheeks.
âif itâs okay to ask,â you start, tamping down the shyness that looms in when the two across you regard you pleasantly, âhow long have you been dating?â
âuh, about three months, right, izuku?â uraraka replies quietly, the pink from earlier now blossoming into a more apparent red as she looks at the man.
ây-yes, three months,â confirms the greenhead.
from where heâs seated to your left, bakugou snorts. âitâs been a long time coming, if you ask me.â
âyou make it sound so simple, bakugou,â counters uraraka, before shifting to face you. âit really wasnât easy to get to this point, y/n. iâm not sure if bakugouâs told you, but we went through a lot in ua and even after that, which made entertaining anything beyond hero work impossible. plus,â she adds timidly, âthereâs this whole soulmate situation on top of everything.â
curious, you ask. âwhat soulmate situation?â
and, as if theyâve gone through these motions countless times before, both midoriya and uraraka lift up their right wrists and thrust them forward for you to see. you lean forward to get a better view.
you look at midoriyaâs first. his looks just like yours before you met bakugou a little over a month agoâopaque and conveniently set at zero. you then glance at urarakaâs, but to your surprise, hers looks different. a huge number is written on her fleshâŚ
but itâs static and greyed out.
you look up at the woman, confused, and sheâs quick to explain. âmy soulmate died a few years ago.â
she shrugs, âand izukuâsâŚwell, heâs never heard of them.â
ânot that we wouldnât be with each other if they were both around,â clarifies midoriya, who says it so quickly he almost stumbles over his words. âitâs just that because of these circumstances, our relationship is a bitâŚunconventional.â
âi understand,â you promptly reply with the most gracious expression you can muster. uraraka shoots you a grateful look, while midoriya bashfully scratches at his head.
you sense bakugouâs gaze on you through your periphery, but you ignore it.
you wouldnât be able to hold it, anyway.
âitâs romantic, isnât it?â
you round the corner, careful not to brush against bakugou when he does the same to your left. a sigh of relief threatens to wrack over the entirety of your frame when youâre met with the sight of the familiar-looking street, brightly illuminated by an array of streetlights dotting the entire length of it.
âwhat,â he says more than asks, effortlessly keeping up with your pace with his long strides.
you take a fleeting glance at him, before shifting your attention back to the pavement in front of you. âmidoriya and uraraka, and how they chose each other.â
âi guessâŚâ he responds, voice uncharacteristically quiet. âbut iâve always seen it from lightyears away.â
you pause, although youâre quick to step back into your rhythmic walking. âreally?â
âtheyâve always had each otherâs backs even before ua,â he explains. âitâs creepy how similar they are to each other, too. itâd be weird if they didnât end up together.â
he says it so seriously you canât help but laugh. you catch him looking at you, smirking. âyouâve got an interesting way with words, bakugou.â
âsue me.â
you, in fact, donât sue him, but you do unleash a cutting wisecrack in his direction, which he counters with his, and this goes on and on without pause that you donât even notice youâve already arrived at the front of your condominium unit until he points it out.
and as the weighty realization of this dawns on you, so do the memories of what happened when you were last here together. you rush to suppress them, and pick up the conversation from where you left off.
âi donât know about you,â you quip, tossing him a grin, âbut i take comfort in the fact that people can find someone beyond their designated soulmates.â
to your dismay, albeit somewhat unsurprisingly, bakugou doesnât return itâthe grin nor the sentiment, apparentlyâbecause he only stares at you weirdly, like you just said somethingâŚoff.
great, you think to yourself. now youâve ruined it.
might as well ruin it even further at this point, right?
finally, and to your brainâs relief, you let the damned grin fall off your face, let your shoulders sag from the strenuous effort to seem tall and confident for the last few hours, and you heave a heavy, heavy sigh. you sense bakugou stiffen at your palpable change in demeanor, but you pay it no mind.
âlook,â you start, willing yourself to look up to meet his eyes, which you instantly regret because now theyâre laced with obvious concern. still, you press on and gulp. âi didnât want to do this, but i guess i have no choice now, do i?â
âwhat are youââ
âi know things are weird right now, and i just had to go ahead and start catching feelings like a lunatic, but iââ
you trail off, uncertain, before deciding fuck it. âthis canât go on, bakugou.â
the second you let the words out, you can only watch with anticipatory dread as a million emotions dance across his features. you stand there as he opens his mouth, before closing them, and then opening them again, although nothing comes out.
what seems like an eternity passes before he finally gets something out.
ââŚwhy?â
you press your lips into a thin line. âitâs because iâm sick.â
there.
but then he says something that completely throws you off balance.
âi know.â
you feel your eyes widen in surprise as he diverts his gaze. âwhat? how?â
âiââ he starts, reluctant, before: âi noticed.â
instantly, you flame in embarrassment. you thought you had this whole masking thing pinned the fuck down. and all this time you hadnât?
you mustâve looked distraught at his admission, because he swiftly tries to soothe you. âdonât hide,â he says, and only then do you realize youâre shrinking in yourself like you do when you want to disappear. he frowns, âthe last thing you need to be is fucking ashamed.â
at that, and despite yourself, you snort. you donât have the heart to tell him you canât remember the last time you felt shame over your condition from how long itâs just been thereâan unwavering part of your life. still, you force a reply. âthanks.â
and before he can say anything uselessly placating thatâll only chip away at the very little you have left, you beat him to it. âi should head inside.â
âbutââ
âgood night, bakugou.â
and just like that, you spin on your heel, open the door with your keys, and close it shut in his face.
the conversation from earlier wouldnât leave his head.
even as he tosses and turns on top of his king-sized mattress, and even as the clock ticks past the usual, strict bedtime heâs set for himself as early as high school, he finds himself wide awake, his steady heartbeat the only thing thatâs breaking the monotonous quiet of his lonely bedroom.
so much happened in the course of the few minutes in front of your place, that while he prides himself in his acuity and general sharpness, he admits even he couldnât have responded the way he should have despite desperately wanting to.
which fucking reminds him.
he didnât get to say he likes you back.
he was so wrapped up in you implicitly trashing your soulmate connection, as well as you calling it quits that he barely registered your hasty confession. not when you immediately followed it up with an acknowledgment of whatâs been causing you pain.
and as he stares at the dimly lit ceiling of his room, bakugou arrives at a pivotal realizationâhis feelings should be the least of your worries.
but that doesnât mean you didnât deserve to know.
so with a renewed sense of determination, the pro-hero promptly sits up and reaches for the phone thatâs perched idly on his nightstand. 10:07 pm, it reads. you should still be awake by now.
he types out a message.
(10:08 pm) me: you awake? can i call you?
he presses the send button before he can back out of it.
what feels like five minutes pass without a single chime emanating from his phone, at which point he finally allows himself to let the anxiety creep up his neck. he stares at your caller id, debating whether or not youâd get mad if he just went ahead and called you.
eventually, and after five more minutes, bakugou decides heâd rather face your wrath than deal with his own regret.
so he calls you. once, no answer. second attempt, sent straight to voicemail. third, fourth, and fifth, and thatâs when a ghastly chill envelopes him.
it couldnât be.
still, with bated breath and immense dread pooling in his stomach, he slowly lifts his right wrist to check.
only to find that the timer has stopped.
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ghostface!Dabi x fem!reader
Ëââą cw: smut, creampie, knife play, mentions of blood, fingering, derogatory remarks, degradation & praise mixed together cause Iâm a slut for both, jealous possessive Dabi. MDNI +18
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Ëââą A/N: my contribution for this yearâs halloween, here comes your favorite psycho killer đŞ
It all came down to a fun event held at the PLF headquarters, something Toga and Twice had mostly insisted on, a Halloween party. The rest of the members were unsure, some calling it a waste of time with such childish matters, but as more thought was put into this, Shigaraki and Re-Destro in the end agreed. Some fun never hurt nobody, and the League deserved some fun time after all they had been through to achieve what they had today. Just one night to forget about the exhaustion of everything and enjoy the time.
You couldnât deny, the thought of a Halloween party had you thrilled, the most exciting part were the costumes and makeup and the creativity that came with it. The rules for this celebration were clear: the dress code was a halloween costume, whatever it was, it didnât matter. Even though some of the villains looked âscaryâ enough to the point no costumes were needed. One of these villains being a certain raven haired flame user, who was less than thrilled for such waste of time, as he said.
âTechnically youâre a modern day Frankenstein, I doubt youâll need anything to wear!â Toga said, pointing at Dabiâs piercings and staples all over his face.
âEmo Frankenstein!â Twice exclaimed.
âThe party hasnât even started and you both are already a damn headacheâ Dabi rolled his eyes, putting down his cigarette in the ashtray and leaning back on the couch. The League had gathered together in the lobby to enjoy some nice food before the party started later this evening.
âHey guys, donât be rude!â you said, hoping that Togaâs words didnât offend Dabi in a way whatsoever, even though he didnât really seem to care. âYou could also be Hades you know? The one from the movie HerculesâŚwho has blue flames for hair? Thatâs an easy option as wellâ
âYeah? I think Iâd need my pretty Persephone by my sideâ he grinned. âWould ya be willing for the role perhaps?â
His teasing question had you almost choking on the water you were drinking, the mental image of you both as Hades & Persephone had you feeling all warm inside. Oh, if only..
âJust kiddinâ. Thanks for the suggestion doll, but I doubt Iâll be coming to such stupid party. Shitâs not for me,â he continued, before facing you. âBut maybe Iâll pass by just to see what you will be wearing~â
âThatâs a secreeet!â you grinned, though you still hadnât decided what to wear. Too many options laid on the table.
âYeah? Gonna be so scary people will drop dead at the mere sight of you?â he teased and you kicked his arm. âOr maybe so enchanting youâll haunt everyoneâs minds for the night, hm?â
âYou worried you might be one of the victims and fall for me or something?â you smirked which earned a chuckle out of him.
âWeâll see who the victim is going to be, babeâ he winked, the sentence sounding threatening and yet thrilling too.
âOh no! Somebodyâs dying tonight!â Toga giggled. âImagine though, wouldnât it be exciting? A serial killer going stabby stabby on Halloween night, like in the movies!â
âIâd rather live to see the day thank youâ you said awkwardly, noticing Dabi grinning.
âYaâ scared?â he asked.
âAs if!â
The rest of the afternoon was spent on getting ready. You had thought for you and Toga to dress up together as the angel and the devil, though she changed her mind at the very last minute and chose to be a vampire instead. You didnât mind, being a vampire actually fit her, knowing her bloodlust. Unfortunately there was no time left for you to get other costumes and pick something else, so you got stuck as an angel. Without a devil friend. Being an angel wasnât your absolute favorite option, but the costume made you look ethereal: a shiny white short dress with frills and bows, pretty angel wings on your back, a halo on your head, your hair nicely done and soft glowy makeup on your face. Out of many options, being an angel was the easiest and the quickest, not to say the prettiest as well, so you didnât bother to change it. It could also pass for a white swan costume too, out of the many options you had searched with Toga on the internet to match together.
Soon enough you met the rest of the group: Twice decided to be Deadpool, Compress remained in his magician outfit, Shigaraki had surprisingly dressed up as well, a game character from the League of Legends which you had no idea of, but he looked so cool. You encouraged him to wear that costume on daily basis as well.
You rushed to the underground arena where the party would be held, and it was already booming with loud music, crowds cheering and partying, the place filled with halloween decorations, and you just knew it was going to be the best night ever. Though only something was missing. Someone.
Dabi had already decided he would not be participating , though he had been meaning to show up and look at how everyone had dressed up.
No, in fact, he was interested in you. Him not joining the party had you upset, but at least the thought of his eyes on you, checking your cute angel outfit had you excited.
Though as minutes passed, he was nowhere to be seen. You decided to text him, feeling nervous, not wanting to sound too desperate.
You: hey Dabi, arenât you coming?
After a minute or two, you received a text back.
Dabi: Ainât making it tonight, doll. Too tired, Iâm thinking of calling it a night and just pass out.
You: oh, okay then, sleep well!
Turning off your phone you let out a sigh of frustration, disappointed that he wouldnât see you tonight. Of course youâd still have fun with the rest, but as you had applied your makeup earlier and dolled yourself up, your mind was occupied only by Dabi.
âHeeeey angel, why so serious tonight? Come on, letâs dance!â Togaâs loud voice snapped you out of your thoughts. The little vampiress grabbed both of your hands and pulled you to the dance floor along with Twice.
âI love this song!â you shouted, finally catching up with the rhythm of the music and enjoying yourself, not paying much attention to the prying eyes of the audience from afar. The sight of you dancing confidently, swaying your body and lost in the music, managed to get quite the attention from many people. Here and there people would come and join you, men you didnât recognise, dancing with you as well. You didnât mind, already made up your mind to enjoy this night at the fullest.
He doesnât like that one bit.
As you danced, from time to time you would catch a quick glimpse of someone, who was in the middle of the crowd but not dancing like the rest. He was tall, dressed in dark clothing, gloves, and a mask which you recognised to be Ghostface from the movie âScreamâ. At first you didnât pay attention to him, but as time passed, you noticed the Ghostface killer was in fact staring at the dance floor where everyone was dancing.
Staring at you.
âIâm gonna grab a drink!â you told Toga who probably didnât even hear you. Turning your head back as you left the dance floor, you noticed Ghostface started walking too, keeping his distance, but still observing you as you grabbed your drink. You felt awkward, and almost creeped out. Maybe it was some stupid prank and probably he was doing this with other people as well.
Except he wasnât.
Thirty minutes had passed and the man with the ghostface mask had been observing you the whole time. There behind the crowd, tall dark figure standing out easily from everyone who was dancing. It made you frustrated, so you decided to run towards his direction. Walking through the crowd was difficult, but as you reached your destination you noticed he had vanished. You eyed the whole area, but you couldnât find him anymore, it was like he disappeared off the face of the earth.
âWeirdoâ you scoffed, relieved that he had gone away. Being watched like that made it awkward for you to enjoy the party.
Just like in the movies, Togaâs words echoed in your mind. Yeah, and Ghostface apparently had picked you as a first victim. The thought was ridiculous, but it still sent a shiver down your spine.
After a while you had the need to use the restroom so badly. Getting out of the party arena, you walked through the empty hallways to find the restrooms. At some point you regretted not bringing Toga with you, the silence and darkness were creeping you out. Quickly you ran for the restroom and finished your business, before looking at yourself in the mirror once more and fixing your makeup.
A sudden noise had your soul jumping out of your body. Slow, heavy footsteps were approaching, tap, tap, tap, as they got closer, louder.
â..hello?â you called out, but no answer. The footsteps had stopped, nobody entered the restroom. You gulped, fear rising in your heart as you slowly got out, eyes searching for anybody nearby. The place was empty.
But there was someone walking outside!
âHellooo? Is someone here?â you called again, feeling anxiety tighten your chest. Re-Destroâs mansion was kind of creepy on its own, huge building filled with endless dark corridors that led you to god knows where. You still had yet to learn your way around this place.
Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap.
The footsteps again. You turned around, now sweating in fear.
âWh-Who is there?! Hey, this isnât funny!â you backed away, looking at some dark corner. From the shadows you saw a pair of boots appearing, slowly revealing someone.
Ghostface. The same one who was observing you earlier. He was now in front of you, towering over you as approached slowly.
âHuh? What do you think youâre doing you creep?! Cut this shit off, itâs not funny!â you shouted, but there was no answer on his side. Instead, he raised his hand slowly, revealing a sharp knife that heâd been holding this entire time.
âOooh yeah wow, very creepy.â you snorted, but the more you looked at it, you realised that the knife was real. Dread settled deep in your gut as you looked at Ghostface gripping the handle of the knife tightly and walking towards you.
Finally, your legs gave in from being frozen in fear, and started to run. You let out a scream the moment he started running after you too, chasing you down the dark corridors. Panic had you hyperventilating, your high heels were making it difficult to outrun him. Loud heavy footsteps were sprinting towards you, the darkness of the hallways making it impossible to see the killer clearly, you could only hear him.
As stupid as it was, your legs sent you to a storage room, panic preventing you from thinking straight and find your way back to the party. You closed the door, quickly hiding behind some containers and sitting there in fear, shutting your mouth to not let out any noise. You had forgotten your phone in the restroom too. For a long time youâd find the protagonists in horror movies stupid and pathetic for not being able to think clearly on how to escape from the killer and get help, but now look at you. Even more stupid and pathetic than them, the thought would make you laugh if it wasnât for the terrifying situation you were in.
Your hand reached to grab a hammer nearby, ready to attack in case he entered the storage room. Your quirk wasnât fit to fight, and you cussed yourself for it.
Fuck, if only Dabi was here, heâd incinerate this fucker to ashes in seconds for pulling such insane prank on you.
The heavy footsteps from outside snapped you back to reality. Your heart was beating out of your chest, praying that this was just a prank and heâd only take it this far, that heâd leave you alone and go bother someone else. Your eyes widened as you heard him right outside the door, trying your best to swallow down the whimpers threatening to come out. It was a heavy silence that was suffocating you, for a moment you werenât really breathing.
Not until the man outside kicked the door open with his boot, entering inside with ease. Your grip on the hammer tightened, and as soon as he approached your hiding place, you came out of it swaying the hammer to his direction, backing him away.
âDonât you dare come closer!â your voice trembled as you tried to threaten him. You heard a faint chuckle under his mask, before he reached for you again, blocking your attack as his hands gripped on your arm, making you unable to hit him with the hammer. His strength was insane, twisting your arms in ways that had you dropping the hammer on the ground.
âGet away from me!!â you screamed loudly as strong gloved hands pulled you back by your angel wings, pushing you to the ground with ease.
âStop it!! Let go!! Somebody help- mmmmphf!â
His hand was placed on your mouth, shutting you up and preventing you from screaming further. Finally tears started rolling down your cheeks, you had no idea who this creep was, and now the knife was brought closer to your face, the sharp tip tracing your tears slowly, as if wiping them. You laid there on your belly and him behind you, a trapped angel, unable to move or escape, what you thought was some stupid prank turned out to be worse. You had squeezed your eyes shut, breathing erratically, until you heard the same faint chuckle coming from the man on top of you. For a second you stopped breathing, slowly opening your eyes and turning your head towards the man behind you. Glossy eyes were met with the terrifying ghostface mask that observed you.
That laugh, the familiar scent that you finally managed to recognise.
No way?!
Gloved hands slid down your sides, gripping your hips, as he got closer to your face, taking in your scent of fear. Then he grabbed your face, squishing your cheeks together.
âYou look absolutely divine tonightâŚâ
The familiar voice made your eyes wide.
âD-Dabi?!â you stuttered pathetically as he laughed, removing his mask. Relief washed over you, but at the same time anger quickly bubbled up.
âYou fucking idiot!! This wasnât funny, I-I thought I was going to die!â you whined, more tears rolled down your cheeks as he hushed you, wiping them clean. âI was about to hit you with a hammer too! Youâre fucked in the head!â
âAw my sweet angel, did I really scare you that bad huh?â he hummed, but he didnât sound sorry at all. The fucker was enjoying it all. And heâd do it again if given the chance.
You tried to push him away, too angry at his stupid prank, but he managed to roll your body and lay you down on your back, keeping both your wrists locked with one hand, preventing you from moving.
âCouldnât miss this night without looking at my girl..â he whispered, leaning closer to breathe down your neck and leave soft kisses â⌠and get a taste as well.â
âUgh, youâre insufferable!â you scoffed, still not over the death scare he had pulled on you.
âBut itâs Halloween baby,â Dabi said, kissing your jaw and then going for your pouty lips, giving them a teasing bite. âDonât you want to recreate our own scary movie~?â
You rolled your eyes at his words. Though, his low husky voice followed with kisses and bites all over your neck and collarbone had you already hot and bothered, you couldnât even stay angry at him for one second.
âGotta admit.. you make a pretty good Ghostfaceâ you said, wrapping your legs around his waist.
âYeah? And youâre such a sweet little victim tooâ he licked his lips, his hand sliding under your dress. âSo beautiful fâme, how could I miss this?â
With a quick movement, he put the mask back on, grabbing the knife and putting it on your throat. Your breathing hitched, now frozen as his other hand found the hem of your panties.
âDabi??â
âShhh now, just stay still. Be a good girl and you wonât get cut, would be a real shame if something like that happened..â
Oh, so this is how it is. Having a knife pointed at you was by all means terrifying, but knowing it was Dabi, you knew he would never hurt you. The tables turned, and now what you found terrifying, had your panties dampening. He had already removed his gloves, and you could tell it was him by looking at the scars, though the mask stayed on.
Slender fingers skilfully managed to find their way to your weak intimate spot, slowly and teasingly dragging along your wet folds.
âYou sure you were scared babe? I mean look at you..â his laugh came muffed under the mask. âJust admit you liked it, being chased like the pathetic pretty victim you are, ready for me to kill and devour~â
His fingers rubbed your clit as his nasty words went on, making your hips buck up and your breath hitch.
âWanna see all kinds of pretty noises you let out for me tonightâ Dabi whispered, plunging two fingers inside of you that made your body jolt. âYour cries, whimpers, moans, screams, give it all to me, donât you dare hold back-â
The knife in your throat pressed further against your skin, the fear of him accidentally cutting your throat mixed with the pool of pleasure between your thighs. It was crazy, but your body responded in ways you didnât even know it could.
âP-Please⌠donât kill me Mr. Ghostface, I wanna be in the sequel!â you said breathlessly, a giggle managed to escape your mouth. You were high on adrenaline, far too gone, and even if Dabi stabbed you in that moment you felt like youâd enjoy that too in some sick twisted way. He got closer, the ghostface mask right above your face as you pulled him in, spreading your legs further for the killer.
âIâd have killed you by now if you werenât so fun to play withâ he cooed in your ear, curling his fingers inside of you, the wet squelching sounds of your sloppy cunt had your face heated up in embarrassment. âNeedy sluts like you need their brains fucked out, not bashed inâ
The more he dragged his words, the closer you reached to your climax. His movements got rougher, fingers slamming into you faster.
âF-fuck..mâgonna cum.. f-feels so good.. Dabi!!â your moans got more high pitched as you reached your high. Almost forgetting the knife pressed tightly on your throat you squirmed beneath him, your eyes blurry, unable to focus on his mask as they rolled at the back of your skull.
âAtta girl, cum for me⌠need ya all nice nâ readyâ he grunted, knuckles deep inside of you as orgasm washed all over you. Your hands gripped his shoulders, head falling back as your body trembled.
âHow weak, âs that all it took to break ya?â Dabi laughed and you tried kicking him with your fists.
âS-Shut upâŚâ you breathed out.
âToo bad, Iâm not even done with youâ
Without a warning he flipped your body around so you were laying on your belly again, pushing your head on the ground.
âAss upâ he said, pressing the cold knife on your asscheek as a warning. You obeyed his command, arching your back nicely to give him a good view, until his hand pulled your hair from behind, making you yelp in return.
âYâknow doll, I could say Iâm still mad from earlierâ Dabi said threateningly, his voice going an octave lower sending shivers down your spine.
âMad? W-why?â you whispered, wondering what mightâve angered him. But then it clicked; the whole time you were dancing on the dance floor, not even noticing the eyes of many other villains nearby looking at you full of lust, at your swaying hips and flashy angel wings fluttering, easily grabbing the attention of everyone.
A playful grin spread across your face, you loved when he got jealous.
âMaybe instead of declining the offer to come to the party, you couldâve danced with me the whole time. But oh well.. other people got to enjoy me tonight so-â
âAinât you a little attention whore?â Dabi said through gritted teeth, his hand coming down to smack your ass so hard the loud sound echoed through the room. You hissed in pain, unable to move as you felt your asscheek go numb already.
âI had a change of heart at the last minuteâ he continued. âGrabbed a shitty costume nearby and decided to join the party. But to my surprise, I see your pretty ass dancing around mindlessly, sooo lost in the music you couldnât even see those fuckers approaching to dance with you. And you just let them.â
You raised an eyebrow, wanting to test his jealousy even further. Playing with fire might get you burned, but thatâs what you wanted. âHow is that so wrong? You allergic to fun perhaps? I dance with who I want.â
Dabi positioned the sharp knife on your asscheek, the tip threatening to plunge itself on your skin. âYeah? Maybe I havenât made it clear enough thenâŚâ
What?
The knife slowly digged on your flesh, your eyes widened at the pain that had you screaming.
âD-Dabi what are you-fuck!! It hurtssss!!â
âYou forget who you belong to, sweetheartâ he said, continuing to carve into your asscheek what seemed to be his initial. Warm blood slowly rolled down your legs and so did your tears down your cheeks.
âMy name carved on you will be a constant reminder of thatâ Dabi grinned, looking at the bloody mess. âNo other man gets to even look at you, let alone touch you, got it?â
You whimpered a weak âyesâ, trying to catch your breath. Suddenly the flat of the knife was pressed right against your bare pussy, the cold metal had you moaning in surprise.
âLook at you, you like it when I cut you up huh?â he bit his lip, watching you slowly grind your pussy on the knife. âCareful there baby, I need this cunt functionalâŚâ
âS-Stop teasing me!â you said, panting hard as Dabi pressed the knife further against you.
âMe? Itâs all you, grinding on this knife like a pathetic bitch in heat.â he laughed crudely, before looking down at the bulge tightening his pants. After teasing you long enough, he unbuckled his belt, pulling out his hardened cock, piercings decorating his veiny shaft, tip red and leaking with pearly precum, bulging with anticipation to plunge into your needy hole as soon as possible. Leaning down beside you, he took out his phone, pulling you by your hair and making you face the camera in front of you. The flashlight of the camera brightened your teary face stained with the ruined makeup and messy hair, capturing the moment as the killer with the ghostface mask stood behind, as if mocking you before breaking you.
âGorgeous..â Dabi grinned, looking at the picture, before his tip teases your glistening folds, sliding it inside of you with ease. A soft moan escaped your mouth as he stretched you out completely. Throwing the knife on the ground, his hands roughly grabbed your body, sliding underneath your clothes to grope your tits whilst the pace got faster. You couldnât hold back the loud moans, arching your back more for him and spreading your legs fruther as he fucked you from behind.
âFuck look at that-â he grunted, gripping the plump flesh of your ass while looking at the way his cock disappeared inside your greedy cunt. Blood had already coated your skin and lower back, making the view unable to resist for him.
âMmhmm f-feels.. so goood.. moreâŚâ you whimpered mindlessly, drunk on his cock, the pain of his carved name on your skin already forgotten.
âMore, huh?â Dabi said, stopping his movements. âYâknow what, angel slut? Show me how much you want itâ
âH-Huh?â
âFuck yourself on my cockâ
Heat creeped up on your cheeks as he stood there motionless, his cock still hard inside you waiting for you to move. The mask was still on, his pants lowered and his shirt halfway up, showing his scarred abs and lower abdomen, glistening with sweat. Even fully dressed as a serial killer, this man looked hot. You kept your eyes on the man behind you as you began moving, going back and forth and fucking yourself on his cock just as he ordered. You felt every inch grinding against your gummy walls, making your head spin.
âGood girlâŚnghh fuck- thatâs itâ he moaned, placing his hands on your ass again to guide your movements. You felt so full, and yet wanted him deeper, to completely invade you.
âDabiâŚwanna cumâŚâ you said breathlessly, speeding up your movements but tiring yourself out in the process.
âTch. CâmereâŚâ
Pulling himself out, he flipped you over and laid you on your back, putting your legs on his shoulders and sliding it in again without a warning. The new position got you screaming, if you thought he was deep before, you were wrong. Itâs like he could reach depths you never even knew you had, tearing you apart.
âF-fuck Dabi!!â you cussed out as he leaned in closer, your thighs now pressed against your tits as his hand wrapped around your throat. You looked at the ghostface mask as he fucked your brains out, desperation painting your face.
âTell me what you want, pretty girl~â he said, not slowing the pace.
âW-wanna cum.. nâ want you to kiss me!â you pleaded, grabbing at his mask. He let you remove it, before crashing his lips against yours in a needy, hungry kiss. Moaning against his mouth, you felt the knot forming in your stomach explode as he kept hitting that certain spot over and over.
âThatâs it princessâŚfuck youâre creaming all over this cockâ Dabi said, looking at the mess where you two connected, the squelching noises and smell of sex had filled the room. He kept fucking in your trembling body as you saw stars, barely catching your breath as he reached for his own high. With a loud groan he shot loads inside of you, painting your insides white, some of it even leaking outside. It made you feel warm, full, so full of him.
Slowly he removed your legs from his shoulders, reaching in for another kiss, not pulling out of you just yet.
âBaby..â he whispered through the kisses, chuckling as he saw you barely responding. âDid my little victim already pass away?â
âMmhmm⌠mr. Ghostface certainly knows how to make his victims screamâ you teased, biting his lip.
Dabi grinned, gripping your hips. âLooks like I havenât made you scream enough since you still got a voice in that throat of yoursâ
Your blush deepened, eyes widening at his words.
âThat sounds like a threatâ
âAnd a promise, sweetheart. Cause Iâm not anywhere near done with you yetâ
Nobody minded the screams and cries echoing from Dabiâs room through the hallways for the rest of that night. After all, itâs Halloween. Kill or get killed.
that pussy got MURDERED.
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pairing : pro-hero shouto x reader
rating : explicit
my fic for the @mybigbangacademia collab with art by @king-bito
warnings : explicit content, oral (fem-receiving), consensual collaring (fem-receiving), shouto chooses what reader wears a few times, minor dom/sub dynamics, drinking, mention of arm injury, mention of minor foot injury, food consumption, references to anxiety, yandere-adjacent todoroki
summary :
As a member of the Todoroki clan, Shouto knows better than anyone all the vile, base, and impulsive things heâs capable of. Too bad youâre something of a lightning rod for every possessive instinct heâs ever had. Whatâs worse? You donât want him to stop.
chapter one (wc 13,000)
chapter two (wc 7,800)