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Mha boys where they put their hands while fucking you (shouto, dabi, katsuki, hawks, eijiro, izuku, denki)
You got it
How the mha guys use their hands when they're fucking you
As usual in similar works: the students are aged up!!!
Characters : mha guys/ fem reader
Genre : NSFW/+18/ smut/ explicit
Please do not read if you're a minor!!
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He'll hold your hands while on top of you and strokes your fingers with his thumbs. He wants you to be relaxed and at ease when he slowly pushes himself inside you. His hands will later travel to your sides softly touching you until he reaches your hips and tightens his hold on your flesh. He loves your boobs, so when he's close to orgasm he'll move both hands up to grab them and keeps fondling and squeezing and even burying his face between them to bite down until he cums
He'll have his hands on your hips first, holding you tightly as he fucks you into the mattress. He wouldn't want his hard thrusts to push you away from his dick so he makes sure you're planted underneath him. He would move one hand to your pussy and pushes two fingers inside you, without taking his dick out of course. He just loves testing your limits. When you're both close to orgasm, he'll wrap his fingers around your neck and squeeze hard as his thrusts become erratic.
Katsuki loves your thighs, so he makes certain to knead, squeeze and even pinch your flesh. He enjoys seeing new marks appear under his touch as he thrusts deeper into your pussy. He would pin down your wrists, or bring them up over your head and just keeps plunging hard inside you. If he's fucking you doggy style then be sure your ass is gonna get smacked with every hard push. When he's close, he'll run his fingers through your hair and pull hard.
I said this once and I'll say it again because I trust it's canon, Hawks loves to place his hand on your lower abdomen and push it down while fucking you just to feel himself moving inside. He's an ass man, so he makes sure his hands find their way to your butt cheeks while he's railing you. When he feels you twitching around his cock, he'll move his fingers to your mouth, makes you suck them, and then he'll place them on your clit to play with it and intensifies your orgasm.
This guy would have his arms under your shoulders grabbing you tightly to make sure you're steady underneath him while he fucks you deep and hard. Same as Hawks, he would make you suck his fingers to later drive them inside your vagina. He also loves to grab your thighs and push them up and apart in order to have a better access to your pussy where he can eat you out until you cum in his mouth.
Deku would have his hands on your cheeks first: he kisses you feverishly all the while easing himself inside you. When you get used to his cock and he finally starts moving, his hands will travel down to cup your boobs. He loves using his thumbs to play with your nipples because he enjoys the reactions you give him whenever he does so. He will then move one hand under your back to help you arch and to give himself deeper access inside you. When he's about to cum, he'll dig his nails into your butt cheeks and moan your name.
Denki is kind of a perv, only for you though. So his hands keep traveling everywhere he could reach: your face, your neck, your tummy, your pussy, and his favorite, your boobs. He loves seeing your different reactions with each part of you he touches. He particularly loves the combination of sucking your nipples and squeezing your ass. It drives him nuts when you bring him even closer and pull on his hair whenever he does so. When he's close to climaxing, he'll sit up, squeeze your thighs and pull you closer to his cock, drilling your pussy until you're both driven over the edge and fall limp in each other's arms.
แฏโ somebody else in mind
cheating!dabi x gn!reader
based on second best by laufey
"i love you."
you watch dabi as he pulls off his headphones. "what did you say?"
"oh, nothing. just... i love you," you repeat, a little unsure of yourself.
"oh." dabi smirks. "you too, doll."
he kisses you, roughly, how he likes it, then leaves you in your shared room.
you walk hand-in-hand with dabi as you make your way to the league's hide-out. you're not talking, but it seems to affect you more than it does him.
if i drop his hand, would he come back for it?
you shake your head. but the doubt wouldn't leave you, so you do.
you drop his hand.
you hope, just for a second, that he'll come back for it. laugh and say "you dropped something, doll."
he doesn't.
that night, you lie awake, watching dabi's chest rise and fall as he slept.
what is he dreaming of?
the wind howls outside, and you bury yourself deeper into the blankets. you try to distract yourself with memories of you and dabi.
but all you can think about is the way he kissed you half-heartedly. the way he dropped your hand. the way he walked away, not even noticing it happened.
you don't sleep that night.
you don't put the pieces together until keigo shows you the photos.
tears fill your eyes as you stare at keigo's phone, wishing you could erase the photo from your mind.
dabi had been cheating.
it was undeniable. the girl he was kissing was so pretty, blonde hair, tan skin. it made you sick to your stomach.
"how long?" you could barely whisper.
"eight months," keigo replied sadly.
eight months. you'd only been together for six.
you put the phone down, and pack your bags. you don't tell dabi you're leaving.
when he finds out, he doesn't even call.
weeks go by, and you find yourself a lot happier. he never gave you anything, so what was there to miss?
but sometimes, in the dead of the night, you wonder if there's a chance he would ever take you back. you hope one day, you'll be able to leave this behind. but for now, you knew you were still in love with him.
because he was your everything.
but you were just his second best.
touya todoroki x reader
cw angst no comfort !
โLeaving without saying goodbye is cruel, you know.โ
Even without turning around Touya can picture the expression on your face. He can hear the beginnings of tears choking up your voice, tears he knew youโd refuse to let fall. His wretched heart clenches, the pain is searing, a burning he knows all too well. His aching body screams at him to turn around, back into your healing arms, to curl into your comforting embrace and cry till his eyes are dried up.
But the bitter, burning rage in his mind, in his bones, in his very soul keeps his feet planted. He doesnโt turn, and he doesnโt look back.
Your heart beats wildly inside of you. You want desperately to run towards him, hold him and never let him go. You wonโt. You're far too stubborn. Even though it feels like you canโt breathe, your head pounding because it knows that you cannot keep him here, even if you try.
You know Touya. You knew this day would come. The day when his bitter hate overpowered what little love he had for you. It was always going to happen. Inevitable. It didnโt stop you from kindling the fire of your love, even though it would never burn bright enough to prevail over his anguish.
Was it childish to hang onto that flickering flame? Most certainly. Pointless? Futile? Likely. But as you grew older, without him, you began to doubt that. Your love had meant something. To both of you.
But here, in this moment? As you watched him walk away without a word, without a glance back? Everything felt pointless. You wished you had never met him. You wished you had never fallen in love. You cursed yourself for stoking the fire, for letting yourself care for him when you knew better. You cursed him for walking away without even a word or glance. You cursed him for entertaining your senseless feelings, for playing along until he had enough.
Pointless. Stupid, childish, pointless love.
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touya cried as he walked away, but youโll never know that!!
i was listening to the last part of paul by big theif UGH itโs so touya and you together after he escapes the facility to when he leaves and becomes dabi.
โi couldnโt stay, iโd only bring you pain.โ
DAMN
โand iโve been burning for you baby since the minute i left.โ
WELL FUCK ADRIANNE THANKS
touya todoroki x gn!reader smau
an takes place after touya escapes the facility (i def wanna do more with this concept) js fluff, swearing and an endeavour mention
i love you touya i wish nothing bad happened to you i wish your dad didnโt suck i wish your quirk didnโt burn you i wish you had a normal childhood i wish you never became dabi i wish you were happy before the last few painful seconds of your life
"you're my girl, arenโt you? forever mine.โ
touya todoroki x fem!reader โ๏ฝกยฐโฉโ scream!au, virgin sex, vaginal sex, anal sex, knife play/marking, mild gore, swearing, threesome - MMF (touya/shigaraki/you), dubcon, blood kink, choking, dacryphilia, voyeurism, swearing, humiliation, hurt comfort, 17k words, touyaโs scars are tattoos
inspired by 'all for you' by @bkgsdoll
You and the girls were over at Minaโs tonight for girls night!! You were laying on Minaโs plush pink bed, phone in hand, scrolling through Halloween costume ideas on Pinterest. Ochaco was sitting up next to you, her back against the baby pink studded headboard. Himiko lay in her lap. Mina was sprawled out in a pink bean bag next to her large bed. You were all focusing on the task at hand, deciding on your outfits for Minaโs annual Halloween party. Even though it was a couple of months away, such a decision was a priority. Every so often, you heard Ochaco and Himiko whispering to one another about some good costume ideas.
You loved moments like these, when you were all gathered over at Minaโs. You loved how feminine her room was. Even though it was cluttered, it had this girly, warm, bubbly vibe. Just like her. You were so grateful that you could all be friends. It was a bit difficult at first as you, Mina, and Ochaco were pretty tight knit. A fourth member of your posse didnโt seem to be on the table. That was until you had met Touya. It wasnโt easy, telling your friends that you had made friends with one of those kids at college.
Yes, sometimes we all get a little crazy. We do things that should be kept behind closed doors, that arenโt the best for us or that hurt others cough crime cough drugs cough drinking cough fucking around. But, there was so much more to Touya and his friends than that. Honestly, they werenโt even that different from your friends. Itโs just that they were seen that way. I mean, can you blame your friends for thinking you were getting involved with a bunch of drug addicts from Touyaโs bajillion tattoos and his friendsโ rather eccentric personalities?
It took a while but your friends gradually began to accept that Touya and his gang were a part of your life now. You had introduced Himiko to your closest friends a few months ago and since then, you have all been getting on really well.
All is quiet for the moment until Mina perks up. She exclaims, โLADIES! IโVE GOT IT. The perfect hottest costume idea for this year!!โ You all sit up a little, rousing from your doom scroll daze at her words. You push yourself up, hand disappearing between the fluffy blanket you had been lying on. You feel the shift in weight as Himiko does the same.
โWhat is it?โ Ochaco asks, her short brows furrowing in curiosity.
By this time, Mina had already gotten up from her bean bag and climbed onto the bed. She stands up at the very end, hands on hips. She raises her phone, showing you all her magnificent idea.
โWeโll go as the Sailor Moon Guardians!!โ On screen showed a picture of the skintiest Halloween costumes you think youโve seen yet. Those skirts didnโt look like they would cover anything. Ochaco clapped her hands together, squealing in delight while Himiko giggled and smiled. You were the only one who didnโt seem very enthusiastic about the idea.
โUm, donโt you think thatโs a little revealing?โ
Mina groaned, โUghhhh [y/n], youโre such a buzzkill.โ She leaned down and pulled on your arm, to which you responded by giggling and pushing her off gently. She stood up straight again and jumped down from the bed so she stood next to you now.
โWhat girl doesnโt want to look super slutty on Halloween?โ She asked you whilst crossing her arms under her full chest.
You chucked superficially, โUh, this girl here, Mina.โ She rolled her eyes at you, looking at the girls behind you.
An idea ignites, aflame in her eyes. She counters, โOkay, fine then. You can go as Cadyโs Frankenstein look and weโll go as the rest of the Plastics Halloween costumes.โ
โNO!โ Your eyes were wide, hands reaching out to her but failing to grasp anything. โNot that,โ you continued, your voice filled with panic. You looked away from her, seeing the smirk stretching across her face.
Himiko tries next to convince you. She was behind you, her small hands on your shoulders, chest pressing into your upper back, her lips at your ear speaking softly and teasingly into it, โCome on [y/n]-chan. Donโt you wanna look good for Touya-kun?โ You turned your head back to look at her, your faces inches apart now. Sensing you were fighting a losing battle, you looked down.
Ochaco shifted closer to you as well, chiming in, โItโs not that bad, [y/n].โ Mina looked at you, smirk still plastered across her face.
โDonโt be such a prude, [y/n]. As Himiko said, ainโt nothing Touya hasnโt seen before.โ
That hit a nerve for some reason. You stood up, Himiko falling forward from your sudden movement. You crossed your arms over your chest and turned to look at your friends.
โThatโs not what she said! And itโs not about Touya! Itโs about my image. Why canโt I dress a little more modestly? I donโt want people to see me in that. Can you imagine if some creep saw me in that? Like, like Denki?โ The girls burst out laughing. Theyโve known of your little admirer for some time now and how much he annoys you. How some days he wonโt stop following you around on campus or insist on having lunch with you and your friends.
The girls composed themselves, Ochaco coming around first. She shrugs. Still giggling a little, she says, โOkay okay, weโll put a pin in it for now.โ
For the rest of the night, you talk about lots of things as Scream plays in the background. There are times when you all scream and then laugh and then arenโt even paying attention to the film anymore. Mina tells you all that sheโs been worried about Kirishima lately as heโs been hanging out more with Bakugou, sometimes not replying to her messages until the next day. You all reassure her that thatโs normal, especially when Kirishima was joined at her hip for the first several months of them dating.
Itโs getting late now, around 1am when the movie finishes and Himiko goes home. She gives you all a kiss on the cheek before she leaves. You watch from the window as she gets in the car with Jin and he drives away.
Mina excuses herself with โBitches I need the bathroom.โ So now, itโs just you and Ochaco. She lets out a sigh of relief as Jinโs car disappears in the thick of the trees.
She says suddenly, โOh my gosh, I was waiting for her to go home the whole time!โ Your brows knit together in confusion. What did she mean by that? The brown-haired girl looks at you giggling.
โWhat? Oh come on, [y/n]. You donโt seriously think I like her, right? I mean, sheโs such a little freak.โ Youโre frozen for a moment, unable to respond.
Composing yourself, you begin, โUm, Ochaco. Thatโs such a meโโ Youโre interrupted by Mina slamming the door open, announcing her presence.
You make a mental note to talk to Ochaco about that later, and even Mina to see if she feels the same. You had thought that everything was going well between you all. Had that not been the case? Had that been only in your eyes? Or, what you had perceived as it was what you wanted?
You gave yourself a little shake, coming back to reality and seeing Ochaco and Mina looking at you. Mina began,โAre you oโโ
โSorry, I think a demon possessed me for a minute there,โ you laugh and the other two join in, not bothering to inquire any further into your space out.
You ended up staying until 3am, eventually working up the courage to excuse yourself to the bathroom because 1) you really needed to pee and 2) wanted to text Touya to pick you up. He obliged and now you were in his car together. He was driving you home as you debriefed about girls night, including what Ochaco had said to you and how that made you feel. How bad you felt for Himiko, knowing how much she liked Ochaco and how those feelings werenโt close to being reciprocated.
โDidnโt realise bubblegum bitch was such ahhhhhhโฆโ โI know right?โ You looked up at Touya, smiling to yourself seeing him in the pale moonlight. His tattooed hand was on your knee, thumb rubbing back and forth as you continued talking about the events of tonight. Touya listens to your yapping patiently, cutting in at some points to laugh at you or make fun of you, especially for your desire to preserve your โmodestyโ for Halloween.
He drops you home, walking you up to your front door. He covers your head with his arm raised, jacket protecting you from the light drizzle of rain. He gives you a warm cuddle and forehead kiss before stepping back and telling you to get inside already. Touya watches you enter your house and turn the lights on before leaving.
โฆโนโโกโโฆ
The next morning, you wake up to a phone call from your best friend, Mina. You groan, groggily picking up the phone and answering the phone call. The first thing you hear is Mina scream.
You pull the phone away from your ear as she yells into the microphone, โ[Y/N]!! [Y/N]! ITโS OCHACO. SHEโSโฆ sheโs dead.โ You rub your face with your palm, yawning.
โAlright, Mina. Give it up. Iโm not falโโ
โNO! [Y/N].โ You can hear the shake in her voice, the tears staining her cheeks and muddying her voice as she continues, โSHEโS DEAD!!โ You sit upright in bed, telling her that youโll be over right away.
You scamper out of bed, running to the bathroom to brush your teeth before hopping in the car and driving to Minaโs. When you get there, the cops are already on the scene. As is Kirishima. You spot him in front of the house, among the police. Heโs got his back to you. Beneath his muscular arms you can see pink hair poking out. You rush over to them, calling out to Mina. She looks up upon hearing her name and comes over to you, falling into your arms. You hold her tight, catching the bloody sight of Ochaco at the side of the house.
You see, Mina lives in an isolated area near a lake. Her house is surrounded by dense trees. The only way to her house is along a dirt path.
You can see how the ground is still wet from the pitter patter of rain in the early hours of the morning. Blood soaks the dirt near Minaโs bedroom window, painting a trail to Ochacoโs limp, bloodied body dangling from a tree. Itโs too far off for you to make out the specifics. But one thing is for sure, sheโs not your friend anymore. She is now no more than an empty, mutilated shell left in this world.
A sob chokes in your throat as you avert your eyes, looking at your usually bubbly friend crying out her heart in your arms. Her boyfriend hovers close to her. The cops watch your interaction before interrupting you after a few minutes, asking you if you know the victim. You, of course, tell them that you do and they lead you away to ask you a few questions. And then a few more questions which spirals into a full-blown investigation. You leave out any mention of what Ochaco had said about Himiko last night and how you told Touya. You donโt know why โ I mean, thatโs pretty valuable information, right? But, thereโs a feeling, a voice in you telling you not to say it.
After the cops are satisfied with your answers, and after youโve provided them with Himikoโs contact details, they give you some space. You immediately call Touya, telling him whatโs happened and how you need him here urgently. After ending the phone call, you walk back over to Kirishima and Mina, discussing what had happened. You all watch as Ochacoโs body is cut down from the tree and covered with white.
Mina told you that she hadnโt heard anything last night, that she had been sleeping peacefully until waking up this morning. Confused as to where Ochaco went, she looked out of her window and saw the brown-haired girlโs body. She had then called the cops, Kiri, and you.
Youโre sniffling, unable to hold everything back any longer. As you begin to break down, you hear Touya calling your name. You whisper his in relief, running up to him and throwing yourself into his arms. He feels warm, hot, as he always does. His embrace makes you melt, your tears and sorrows pouring out into the white long sleeve heโs got on. The cops take notice of Touyaโs arrival but donโt say anything; you are in literal shambles in your boyfriendโs arms so itโs probably not the best time to call him over for questioning.
You had been angry with how Ochaco hadโฆ had almost betrayed? Backstabbed? Lied to? Himiko. But now, all of that is gone. You mourned for the loss of an incredibly bright and kind girl, even though she had her downfalls. We all did, right?
Touya held you strong. He never faltered. He held you and ran his pale fingers through your [h/c] locks, rubbing circles on your back to help you calm down. And it worked. After ten or so minutes, you were back to sniffling.
You look up into his striking ocean eyes, pulling back from his embrace. Your voice is thick with grief as you say, โTouya. Touya, Iโโ You couldnโt continue anymore, the pain too great.
โI know.โ He gave you a gentle smile before drawing you back into his arms.
Most of the officers left soon after, a few stragglers assessing the crime scene marked with yellow tape. You and Mina went your separate ways and Touya drove you back to his place so he could take care of you during this emotional time. You couldnโt have asked for a better boyfriend.
โฆโนโโกโโฆ
Itโs been a couple weeks since Ochacoโs murder. The police had informed you that she had been stabbed 13 times, no sign of struggle. It would have been in her last moments that she was hung from the tree. Whoever the killer was was intelligent, as basically all of the evidence had been washed away with the rain of that night. The investigators concluded that Ochaco must of known her killer and followed them out of Minaโs bedroom, through her window, before she was stabbed to death.
The investigators also informed you that they had spoken to Himiko and the information she provided was very similar to yours.
It was too much for you to bear. You cast the thought of it all to the back of your mind. I mean, why would anyone kill Ochaco? What kind of motive could they have had? It all seemed so hazy to you.
You stayed at Touyaโs place for the first week after it happened. You couldnโt handle sleeping alone in the darkness, so Touya would wrap you up in his soothing, lean arms and sleep with you. He would leave the window curtains open, the moonlight just bright enough so you didnโt feel scared and dim enough so you could sleep properly. But, it couldnโt stop the nightmares. Ever since that day, youโve been waking up in the middle of the night screaming and crying. When you were with Touya, he would wake up with you and make sure that you were okay.
โGod, [y/n], you freaked me the fuck out,โ he groaned.
You sniffled, โIโm sorry. Iโm so sorry, Touya.โ You were crying into your hands. Touya pulled you into his chest, rubbing your back with his palms. He would just hold you until you calmed down, eventually pulling back and cupping your cheeks with his warm hands.
โYou wanna take a shower? Tell me about it?โ You nodded, following his lead as he guided you to the bathroom, leaving you alone to shower and preparing some hot tea for you when you were finished.
You came out of the bathroom, wearing one of Touyaโs shirts that was clearly too big for you. You curled up on his bed next to him and he handed you a cup of steaming tea.
โYou right?โ You shook your head. Your lips formed an โoโ shape and blew away the steam. You told him how you dreamt of you being Ochaco on the last night of her life, in her last moments. How your killer was a black figure. Unknown yet familiar; you carelessly allowed it to lure you to your death.
After you finished your tea, Touya would set your cups on the night stand and pull you back under the covers, cuddling up with you and reassuring you that that would never happen with him here, right beside you. And then, he wasnโt beside you anymore.
In your time staying at Touyaโs, you had been close to Himiko. You two mourned together when Touya had late night classes as they lived together with the rest of the gang. You could see how much Ochaco had meant to Himiko in the darkness under the blondeโs eyes. How she seemed almost numb, angry when she wasnโt crying. She had even convinced Jin to let her have one of his cigarettes. However, upon her first inhale, she had bent over in a coughing fit, whining about how foul it was and gave it back to him.
You were glad that when you werenโt with her, Jin was.
After returning home, you found that the nights alone were the hardest. You had contemplated calling Touya on more than one occasion, but you had already kept him up for a week. How could you keep him up for another one? Or longer?
Once it hit a month afterwards, you were doing a lot better. You were smiling more, laughing and making jokes again. Your friends started teasing you, saying โSheโs back. [Y/n]โs back.โ But, they couldnโt say the same for Mina. She had been quite closed off ever since the incident. She would only talk with you, Himiko, and Kirishima. When you did talk, she would tell you that she too had been having nightmares, and how tortured she felt over the whole ordeal. How if she had only woken up during the night, maybe things would have been different. Maybe Ochaco wouldnโt be dead.
Today, you were doing a group project as part of your final assessment for the unit. The task was to create a presentation on a research question of your choosing. Each member had a different role and all of you had to speak during the class presentation, which was set to happen at the end of next week.
In your group was Tenya, Asui, and unfortunately, Monoma. The blond wouldnโt shut up. For the past 20 minutes, heโs been talking about the research information heโs gathered (which was little to none) in the most grandiose of ways. You heard from your peers that this man was an absolute nightmare to work with, and they were right. Tenya interjects during one of Monomaโs short pauses.
โMonoma-kun, do you think we could move onโโ
โAh-ah.โ Monoma waves his finger from side to side in Tenyaโs face. โIโm not finished yet.โ With a satisfied grin from the groupโs submission, he continues on. The whole lesson turns into the most uninteresting yap session. It has you resting your cheek on your palm, stealing glances with Tenya and Asui.
As soon as the bell rings, youโre out of there. Youโve got two hours before your next lecture, so you decide to grab some lunch and go to the library. Youโre walking over to your favourite cafรฉ on campus when you spot a certain blond and black haired boy. Youโre already turning around, fully prepared to hit up one of the other cafรฉs when you hear him call out to you.
โ[Y/n]! Hey!โ You turn back around, seeing the boy jog over to you. Youโre tempted to make a run for it, but you know thatโs not the nice thing to do.
You know that Denki doesnโt mean any harm. He likes you, you can tell, everyone can tell. Heโs just a young guy who is still figuring things out. You empathise with him and he can be such a cutie sometimes. BUT, what you object to is the fact that you have a boyfriend and have had the same one for almost a year now, which Denki knows, and yet, he still follows you around like a lost puppy and sometimes talks like he has a chance with you. Youโve tried to put him down nicely in the past, which earned quite the disapproving girl talk with Mina andโฆ and Ochaco.
You push back the thought of her, and, therefore, the thought(s) of her death. You force a smile onto your face, focusing on the boy coming up to you. Heโs close now and he smiles at you widely.
โHey, [y/n]. Where have you been? I feel like I havenโt seen you in agessss.โ
You laugh superficially, replying in monotone, โDenki, you saw me yesterday.โ Denki shifts to rub the back of his neck with his hand, a sheepish look on his face now.
โDid I?โ
โYes, Denki. You did.โ You silently hope that youโre not coming off as rude but also, you silently hope that you are so he can take the hint and leave you alone. Youโre not in the mood to deal with him after dealing with another particularly trying blond for the past hour.
Unfortunately, Denki doesnโt take notice of your annoyance. โOh. Well, whatโre you doing around here, [y/n]? Hey, while youโre here, why donโt we grab some lunch together? Do you see that cafรฉ over there? They have really goodโโ
โDenki,โ you cut him off. Youโre really not in the mood to deal with him right now.
Youโre about to tell Denki to get lost nicely when a familiar arm drapes around your shoulders. You look up, and who do you see?
A) Touya
B) Your pookie bear
C) A tattooed hottie
D) A man with family issues
E) All of the above
Ding ding ding, itโs E. You stare up at him with a grateful look in your eyes. Heโs looking down at Denki. His sharp blue eyes pierced through the nerd.
โHey, youโre Denki, right? My girlfriend has told me so much about you.โ Touya extends his hand towards Denki, but the blond just stands there, eyes shifting from you to Touya and back.
โU-um, yea, haha, yea ugh, itโs nice to meet you too.โ Denkiโs hand trembles like his voice. He takes Touyaโs hand and they shake curtly.
Touya continues, โI hope you donโt mind but, my girlfriend and I are gonna get some lunch and,โ he looking down at you, smirk on his face, โgo to the library. Please excuse us.โ
Touya leads you away, Denki too dumbfounded to respond. You swear he short-circuits as you walk away, probably shaking his hand from Touyaโs next level grip strength.
Youโre silent too. Or have you been silenced? You have definitely been silenced. You can feel Touyaโs muscles flex around you. He looks down at you again. โWhat?โ You notice that heโs guiding you to the cafรฉ you were originally going to go to.
โN-nothing,โ you stutter. โI justโฆ I just didnโt think you could be so cool.โ
Touya chuckles, โWhat do you mean? I am cool. Iโm the fucking coolest.โ You giggle, leaning your head on his chest.
Touya buys you two lunch and you sit down by the window at the back of the shop to enjoy it. He notices that lingering furrow between your [b/c] brows and asks you about whatโs bothering you. You love (and hate) how observant he is. You cough it up, not bothering to keep to yourself how annoying Monoma has been. This is only the second lesson youโve been working in a group with him and heโs actually driving you insane.
Touya listens to you quietly before reminding you to eat and telling you how strong you are. After youโre both finished, he drops you off at the library. Heโs already half an hour late to his lecture but he shrugs it off, saying that heโs happy to spend a bit more time with his girl, especially when sheโs so stressed. He gives you a quick kiss before he leaves.
In a way, youโre grateful that he has class. Your โstudyโ sessions usually turn into something elseโฆ if you know what I mean wink.
You head inside the library, shivering at how cold it is inside. You spot Mina and Kirishima in the corner of the library, their table big enough for four. You approach slowly, not too sure if it would be appropriate to join them. But, your hesitancy fades away as Mina notices you coming over and waves at you in an enthusiastic gesture, reminiscent of her former bubbly glow. The gesture makes you smile and you come over to their table a little faster. Kirishima makes some space for you and you sit down next to him, saying โHiโ to them both.
You begin getting out your laptop and other supplies. As you do so, you say, โI hope I wasnโt interrupting anything.โ Mina frowns.
โNo, you werenโt at all. Actually, youโre late.โ You blink, forehead creasing in confusion.
You set your My Melody pencil case down on the table and ask in a high-pitched tone, โI am?โ
Mina watches you under a scrutinising eye. You havenโt seen her this interested in anything ever since the incident. โDidnโt your class finish at 1pm? Itโs two now.โ You just stare at her for a few seconds before laughing awkwardly.
โUm, yea. I was with Touya.โ
โOh,โ is all she says as she leans back. She had unconsciously been leaning forward towards you, anxious for your answer.
Was Minaโฆ back? In that, she hasnโt been this nosy in weeks? And that โOhโ? โWhat do you mean by that?โ You ask, looking at her. Sheโs hiding her face now behind her laptop, straightening it at a right angle. Your eyes narrow at her.
โMina.โ She shrugs, pulling her laptop closed.
โWhat?โ
โWhatโs gotten into you? Is everything okay?โ You ask, your voice laced with concern. Mina looks away from you to Kirishima. You can tell something was exchanged in their look. Something that puts you on edge. You look between them.
โWhatโs going on?โ
Kirishima says, โItโs nothing, [y/n]. Mina and I were just talking about you two before you came in, thatโs all.โ โYou twoโ? As in, you and Touya?
โKiri, what do you mean? Touya and I?โ Kirishima opens his mouth to answer but Mina beats him to it.
โIsnโt he a bit too old for you, [y/n]? Not to mention all of the tattoos and the kinda people he hangs out with.โ You further furrow your brows, hands subconsciously clenching into fists as you stare at her. How dare she?
Touya has been nothing if not the best partner. How could she say that? Especially since Ochacoโs death. Heโs been there for you when even Mina wasnโt. โHeโs in second year, so what?โ
Kirishima asks, genuine concern in his eyes, โIsnโt he like 24 though?โ You look at the red-head next to you, giving him a rather angry look.
โ23 actually.โ He shrugs.
โNot like it makes much of a difference.โ
You can hear your heartbeat in your ears, the blood rushing. Your face is heating up too.
โWhatโs your point?โ You say between gritted teeth to the couple.
โLook [y/n],โ Kirishima raises his hands in surrender, โWeโre just worried about you, thatโs all. Itโs not smart to date older guys at your age.โ
The tension is thick in the air. Youโre all quiet. You open your laptop, looking at the screen as it lights up, anxiously awaiting your password.
You sigh, โLook guys, I really appreciate your concern. But, if you could just get to know Touya, you would see that youโre wrong about him.โ
โI donโt think sโโ The sounds of screaming cut Mina off. You and everyone else in the library look out the windows, seeing people form groups. Some lone wolves join a large group all huddled near the entrance to the library. One student is distraught, tears running down their face. You recognise that orange hair in a high ponytail. Kendo.
You stand up, Mina standing up with you and linking her arm in yours. You two give each other a look. The look that youโre in this together, no matter what happens. You leave Kirishima sitting at the table in confusion as you head out of the library. You walk over to where Kendo is, crying into a familiar silver-haired man. Kirishimaโs teammate (and ultimate rival) in baseball.
โTetsutetsu, Kendo, what happened?โ Mina asks the pair. Kendo looks up. Seeing you two through blurry teal eyes, she begins to cry harder. You want to reach out to comfort her but, you know that now isnโt the time.
Tetsutetsu starts to answer for her, โMonomaโs beenโโ
โKilled!โ Kendo cries out. With tears streaming down her cheeks and neck, she chokes out the words, โHeโs been killed!โ
You and Mina exchange a glance before looking back to the two of them.
You ask Tetsutetsu, โIs that true?โ He nods.
โBut how?โ Mina questions. At this, Kendo breaks out into even harder sobs. A tanned hand comes to Minaโs shoulder, Kirishima standing behind her.
โI think weโre making it worse,โ you say quietly to Mina and her boyfriend. Tetsutetsu hears you though (of course) and nods.
โKendo was one of the students that found him. If you could,โ he jerks his head to the side, signalling for you all to leave. You all apologise and give your condolences to Kendo.
You float from group to group, trying to get as much information as you can out of them. Everyone has something different to say. Some say that it was a suicide. Others say that it was definitely a murder. Apparently, he died from a head wound in the boysโ locker room. No one knows the specifics. And no one gets time to find out as the authorities arrive. Kirishima offers to take you both home to which you agree to.
As he reaches your place, your phone dings: two new messages from โmafia bossโ. You click on the message from your boyfriend. It reads:
mafia boss: you heard about that fuck head?
mafia boss: do you need a ride home?
you: no thanks. kiriโs taking mina and i home. you okay?
You look up, realising that youโve been texting while Kirishima has been waiting for you to get out. You apologise and grab your things, opening the car door and wishing the two of them the best. Thereโs a weight on your chest but you let it fester until youโre inside your bedroom. You throw your heavy backpack on your plush chair and put your phone on โDo not Disturbโ. You then sit down on your bed, elbows on your knees, face in your hands, and you cry.
Why were you crying over someone who had irritated you? Wasted your time?
Monoma may have been annoying, narcissistic, and overly grandiose. BUT, he didnโt deserve to die for any of those things. You couldnโt help but feel like somehow, this was all of your fault. Maybe you were getting too much in your own head, getting a little too full of yourself. But, why were these people who had annoyed you dying hours later? Were you cursing them? Was your anger some kind of curse? Were you the one that had condemned them to such a fate? You didnโt believe in magic, but you couldnโt explain such happenings any other way.
For the rest of the night, you sat in your bed, watching your favourite film and cuddling with your favourite plushie, trying to regain some sense of normality in these chaotic times.
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A few weeks have passed since Monomaโs death. Your college released a letter a few days later stating that the police had ruled the blondโs death as a homicide. His baseball bat covered in only his fingerprints and blood was found next to his body in the menโs locker rooms. Death by trauma to the head. The weapon of choice clearly the baseball bat. The menโs locker rooms have only just reopened but no students are keen to use it. A memorial has also been erected on campus to honour his death.
Feeling guilty for what happened to him, you had bought him the most expensive bouquet at the supermarket and laid it by the others. You had whispered a short prayer, eyes closed, basking in the warmth of the autumn sun and the thick air of death.
Since then, you have been trying your best not to get annoyed or angry with anyone, fearing that there might be repercussions for doing so. The last thing you wanted to happen was for someone to die whom you had been irritated with. Such would confirm that indeed, you were really cursed. Or, a curse.
Like Ochaco, you had nightmares of what happened to Monoma most nights. But this time, you were not the victim, you were the perpetrator. Night after night you woke up in fits, eyes hazy and mind frenzied by the exhilaration of hitting that narcissistic boy over the head with his own baseball bat. In your dreams, you relished the feeling of seeing him fall to the ground, cursing your name, bleeding it. The adrenaline high was unlike any other, dropping the bat down next to him and making a break for it out the back.
You knew that Mina had been affected too. All of this death was draining the life from her. Her vitality sucked dry like salt on leeches. You never spoke to her of these dreams, nor did you to anyone else. You didnโt want to worry them. Instead, choosing to cry on your own most nights and make yourself your own cup of hot tea to relax.
By now, it was getting better. Things were evening out. The temperature was cooling to that perfect not-too-hot degree. The leaves were orange and brown now. Crispy. Falling to the ground. Perfect to crunch beneath your boots. You loved the refreshing breeze, especially after a night of rainfall. And with Minaโs annual Halloween party drawing near, you were feeling the best you had within the past couple months.
You had decided on a couple costume with Touya as Mina had with her boyfriend. You were still in the process of convincing Touya that going as an angel and devil was a good idea. You would be the angel and he the devil, duh. You already had the white corset, miniskirt, and knee-high boots. All you needed was a halo and wings. You ended up throwing caution to the wind and opting for a more scandalous outfit because why not? You wanted to have a good time, feel good in your body. Ainโt nothing wrong with that.
You were at Target right now, texting Touya pictures of the different wings they had. You couldnโt decide whether to opt for long or short wings.
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you: which one do you like better? long or short?
mafia boss: does it matter? just pick one.
you: of course it matters! it changes the look you know
mafia boss: whatever. just get the cheapest one. iโll end up taking it off you anyways
you: ๐ง
mafia boss: donโt text me just emojis. you know i hate it when you do that
you: ๐๐
mafia boss: [y/n]
mafia boss: stop that shit
you: ๐
mafia boss: fucking hell. youโre so annoying you know that? canโt stand you sometimes
you: sorry boss๐
mafia boss: fuck off
two minutes later
mafia boss: get the short ones
You already had them in your cart after deciding that the long wings would be too much of a hassle to move around in. You headed to the self-checkout and paid for your goodies. Walking back to your car, you text the girls group chat about your purchases and they let you know that theyโre almost done as well. The party is tomorrow night after all!
You make it back home safely and unpack your boot. Afterwards, you grab a glass of iced water and some frozen grapes, getting ready to settle into an afternoon study session.
โฆโนโโกโโฆ
The party was in an hour.
You were sitting on your bedroom floor, applying concealer to your dark under-eyes. You had already put on your costume (except for the wings and halo of course). You put on your makeup with a steady hand, thankfully applying your eyeliner perfectly the first time. It was one of those rare occasions where your wings were twins, not sisters. You finished off with some setting powder and setting spray, ecstatic with how the look turned out. You then put your products away in your organiser, throwing mascara-stained tissues in the small pink bin near the door.
Standing up, you grabbed your phone form your bed and saw Touyaโs message that he was outside. You smiled to yourself and giggled a little, excited to show him your costume and to see him in his. You slipped on your halo and boots, leaving your wings for just before the party. You took a moment to look at yourself in the mirror. The corset highlighted your perked breasts, tiny waist and divine curves to perfection while the miniskirt showed off your round ass. Satisfied, you grabbed your clutch and headed to your front door. Before leaving, you called out to your parents, letting them know that you were going now.
As soon as you stepped out, you caught sight of Touya leaning against the side of his car, inked arms crossed over his chest. His white, spiky hair was the perfect contrast to the dark colour palette of his costume. Silky black button up rolled up to his elbows, barely buttoned to show off his toned contours; tight fitting black trousers to draw attention to those meaty thighs paired with black dress shoes. You were obsessed with the silver chains dangling from his neck, one with a large cross on it. He had changed his ear piercings to match. It was giving tortured mafia boss if not for the blood-red devil-horns headband clutched tight in his veiny hands.
You really should have had more input in his costume as it was CRIMINAL to look this good.
A lazy smile stretches across his face as he takes in you and your incessant ogling. Your knees have gone slightly weak from the sight of your boyfriend like this. But, you power through as you walk over to him, trying your best to look as effortless and confident as he does.
Once youโre within reach, he wraps his arm around your shoulders. He draws you into him, avoiding the bobbling halo with his chin. He smells like pine and cigarettes. Must have been with Jin.
โDonโt you clean up well?โ You tease, pulling back from him.
โThis?โ He raises an eyebrow, sharp blue eyes narrowing slightly as he looks down at you. โThis is nothing.โ You chuckle, slapping your palm playfully against his exposed chest.
โThis is everything,โ you say to Touya as he moves and opens the passenger door for you.
The drive to Minaโs place isnโt too long. You love the little lanterns sheโs put along the driveway; larger jack-o lanterns closer to the house. It had been cleared and returned back to Minaโs family at the start of this week from the authorities, just in time for her party. You noticed that the place already looked full, the party in full swing. Were you late?
Touya parks off to the side and you slip on your wings before he grabs your hand and guides you inside. There are already many drunk young people dancing or making out when you walk into the living room. You spot Mina and Himiko sitting together on the couch. Himiko notices you first and gives you a big wave, standing up as you come over. She came as a vampire, fake blood smeared across her lips and neck. Her already sharp canines make for the perfect fangs. She takes you into her arms, giving you a big hug before complimenting your costume. You return the compliment and move over to give Mina a hug.
Sheโs dressed as a playboy bunny; bow tie and white cuffs, black corset showing off her curves. Behind the couch, Kirishima stands in a tux.
โI love this,โ you say, pulling away from her warm embrace. Your finger points to her costume. She giggles and eyes your costume in return.
โSpin!โ She squeals. You laugh at her enthusiasm, doing a little spin. Your eyes meet Touyaโs for a moment and all he can do is smirk at you.
โThis is so hot!!โ She exclaims as she claps her hands together. You laugh and thank her.
Out of the corner of your eye, you can see Touya looking around the room, his eyes scanning intensely as if searching for someone. You sit down on the couch; heโs in front of you. โTouya,โ you start as you lean forward and grab his hand, โYou okay?โ He looks down at you with slightly wide eyes and raised brows. Yet in a second, all notion of surprise has been erased from his face. He now stares at you with an almost hungry glare, tongue darting out across his lower lip as his familiar grin stretches across his face.
โFine. Why donโt I get you a drink?โ You shake your head, Touya knows you donโt like drinking at parties.
Seeing your reluctance, he gets down on one knee in front of you. His other large, warm hand envelops yours.
โCome on, babe. You know Iโll take care of you.โ You bite your lower lip, thinking his proposition over. Finally, you nod. One drink canโt hurt, right? He smiles wider, rising from the floor and leaving you with your friends on the couch.
You and the girls chat for a little before Himiko sees Midoriya arrive. In an instant, sheโs up and walking over to him. You and Mina giggle, giving each other that knowing look.
You come a little closer and whisper in her ear, โDo you think Midoriya knows how she feels?โ
Mina slaps your shoulder playfully as she rolls her eyes. โNo way! Heโs dumb as when it comes to romance.โ You two laugh until Mina stands up suddenly, telling you that she and Kiri are gonna go check on the other guests. You nod, albeit saddened that you would be left alone. What was taking Touya so long? You wonder.
You donโt have to wonder for long though as a certain blond and black-haired boy comes almost running over to you.
โ[Y/n]!! There you are! I was worried you werenโt gonna make it tonight.โ Denki. You watch, mentally pleading for him not to come over as he comes over. You stand up to meet him, forcing yourself not to sigh or roll your eyes. Just play nice, you tell yourself. Touya will be here soon.
โHey, Denki.โ You give him a forced smile. He doesnโt seem to notice though (when does he ever?). His doe eyes rake over your figure, clearly enjoying how sumptuous you look in such a tight bodice and short skirt. You internally curse yourself. This is the kind of situation you wanted to avoid. Sex-crazed teenage boys checking you out. Should have come as a ghost or inflatable dinosaur, you think.
โDamn girl, someone better tell God heโs missing an angel.โ Denkiโs licking his lips, his golden eyes meeting yours. The lewd look in them sends shivers down your spine. And not in a good way.
You laugh nervously, โHaha yea, um. And whatโre you, Denki?โ
โIโm a cowboy obviously.โ You get a better look at his costume. Cowboy boots, akubra, fringed jacket. How didnโt you see that? You furrow your brows, assuming that you were probably too uncomfortable to notice when a cold hand grabs your shoulder. You squeak, jumping slightly. You turn around, stepping back so youโre closer to Denki than youโre usually comfortable with. Youโre met with deep red eyes beneath long, light blue waves.
โShigaraki,โ you breathe out. You chuckle, embarrassed by how much he surprised you.
โCome,โ he says. You stop laughing. You look back at those soulless, bored eyes. They stare at you but you donโt feel like theyโre really staring at you.
โWhat?โ
โCome. Weโre gonna have some fun,โ he states in monotone.
He starts walking away from you, stopping near the doorway. He looks back at you expectantly. You turn to look at Denki. His golden gaze flickers back and forth between the blue-haired boy and you. You clear your throat briefly before you bid him a goodbye.
โSorry, Denki. Iโll see you around.โ You raise your hand to wave but he pipes up, โNo!โ You tilt your head to the side in confusion.
โI-Iโll come with you.โ He leans closer to you and it takes everything in you not to lean back. He whispers to you, the scent of alcohol on his breath, โI donโt trust him.โ You shake your head.
โThatโs not necessary, Denki. Iโm flattered, really, butโโ Denkiโs already started walking towards Shigaraki. He looks back at you, feigning confidence.
โAre you coming or what?โ
You sigh. Your feet move on instinct towards the doorway where Shigaraki is. Denki waits for you to catch up and then stays behind you. Real tough guy.
Shigaraki leads you out of Minaโs house and into the surrounding woods. You all walk together without a light. The moon is bright overhead; full. It casts a certain glow over the scenery. You are closely behind Shigaraki and you notice his โcostumeโ (if you could call it that). Heโs in a pair of baggy jeans and his usual long sleeve black tee.
โWhat did you come as, Shiggy?โ You ask him.
He doesnโt turn around as he mumbles, โA high school drop-out.โ
You continue walking in the twilight woods, dodging trees and their sagging branches. Twigs and dry leaves snap beneath your feet and you can hear the chattering of animals. By now, the sounds of the party have faded into the background. Only the reverb trickles to where you are. You begin to think that Shiggy lured you out here to fuck with you. Was this really his idea of fun?
You catch a glimpse of the lake. It sparkles beneath the full moon. The surface shimmers like a million jewels. The water is dark, more black than blue, nothing like Touyaโs eyes. He has such bright, burning eyes. You feel a pang in your chest; you miss him already.
โShiggy, where are we going?โ You whine. You can hear how that nickname had his lips pressing into a hard line. Heโs despised it ever since you started calling him that. But, he tolerates it. He knows that you like calling him that and Touya will have a go at him if he upsets you.
โLook.โ His voice is as dull and cold as ever.
You look past his broad shoulders, seeing the outline of a cabin come into view. You couldnโt hear anything from inside and there didnโt appear to be any lights turned on.
โIs it just us or?โ You ask.
โY-yea.โ Denkiโs voice shakes. He clears his throat and you look behind you, seeing him a little further back than you thought he was. His hat has been lost to the wilderness. Shigaraki doesnโt respond as he emerges from the trees.
The space around the cabin has been cleared; a little path made tracking down to the lake. It looks abandoned. The vegetation is overgrown, vines climbing up the undulating wood. Shigaraki almost looks ghostly, godly, ethereal in the unfiltered moonlight. The light bounces off of his pale, dry skin. His hair looks like the soft ripples on the lakeโs surface. His eyes sparkle like garnets. Your breath is taken away by the sight of him like this. The way his skin stretches taut over his jaw, collarbones, his scarred handsโฆ Whatโs wrong with you?
You canโt see it but, you look like an actual angel from the heavens above in the moonโs glow. It catches on your loose curls which trail down to your waist, on the curve of your breasts pressed tight against your corset. It gives the exposed skin of your thighs and calves a certain radiance.
In a cacophony of twigs snapping and insects groaning, Denki stumbles out from the tree-line. You both turn your heads to look at him. Your usual response would be to giggle, but there was something unsettling in the air. Maybe it was the fact that it was Halloween. That you were all alone in the middle of the woods with two men, one you trust and one that looks like he might throw up from fear. That the sunโs burnish had since faded, leaving only the blackness of night. You couldnโt shake this feeling that something bad was going to happen.
Shigaraki moves towards the front door, opening it with some force due to the moss that had grown on the edges. He opens it wide, nodding for you all to enter. You look back at Denki and see how pale heโs become. Deciding that itโs for the best, you walk up to the cabin first and enter sideways to avoid hitting your wings. It takes a few moments for your eyes to adjust to the darkness of the cabin. The only light is that of the moonโs streaming in through the spider-webbed windows. You can just make out the lines of a couch off to the side when the door behind you slams shuts.
You try to turn around but you donโt get far. Your eyes widen as Shigarakiโs arm wraps around yours, pulling them behind your back. His hard body presses into you from behind.
โShiggy!โ You shout. His other hand comes to your chest, arm pressing slightly into your neck and keeping you facing forward. You whimper, struggling and trying to fight him off.
What you donโt notice is the man standing in front of you. Your jerking movements are silenced by his words.
โWhatโs wrong, baby? Arenโt you happy to see me?โ
You look up, rapidly taking in a wide-eyed and equally panicking Denki. Pressed against his side, a figure black as night intercut by pale, tattooed skin and deliciously defined muscles. You meet those ocean blue eyes, crinkled in amusement. A wide, manic grin is spread across his pink-inked lips.
โTouya.โ Your voice is barely audible. You struggle even harder in Shigarakiโs hold. โTouya! Touya, whatโs going on? I thoughtโโ You let out a yelp as your blue-haired captor tightens his grip on you.
โTouya,โ you yelp. Youโre looking up at him with desperation in your eyes. Your breathing is stuttered and heartbeat erratically thumping in your chest.
Touyaโs fierce eyes flicker to his accomplice for a moment before meeting yours again.
โWhat did you think? That we were gonna โhave some funโ? We are, baby.โ Touya shifts forward, bringing a struggling Denki with him. โWe are.โ And then you see it. The silver sleek glimmer of a knife.
Itโs like time has slowed down twofold as you watch Touyaโs pale fingers flex around the steel handle and raise the blade, plunging it deep into the blond boyโs chest. You scream. Your shriek echoes in your own mind, bouncing off the walls. Reverberating. You canโt close your eyes but you canโt bear to watch as Touya continues to drive the knife into Denkiโs increasingly limp body. You canโt stop seeing the blood bleeding out, staining, conquering the plaid shirt he wears, spilling onto the fringed jacket, spewing onto his jeans. You canโt stop hearing his shrieks and pleas for mercy. His pain. Your eyes, your ears, are glued to the sight.
Touya throws him to the side. Limp body landing with a thud like a doll. His golden eyes are dull, lifeless, wide-open. His final resting face is one of terror. Even in death, heโs looking at you.
Hot, dripping, blood-stained fingers grab harshly at your jaw, bringing your gaze to yourโฆ Your what? Your boyfriend? Lover? The man that just stabbed an innocent boy to death in front of you? His brows furrow, seeing your unfocused gaze. All you can utter is his name.
โTouyaโฆโ He bursts out laughing. In a fit. You watch as he just stands there, fingers gripping you harshly, and cackling harshly. At what? You donโt understand. What could possibly be funny about this situation?
โTouya, why?โ You ask quietly. Itโs all you can do to keep yourself from collapsing on the floor. He snaps his head back to you.
โWhy? Isnโt it obvious? Iโm doing this all for you.โ
Did you hear that right?
He chuckles, โYou canโt really be that dumb, can you?โ You stopped functioning about three minutes ago. Youโre left speechless by him, no response forming in your mind. Only the scenes of what you just saw fill it. Your consciousness. Your unconsciousness. You can taste the metallic scent of blood on your tongue. You inhale it, unable to escape its tang. It fills the cabin, stifling.
โYou really havenโt worked it out? Bubblegum bitch, that narcissist, and short circuit over here. I killed them all for you.โ
What?
He. You. Iโฆ He what?
You blink slowly, trying to un-hear the words you just heard.
โTouyaโโ
โYou just donโt get it, do you?โ He steps back, putting distance between you and taking his bloodied fingers with him. He stretches his arms to the side, knife still in his hand, and looks upward.
โI love you so much, [y/n]. So much. I would kill for you. Why couldnโt you just ask me to?โ His arms fall to his sides, head lowering to look back to you. He has this crazed melancholy look in his eyes. You feel Shigarakiโs fingers shift on arm, causing you to whimper. He had been holding you so tight. Somehow, you hadnโt even noticed until now.
Youโre choking back sobs, tears welling in the corners of your eyes as you speak, โT-Touya.โ Your voice wavers. You look down, letting the tears fall. Your breaths are shaky, racking through your body. You stand there, kept upright by Shigarakiโs harsh grip, sobbing. You would fall to the floor if you could. Touyaโs sharp eyes watch your every movement. He sees how much your small shoulders tremble with your tears. But, he doesnโt have time to deal with your emotional outburst when heโs got other plans on his mind.
You feel Touyaโs familiar hand gripping your shoulder, pushing you back slightly. You throw your head back, teary eyes meeting his. You blink, his perfect face becoming clearer. โYouโre my girl, arenโt you? Forever mine.โ Heโs smiling down at you, all traces of sadness gone. Replaced with something else. You bite your lower lip roughly, trying to keep the tremors in.
You know that the victims of the love of your life had annoyed you, had hurt you, but did they deserve to die for that? You couldnโt say for certain.
You can feel his grip on your shoulder tighten. You yelp and cry out, โI-Iโฆ I donโt know, Touya. I donโt know!โ This was too much to process. Too much for you to handle.
He looks past you to Shigaraki. He commands the blue-haired boy to hold your neck. You shudder in fright and struggle, crying out โNo!โ Unfortunately, to no avail. Shigarakiโs got your head pinned to the side with his hand that was on your chest. The length of your neck is exposed to your boyfriend. You look to the side, your pretty eyes wide and afraid. Like a deer in headlights. You watch as Touya raises the blood-slicked knife to your pale, delicate skin. And then, you feel it.
You scream out in pain, white-hot searing pain as you feel the blade dig into your skin, dragging across. A moment of relief, and then the burn is back. Youโre crying, sobbing like your life depends on it. Youโre praying to the Lords above, begging for sweet mercy on your soul.
After an eon of pain, the blade leaves your skin. But, it feels like it never left. You hear it thud on the floorboards.
You canโt seem to stop crying. You feel Shigarakiโs hand leave your cheek only for it to be replaced by Touyaโs long, red fingers gripping your chin once more. You watch through cloudy eyes as he leans down, thick tongue on your wound, lapping your blood like a newborn pup itโs motherโs milk. You choke out another sob. He pulls back, stretching out his arms to you like he would when you fall into his arms and give him a big hug.
โCome โere.โ
Shigaraki lets go of you. You stumble forward, collapsing into Touya. Youโre breathing hard. You canโt decide whether youโre repulsed by the wet drip-press of blood staining Touyaโs clothes and skin against your clammy, trembling body. Touya taunts, teases you, โWhy donโt we have some fun now?โ You want to smack him across the head. And then tell him to never let you go. You barely manage a nod to which Touya smirks at your compliance. Not that it would have mattered. He knew he could always convince you.
Even though heโs hurt you, just now actually in a very tangible, painful way, you still loved him. Godโฆ You loved him like everyone loves cat videos, like flowers love the sun, or mosquitoes love LED zappers. You love him in a way that you are drawn to him, you want to be with him, and you need him, even if there are consequences. Since when have you been so clingy? It doesnโt matter now. Thereโs no cure for such inevitable feelings. He could kill you, he couldโve killed you, and you wouldnโt have cared. There is no way humanly possible that he could get rid of you now. Thatโs how you loved him.
He loops his arm under your legs, picking you up and carrying you. Your arms wrap around his neck, tears still running down your cheeks as pain courses throughout your body. And not just the physical kind. You donโt care to watch as Touya takes you up the stairs and to the master bedroom at the back of the cabin, Shigaraki silently following behind.
With one hand around you, he opens the bedroom door with the other. He walks through the threshold, coming over to the bed and dropping you onto it. You yelp in pain at the sudden drop. Your eyes squint at the glow of the lamp Touya just flicked on. He waits patiently for you to adjust, his body hovering above yours. Your eyes focus, seeing him really for the first time since he left your side at the party. He really is covered in blood, soaked to the bone. And soon, you will be too.
He leans down, bringing his lips to yours. You sigh into the kiss, enjoying the familiar heat he ignites beneath your skin. Your hands reach up and grip his shoulders. They slide up slicked with blood to his neck and then into his white, now red, locks. You can feel him smile into you. His own hands on you. One grasping the back of your neck, careful to avoid your still bleeding cut. The other was tight on your waist. You moan into his lips, relishing in the sweet, wet sensation of his tongue licking your lips and slipping into your mouth. You moan louder once your tongues swirl together. Your fingers tug at the hair on the base of his neck, earning a groan from him.
Soon enough, he pulls away and sits back on his haunches. Youโre breathless, watching intently as he rips a strip of fabric from your white skirt. He leans down, using it to wipe the blood of the mark heโs left on you. He repeats the process, tearing off another strip. But this time, he presses the fabric into your weeping wound. You cry out, โFuck, Touya! Youโre hurting me.โ He clicks his tongue at you. โGrit your teeth, love. I want your scar to be pretty.โ You whimper in response, doing as he tells you.
After a couple of minutes, he removes the blood-soaked fabric from your neck. He turns it over and wipes it gently. A satisfied smirk spreads across his face; he throws it to the floor. He wipes his hands on your previously white corset, shifting back and rolling you over onto your stomach. You can feel him take off your angel wings that were attached to it before his fingers expertly work at the laces you asked your mother to tie only hours earlier. How innocent you were then. How untouched by the stench, the feel of blood caressing your soft skin. How holy your memories, the things you had seen were. Something you would never get back, not with time, not with healing.
You tried to push yourself up a little to breathe, seeing as your face was stuffed into a fluffy white pillow. But Touya wasnโt having that. As soon as you moved, the flat of his palm pressed down on your upper back, making your attempt futile. You settled for turning your head to the side. And what you see shocks you. More like, who you see. You hadnโt realised that Shigaraki followed you two up here. And now, your eyes were wide and mouth slightly agape at seeing him sitting on a plush chair in the corner, playing some game on his phone. Unbothered much? Goals fr.
You feel the release of your corset as Touya finishes ripping out the cord. He turns you over onto your back, thighs straddling your hips, and he tears the bodice from your body. Your hands reflexively come to your chest, covering your exposed breasts. That earns you creased brows and a tensed jaw from Touya. When he looks at you expectantly, urging you to drop your hands, you shake your head and then tilt it in Shigarakiโs direction. Touya reassures you, โDonโt worry about him.โ His fingers wrap around your wrists pulling and pushing them down to your sides. โPay attention to me.โ You bite your lip and nod.
Touya runs his fingers over your chest, leaving burning-hot, red streaks across the porcelain skin. You shiver beneath his touch, his skin impossibly hot. The heat radiates and seeps into your body, your bones, with every single one of his touches. Heโs got that shit-eating grin on his face, enjoying the effect heโs having on you. He leans down, lips leaving kisses and nips on your dรฉcolletage, making his way down to your full breasts. He bites at the flesh, sucking hickeys on the softness. You mewl the sensation, breath getting caught in your throat. Your fingers are back in his hair, gripping it tighter once he takes your nipple into his blazingly hot mouth. You cry out in pleasure.
Amidst the sensations turning you into a gooey mush beneath your loverโs fingertips, you can feel the cool, late night breeze on your skin. You turn your head to the side, seeing the window cracked open halfway. The view is stunning. The lake in clear view, only slightly hindered by the dense trees. It glistens the way it did when you were last outside. When Denki was stillโ You bite back at the thought, telling yourself that you would deal with the consequences of this all later. Right now, you just need to feel this. To feel him.
You moan, back arching slightly as Touya tongue drifts across your skin. The searing saliva like cold water painting your body because of the breeze. A break from his heat.
Touyaโs hands come to your ribs, gently gripping them, feeling the ridges beneath and between his fingers, and pushing you back down onto the blankets. You bite your lip, sigh-moaning. He groans at the sight of his handprints on you once he trails his fingers down your stomach.
Youโre bucking your hips, mewing his name as his fingers curl beneath the waistband of your white skirt. He chuckles, proud that he can get his little girl this riled up with such little foreplay. He begins to pull it down, but the skirt wonโt budge without hurting you; itโs caught on your wide hips.
โTouyaaaa,โ you moan. His brows furrow.
โHow the fuck do I get this off you?โ You giggle in response.
He speaks through tense teeth, โWhereโs the zip?โ Heโs gripping your hips tightly through the skirt, trying to stop you from moving around so much. He loves how needy you are but he wants you to be patient. Something youโre not very good at.
โAt the back,โ you coo.
Armed with that knowledge, he grips the waistband, reefing it to the side so that he can see the zip. He pulls the zip down, dragging the skirt over your legs. Next, he removes your knee-high boots. He takes a few nips and bites at your calves and shins once pulling them off. You gasp in shock. You were so exposed now. The breeze like water washing over your body, basking it in coolness. All that was left was your halo headband and panties.
Leaning down, he stripped you of those too before returning to his spot between your legs, his lips and tongue on your stomach. He kisses down the length of it, giving the sides of your waist and hips extra attention. You love the sensation of his teeth drawing in the flesh over your hip bones. It has you squealing and moaning. It has your arousal pooling in between your legs. You feel grateful that your heat isnโt pressed against him. At least, not yet. That would be too much for you to handle right now.
And he doesnโt stop there. Soon, heโs raising your legs and draping them over his shoulders, leaving love bites all over your inner thighs. You can feel his hot breath fanning your pussy. It has you drawing in a shaky breath, waiting for his head to dip down and give you what youโve been needing for the past couple months.
You moan loudly once his tongue is slipping through your folds, hitting all the right spots and leaving you shuddering in pleasure. He goes hard, sucking and slurping your cunt like itโs his lifeline. A slew of moans alongside the wet sloppy sounds of your pussy fill the room.
โTouya! Touyaaa.โ You keep repeating his name as his tongue circles your clit, taking it into his mouth. The heat makes you melt even more into a blubbering mess of slick, sweat, and blood. You squeal as he slips his finger into you, no warning. Youโre up on your elbows, looking down at him as he continues sucking your clit, smirking all the while, and drawing his finger in and out of your sopping hole. Your back arcs at a particularly deep push in of his finger, your elbows giving out. You moan at the sensation.
Seeing how much you enjoyed that, he adds another finger. Only two and you already feel so full of him. Touya might not have thick fingers, but their length plunges so deep into you. They have you mewling like his cock will once he slips it into you.
He continues sliding his fingers in and out of you, leans back slightly to take in the sight of his girl at his complete mercy. His thumb flicks over your clit, pressing hard while his fingers curl, hitting your g-spot. You canโt control the moans and whines that slip past your mouth once you feel that, and how they continue to spew from you as he continues to repeat the movement over and over again.
And then, he stops. Touya draws his fingers out of you. You watch, mind hazy with pleasure, what happens next. Touya sits back fully, your legs falling from his shoulders. He looks off to the side, the sight of him something else with the blood now mostly dried, chains stained as well as his exposed chest.
He calls out, โShigaraki.โ The blue-haired boy looks up, scrunching up his brows.
โWhat?โ He asks, annoyance evident in his tone. Touya smirks.
โCome over here.โ Shigaraki rolls his eyes.
Touya repeats himself, โCome here.โ Shigaraki groans, dropping his phone onto the chair as he rises from it and comes to stand off to the side of the bed.
Your eyes are glued to Touya raising the fingers that were just inside of you to Shigaraki.
Touya stares at the boy beside him as he says, โTaste her. Sheโs as good as she looks.โ Shigarakiโs red like the blood staining your bodyโs eyes flick between you and Touyaโs soaked fingers before leans down and takes them in his mouth.
Your eyes widen. You never would have thought in a million years that you would see Shigaraki sucking Touyaโs fingers, let alone sucking your juices off of Touyaโs fingers. The blue-haired boy pulls back and shrugs.
โA bit sweet,โ is all he has to say about you.
Touya chuckles, โYou know, Shigs, if youโd ever tasted a woman before then you would know the difference between what tastes good and what doesnโt.โ
Shigaraki narrows his eyes at his friend. Itโs not a secret among his friend group that heโs notโฆ particularly experienced. And he seems to like it that way. Doesnโt mean though that they donโt give him shit for it whenever possible.
โI donโt need to.โ This only makes Touya laugh more.
โSure sure, Shigs. Why donโt you get back to your game or whatever?โ Touya throws his head back now in laughter. But, the blue-haired boy just stands there, staring at Touya. Itโs clear that heโs teetering on the edge of retreating into nonchalance andโฆ and something else. You sit up, biting your lip.
โTouya,โ you say. Your arms are covering your chest, trying to preserve what little of your dignity you have left in Shigarakuโs presence.
Touya rolls his head to the side, looking at you before rolling his head to the other side and looking up at Shigaraki.
โWhat? You wanna have a go? Think Iโd share my girl with you?โ Touyaโs smiling, eyes almost closed from how wide his grin is.
Shigaraki grumbles, โOf course not.โ He steps back and starts to walk back to his spot when Touya half gets up, one of his legs on the floor, the other still beneath his body. His fingers grasp Shigarakiโs forearm.
โIโm just fucking with you jeez, Shigs. Come here.โ
Now youโve got goggle eyes like a dead fish. Did you hear that quite right? Did that-does he mean?
Shigaraki shakes Touyaโs hand off, turning back around to look at the both of you. Touya looks back at you. He settles back down on the bed, leaning over to you and pushing you down. Your hands are on his chest.
โTouya.โ Your voice has jumped an octave or two.
โTouya,โ you say with more urgency.
He sighs, โShh, babe.โ Your back is pressed into the soft blankets again.
โYou donโt mind if he joins us, do you?โ You let out a little whine, drawing your bottom lip between your teeth. The pink-red flesh slips, its fullness rounding out perfectly. Touya traces it with his thumb slowly. Sexily.
โTouyaaa,โ you whine again.
He shakes his head before reassuring you, โDonโt worry, baby. Iโll be right here.โ
You could feel your heart fluttering, stuttering. Your cheeks set aflame. You just didnโt think that this would ever actually happen. Even the thought ofโฆ of Shigaraki seeing you in this way and Touya allowing it never-never crossed your mind. You felt so unprepared. You press your fingers harder into Touyaโs solid black and red-stained skin. You nod.
โOkay just, just pleaseโฆ Take care of me.โ Your eyes look so round, your lips so plump, so delicate, in Touyaโs piercing eyes. He gives you a gentle peck before leaning back and hopping off the bed. He claps a hand on Shigarakiโs back, giving him a final word of advice.
โSheโs all yours now. Just be careful, yea? โLax on the teeth.โ You gulp as Touya laughs. Shigaraki rolls his eyes.
โWhatever.โ
He kneels down on the bed, shifting to take Touyaโs place. You place your legs on either side of him, nibbling on your lips nervously. Your gaze flickers up to Touya, giving him pleading eyes, as he stands back. His arms are crossed over his chest, a sadistic smile on his lips. You look back to Shigaraki. He seemsโฆ confused. He slowly wraps his cold hands around the underside of your thighs, pushing them closer to you so he can get a better look at you. You feel nervous, sweat beginning to bead down your back. You feel so bare under Shigarakiโs careful eye because you are. And you hope that he has an idea of what to do in the position heโs in.
He meets your eyes for a long moment, staring into them with such intensity you have yet to see. It was almost as if he was getting ready to prove you wrong. To prove Touya wrong about what he could do to a woman and how he could make her feel. He breaks the stare, licking his chapped lips hungrily as he moves one of his hands closer to your heat. You can feel his fingertips lightly ghosting over your clit and folds. Enough to send shivers (good ones thankfully) throughout your entire body. You suck in a breath. Fierce eyes flicker, watching your reaction. He does the movement again, dragging his fingers through your folds firmer this time. This earns a small moan from you.
You know for a fact that you are soaked down there, so it comes as a surprise when he spits on your pussy. He uses his fingers to spread the saliva, massaging it into your tender, soft skin. Your breathing is hitching. At last, he brings his face down. You feel his nose graze your clit as his warm tongue licks from your hole up to it. Your breathing catches. He keeps going, slow and steady. He listens to how you react when he applies pressure in certain spots, soon picking up on how much you enjoy it when he stimulates your clit. His thumb grazes over your hood and he takes the sensitive bundle of nerves into his mouth.
You moan as he sucks on it, his tongue swirling over and around it. He continues and you feel his teeth graze your clit. The sensation has you pressing yourself up on your elbows, your hand coming to his cheek and pulling his head back. He looks up at you, a line of spit connecting your soaking pussy and his lips. You shake your head.
โNo teeth, at all, okay?โ He hums in response before sitting up. He gives you this look. Itโs almost like a warning. To be cautious. You tilt your head to the side, confused.
Cool fingers grab your searing hips and pull you forward so that your ass is pressed against his clothed chest, thighs on his shoulders. You moan, arching your back as you feel his tongue slip into your hole. He explores you, the way you taste. Youโre like putty in his mouth the way you seem to soften and slip.
You let him hold you, and then he flicks his tongue and youโre pressing your hips up again as your back arcs. For the next few, you go from looking up at white ceiling to squeezing your eyes closed, looking at Shiggy and then looking at Touya. You can barely focus on the glint in your partnerโs eyes. The way he likes seeing you so merciful and shameless. Heโs glad Shigaraki actually has some idea of what heโs doing (as if) and if he doesnโt, then youโll take charge.
From the sounds of your filthy mewls, Touya knows youโre getting close and he doesnโt want to miss a moment of your climax.
โShigs,โ he says, voice low. The blue-haired boy stops his ministrations. His unruly hair falls back as he looks up, licking his now soaked lips.
โSave me some, will you?โ Shigaraki smirks.
โYou can have her back now.โ He looks down at his work โ you breathless and dazed, saliva and slick running down your tummy and ass โ satisfied. He gently sets you back down on the bed, tongue on your body from your pussy, up and over your stomach and through your breasts, up your neck to the soft skin beneath your ear where he nips. Your arms wrap around the back of his neck and for the first time, your faces come close. Youโre looking up at him with lustful, lazy eyes while heโs looking at you with a cocky smirk on his lips. He leans down, closing the gap between you and gives you a tender, slow kiss. His first kiss.
You moan into his mouth, tasting yourself all over his tongue that glides against yours. His arms are wrapped around your upper back, pulling you deeper into him. Itโs only when Touya clears his throat that Shigaraki pulls away from you.
He says, โActually, Shigs. I think we should share for the night. I bet [y/n] would like that, wouldnโt you doll?โ You let out a strangled noise, more like a moan than a hum. Touya chuckles. Shigarakiโs forehead creases as he looks from Touya to you and back.
He sighs, โAnd waste my time?โ An irritated noise comes from your throat on instinct.
โShiggyyy,โ you mewl. You have his attention at once.
โAm I really a waste of your time?โ You sound much more hurt than you actually are at his words. Shiggy looks taken aback by your sudden emotional sensitivity.
โYes.โ
Touyaโs hand grips his shoulder, pulling him back from you. He leans down as whispers but not really as you can still hear him in the blue-haired boyโs ear, โIf a woman asks you if sheโs a waste of your time, the answer is always โNoโ.โ Touyaโs voice quietens so you strain to hear it, โTo her face, anyways.โ Shigaraki looks unamused by his friendโs โhelpfulโ tip.
Touya pulls back now, speaking at his usual volume in his usual offhand manner, โSuit yourself though. I trust that if you donโt wanna be up โere with us then youโll be taking care of whatโs downstairs.โ
To think, a boy lie dead downstairs. And you were just bucking your hips like a bitch in heat and crying out for more. Disgusting. Unfortunately true.
At this, Shigaraki seems to liven up. He retorts, โIโd rather suck your dick than do your bidding.โ
Touya laughs, โThat can be arranged. What do you think, my pretty girl?โ You shake your head, sitting up too.
โOnly I get to do that,โ you tease.
Touya says through his smirk, โYou heard her. Now, get downstairs if youโre not gonna be of any use up โere.โ
Your boyfriend lets go of Shigarakiโs shoulder and comes closer to you. You grin as he pulls you into a rough kiss. His teeth bite into your lower lip, his tongue exercises dominance over yours. He leaves your lips, peppering kisses and bites on your chin and neck, just missing your wound. Once he pulls back, he grabs your hands and puts them on his chest, giving you the hint to take off his clothes.
You comply, unbuttoning the only two buttoned-buttons on his shirt and pushing it back, helping him to pull it off. You remove his devil-horns headband, casting it to the side. Next, you go for his belt. You unbuckle it and look up, your [e/c] eyes meeting his blue ones. You raise your eyebrow, silently asking him how he wants you to do this. He catches your meaning as heโs caught it many a time before and slides off of the bed. He leans over to you and grips your forearms, helping to pull you off it.
Youโre unsteady on your feet, falling into him from your awfully weak knees. He grins, placing his hands on your shoulders and gently pushing you down to your knees. All while, Shigaraki watches. He hasnโt moved an inch since Touyaโs demand-request.
You untie Touyaโs shoes and pull them off before unzipping his trousers and pulling them off too. You run your hands up and down his inked-pale legs, gripping his thighs before moving your hands to cup his erect cock. You can see and feel how hard it is through his bloodied trunks. You smirk as he groans into your touch. You apply pressure at the base before running your hand along his dick. โDonโt make me wait, love.โ You giggle in response, hands in the waistband and his underwear down his legs and off.
You love the sight of him. So swollen and hard, precum leaking out of the tip. Touyaโs eyes are on you, waiting for you to suck him off. You grasp his tip, thumb in his slit before spreading his precum down his shaft. You sloppily suck the tip, saliva dripping down the length of his cock. You can taste the salt of his precum and the metallic-ness ofโฆ of Denkiโs blood. You pull your mouth off of him, licking your other palm and using two hands to jerk him off. You do so for a little, enjoying watching him get all worked up. He presses his hips forward, the look in his eyes begging you to just take him back in your warm mouth.
The outside breeze ruffles your loose curls and cools the saliva on his cock, causing him to suck in a breath. You give him what he wants. Your big eyes look up at him as you take his tip back into your mouth. You bob your head up and down, hollowing out your cheeks. One hand grips his base tightly while the other cups and fondles his balls. Heโs groaning and panting hard at how good your mouth feels. And soon enough, he needs more.
You feel Touyaโs fingers wrap around your locks, close to your roots. He steadies your head and rocks his hips, pumping his cock in and out of your mouth. Your hands hold his thighs as he fucks your dirty mouth. You canโt take your eyes off of him, and he canโt take his off of you. You moan into his cock and Touya stops thrusting, instead gripping the back of your head with his other hand and shoving his entire cock down your throat. His white hair tickles your nose as you gag around him, tears forming in the corners of your eyes. He likes it when you choke on his dick and cry for him.
He keeps you like that, thrusting his hips slightly back and forth so you deep-throat him. Youโre gagging and crying, and you wouldnโt want it any other way. After a minute or two, he gives you the reprieve you deserve, pulling your head back so his cock falls from your mouth. He tilts your head back so his angel is looking up at him and wipes your tears away. You sniffle and grab his wrists with your small hands. You smile up at him. Thereโs no other man whose cock you would so willingly choke on but Touyaโs.
โGood girl,โ Touya mutters under his breath. He leans down, locking his hands under your shoulders and helping you up to your feet. Your bodies press into one another and you share another passionate kiss. Your height difference means that Touyaโs cock springs against your lower tummy. You moan as his fingers pull at your hair. Your back arcs into him in response. He pulls away, spit dripping down your chin. He wipes it off with his palm, really noticing now how much enjoys seeing your mascara ruined and blood speckled and smeared on your face.
He turns to the side, bringing you with him. He looks over you, arms around you tight, at Shigaraki.
Touya teases, โThought you didnโt wanna waste your time?โ He raises an eyebrow and you giggle. You turn around, Touyaโs arms wrapped below and over your breasts. You both look at the boy sitting on the edge of the bed. He huffs, looking away from you both.
โI hate you.โ You giggle and lean back, looking up at Touya. Heโs staring at Shigaraki. You bite your lip playfully and look back to the blue-haired boy. You tug at Touyaโs arms and he releases you.
You walk over to Shigaraki. Seeing how heโs rather intent on ignoring you, you place a hand on his cheek and turn his head to face you. He stares up at you, lips pressed into a hard line once again.
You say quietly, โShigarakiโ He sighs. He reaches out to touch your shoulder but stops just short, hesitant. You gnaw on the side of your lower lip, curious and nervous about him. About what he wants.
You continue, โIf you join Touya and I, you can touch me all you like. Is that something you want?โ He shakes his head, smiling sadly.
โI hate touching.โ
You nod, โI know. Butโฆโ Youโre hesitant to outright ask him to join. You donโt want to pressure him into something he doesnโt want to do. And youโre already getting the hint that heโs feeling conflicted about the whole situation, regardless of what you or Touya want.
You step back, your hand falling from his cheek. But, he catches it. His red eyes meet yours as he raises your hand to his lips, gently kissing the back of it.
โDonโt bore me,โ he says. He stands up, scarred fingers hooking beneath the hem of his loose black shirt and pulling it off. You smirk, looking at Touya. You wish you could wiggle your brows like Mina can. If you could, this would have been the moment for it.
The warm glow of the lamp illuminates his pale skin; shadows cast on his surprisingly taut muscles. Your hands go to his jeans, unbuttoning them. Before you can pull them off, he pulls you into another kiss. This one is much deeper and hungry than the last. This one causes slick to pour from your pussy. You can feel it trailing down your thighs from how hard youโre pressing them together. Sucking Touyaโs cock definitely didnโt help in that department, and now Shigarakiโs lips on yours, his fingers gripping your flesh is sending you overboard.
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You scream out as Touya thrusts into you roughly from behind. Your delicate hands grip Shigarakiโs pecs as you rock forward to their rhythm. Youโre straddling him, cock pumping into your pussy as Touyaโs does into your ass. Youโre a moaning mess. Your back arcs with every movement. Youโve never felt so full before. The sensations familiar yet foreign, bringing you pleasure and pain in the stretch. You can feel Shigarakiโs red eyes on you, his stare intense. Heโs watching how you fall further apart with every thrust in and draw out. How you can barely keep breath in your lungs. How you bite down on your lip over and over again. He reaches up and grabs both sides of your face, drawing you down and pulling you into a sloppy kiss.
Youโre sent forward, squealing into Shigarakiโs mouth as Touya slaps the fat of your ass cheek. You break away from the kiss, head down as you shift further forward. Touya encourages you, his hand pushing your lower back down so that you lay against Shigaraki. Your head slips into his pale shoulder, light blue waves tickling your forehead resting on his collarbone. All of your moans and whines right below the boyโs ear.
Touya picks up the pace, fucking you harder and harder. Your arms wrap tight around Shigarakiโs neck as your mind goes blank, trying to comprehend the feelings, the buried desires, your boyfriend is setting alight in your body. You feel Shigarakiโs hand come to the back of your head, fingers threading into your now matted curls. His other arm wraps around your upper back, steadying you as he follows Touyaโs lead, thrusting faster and deeper into you.
No longer can you feel the cool breeze filtering through the open window for all you can feel is the hot, slick, stick of your bodies pressed together. Your body begins to tremble, shoulders shaking as you feel wave after wave of pleasure crash throughout your body. Your moans have turned into whimpers and whines, mewls, shrieks. You feel yourself getting worked up with emotion. A familiar swell rises in your throat. And before you realise it, tears are streaming down your cheeks.
Shigaraki looks down at you, alarmed at hearing you begin to sob. The wetness of your tears and breath dampens his skin. He looks up at Touya who either hasnโt realised or remains unfazed.
He grunts out, โSheโs crying.โ Touya chuckles short, licking his lips.
โGood.โ He wraps his inked hand around the front of your neck, pulling you back and leaning down so that his lips are by your ear.
โYou like this, donโt you baby?โ You whine out your agreement. Shifting your head slightly to catch his lips in a rough kiss. His teeth tear at your already bitten lower lip, the soft flesh swollen at this point. His tongue dominates yours in a dance, spit dripping, teeth gnashing. You can only moan into it. He pulls back, smirking at seeing how heโs fucked you into such a state.
You practically collapse onto Shigarakiโs chest, going back to holding him tight, trying to steady yourself in this moment.
You donโt have to try for long though as Touya abruptly stops, pulling out of you. Shigaraki is far more confused than you are, looking at his friend with furrowed brows. Youโre just grateful for a minute of rest. A very short minute, might I add. Touya leans over you, picking you up and re-positioning you so that your legs rest on his shoulders, your back pressed to Shigarakiโs chest. Youโre mewling as Touya eases Shiggyโs length into your ass, giving you a few seconds to adjust before he rams himself into your cunt. Your back arcs reflexively, your hands gripping your breasts. Touya wastes no more time, pounding into you as he was before.
You swear youโre seeing stars from the way this feels. Youโre squealing with every squelching plunge of their cocks into you. You canโt stop crying, the pleasure far too overwhelming. You call out their names through tears, your voice shaking as much as you are. It was as though you were in heaven. But that couldnโt be right because the way your body was begging for more was so sinful. In this moment, you couldnโt care less whether this was right or wrong, holy or unholy. All you wanted was the sweet release coiling in the pit of your stomach.
โT-Touya! Touya.โ He leans down, folding you, his hands pressing into the sheets beside Shigarakiโs head.
โWhat is it?โ He says. His voice is gruff, rasping. You cross your ankles behind his head, your eyes staring into his. You try to tell him what you mean with your eyes. Heโs usually very good at picking up on your non-verbal meaning. But sometimes, he likes making you say the things you would rather leave unsaid. Like right now.
โCome on, doll. Tell me,โ he demands. He grits his teeth as you scream out at his particularly merciless thrust. Your eyes roll upwards, your head tipping back naturally. Youโre rendered speechless, mentally begging Shigaraki to catch your meaning and speak for you. He doesnโt.
โUh,โ the boy groans. โThink sheโs uh. Nearing her end?โ Red eyes meet blue in an exchange of understanding. Touya grins wide at this revelation (that he totally didnโt pick up on before you even opened your mouth).
He teases you, hand wrapping around your neck, finger beneath your jaw. He pulls your head back forward, moaning as you look at him. He loves seeing you so fucked out.
โIs that what you were tryna say? You gonna cum for Shigs and I? Is that what you meant?โ His fingers press into the sides of your neck, earning a yelp from you. You do your best to nod, lips slightly parted and pouty. But thatโs not all you wanted to say.
Your voice comes out breathy and broken, โI want-want you tโโ You throw your head back once again at the sensation of how deep the boys are in you. You swear your guts are gonna be re-arranged with how harshly theyโre fucking you right now.
Touya raises his voice but you know heโs still playing with you. โWhat?! Spit it out already.โ His hand shifts up your neck, fingers coming to grip your jaw. You swear heโs already bruised you there, fingertips pressing into all of the sore spots. You whimper.
โTouya. Calm down,โ Shigaraki groans out. Touyaโs gaze flickers up to him for a second before coming back to you. Heโs smushing your cheeks together, waiting for your confession. Your fingers wrap around his wrist, body bouncing with each thrust.
You mewl, โYou to cum-in me-please.โ
He continues teasing you, saying, โJust me?โ
โN-no,โ you whine, choking out another sob. Touya licks his lips, looking past you to Shigaraki.
He teases, โYou โear that? Sheโs such a filthy slut, isnโt she?โ He lets go of your chin, stroking your face from your forehead to your cheek with the back of his hand.
โSuch a dirty girl with such a sweet face. You gonna be a good girl for us and take it?โ You nod, a crying, pathetic mess.
Touya leans back, pushing the back of your thighs into your chest and holding your legs by your ankles in one hand, the other smacking your ass. He fucks you at a brutal pace. Shigaraki gladly matches it. You cry harder, head rolling to the side and eyes finding Shigarakiโs. His fingers thread back into your hair, gently pulling your head back and drawing you into another kiss.
Heโs never really thought about how this would feel. How tight a woman could feel wrapped around his girth, drawing him in and squeezing around him. How she would look up at him, big doll eyes, and plead him to keep going. To keep pleasuring her. How she would taste. How she would sound. The foreign feelings that would rise in his body. Feelings he doesnโt know how to handle. What he does know is that heโs drunk on your lips, on every moan and whine you make, the taste of you, the scent of you. He canโt get enough of you just like this.
Once more, you pull away, head lolling to the back and side. You can feel your climax coming in hard and fast, knot tightening and tightening until itโs about to snap. So good it hurts. Shigarakiโs fingers are on your clit, making your fit of sobs and mewls even louder and erratic. You squeeze your eyes shut tight like you clench your walls around their cocks. Youโre getting closer and closer. Any second now youโre going to burst.
And then, you do. When the pleasure hits, you scream. Sobbing and seeing the universe. Youโve never felt anything like this before. The sensations convulsing throughout your body are unlike any other. They take you to heights youโve never been. They have you calling out the filthiest shit between tight teeth. You hear Touya and Shigarakiโs groans, their hot seed shooting ropes into you. Your back is arched so much that the top of your head touches the blue-haired boyโs chest. You feel so so so full of cock and and cum.
Youโre shaking in fits as your orgasm begins leaving your body. Tears and sobs rack through you. Touya pulls out of you, seeing how youโre trembling. He leans over your body, hand cupping the back of your head and bringing your face to the crook of his neck. His other arm is wrapped around you, hand rubbing circles on your back.
He comforts you, โShh shh, baby. Youโre okay. Youโre okay.โ He holds you, soothing you and helping you to calm down. As he does so, Shigaraki pulls out of you, a whimper slipping from your lips. He shifts to the side, allowing Touya to manoeuvre you onto your side and lay down with you. Warm light catches on blue hair as Shigaraki grabs the bloodied blankets kicked off the bed. He drapes them over your bodies, arms wrapping around your lower tummy and head resting on the back of your shoulder.
Your cries have quietened down by now, the final shudders and sobs passing through your body. You feel so heavy, so exhausted. No thoughts in your mind, your breathing slows. You pay no attention to the cum dripping from your pussy and ass, smearing your thighs and dripping down onto the ruined bed sheets.
โJust go to sleep,โ Shigaraki mutters into your skin. You mean to reply but donโt, letting the darkness and release swallow you whole, sending you into a deep, dreamless sleep.
โฆโนโโกโโฆ
You groan, the morning light filling your vision as you flutter your eyes open. Your surroundings come into focus. Black curtains open, bright sunlight illuminating a messy desk and black coat messily heaped into a corner on the wooden floorboards. You turn over, hoping to see Touyaโs sleeping frame but unfortunately, heโs already gone. You must have slept in. Wasnโt his class at 9am? You squint, making out 09:36 on the digital alarm clock on his bedside table.
You sit up and get out of Touyaโs bed. Quickly making it, throwing on one of his shirts, and then walking out into the hallway. You look heavenward, silently praying that youโre able to avoid everyone. And your prayers go unanswered. You yawn as you open the bathroom door, Shigaraki cursing you with his toothbrush in his mouth. You giggle and come over to the basin, giving him a quick peck on the cheek before grabbing your toothbrush and squeezing white paste onto it. He rolls his eyes at your gesture. You wet the brush with warm water and raise it to your mouth. As you brush your teeth, your eyes naturally gravitate to the freshly healed mark on your neck.
You remember how afraid you had been that night. How painful it was. How pleasurable. But now, it brought a smile to your face seeing Touyaโs initials carved into your delicate skin for eternity. Shigaraki spits, rinsing his mouth and leaving you alone in the bathroom. Youโre done pretty soon, rinsing your mouth and cleaning yourself up.
As you do so, you canโt stop smiling to yourself. Itโs not like this is your first time sleeping over at your belovedโs place. But, there was something so spell-binding, so soul-gripping about slow, sensual sex and hot tea afterwards, especially since you were finally ready after the last timeโฆ and since his initials were engraved on your neck now. You have to stop yourself from moaning at the thought of last night.
You leave the bathroom, heading back to Touyaโs room to get changed into something more suitable before going downstairs to the kitchen.
Himiko sits at the marble island bench, watching Jin fry scrambled eggs. You greet them both, grabbing a glass of water and plopping down on the stool next to Himiko. She leans over and gives you a warm hug before drawing back.
Jin tuts, โYou two shouldnโt be so loud, you know.โ You bite your lower lip and laugh nervously, looking down. โYou heard?โ
Himiko chimes in, โHard not to. These walls are so thin!โ You can feel the blush rising in your cheeks.
You defend yourself, โWe were trying to keep it down, I swear. We didnโt keep you up, right?โ Jin laughs, cracking two more eggs for you. Their goo drips and crackles as soon as they hit the pan.
โWeโre just teasing you, [y/n]. Actually, it wasnโt too bad this time.โ To say you were embarrassed was the understatement of the year. All you can manage is a stuttered, โO-oh.โ
Himiko and Jin laugh at you. You look down at the marble. They donโt give it up, teasing you until Jin places three plates of scrambled eggs and avocado toast on the bench. You thank him and dig into your meal. It tastes so good! You moan in satisfaction, earning stares from the two blonds before they laugh at you even harder. Their joy is infectious.
After you finish your breakfast, you run back up the stairs and head into Touyaโs room. You grab your phone, about to text him of your embarrassment, but you already see a message from him.
mafia boss: this little runt is pissing me off
mafia boss: [image attachment]
mafia boss: get rid of him for me?
You giggle to yourself, clicking on the image. You donโt need to look for long though, the drawn circle around half red-half white hair telling you all you need to know.
they see you in lingerie v.3
lov x fem!readerโ๏ฝกยฐโฉ โ implied smut, 770 words
ua students, pro heroes
todoroki touya (dabi)
โญ.แ you donโt get a chance to walk out of the wardrobe as dabi barges in. he was getting impatient with how long you were taking. as soon as he lays eyes on you, his usual smirk stretches across his phase. his gaze is filled with pride and lust at how sexy his girl looks for him. youโre in blue, the set matches his sharp eyes.
โwell, what do you have here?โ he teases. you giggle as he slowly steps forward, charred fingers slipping from the doorknob.
โyou gonna spin for me?โ he asks in the lazy drawl. heโs standing a little way in front of you, hands slipping into his pockets. he stares at you expectantly. you nod and twirl slowly for him. you love the feeling of his undivided attention on you.
dabi canโt resist it when you wear blue. makes him feel something when he sees how much you adore him, enough to drape your body in the colour of his eyes and flames.
he canโt take it anymore. he closes the gap between you and grabs your roughly by the waist. youโre giggling coyly as you fall into his chest. his hand is already on your jaw, fingers pressing hard into your flesh and forcing your head back and up to look into those ocean eyes.
that night he claims you for himself in more ways than just physical.
shimura tenko (shigaraki tomura)
โญ.แ when you step out, you catch sight of shigaraki. heโs sitting on the edge of your bed, fully engrossed in the video game heโs playing. he got impatient and decided to resume his game as you were taking your sweet time.
he doesnโt notice you step out cause heโs about to win. you couldnโt care less though. in fact, youโre a bit annoyed that he couldnโt just wait until you were done showing him the lingeries set you had got for him, to resume his game.
you stalk over to him, coming to stand right in front of him, blocking his view of the TV. your arms are crossed over your chest. your boyfriend glares at your frame momentarily before putting the controller down with a sigh and looking up at you. youโre staring down at him harshly.
โwhat?โ he huffs. you narrow your eyes at him. โreally? you couldnโt wait.โ you say, your pretty forehead creased. at this, shigaraki looks away for a second before focusing back on you. โno," he says as he leans forward, eyes trailing over your curvaceous figure. he does so for a few moments before standing up and heading to the drawer beside your bed. he pulls out a pair of black drawing gloves and you know that tonightโs gonna be good.
he used to fumble a lot in the beginning, when you two were becoming more intimate. but, heโs a fast learner. the gloves are there just in case shigarakiโs control over his quirk falters.
bubaigawara jin (twice)
โญ.แ when you come out, thereโs at least six of jinโs clones crowding the bedroom while the real jin sits on the bed. you can tell itโs him as heโs just staring at you, silently appreciating the breath-taking sight that is you. heโs still in his villain costume.
jinโs clones start coming up to you, telling you how gorgeous you look. one takes your hands while another wraps their arm around your waist. you giggle, flattered by all of the attention. you look over to the real jin, tilting your head to the side as he continues to stare at you.
you wanted it to just be you two tonight, as usually his clones are always around.
jin just keeps looking at you beneath the white sockets of his mask, admiring you. confused as to how such a perfect goddess could possibly be interested in him.
as another clone fingers the lace of your panties, you turn slightly and whine at it. looking back at jin, you run slightly to him, wrapping your arms around his neck and coming to straddle his lap.
โjin,โ you pout. โjin, can it just be us tonight?โ his covered hands come to your waist and upper back.
โjust us?โ he questions softly into your ear. you nod, leaning back and cupping his face in your hands. you stare into those white sockets, searching for his gray-blue eyes beneath.
โjust you and me,โ you say smiling at him. he gently rubs your upper arms with his thumbs. you can here the incessant chatter of his clones cease as they melt, dripping onto the carpet to disintegrate.
you give him a kiss through his mask, knowing that itโs too much to ask his to take it off. heโs doing enough right now, choosing to love you like this.
โI'ma kill the pussy, I think we need a paramedic.โ
โหเฟ Black!F!Reader x Ur Fav!
๐ข: nsfw!, dom!behavior, pussy referred to as โsheโ; stretch marks, not proofread :3, very short
โ men who bend you on the nearest surface. counter top, table, couch,โwhateverโs near and wherever he can fuck you from the back as long as he gets his billion dollar view. If thatโs not available heโll use the nearest wall pressing you against it his body all against yours so you can feel his growing erection in his pants begging for you.
โ yes his billion dollar view. with your back arched, ass up, and face down(sweaty, and against the pillow almost smudged, pathetic sounds coming outta you like a pornstar). it was fucking glorious the way your body was beneath him. He liked it when you were sooo feeble under him like this. Your soft warm skin glistening with sweat, the curves on your body, the accentuations, the carvings. Yes carving, like aโuh, Greek statue yโknow the one depicted of Aphrodite? She ainโt had shit on you in his opinion he adored it all. Especially your stretch marks! The ones that began on your lower back stretching to your hips, thighs, and ass? Sunlight on water. Perfection supposedly didnโt exist as humans were flawed but too him? You where the standard. Perfect.
โ his hand slide down to the middle of your back before pressing on it โDeeper baby.โ His voice muttered into your ear and you obeyed your back deepening further โThere we go.โ He cooed pulling a stray curl from your face so he could see your eyes his smirk deepening from what he saw in them. โThatโs my girl, doinโ so good for me.โ
โ men who place love bites on your shoulders licking them clean light bruises in there wake right after, kisses on them and in between the shoulder blades(the lil moans you released were so preciousโ), and his fingers ever so gently trailing down your spine all because of the way your breathing slows, and hitches and maybe even a hiccup.
โ men who really, really want to tug, pull and wrap your hair around his fists but decided on not to because it hurt for you and not in a good way. So he decided on using your neck wrapping his big, rough hand โround there. It made it all the better feeling your plus beat rapidly against his fingers. But make no mistake! That protective hairstyle? Oh youโre so done. โNah, nah lemme pull it cโmon Iโll be gentle I swear.โ Heโs not gentle not even a little bit with your passion twists wrapped around his hand messily tilting your head back all meanly like a bully, a bully who likes to fuck you. Your throat bare and he places open mouthed kisses on the skin sucking a bit, even on the pulse.
โ men who fuck you like you insulted his mom in the worst way. men who fuck you like he absolutely hates your existence and the fact that your still alive breathing. men who fuck you like your just some dumb rag doll to put his cock in. Rough. Raw. Passionate. Straight up pounding your shit with no mercy itโs almost like he wants you dead. But thereโs a dualityโalmost whiplash with the way he whispers in your ear โwant me toโshitโstop, pretty?โ or โmโgoin too hard? aw, shh donโt cry on me now.โ pressing soft almost feather light kisses on your jaw or on the back of your neck, his voice all hoarse, raw and low and youโre the only person who gets to hear him like this all intimate because this is solely reserved for his girl.
โ men who slap your ass and he doesnโt care if itโs big or small he slapping it either way just to see a deep red mark depicting his handprint. (If you look back youโll see the pure delight in his eyes, a big grin on his face at the recoil) Because your his. Branding he guesses? and he rubs itโs after soothing the pain all caringly like heโs genuinely sorry but his mouth is so dirty when he says โyouโre not gonna walk for the next week so, call out for everyday okay? Iโll take care of you yeah?โ He tilts his head to the side lazily seemly in thought before saying โIโll massage your legs, your thighs, back as well for ya..probably your whole body..you want that right?โ Mind you heโs saying this while heโs still fucking you his pace slowed down though to give you air time talking like heโs listing a grocery list or something. And when you donโt answer quick enough he gives your ass a quick smack making you cry out โY-yeah!โ He smirks rubbing your ass again all soothingly โYeah? Glad you agree..donโt like how theyโve been working my girl so hard these days.โ He says and his ears pick up on your shaky breathing and he doesnโt know why youโre doing that. Heโs still got one more round left in him maybe two..heโs feeling a bit needy today. But heโs not the only one clearly with the way sheโs squeezing him dry all tight and warm tryna choke him out acting like she wanted a baby. Poor pussy, all clingy n shit itโs okay tho! Heโll fuck you till she tapped out.
Angry dabi (heavy dabi simp alert)
Reader got into an argument with Dabi at the bar and dabi accidentally burned a certain part of the reader (arm, wrist, etc) then reader runs to they're room and hides from Dabi(due to past trauma or something)
Have a good day/night/evening also fluff/angst~
Dabi x Reader
warnings: angst, fluff, trauma dump, Dabi gets emotional in this one, and less of an ass. Hope you enjoy.
He didnโt mean it. Honestly he just..he just didnโt wanted you leaving him. Truth be told Dabi was attached to you though he would never admit. So when he saw how terrified you where of him he was a bit startled. โDoll please come out.โ He needed you to come so he could help you and apologize.
โWhat so you canโt hurt me again!?โ You where crying trying to find some bandages or something. โCan you please stop being dramatic and let me help. Iโm sorry okay I just..I just lost control.โ
โMe being dramatic!? You burned me Dabi and now your just making it worse.โ How dare he even-! โIโm sorry for calling you dramatic I just donโt know what to do and you wonโt let me in and I just donโt want you leaving me okay!? I love you dammit and I just donโt want to lose you, I donโt want you to leave me.โ It was silent after that and you opened the door.
โWell if you love me help me with what you caused.โ You where still made but your temper dialed a bit. He took you in, hair all messy, tears stained eyes, and slightly burned arm.
โOkayโ he agreed and got the burn ointment form the cabinet and smoothed it on your arm. You winced a bit biting your lower lip while he tightly wrapped bandages around your arm.
โIโm sorry for hurting you I just..I just lost control and it reminded me of my old man and I was acting just like him a-and your important to me I canโt imagine you leaving me okay..?โ He stared into your eyes before bringing you closer to him.
โForgive me?โ His voice was quiet like he was afraid you where going to yell at him. โI forgive you just try not to do it again okay?โ You punched him in his shoulder. Before giving him a kiss on the cheek. โOkayโ he said amused.
Authors note: okay you do not know how long this took me. Sorry for the long wait and hopefully you didnโt hate it.
Hii im a new follower and my name is axo I have a request.
I know you did something similar but this time a bratty! Reader x dabi? What would he say if they were being extremely bratty (brattier than normal)
Bratty! Reader x Dabi
Warnings: I tried my best lol, instead of Dabi being the asshole itโs you well heโs still an ass, bratty behavior, choking, and heโs not tolerating your shit, smut You have been warned.
It was like the calm before storm. You where acting brattier than usual since Dabi was being a ass for not letting you see your friends but you didnโt care you would go anyway. It seemed that was not the right option.
You where doing your makeup getting ready to go hang out with your friends. While Dabi was sitting on the edge of the bed quiet. Quieter than usual it kinda put you on nerves but you ignored it. Finally done with you mascara you soon picked up your favorite shade of red lipstick.
One second you putting on the lipstick the next your where being putted on the dresser. โDabi as much as I would-โ you shut your mouth as soon as you saw that gaze. โFinally shut your mouth huh?โ His gaze basically froze you in place oh he was mad. โThat attitude of yours has been getting outta control.โ His hand was secured tightly around your neck.
โDabi please donโt do this.โ You pleaded although technically it was your fault for pissing him off. โI find it amusing that your begging, soon itโll be on your knees but for now..heh.โ Oh shit he had that sadistic glee in his eyes what a bad place for you to be in. You tried to find some way out but it was to late for you.
He hand was tightly(to tight you couldnโt breath fuck!) around your neck. โWhy do you look so scared itโs not like Iโm gonna hurt you.โ That was a lie of course he was gonna hurt you. His other hand was doing something else crawling up your dress. โD-dabi-pleaseโ you where struggling to breathe and-. โCmon letโs mix pain with pleasureโ he was grinning fully intent on making you remember this โlessonโ.
He loosened his hand on your neck just so you could breath a little bit better but it still was tight. He was messing with your clit pulling and squeezing it. It felt so good that you couldnโt help but moan a little. โYou like it? Well thatโs not good I wanna see you cry.โ He pressed more rougher before inserting two fingers inside of you.
Between the choking and the fingering you your body didnโt know if it was supposed to in pain or pleased. Your breathing came out heavy and he just kept teasing and teasing you. And finally the tears had came out. โThere we goโ he seemed satisfied but he clearly wasnโt done cause he picked you up and sat you on the bed.
โNow be a good girl and suck my cock for me yeah?โ He unzipped his pants and sat it in your mouth. โWell what are you waiting for bitch suck it.โ He grabbed your head and forced it into your mouth and with a reluctant sigh you got to work.
Authors note: Sadly yes this is where it ends. I find smut scenes kind of hard to write so I hoped i got it right. Yes Dabi likes to inflict pain onto to others he gets off on it. Hoped you enjoy <3
Pairing: Dabi x Fem!Reader
Genre: Action / Romance / Angst / Fluff
TW: Mild violence, pregnancy, labor scene, emotional vulnerability
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The mission was never supposed to go this far south.
You were only a few weeks away from your due dateโnot ideal for fieldwork, but you were stubborn. You could still move, still fight, and no one dared to argue when you gave that look. Not even him.
โStay behind me,โ Dabi had warned with a voice like low fire, his back shielding yours as the Pro Heroes ambushed the warehouse. โYou shouldnโt have come. You know that, right?โ
You smirked, placing a hand on your swollen belly. โYou think Iโd let you run off without me? Nice try, hotshot.โ
He didnโt smileโDabi rarely didโbut the way his eyes flickered toward you said everything. He hated this. Hated seeing you like this, vulnerable and too close to danger. Hated that he couldnโt stop youโฆ because he knew if it were him in your shoes, he wouldnโt stay behind either.
The fight erupted fast. Flames, explosions, quirks flashing in the dark. You held your own as long as you couldโuntil it hit.
Pain.
A sudden, sharp contraction that stole the breath from your lungs. You dropped to your knees behind the crates, gripping your abdomen with a shaky gasp.
No. Not now.
โDabi!โ your voice cracked, loud enough to pierce the chaos. He turned instantly, the moment burned into memoryโhis eyes wide, horror dawning.
You're in labor.
Everything else vanished for him. Enemies, plans, strategyโnone of it mattered anymore. He bolted to your side, catching you as you doubled over, another wave of pain tearing through you.
โYou werenโt supposed toโshitโokay, okay, breathe,โ he muttered, voice unsteady for once, panic creeping into every word. โYouโre early. Damn it.โ
โI canโtโI canโt hold itโโ
He lifted you easily, cradling you against his chest, heat rolling off his skin protectively. His own flames flared wildly around him, forming a vicious barrier between you and the heroes advancing.
โSheโs out. Sheโs done. You come any closer, I burn you all to ash,โ Dabi snarled.
One look in his eyes, and none of them dared take a step.
He carried you out through the smoke and ruin like a man possessed, whispering ragged reassurances as your contractions got closer, sharper, more intense. Heโd never been so afraid in his lifeโand heโd never felt something burn hotter than the love he felt for you right then.
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Awesomeโletโs go with Parts 2 and 3: a mix of chaotic, emotional, and a bit romantic. Dabi ends up having to deliver the baby himself at a hideout. Here's the continuation:
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The hideout was a dumpโabandoned, half-burnt, and barely standingโbut it was the only place close enough. Dabi kicked the door open, cursing under his breath as he laid you down on a grimy mattress. Your face was pale, sweat clinging to your forehead, eyes dazed from pain.
โThis isnโt happening,โ you gasped, gripping his coat with trembling fingers. โI canโtโI donโt know what toโโ
โHey. Look at me,โ he said, voice sharp but trembling. โYouโre doing this. Youโre strong. Youโve always been. Iโve seen you tear through enemies like nothing. This? This is nothing compared to what youโve survived.โ
You nodded, tears sliding down your cheeks, your body wracked with another contraction.
Dabi ripped off his coat and laid it beneath you. He moved like someone on autopilotโheating up a towel with his flames to sterilize it, searching the place for clean-ish water and supplies.
He had no idea what he was doing. He was a villain, not a midwife. But watching you suffer? Listening to your cries of pain and fear? That broke something in him.
โI got you, baby. Just breathe for me. Iโm right here.โ
He knelt between your legs, your body shaking violently, and whispered every comforting word he could think ofโeven though his own hands trembled like hell.
And then he saw it.
โOh, shit. I see the head.โ
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You screamedโraw, powerful, primal. And Dabi didnโt flinch. He caught your child in his scarred hands like something sacred, eyes wide with disbelief. His flames were nowhere to be seen nowโjust his soft breath, ragged and stunned as he wrapped the baby up in his shirt.
โItโs a girl,โ he said hoarsely, his voice cracking in a way youโd never heard before.
You sobbed, partly from exhaustion, partly from overwhelming loveโfor the little life in his arms, and for the man kneeling beside you, the same man everyone called a monster.
Dabi leaned over and pressed his forehead to yours, his hand still shaking as he held the baby close.
โSheโs got your nose,โ he whispered. โPoor kid.โ
You laughed weakly, grabbing his collar and pulling him into a kiss, your lips warm against his even in your drained state.
โThanks for not setting the place on fire,โ you murmured.
He chuckled. โI thought about it. But sheโs kinda worth not burning the world down for.โ
You looked up at him, your breath catchingโnot from pain this time, but from love.
โI want to name her Aiko,โ you said softly.
Dabi blinked. โLove, huh?โ
You nodded. He swallowed hard.
โYeahโฆ sheโs got plenty of that now.โ
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Hours passed. You were asleep nowโfinally resting after everything your body had just been through. Your breath was even, your face peaceful in the dull light filtering through the cracked hideout window.
Dabi sat in the far corner, silent, still, cradling Aiko in his arms.
She was so small.
He held her like she was made of glass, terrified to even breathe too hard. His fingersโburnt, stitched, ruinedโlooked wrong against her smooth, perfect skin. But she didnโt seem to mind. She just blinked up at him, curious and calm.
โYouโre not scared of me, huh?โ he muttered, voice barely above a whisper.
She blinked again.
He gave a shaky laugh. โYou will be. When youโre older. When they tell you stories about Dabi the killer. The villain. The monster.โ
His smile faltered. His hands tightened around the blanket.
โBut your momโฆ sheโll tell you the truth. She always sees the truth. Even when I couldnโt.โ
Aiko squirmed and let out a tiny squeaky noise. Dabi instinctively rocked herโsomething heโd seen in movies, not something heโd ever practiced.
โYeah, I know. Lifeโs gonna be rough. Youโre a villainโs kid. Maybe a heroโs too, if she has anything to say about it.โ
His voice dropped lower. โBut Iโm gonna protect you. You hear me?โ
A single tear slid down his cheekโhe hadnโt cried in years. Not for himself. Not even for his past.
But this was different.
โYouโre the only thing Iโve ever done right.โ
Aiko yawned, stretched her hand out, and wrapped her tiny fingers around one of his.
And in that moment, for the first time in foreverโฆ Dabi felt warm.
Not from his fire.
From her.
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โAlright, what the actual hell is that?โ
Twice was the first one through the door, tripping over his own feet as he pointed at the bundle in Dabiโs arms like it was a bomb. Toga peeked over his shoulder, wide-eyed and covered in someone elseโs blood.
โIs that a baby? Did you kidnap a baby? Oh my god, Dabi, I love her alreadyโwait, did you steal her?โ
Dabi gave them both a withering look, eyes dark and tired, but there was no angerโjust exhaustion.
โSheโs mine,โ he said simply.
Silence.
Shigaraki looked up from scratching his neck raw in the corner, narrowing his eyes. Spinner froze mid-sip of his canned drink. Compress blinked like someone in a stage play who forgot their line.
โโฆYours?โ Shigaraki repeated slowly, voice dry. โAs inโyou made that?โ
โYeah,โ Dabi replied, glancing down at the little girl dozing in his arms. โWith her.โ He nodded toward the back room where you were still recovering.
Togaโs eyes widened like saucers. โYou had a baby with the pretty girl with the knives?!โ
โYep.โ
โI ship it.โ
Twice clapped dramatically. โDabiโs a dad! Oh god, weโre all going to die. In a cute way.โ
Shigaraki stared at the baby like she was some kind of ticking time bomb. โCan it explode?โ
โNo,โ Dabi growled.
โโฆyet,โ Shigaraki muttered, turning away.
Toga was already at his side, peeking at Aiko with genuine awe. โSheโs so tiny. You think sheโll have your quirk?โ
โHope not,โ Dabi muttered. โNot mine.โ
Spinner walked over, scratching his head. โSoโฆ does this mean you're, like, settling down? Changing diapers between missions?โ
Dabi scoffed. โHardly. I still burn people for a living. I justโฆ go home after now.โ
And weirdly, none of them argued. None of them mocked him. In fact, a strange sort of hush fell over the roomโa rare peace.
Toga pulled out her knife and declared, โIf anyone tries to hurt her, Iโll gut them.โ
Dabi looked up, eyes soft. โThanks.โ
The League didnโt understand much about love or family. But they did understand loyalty. And chaos. And revenge. So protecting a tiny, flame-born baby girl?
Thatโฆ they could get behind
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It was 3:14 a.m.
Dabi sat cross-legged on the floor of the hideout, shirtless, hair sticking up in every direction, dark circles under his eyes even darker than usual. Aiko was screaming like the world was ending, her tiny face bright red, and her little fists flailing like she was throwing punches at fate itself.
He stared at her. Then at the diaper. Then back at her.
โโฆIโve blown up buildings with less stress than this.โ
You groaned from the cot behind him, too sore and sleep-deprived to move. โYou said you had it,โ you mumbled.
โI did have it. Then she peed in my eye.โ
Another wail came from Aiko, and Dabi winced like someone had shoved a knife in his ribs.
โAlright, alright, damn, weโre doing this.โ
He opened a fresh diaper like it was an enemy he was about to fight. He glanced at the old one, holding it between two fingers like it might explode. โYouโre lucky I love you, you little gremlin.โ
You snorted.
After a solid three minutes of muttering threats at the diaper, several almost burns, and at least one moment where he looked genuinely afraid of baby wipes, Dabi somehow managed to get the new one onโcrooked, but on.
Aiko immediately stopped crying.
She looked up at him with big, innocent eyes, hiccuppedโฆ and smiled.
He froze.
And for the first time in a long, long timeโฆ he smiled back.
โOkay. That was almost worth the trauma.โ
He picked her up carefully, resting her tiny head against his chest. She nuzzled into his warm skin, calm now, soothed by the steady beat of his heart and the low hum of his fire.
โYouโre gonna wreck me, arenโt you?โ he whispered.
She gave a sleepy sigh.
โโฆGood. I probably deserve it.โ
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Dabi was dozing on the couch, shirtless, as usual. Aiko was perched on his chest like a sleepy little loaf, fists curled, head tucked under his jaw.
It was peaceful. Soft crackling from the fireplace. Your gentle humming in the background as you cleaned up.
And thenโCHOMP.
โOWโwhat the hell!?โ
Dabi sat up with a startled yelp, eyes wide, clutching his neck. Aiko blinked at him, innocent as everโฆ mouth smeared with drool and the tiniest red mark forming on his collarbone.
You leaned over, squinting.
โIs thatโฆ a hickey?โ
Dabi stared at the baby. Then at you. Then back at the baby.
โShe justโbit me. And sucked on my skin like some tiny mosquito demon.โ
You lost it, laughing so hard you nearly dropped the bottle in your hand. โYou got your first dad hickey. Officially initiated.โ
โI burn people for fun, and this is what takes me out?โ
Just then, Toga popped her head into the roomโsaw the mark on his neck and immediately let out a wolf whistle.
โWell, well, Dabi! Didnโt know you were into neck stuff.โ
โItโs from the baby,โ he growled.
โSure it is,โ she sang, winking.
By the time the rest of the League caught wind, rumors had spread.
Twice: โDabiโs into bite play confirmed.โ
Shigaraki: โEw. Stop breeding.โ
Spinner: โShould we get her teething rings or garlic and holy water?โ
Dabi groaned, covering the mark with his hand.
But later that night, when it was just the three of you again, he looked at it in the mirror. The little bruise, round and oddly perfect. It hurt like hell.
And somehowโฆ he loved it.
โSheโs already leaving scars,โ he muttered, tracing the spot with a smile. โJust like her mom.โ
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It started small.
You were feeding Aiko one afternoonโjust you, her, and the peaceful hum of the hideout. You offered her a spoonful of mashed carrots with the usual sweet smile.
โHere comes the airplaneโโ
She stared at you. Then slapped the spoon clean out of your hand.
โโฆExcuse me?โ
From the other room, Dabi laughed. โThatโs my girl.โ
You glared. โDonโt encourage her.โ
But it only got worse.
Later that day, you tried againโwith applesauce this time.
โNo, Aiko. We donโt throw food.โ
Aiko looked you dead in the eye and mumbled something that sounded a lot like:
โShโt.โ
You froze.
โโฆWhat did you just say?โ
From the couch, Dabi shouted, โWhat did she say?!โ
โShe said your favorite word.โ
Dabi came striding in, picking her up with this massive, proud smirk on his face. โNo way. Say it again, squirt.โ
Aiko grinned. โShโt.โ
You palmed your face. โDabi, stop smiling.โ
โIโm not! Iโmโokay yeah, I am. But cโmon, listen to the attitude on her. She's feral.โ
โOh my god.โ
It didnโt stop there.
By the end of the week, she had a whole little sass vocabulary going:
Glares when someone touches her snacks.
Mimics Dabiโs sighs perfectly.
Says โbruhโ when her bottle falls.
And, most dangerously of allโthe eye roll.
Toga was obsessed.
โSheโs a tiny Dabi! But cuter. And less murder-y.โ
Twice tried teaching her to say โBoom, baby!โ after every fart. It worked. Too well.
Shigaraki banned her from the meeting room after she threw a pacifier at him mid-rant.
Dabi? He was beaming the entire time.
โKidโs got fire,โ he said proudly, arms crossed, scarred lip curled in a grin. โJust like her old man.โ
You gave him a side-eye. โIf she starts setting stuff on fire next week, Iโm blaming you.โ
โDeal.โ
(You both secretly loved it.)
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It was raining.
Not the hard, violent kind that matched Dabiโs moodโjust a steady drizzle outside the hideout, mist curling over cracked windows. You were curled up with a blanket, half-asleep, watching Aiko crawl around the dusty floor, babbling nonsense to herself.
Dabi leaned in the doorway, arms crossed, eyes half-lidded, just watching her. He did that a lot these daysโquiet, present in a way he never used to be.
Aiko picked up one of his gloves from the floor. Turned it over in her hands. Dropped it. Then looked up at him.
And said it.
โDada.โ
Silence.
The rain didnโt stop. The wind didnโt pause. But something in Dabi broke.
You sat up instantly. โWaitโdid she justโ?โ
He didnโt move. His face had gone still, unreadable. Only his eyes gave it awayโwide, full of something between shock and something too tender to name.
Aiko smiled at him like it was no big deal.
โDada.โ
Dabi walked over slowly. Dropped to his knees in front of her. She touched his cheekโright where the staples met burned skinโand giggled.
โDada.โ
He laughed. Just once. Rough, soft, stunned.
โYeah, kid,โ he whispered. His voice cracked. โThatโs me.โ
He pulled her closeโnot tight, just enough to tuck his chin over her tiny head.
You watched from the couch, a hand over your mouth, heart about to explode.
Heโd been called a lot of things.
Villain. Monster. Traitor. Burner. Killer.
But Dada?
That one mightโve saved him.
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The night was quieter than usual. The storm outside had finally slowed to a gentle patter, and the hideout was filled with nothing but the occasional crackling from the fireplace. The warmth of the flames danced across the walls, casting shadows as Dabi sat on the couch, Aiko nestled against him.
She was asleep now, her small chest rising and falling in that peaceful rhythm that made even the toughest villains pause. Dabiโs hand rested lightly on her back, the familiar weight of responsibility and love settling in his bones.
You were asleep in the other room, exhausted from the dayโs chaos, and for the first time in what felt like forever, Dabi had nothing but time.
His eyes traced the small curve of Aikoโs faceโso serene, so full of life. She was perfect. His daughter. His kid. The word felt foreign on his tongue, but so right.
He hadn't realized how much he needed thisโthis quiet, this peace, this tiny human who somehow softened everything heโd built himself into.
Carefully, Dabi let his fingers run through Aikoโs soft hair. He didnโt even think about itโhe just did it. A tender motion, a simple gesture he could barely believe he was capable of.
Then, he started humming.
It was the song you always hummed to her when she was fussy, the tune that seemed to calm her every time. A melody so soft, so gentle, it made him forget the past for a moment and just exist in the now.
Aiko stirred slightly but didnโt wake, her little hand gripping the edge of his shirt as she snuggled closer. The soft sound of her breath filled the room, the night settling in deeper.
Dabi kept humming. His voice was low and unsteady, like a fire that only flickered, but in that moment, it was full of warmthโlike he was finally allowing himself to feel everything heโd kept buried for so long.
He wasnโt a perfect father. Hell, he didnโt even know if he was a good one. But right now, as Aiko slept soundly in his arms, her tiny body rising and falling with each breath, he felt something he hadnโt in yearsโsomething like peace.
Aiko shifted again, this time her tiny mouth curling into a soft smile in her sleep, as if she felt the rhythm of his heart. He kissed the top of her head, his voice barely a whisper.
โI love you, kid.โ
He said it so quietly, like it was something sacred, something only meant for her to hear.
And maybe she did. Maybe she always would.
Update:-
I'll update the story "Done with life or nah" when I have time. I was only thinking about doing a short ending but then my brain exploded and I kept on going until it- more than I expected. I'll be updating the good ending first because my brain is focused on that one. Not sure when but sorry for the late update in advance. Thank you for the support โจ
In case any of you haven't read it yet, I'll link it hereโฃ๏ธ
Done with life or nah?
Summary: You're already losing yourself. But what happens if someone you love and you thought cares about you, hurt you? You already feel like ending it all, maybe he could help you. Help you end everything. The pain, the suffering. After all, he didn't really love you right? Or maybe you could start a new life?
Warning: Cursing, Depression, Loosing a limb(read to find out who), angst, (not sure how I am supposed to note these but feel free to help me!)
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You lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, deep in your mind. The usual thinking about your life decisions. This has become a routine for you every night. `Was it worth it anymore?' `Am I really useless?'. Lifting yourself up, you make your way to the bathroom. Your hands push the door weakly. You stand in front of the sink, sighing after catching a glimpse of your miserable face, you turn your head down to look at your feet 'I hate myself'. Quickly your right hand opens the cabinet under the sink, hand clumsily searching for something. Finally found it, you take a look at the knife. A knife that Toga gave to you as a present for your birthday. The perfect knife for killing people, most importantly killing yourself. You lost in your mind again, thinking if you really should do this, if you should just end it all. Often you see yourself as a burden, as someone who holds the LOV back. Maybe if you weren't there, they would be happy. After all, who would want someone as worthless and useless as you are. "Who would want someone like me?" You repeated. Yeah maybe he is right. Slowly you lift up your left arm, you stare at it sadly while also feeling the anger rising up. Tears threaten to fall. From the wrist up, your hand is completely gone. 'Yeah he's right" you smile sadly while holding back tears.
The members noticed the change of your behaviour. The girl that used to smile a lot, making jokes to cheer them up, playful but at the same time serious is now gone. All that is left is a girl that is desperately trying to survive. But again they decided to not say anything. They already have a hunch of what happened that may be causing it.
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You just got back from your patrol. You know just the usual making sure there aren't any heroes out there that might already catch a smell of the base or else you all need to hide elsewhere. Feeling extremely tired you're hoping you would get some rest instead of comforting your boyfriend, Shigaraki, for the hundreds of times. Now don't get you wrong, you love him for all your life and would sacrifice yourself for him but recently things haven't been the best. You pushed the door to your shared bedroom, sighing to yourself miserably when you caught a pile of dust laying on the floor. Looks like the world will turn against you today too. `There goes another one'. It seems like another mission has gone wrong. You make your way to the corner of the room, having noticed your boyfriend scratching himself at the corner. You cringed at the blood on his body. "Babe? What happened?" You kneeled down in front of him. "Nothing, go away"
You sighed already knowing that this might take a while before you get the rest you needed. "Come on, Shiggy. I know something went wrong. Di-Did a mission failed again?", you tested your luck but when red eyes instantly snap towards your direction, you know you fucked up. "What do you mean by again?" he spats the words while glaring at you. "Do you really think I'm that worthless like you? I'm better than you, you stupid bitch!", You flinch. Trying not to make it worse, you try to explain yourself "No! I mean-" "LISTEN HERE YOU PIECE OF SHIT. YOU'RE ONLY HERE BECAUSE I WANT YOU TOO. I COULD JUST KILL YOU INSTANTLY WITH HOW USELESS YOU'RE TO ME NOW. HOW USELESS YOU'RE BACK THEN"
"Someone who couldn't even save their own family when they are right there" He knows he is being irrational when you only want to help him but he couldn't help but push on one of your nerves.
Now the word keeps on ringing in your head. You smile to yourself remembering the accident 10 years ago when you can't even save your own family from the fire that happened because your brother couldn't contain himself when he discovered his quirk. The only reason you can't save them is because you have the same quirk. You can't fight fire with fire. It's only going to make it worsen, so you just watch as everything goes downhill. Watching with your own eyes, your own family burned alive or so that's what you told them. But little do they know, you didn't even want to save them, not at all.
"Fine. Do whatever suits you. I'm tired", You ended the fight right there and then. "Where the fuck do you think you're going?" He spat out, standing up. Immediately you back away, giving him space. "It's not like I can help you since you won't tell me anything at all" you turn around. "You? Help me? Some weaklings can't possibly think they can help someone as good as a god like me." He smirk. You smile despite the ache in your heart.
"You don't even have a good quirk"
Now that's got your attention. "Excuse me?" You turned your body toward him, feeling deeply offended and hurt. Your quirk isn't "weak" or special. But it's pretty strong. It's a fire quirk that is almost the same as Dabi but the difference is you can change the colour to any colours you want, so it's easier for you to blame the fire to anyone else since you don't have a permanent colour while Dabi's fire is a beautiful and fascinating blue. It always gets you off guard every time he uses it. Even you can't copy the colour perfectly.
"What the fuck did you just say?" You glared at him, extremely pissed off. "I said your quirk isn't that great" he smugly said. "I mean take a look at your own quirk Shigaraki. It's not that special either. Not to forget what it did to your own family" You slam a hand on your mouth. You went too far and you didn't mean to. Shigaraki eyes went wide open and he's fuming with anger. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to go that far!" "FUCK YOU" You hear footsteps outside the room. The others must have heard you guys fighting for a while now. "Fuck babe. I'm sorry I didn't mean to!" "DON'T FUCKING CALL ME THAT"
When both of his hands started to reach out for you, you immediately backed off. "SHIGARAKI PLEASE!" You pulled your hands away from him and tried to turn around when you heard the door open. When you feel pain shooting down your left arm and you're screaming bloody murder. The pains are shooting all over your body causing you to scream in agony. You feel someone pulled you away and brought you to the bar outside. They quickly cut your left hand's wrist to avoid it spreading. "Take a deep breath. It'll be okay" You hear Toga said after calming down. You cringe at the pain you feel in your left arm. "Here take this" Dabi placed pain killers in front of you. Without hesitating you just gulp down the pain killers, just wanting the pain to go away. "You okay?" Dabi asked. "Okay? OKAY?! WHAT THE FUCK DABI?! I JUST LOST MY FUCKING LEFT HAND! I'M NOT FUCKING OKAY" You cried but when you feel Dabi hugged you. You feel guilty for screaming at him when all his done is just helping you. "'m sorry. Scared" he nodded. "It's okay. It'll be okay. I'm here for you. We're here for you" he calmed you down. After a while, your crying slows down to hiccup.
"Y/N........." Dabi feels you tense up when you hear Shigaraki's voice. "Baby? Please I'm sorry" you don't reply to him. You heard his footsteps coming closer, making you hug Dabi even tighter. You feel Dabi lifting you up "Oi Oi Oi Back off" Dabi back away with you in his arm, clenching his teeth. He can't help but feel the hatred growing in his chest after seeing Shigaraki use his quirk on you causing you to lose your arm. "Dabi. 'm scared" you whimpered. "Shhh Shhh. It's okay. I won't let him come near you" he promised, bouncing you up and down still trying to calm you down. Even he himself feels irritated with Shigaraki.
Toga's hiding you and Dabi from Shigaraki sight. The others are ready to prevent you from hurting more than you already are. They all have a soft spot for you but won't admit it. "P-please" he begged them, eyes burning with tears that were leaking. But to his disappointment, none of them moved from their spot and he knew he couldn't even begin to convince them to let him see you. For him to possibly apologize even if you won't accept it, the least he could do is try. A couple minutes pass that feels like hours, you finally whimper from holding the pain due to the room getting so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. Eyes snaps to you, Dabi clears his throat sending a glare in Shigaraki's way "I'll end you if I have to" and immediately retreats to his room. For a second you thought that he's bringing you back to your own room so you clutch your hands on his jacket and quietly whispers "'m don't wanna go back Dabs". "I know I know. I'll never bring you back in there even if you want to" he shushed you. He opens his door and closes in on his back making his way towards his bed. "Sorry my room might not be as nice as yours. There's only one bed so I hope you won't mind my body as a company" he chuckled making you smile a lil. A proud feeling is booming in his chest seeing that he makes you smile. "There's the sweet smile I have been missing"
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And ever since you've been sleeping in Dabi's room. Shigaraki tried talking to you a ~couple~ hundreds of times but you never glance his way to even notice him. Slowly but surely he has given up his hopes and instead tries to send you notes at least once a day to let you know that he's sorry. But it got burned by Dabi before it can reach you. And that makes you feel a lot more better at the thought of someone protecting you from danger.
Your eyes burned with tears at the memory, shaking your heads hoping that it'll go away. You sighed miserably while still looking at the knife. Should you?
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Maybe a part 2 if you guys want? This is my first post so please ignore the mistakes (tell me). I'm not really a writer and English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy it. There are two possible endings maybe shorts one but we'll see.
Dabi x reader
โLiar.โ
๐smut
you were dating the famous villian Dabi, no one knew about the relationship and things the two of you did together. He would always be gentle and loving to you, you loved.
That is until one day you overheard him in the phone discussing plans when he had outed himself unexpectedly telling the other person on the line how heโd leave you soon.
Today he seemed to be in a bad mood,you tried to comfort him you believe their was still something heโd love or atleast cared about you.
โJust leave me alone for fucks sake!โ he yelled at you...
"W-what's wrong?!?" You eyes widen at his sudden outburst as you fell back from his push
โIm not in a good mood right now.โ he said coldly, looking away from you. He was clearly upset about something.
"O-oh okay..." you mumbled as you got up you noticed blood trickling in your leg you had accidentally scratched yourself with something after he'd pushed you.
"I'll give you some space" you let out as you went into your room limping
he noticed how you limped, noticing the blood from your leg. He was about to say something, but you limped away before he could even say anything.
he was trying to act like he didnt care, but on the inside he was worried about you.
Even though he was trying to brush you off like you were nothing, deep down he actually kind of cared for you. But he would never admit that, not right now at least.
he started to feel a bit guilty for yelling at you. Seeing you limp to your room with blood on your leg made him feel bad. He didn't want to admit it, but he did care about you.
he walked up to your closed door and knocked on it softly.
"I'm busy not right now dabi..." you let out softly you didn't want to see him not after he'd just pushed you
he placed his hand on the door, leaning his forhead against it. He felt bad for yelling at you, but tried to hide it.
โC'mon doll... open the door.โ
"I said I'm busy okay." "I'm not in the mood for your screams just go out and drink something I don't know do whatever but right now I don't want to see you" you snapped back at him harshly
he let out a frustrated sigh, he couldnt believe he actually felt guilty for you. He gripped the handle of the door and barged into your room, looking at you with furrowed eyebrows.
โDon't you dare use that tone with me.โ
"W-what the hell dabi!!" Your eyes widen to the fact he'd just barged in he couldn't even give you space
he was angry, but there was also guilt in his eyes. Seeing how startled you were by him barging in caused him to feel even more guilty.
โYou're my girlfriend, you can't just ignore me.โhe grunted as he closed the door behind him.
"Oh but you can push me?!" You shout as your lips quivered trying to bandage your leg but struggled. Acting like it's MY fault you're in a bad mood." You mumbled angrily
he let out an frustrated sigh, he was feeling more guilty as you struggled to tend to yourself. He walked closer to you, stopping in front of you.
โJust let me help, dammit.โ
"I'm good." You snapped at him
he rolled his eyes, he was getting annoyed.
He grabbed your chin roughly, forcing you to look at him.
โStop acting stubborn and just let me help you.โ
You eyes filled with tears as he grabbed your chin
"-leave me alone danm it!" You slapped his hand away. he was getting more annoyed by how stubborn you were at the moment. He grabbed your wrists and pinned you against the bed, standing over you.
โStop acting like a damn brat and just let me help you!โ Seeing your scared expression on your face made him feel more guilty. He looked down at you as he still had your wrists pinned down on the bed. He was trying to act tough and show that he didnt care, but inside he just wanted to make sure you were okay. He let out a sigh, loosening his gripped on your wrists a bit.
โPlease, just let me help you dammit...โ
You simply nodded knowing if you denied him more he'd be madder.
โMove your leg, let me have a look.โ
he moved closer to sit down next to your leg, picking it up softly to look at the wound. He grabbed the cloth and carefully pulled it away from the wound, noticing how deep and wide the wound was.
โ...you did a terrible job at bandaging yourself.โ
You tired away letting out a simple
"Mh..."
he saw the wound on your leg, it was bleeding a lot. He pulled away a little, his eyes scanning your body.
โDid I seriously push you that hard that you cut yourself this badly?โ
"Just shut up." You snapped at him he really asked you that type of question seriously.
he flinched a bit when you snapped at him.
He put his hand gently on your leg, trying to be soft and gentle, despite his usual cold demeanor.
โ...I'm sorry, doll... I didn't mean to push you that hard. I was just... frustrated and took it out on you...โ hearing his word the nicknames heโd given you hurt.. with his words you bluntly responded.
"You know I know you don't love me right?" You finally let out as your lips quivered into a slight smile.
he was surprised when you suddenly said that. He fell silent for a moment, his hand still on your leg. His eyes widened as he looked away from you.
โW-what.??โ
"Y-yeah... I overheard you on a call... b-but um if you needed help you could've just told me instead of leading me on ya know?" Tears feel down from your batting eyes as you looked away as-well he froze up as you said that. His heart started racing as realization hit him. He never thought you'd be able to overhear him during that one call. All his plans of using you and his true thoughts about you were ruined and he couldn't do anything to convince you that it wasn't true.
โ...you heard that??โ
You softly nodded "c-could you hurry up with the bandage..."
he stayed silent for a moment, trying to process what just happened. He wanted to deny it all, to act like you hallucinated the whole thing. But the look on your face as you tried to hold back your tears told him everything he needed to know. He knew you heard everything, everything he said on that call.
โ...yeah... yeah I can.โ
he said as he broke out of his thoughts, grabbed the bandages, and started to tend the wound on your leg
"Thanks.." you let out softly being the only word you could tell him before stuttering
he stayed silent for most of the time while he bandaged up your leg, focusing on the wound rather than the uncomfortable atmosphere in the room. He could clearly sense that you were upset, as he had every right to expect it. He felt guilty for using you, but at the same time knew he needed to continue and that he couldnt stop himself.
โ...you're welcome.โ
he said as he finished the bandaging, putting the cloth away on the bedside table.
"C-could you leave me alone for a moment?" You questioned while you hurriedly wiped your face.
he hesitated for a moment as you questioned him. He was about to say something, but seeing you hurriedly wiping the tears from your face made him realize that you needed space. He exhaled, standing up from the bed.
โ...yeah. Sorry.โ
he said as he slowly walked out of your room, closing the door behind him.
And with that you bursted out crying everything you've been holding in you unleashed, your heart ached for him for love, for desire but everything your heart wanted wouldn't happen anymore.
he stood outside your door, hearing your sobs coming from the other side of the door. He leaned against the doorframe, feeling a mix of guilt and confusion. He knew he had hurt you by using you and faking feelings for you all this time, but now hearing your sobs made him realize how much he had messed up. He felt bad for treating you like just a toy, and for letting it go this far.
"S-stupid!" You yelled at yourself as you grabbed your phone to search and call people for a place to stay, he could hear your muttering and the sound of you scrolling through your phone.
He couldn't help but listen through the door, listening as you called around to look for a place to stay. He clenched his fists as he listened, trying to fight back the feeling of guilt that was eating him up from the inside.
"I-I can?!?, thank you so much hawks!!"
You hadn't stopped crying but felt relieved someone was willing to help you out, your friend hawks was nice enough to open his doors to you. You got up a bit in pain but enough to grab a bag and pack.
he could hear you talking to someone on the phone, assuming it was Hawks based on what you said. He still stayed by the door, listening as he leaned closer against it. He could hear you packing a bag and the sound of you getting up which he assumed was what was making you wince in pain again.
he was conflicted, his feelings all over the place. He knew he should let you go since that would be the best for you, but his twisted mind, that had grown to like having you around, wanted to keep you with him.
He stayed by the door, listening intently as you got ready to leave his place and go live with the bird he despised. As you were done packing you put your hair in a bun and opened the door when you noticed dabi there...
he had been leaning against the door frame, listening to you pack. His eyes widened as you opened the door, seeing your now puffy and red eyes from the crying before. He stood up straight, looking at you with a mixture of guilt and uncertainty.
โ...you going somewhere?โ
"I um yes a friends house..." you mumbled as you tried to get past dabi
he stayed silent for a moment before he stepped in front of you, blocking your way.
โ...you're going to Hawks' place aren't you?โ
"Hey!..-i am..." you mumbled looking away "could you move?.."
he looked at you for a moment, his heart aching as he saw the sadness and hurt in your eyes. He knew he shouldn't try to stop you, but his possessive side was stronger than his guilty side at the moment.
โ...Why? You're just going to live with him now?โ
"I'm just gonna stay at his place untill I find my own.." you turned to look at him
he could sense the hint of uncertainty in your voice as you spoke. He had the strange urge to keep you with him, to tell you to not leave, but he couldn't find it in himself to do so.
โ...Why don't you find an apartment yourself? Why live with that stupid bird?โ
"I can't live with you anymore dabi." You told him harshly why would you after how much he'd hurt you. his eyes widened as you spoke harshly, a pang of hurt hit his chest unexpectedly when you said that you couldn't live with him anymore. He took a step back, his back hitting the wall behind him.
โ...w-what do you mean you cant live with me anymore?โ
"Y-you just admitted you were using me do you expect me to live with you?!? Not only that you pushed the shit out of me!" Tears from your eyes as your leg winced.
he froze in place as you yelled at him, the truth of his actions coming back to hit him.
His heart ached as you mentioned that he pushed you, and seeing the tears welling back up in your eyes. He couldn't come up with a response, his mind spinning as he tried to process the situation.
he looked at you, conflict and guilt etched across his face. The thought of you leaving and living with someone else, especially Hawks, was something he didn't want to think about. He wanted to keep you with him, to continue using you as a cover up for his villainous identity, but at the same time he felt guilty for doing so. He looked at your tears, his heart aching from the fact that he was the cause of them.
โ... -I'm sorry...โ
"Yeah now you're sorry..." you spat you as you went for the exit
he watched as you went for the exit, still frozen in place against the wall. His heart was racing, his mind conflicted between letting you go and making you stay. He felt guilty for using you, guilty for pushing you, just overall guilty for treating you like a toy.
โ...please don't go...โ
You froze in place, you heard ached in pain as you thought of everything, about you and him together ... "b-bye dabi..." you let out softly as tears feel down your face.
his heart ached as you said bye to him, the words sending a pang of pain through his chest. His guilt was eating him up, telling him to let you go and that it was for the best, but his possessive and selfish side made him move forward, grabbing your wrist
โWait!โ
"Stop it!" You shouted at him, his grip on your wrist only tightened. He couldn't let you leave, couldn't let you go live with Hawks. He wanted you to stay with him.
โI said wait.โ
"W-what?.." you told him in feared
he yanked you back, pulling you up against his chest. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you in a tight grip. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, holding you tightly as if he was afraid to let you go.
โYou're not going anywhere.โ
"D-dabi..." you felt yourself be welcomed in his warmth the way he held you tightly made you happy.
he took in your scent, burying his face further into the crook of your neck as he held you tightly against him, almost in a possessive way. He couldn't let you leave, couldn't let you go and live with Hawks instead. As much as he told himself he didn't care about you, he felt himself cling to you tightly, refusing to loosen his grip on you.
โYou're staying with me.โ
"I-I can't okay..." you tried to get yourself undone from his grip, he only held onto you tighter, refusing to let go. He knew he was being possessive and selfish, but he couldn't help the feeling of wanting to keep you with him, even if it was for his own benefit.
โYes you can. You're not leaving. You're staying right here with me, doll.โ
You started to feel weak beneath him, fuck you hated the way you loved when he was possessive with you.
he could feel you weakening beneath his grip, feeling how your body relaxed against his. He could feel himself enjoying having you so close to him, feeling how your body practically submitted to his touch. He let out a small, satisfied hum, his breath warm against your skin.
โThat's right, doll... You're staying here. You're mine.โ
"I-I can't!" You let out as you struggled
he tightened his grip on you, pulling you closer against him. He felt frustrated by your resistance, but at the same time he couldn't help but enjoy the feeling of you in his arms, struggling against him.
โYou said that already... and I'm telling you to stay here. So you're going to listen to me whether you like it or not, doll.โ
he could feel your heart racing as he held you tightly against him, the feeling making a small, satisfied smirk appear on his face.
He buried his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent and holding you with a possessive grip. He knew what he was doing was selfish and possessive, but he couldn't help himself. You belonged to him and he had no intention of letting you go.
โThere you go, doll... just stay still and relax in my arms.โ
You started to slowly relax as you may your forehead in his Buffy chest "f-fuck you..." you let out in tears you couldn't let him go.
he chuckled softly as you buried your head in his chest, feeling the way your body finally submitted to his grip. He could hear the mixture of frustration and desire in your voice as you muttered those words, which only spurred him on even more. He tightened his grip on you, pulling you even closer against him.
โThat's right, doll... just accept it. You belong to me and you're staying here... not going anywhere.โ he scooped you up in his arms, lifting you with ease. He carried you into the room, his grip on you firm and possessive. He walked over to the bed and gently placed you down, crawling on top of you and trapping you beneath him.
"I-" you felt a pair of soft lips on yours he silenced you with a deep, possessive kiss, his lips claiming yours with a mix of gentleness and domination. He hovered over you, pressing his body against yours, making sure you couldn't escape his grip.
The room filled with the sound of his breathing and the soft, wet sounds of kisses.
He spoke softly as he continued to cover you in kisses, his hands roaming your body, touching and caressing your skin. He whispered between kisses, expressing his dominant and possessive love for you as he marked you as his.
โYou're mine... all mine.โ
You whimpered beneath his touch "d-dabi..." you covered your mouth as you felt his kisses touch you all over.
he could hear the whimpers and gasps that escaped from your mouth, the sounds music to his ears. He continued to kiss and caress your skin, his lips and hands covering every inch of you, leaving no part of your body untouched by his possessive and loving touch
โDon't cover your mouth, doll. I want to hear your sweet little sounds...โ
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The room was cloaked in an oppressive darkness, illuminated only by the flickerinto light. On the floor, strewn carelessly, lie discarded clothing: an open shirt and discarded pants of his, your t shirt and sweatpants along with your undergarments. The air was thick with the scent of perfume. Dabi's fingers trailed up your bare thighs, lingering on the dampness he found there.
His touch was light as a feather, sending shivers down your spine. He could feel your heart pounding, wild with desire, as his teeth grazed the delicate skin of her neck. His erect cock pressed against you, setting off a chain reaction of desire that echoed through her whole body. You squirmed beneath him, thrusting up to meet him, your thighs clamping around his waist. He groaned as he sank into your, his hips bucking wildly in response.
"You're so fucking tight," he said, his voice heavy with lust.
"O-only for you," you breathed, as your hands gripped his arms as he began to move, slow at first, then faster, his, setting a rhythm that was both primal.
"F-fuck, you feel so good," he grunted, sweat beading on his forehead as he driving into you with reckless abandon. You met him thrust for thrust, your nails digging into his back as your orgasm built, the pressure mounting with every brutal.
"I'm sorry," he murmured after a while, rolling off you and pulling tour into his arms.
"W-what?" You asked, nestling your head on his broad chest.
"For hurting you. I can't promise it won't happen again, but I can promise that I'll always try to make it right. I know I said I would leave you but I canโt. And I wonโt."
Tears filled your eyes as you realized that, despite his flaws, he truly cared for you.
"I-I forgive you," you whispered, kissing him softly on the lips. As the two of you drifted off to sleep, his cook began to stir once again, still slick with you.
You moaned as he moved on top of you, his hands pinning hers above her head.
"I can't get enough of you fuck." he growled, his hips grinding against you as he slid back inside. You both gasped as he entered you, your slick skin meeting with a wet slap.
"P-pleasโ f-fuck me harder," you urged, digging your nails into his shoulders as he snapped his hips forward, his cock bottoming out in you again and again.
"You like that?" he panted, sweat dripping from his forehead onto your chest.
You wrapped her legs around his waist, giving him better access to your slick, wet, as he pounds into you with renewed energy. He quickens his pace, his cock driving deep, delighting in the sound of your ecstatic moans.
He grabs the leg he has earlier injured as kissed around the wound softly.
โI-Iโm so sorry princess..โ
you felt your insides come undone with his chest
"Goddamn, you're so tight," he growls, digging his fingers into your hips for leverage before placing your leg onto his shoulder. His hips slam into you, your breasts bouncing against his chest with each strike, sending electric shocks of pleasure shooting through her entire body.
โD-dabi!!โ You yelped in a plea
โI -I can-โ you were hushed with a passionate kiss from him, lip on lip
โCum for me princess..โ he breath heavily on your lips as he thrusted rapidly, soon you came undone with a final hash thrust. Loud moans and groans filled the room switching from perfume to hot slutty sex.
He laid next to you as you cuddled on his chest,he grabbed your phone as he handed it to you.
โCall that bird and tell him your arenโt going anymore..โ he said in a low possessive tone. You giggled at his words and give him a kiss on his neck trailing to your final destination his lips.
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โLove languageโ
Dabi x reader
๐smut
"God damnit- Stop doing that, dipshit!"
Dabi exclaimed as you bit down on his shoulder for the third time that week. You take your sharp teeth out his shoulder and move a way just a bit.
"Jeez...at least warn me when you're about to do that."
Dabi said as he rubbed the bite mark you left on his shoulder. He looked at you with a faux annoyed expression before let out an amused sigh.
"God. What are you, a gremlin or something?" Dabi mocked as he put his hands on his hips.
"am not!" You mumble as you cross your arms together and huff.
Dabi chuckled as you crossed your arms, amused by your childlike reaction. But he couldn't help but tease just a little more.
"Oh, are you pouting too?" He said in a slightly mocking tone, his voice dripping with playful sarcasm. He took a step closer to you, his azure gaze locked onto your slightly irritated expression.
"Mh.!" "I'm allowed to ! I wish there was someone who'd understand my love language!" You say as you turn your head and keep one eye open to hear his response.
Dabi couldn't help but smirk at your outburst, finding it rather amusing.
"Oh, so biting is your love language, huh?" He said, his tone still light and mocking.
He took another step closer, his body now invading your personal space as he leaned in towards you.
"Well, isn't that interesting. Guess I'll have to be careful around those sharp little teeth of yours, won't I?"
"After dating for so long you'd would guess you knew ya know..." you mumble as you felt his body against yours
Dabi chuckled lowly, finding your mumbling rather endearing. His azure gaze fixed on your face as he rested both his hands on your hips.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Maybe I should ve known that you show love by leaving your mark on me." He said, his tone dripping with feigned innocence. He then leaned in close to your ear, his voice dropping to a whisper.
"Though, I must admit, I kinda like it."
Hearing those words made you weak already imagining every dirty thing you could do to him and him to you, he liked it?
"That's hot." You let out bluntly
Dabi's smirk grew as he heard you speak, his hands gripping your hips just a bit tighter. He leaned in closer, his breath hot against your ear as he replied in a sultry whisper.
"Oh, you think that's hot, huh?.. He said, his voice dripping with a mix of amusement and desire.
"Keep up talking like that, and I'll gladly let you leave all the marks you want on me."
"Dabi stop teasing!" You yell youโd hope he wasnโt playing any games.
Dabi chuckled at your protest, finding your reaction cute as you grabbed onto his shoulders. He pulled away a bit, his hands still firmly on your hips as he looked down at you with a sly smirk.
โAnd what if I don't wanna stop?.."
He teased further, taking a step closer to you, his body now practically pressed up against yours. He chuckled as he lifted you up, enjoying the way your legs wrapped around his hips as he held you firmly against him. He felt you pout and couldn't help but find it adorable. He then bit down on your shoulder, his teeth nipping at the sensitive skin.
"Can't help myself, you're so damn cute when you pout like that." He growled lowly against your shoulder.
"d-dabi!" You squeal at his sudden bite causing you to moan in response
Dabi's smirk grew as he lifted his face from your shoulder. He tilted his head, looking at you with a mix of amusement and desire in his azure gaze.
"Oh? I like that noise you just made..." He said, his voice low and laced with lustful tone. He shifted slightly as he adjusted his hold on you, his hands gripping your thighs just a bit tighter as he pulled you closer.
Dabi noticed the way your body reacted to his words and touch. He could feel the heat emanating from your core and he knew exactly what it meant. He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a low growl as he spoke.
โYou're getting all worked up, aren't you? I can tell, you're practically melting in my hands..."
Your mouth quivers before letting out "r-room..."
Dabi's smirk widened as he heard you speak. He recognized the word you said "room".
"Oh? You want to go to the bedroom, don't you?" He teased, his hands slowly moving further up your thighs, You nod in response.
Dabi chuckled at your eager nodding, his hands slowly rubbing up and down your thighs, his touch sending shudders through your body.
โP-please-โ
"Mmm, good girl. That's what I like to hear."
He purred before he tightened his grip around you, hoisting your legs further up on his hips before he started walking towards the bedroom.
Dabi carried you to the bedroom, his footsteps quick and determined. Once inside, he kicked the door shut behind him and set you down on the bed. He then unceremoniously straddled you, pinning you down with his weight as he hovered over your body, his azure eyes locking onto yours.
"You're mine, you know that, right?.." He growled lowly, his voice dripping with possessive undertones as he spoke.
"D-dabi... stop..." you let out in a moan as you felt yourself grinding on his pent up member
Dabi's breath hitched as he felt you grind against him. He could feel his member twitch in response, his eyes darkening with desire. He leaned closer to you, his voice low and gravelly as he responded.
"Oh, l'm far from done teasing you, doll."
He purred, his hands roaming your body, teasing and grazing at your sensitive areas as his lips came dangerously close to your neck.
You let out in a moan as you felt yourself grinding on his pent up member,
He lower himself onto your core slipping your panties off as he entered his tongue.
โFuck your so wet princessโ he mumbled as he suffocated in your pussy hearing how good he made you feel, the sweet moans you let out.
He took one hand and rubbed onto your clit as he added onto the pleasure. You felt his raspy mouth rub on your core as your eyes rolled back and hands holding his spiky hair, dabi chuckled by your grip.
His mouth swirled all over you could hear how he was enjoying himself as he slurped up your juices, he got up undressing himself keeping his eyes on you.
โDo me a favor and take off those clothes doll. theyโve been bothering meโ he demanded in a Low manner.
You did as you were told taking off his oversized shirt you stole from him and finally unclamping his biggest bother, your bra.
He shifted himself back again onto you as he hovering over staring at your bare chest, with one hand he pinned your hands above your head while the other grabbed onto your breast and moved it in circular motion causing moans to slip out.
As he teased your breast he lowed his head to the other not wanting to leave one untouched, he licked teasing its bud the other kissing it as he moved his way up to your collarbone bitting it harshly.
โD-dabi!!โ You squirmed in pleasure
โFuck, your such a masochist arenโt ya?โ He laughed at your squirms and moans.
โYou want daddyโs cock donโt you?โ He ask as it followed by a growl.
You nod repeatedly hopping he would just shove it in. He takes a notices at your eagerness and positions himself in front of your entrance rubbing it slowly. You whimper as you feel yourself getting hotter and hotter desperate for his cock,
โPlease..โ you whimper
Dabi chuckles as he slowly enters himself in you, when heโs halfway inside he groans as he feels your gummy walls clench onto him.
โJ-jeez you sure are t-tight-โ he lets out a grunt as you push him completely inside wrapping your legs around his him.
โdanm..โ โh-hah..โ
he starts to move rapidly not giving you time to adjust to his size, feeling the pleasure in your core you can only moan to the questions and comments he makes, your eyes roll back from the pleasure heโs giving you, you wrap your arms around his back as you claw deep into it with your long nails.
โSuch a slut arenโt you pretty ?โ He groaned as he goes in and out of you.
โTime for a switch up princess..โ he mumbles as he removes himself from you flipping you onto your stomach in doggy style.
He goes back in holding a clump of your hair pulling it back. Between each thrust a moan was let out your mouth. Dabi continued thrusting harshly as he moved over to you neck and sunk his teeth onto your soft skin leaving a mark and prickle of blood.
You yelped but couldnโt help to be bothered there was more pleasure than pain you were experiencing .
โFuc- you didnโt feel that a-ah huh p-princess?โ Dabi questioned, he knew he wasnโt getting a response from your cock drunk self but loved to get his points across.
โD-dabi!! C-cummingggg-!!โ You let out as he gives you a final thrust letting his gooey seed release inside your cervix.
โs-shit!!โ He let out as he flopped next to you
โWhat the fuck y/n!!โ He winces as you bite onto his collarbone as a get back.
โNow weโre both evenโ you giggle as you lay next to him cuddling on top his chest while your leg was on top of his waist.
โDanm itโฆ your ucking lucky your hot โ He huffs in frustration as he turns to you and kissing you softly to bitting your lip.
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Late night ramble (barely proofread lol). I tried to put together some Dabi head canons, I tried to keep them realistic as possible. Not much fluff or angst to be honest, just random thoughts ๐ญ!
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-When heโs been out for a while without doing his hair. He would come over to your place to try and use your bathroom to retouch his roots.
-Every time he does this, he would definitely leave random specks of black dye all over your sink and wall. (He tries to deny that he makes a mess every time)
-Steals random trinkets for you, but 90% of them are pretty useless and random. When he gives you these trinkets he would say something on the lines of, โI thought it looked coolโ or โI found something coolโ. Realistically he wanted to try to impress you on his finds.
-When the two of you hangout, he would bring you to the most shadiest/secluded places ever. Heโll somehow make the most of it for you, and the two of you genuinely enjoy your time out together. The two of you would mostly spend your time talking together about news,drama(within the league), and random conversations that have no correlation whatsoever.
-doesnโt smoke at ALL, especially with his critical condition. If someone is smoking near him he would get all dramatic and start (fake)coughing profusely.
-when his scars begin to spread around hard to reach areas. he would ask you to move his stables in the corresponding areas that needs it. Most of the time, you do help him but sometimes it can get real icky especially in deeper areas. Every time you help him, heโd crack jokes about his stables and health(these jokes were never that funny).
-chronically online when it comes to social media drama/hero drama. He pretends to not care about hero media but then spends hours on end on his phone catching up on it.(definitely a Instagram reels user)
-the driest texter ever, he would take hours, days, or even weeks to respond to messages(which is surprising since he seems to be glued to his phone). When he does respond, heโd tried to brush it off and say that he was โbusyโ. He definitely texts with at least 5 words or less depending on the situation.
-Following up with the dry texter idea, heโd also have dry jokes. He would say the most twisted jokes with a dead pan face(honestly this would make the joke funnier than it actually was).
-Do not leave food around him or he will take it and eat it. Heโs not extremely picky with his food but if the food looks and smells good, heโs definitely going to take at least a bite.
<he was definitely a picky eater in the past before the Sekoto peak incident.
-He probably isnโt a fan of super sour or spicy foods. He probably has a secret sweet tooth. He got caught having a sweet tooth when the league began to notice that heโd always had some sort of sweet with him, which further exposed his little obsession with sweets.
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I hope you guys enjoy! If you have any headcanons for Dabi please share them, Iโd love to hear them! <3
Iโm just going to do a mini rant on this topic because this has been on my mind for awhile now. All I got say is that I hate, hate, hateeee how people characterize Dabi in certain fanfics. Like Iโm sick and tired of the โplayboyโ and slutty Dabi fics,like this mf does NOT get any play. Heโs canonically a loser and doesnโt have the esteem or energy to be having 50 baby mamas and random side pieces!!! We need to have more dabi fics where this mf is just being himself without the extra stuff. (But honestly atp it isnโt just Dabi being misread by the fandom)
Dabi hcโs
side note: This isnโt going to have any fluff to it, these are just some realistic hcโs I have for him. Most of these are going to be pretty angst. I hope you guys enjoy!
-He is NOT going to use pet names or cutesy nicknames. Donโt expect him to call you โdollโ or โbabyโ, this mf is a straight-up loner and can barely understand flirting. Heโs only going to use your name or a shorter version of it THATโS IT!
-Kinda similar to the first one but if you try to create cute nicknames for him, I guarantee you that he would dip IMMEDIATELY. Calling him anything other than Dabi is a huge ick of him.
- Heโs definitely not oblivious to sexual stuff but heโs probably not going to participate in it what so ever. He simply doesnโt have interest in it and definitely doesnโt have the energy for it.
-If he somehow does participate in sexual activities, itโs going to be very vanilla. Nothing flashy or fancy. He wonโt mind being top or bottom. During it heโll be pretty quiet, depending on the mood.
-In a relationship, he is going to be very lowkey and distant. Heโs not going to put a whole lot of effort in the relationship but he will stay loyal if youโre loyal to him.
-Heโs not going to take you out on romantic dates or spend cuddle time with you. The most he can do is hangout at your place or at a tucked away spot where the two of you can just talk.
-His way of affection is spending quality time with you. Physical affection for him is some hand holding, hugs, and occasional kisses. The kisses would be sort of awkward too, like letโs be for real.. he not going full French kiss on you (it would be shocking if he even knew how to do that). The most he can do is a side kiss or a little boop on the lips LMFAO.
-His way of joking with is you is by pissing you off. Itโs pretty obvious that Dabi isnโt the nicest person so itโs expected for him to be a tease. The sly comments are constant with him.
Alternate part: This part is going to follow the scenario of if you were apart of the L.O.V. The first part was more of a broad following of hcโs.
-On missions with him he will not be interacting with you in a lovey dovey way. Heโs going to be straightforward and focused on the task.
-If the fight gets too heated he would step in to at least make sure that nobody, including you, doesnโt die.
-Heโll try to watch your back as much as he can. Just in case if anything goes wrong or off track.
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So sorry that this post is pretty short lol, this is my first time ever posting. More will posted soon <3
๐ฆน WHO HAVE I REMEMBERED? โ touya "dabi" todoroki
โ๏ธsummary โ๏ธyou find that love can create curses the same way they dismantle them.
โ๏ธtagsโ๏ธthe frog prince au, came back wrong trope, princess reader, prince turned usurper touya, obsessive behavior, survivor's guilt, stockholm syndrome, fade to black sex
โ๏ธwcโ๏ธ5.1k
โ๏ธanโ๏ธmy entry for @ljubimaya 's grim nightmares collab ! and special thanks to ethel cains new album for getting me through this. i tried something new with the formatting/writing style cause i wanted to go with discordant storytelling so let me know how you guys like that.
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the court whispers that you and your sistersโthe kings daughters, were born from the wishes of faeries. and you, the eldest, even more so. what other way could it be explained, besides magic? that the sun kissed your cheeks each morning when it rose, and the world seemed more bleak when you were not around.
you, only short of eleven years, pay little attention to this. in fact, you pay little attention to anything that does not interest you. and latelyโyour latest obsession is the well outside of the castle gates.
in order to sneak away from your guards and your servants, you don a simple frilled hood and sneak through the passage-ways of the dungeon. and in the palms of your hands is your treasured ball, golden and full of sparkling light. a gift from your motherโwho passed giving birth to your youngest sister.
the well reminds you of your mother, you think. and maybe that is why it entrances you so. you sit on it now, half an hour later. the stone is cool and slightly wet, where it touches slivers of bare skin. you toss the golden ball up and catch is easily in your hands. the forest is awake, but not yet bursting with energy. the birds sing their morning songs and occasionally you can hear a shrub rustle in the distance. a rabbit or dear, most likely.
it's soft, but you can hear it. the water inside the well bobbing along.
your mother had been obsessed with water. the ocean, lakes and rivers. she sketched and painted it all of the time. you never understood what was so captivating about them. only that her pieces of art were as beautiful as she had been. as miserable, and bleak, too.
the next toss of your golden ball is much higher, spurned from the strength of escaping thoughts of your deceased mother. you watch as it soars into the air, bright even against the blue sky. it comes hurtling down just as fast and you hold out your hands to catch it. the ball skims past your fingertips and you seem to watch it all in slowed motion as it lands deep within the well with a plop!
you move quickly, bracing your hands over the edge of the well with a gasp. but the well is too dark and much too deep for you to even begin to see to the bottom. even your ball, golden and bright, is swallowed up by its darkness. the tears prick up along your waterline, trickling down your brown cheeks in slow, steady streams before bursting into full-flamed sobs.
you cry and wail, kicking at the side of the well. your fists beat down on the stones and your grief chokes you. your fingers scrape against its surface, taking the moss underneath your nails.
"princess? what's wrong?" a voice calls out, approaching from your left. you turn towards the voice, staring into the face of an impassive young boy. he has a head of shock white hair, blue eyes that seem to stare so hard that they pass through you.
you don't like it. not one bit. you wipe your tears determinedly with the puffed sleeve of your gown, gesturing towards the well.
"i am crying because my golden ball fell in the stupid well" you explain, eyes narrowing with anger as you glare once more at the well. "it was a gift from my mother. i need it"
"i'll get it for you" the boy offered, staring between you and the well in equally unnerving moments.
you scoff, though the boy's foolish gesture warms you anyway. "don't be an idiot. it's gone f-forever. the well is too deep for anyone to go down. especially you, you're too small"
"i can" the boy stresses, which such conviction that it makes you pause. he relaxes the tense line of his shoulders and stares at you for a while longer. you don't know why you feel so inclined to believe him. he's a stranger, and dressed plainly. "for a price"
"whatever you want" you promise, not really thinking about it. your eyes drift to the well. you're going to get your ball back. "how about fancy clothes? pretty gems? a feast thrown in your honor? you can have it all, if you can get my ball back for me"
the boy frowns. "i do not want any of that. i want you to marry me. if you give me your hand, then i will go and get your ball for you"
"alright. fine" you acquiesce, shrugging one shoulder and without so much of another word, the boy jumps into the well. alarmed, you yell out for him, peering over the edge into the dark abyss.
moments later, your ball soars into the air and lands beside your feet with a thud.
one.
your father says socializing is perhaps the most important duty of a princess. engaging with the members of the court, with the noblesโall to find a good match. at just shy of sixteen years, you only care to socialize for the sole purpose of dressing up. spending days on selecting the perfect gown, the shoes to match. the art of your maids styling your hair, applying the gentlest forms of makeup upon your face. coming home to your castle after a long day, just to repeat the process again the next week.
unlike your younger sisters, you thrive at court life. the dancing, the rules of conversation, you understand it all. some part of you likes the attention. the boys who throw themselves at your feet, pushing at one another to please you. it fills your mind with a sense of power, of control.
you press your gloved palm to a lords, a smile dancing on your face as he whisks you across the floor. the music carries you and the lordโunnamed because you care not to know, fluttering from the tips of your toes into the smallest hair on the crown of your head.
the lord begins to pull you in. there's a curly mustache on top of his lip. his hand hovers along the small of your back, prepared to dip you, maybe. you never get a clear conclusion to his actions, because touya is wrenching him away from you.
his blue eyes are narrowed in anger. he heaves a breath, and one scathing look in the lords direction is enough to send the grown man scattering away.
"touya" you whine petulantly, in the middle of the ballroom floor. people turn their heads, sparing you only a glance before tearing away again. they know better than to interrupt the crown prince. and you should know better than to invoke his wrath like this. "that's not fair, i was dancingโ"
"his hands were all over you" touya interjects, hissing the words at you. his white hair has been combed neatly and his hands shake when they reach out for you. you allow the movement, and the dance begins anew. touya seems to be replacing the lords hands with his own, touching the small of your back, palms pressed together.
"we're not married yet" you remind him cheekily, letting him spin you around before you're pulled in close once more. your eyes catch on his doublet, the intricate pattern work in his house colors. your dress, empire waist with elegant beadwork has been done to mirror his as well. "father still has to accept your proposal, in fact" its wrong to tease him, you know it is. but you can't help it.
"he will" touya hisses again. his hand tightens around your waist. he's so horribly endearing when he's angry, like a hissing kitten. the crown prince is close to you in age, a year older. where most people are afraid to anger him, fearing his wrathโyou can only imagine him being that same fool hearted boy who leaped head first into a well to retrieve your ball for you.
but it is perhaps the wrong thing to say after all, because the crown prince takes one final glance at your smiling face and roughly pulls you from the floor. you protest, trying to pull away. touya only tightens his grip and drags you further into the darkened halls outside of the ballroom.
"touyaโmmpfh!" the prince pushes you into one of the rooms, shutting the door behind him with his foot. he presses you against and swallows the sound of his name on your lips with a searing kiss. one of his hands braces against the door behind your head and the other remains possessively on your hip. he brings up one hand briefly to cup your chin, moving your head to deepen the kiss.
you've kissed him before. mostly chaste little things, sweet presses of your mouths together when the two of you are alone. but nothing like this. the way touya kisses you now feels like ownership, devouring your mouth and restricting your movements, knee pushing between your skirts.
his tongue swipes against the seam of your lips. you open them obediently, to which you've earned a gentle caress on your hip, and his tongue twines with yours.
touya pulls away string of saliva connecting your mouths as he stares down at you. you pant, trying to catch your breathโunable to hide the sound that escapes you when he pushes his face into your neck, pressing biting sharp kisses there as well.
your betrothed stops sucking a mark into your neck long enough to bite out the words, "you are my wife, i won't share you. not with anyone." drunk in it you nod along, hand squeezing his shoulders as arousal settles in the bottom of your stomach, new and foreign. "say it."
"i-i'm your wife" you whine into a series of kisses. you aren't married yet. your father is still thinking on the betrothal. he could reject it at any time. he could be rejecting it right now.
touya's hand slides under your skirts, pressing against heated skin, and that doubting little voice falls quiet.
two.
the wedding will go on, no matter your conflicting feelings on it.
it feels too soon. touya died only two years ago. you loved him. it feels wrong to marry someone else. every inch of you is pulling you towards someone you cannot have. you need more time. yet you say nothing, as your maids usher you from the tub into a warm towel. they scrub at your skin, drying the water from your flesh.
the war has just ended. there on the throne, on touya's throneโsits an usurper. your father's people, your people, they have lost loved ones. women who have lost their husbands, much like you have. children, without fathers. resources that are scarce and dwindling. and yet your father thinks a marriage will united the kingdom.
play your part, your father had said. what the people need now is something to make them happy. you stare bitterly into your reflection as the maids bring out the wedding gown. the one you were supposed to be wed in, when you were going to be wed to touyaโthat one had been destroyed. you don't even want to look at this one. it is like everyone is trying to take his memory from you.
you screw your eyes shut as the dress is pulled onto your frame. lace and tulle scratch against your brown skin. you want to claw out of yourself desperately. to be anyone else.
the maids murmur quietly amongst themselves. you are a vision, they say. you can hide no longer, and your eyes must open. you stare at yourself in the floor length mirror and you hate what you see. its not the dress you would have chosen. you look mature and wise, elegant beyond your years. you look nothing like the girl who chased touya through the gardens, tumbling with him on the grasses.
you look like a queenโregal. you do not look like the girl touya kissed under the moonlight as he held your hand. your hand comes up to your neck absentminded, searching for the ring he had given you, dangling on pure silver. it is not there, you realize a moment too late, and your hand connects with the smooth bare skin there instead.
your eyes slide over to the chest, where you have kept it safe since the night prior. it isn't wise to marry a man with a ring of another around your throat. even you know that.
but still, each step towards your husband-to-be feels traitorous. all eyes are on you, and the wedding march plays and all you can think about is how much you want to run away. but you are a coward, so all you do is keep your head straight as you continue down the aisle of the cathedral.
the priest begins with the ceremony. your heart feels like lead in your stomach and a feeling of pure dread encompasses you. your fingers shake from where they are wrapped around the stem of the bouquet. the man you are to marry stands across from you, smile on his face.
there is nothing to be joyous about. your husband turns that smiling gaze towards you now, and you feel the priests eyes on you as well. you open your mouth to prepare to speak your vows. your voice is hushed and you have to clear your throat softly to try again.
the sounds of men yelling outside wash over the quiet cathedral. several heads turn towards the doors, you among them. there are more shouts and moments later the doors burst open.
even from where you stand, you know by the glint of silvery steel on his helm that this man is the usurper. the man is followed by a small group of armed men as they charge into the cathedral. one of your own knights unsheathes his blade at your fathers command, and you can do nothing but stand there are more blades are uncoveredโglinting in the morning light.
you swallow a gasp as the usurper cuts down the knight, spraying blood and viscera among the guests, making his way towards you determinedly. the cathedral is thrown into disarray as the usurper and his men charge, cutting down those who stand in their way. you throw down your bouquet, cursing the tightness of the dress that doesn't allow you much movement at allโtrying to flee.
the usurper reaches you, pulling you towards him. several men hold your husband, and even if you did not want to marry him, you bear no ill-will towards him. and when he stabbed through the chest, you cry out for him all the same. the usurper turns towards you once more and he stares at youโyou know he is, you can feel it even with the helm obscuring his face.
"let me go! let me go, let me, stop touching me!" you shout, fists pounding against the chest of the usurper. you fight against him, scratching and squirming. though you might as well be kicking mere pebbles against him, with the way he doesn't move. tears cloud your vision and soon your fight wears out of you.
without a word, the usurper reaches forwardsโgripping your arm far too gently as he takes the ring from your finger and tosses it among the remains of your husband with a scathing growl.
"i wont' share you" the usurper says, voice gravelly and rough as recognition dawns on you. your eyes widen, and the usurper drags you to the front doors.
"touya?" you ask, eyes glistening with fresh tears. the usurper stiffens but does not answer you.
though, not answering is answer enough.
three.
he insists that you call him dabi, now. the name fills your mouth with bile and so you refuse. he is touyaโyou have to believe that the man who stands before you now is your touya. he is still yours. sour and mercurial. the touya that loves you deeply, that loves you purely. dabi is the one who yells, who accuses you of horrible thingsโof abandoning him. who tells you that this, the life you live now, is your fault.
the ballroom carries on in merry feasting. everyone present seems to be wholly engrossed in dancing, in the meal. no one pays much attention to the usurper king and his wife. or perhaps, they are all like youโpretending that nothing has changed.
touya's arm leans across your chair, draping over your shoulder. it is a miracle that you do not shudder when his fingers dance along the skin of your jaw. his mouth presses close to your ear and you can feel him gently playing with the neckline of your wedding dress. "are the festivities not to your liking?" he inquires, whispering. this time, you do shudder.
"i-i'm content" you reply, swallowing your nerves. you can feel the way touya continues to stare at you. a month ago, still new to your life here as the usurpers wifeโyou tried everything you could to rebel. you refused to eat, scratched at him every time he came near.
and one morning, he had the chefs prepare your favorite. fluffy pancakes, drowning in sticky syrup. sliced fruit and yogurt on the side. a tall glass of chilled orange juice, free of pulp. againโyou had refused the meal. dabi had leaned over you on the bed, gently cupping your cheek.
"is it not to your liking, wife?" he had asked, always with the wife. as if he was making up for lost time. but to you, it only felt like a reminder of your place beside him. you had stubbornly shook your head and moments later dabi had the chefs brought into your chambers and slain.
you do not doubt for a second that dabi would have every noble in this room slain if he felt like it, guided by twisted morals. you don't want anyone else to die for you. you don't want him to kill anyone else. "i'm happy, touya" you say once more, plastering a smile onto your face. you force yourself to look at himโthe scars and the charred flesh. his hair, dyed black now. the soullessness of his blue eyes.
moments of silence pass. you play with your hands in your lap, anxious as you wait for his visible displeasure to pass. touya continues to stare at you, and without another word, he stands.
fear washes over you. he stares down at you, eyes roving over your face. "we're to retire for the night, my dear" he says, sounding almost like touya again as he helps you from your chair. you know what's to come.
guards are posted up and down the halls, spears raised and at the ready. each nods in your direction, acknowledging their king and queen. touya moves steadily forwards getting closer to your shared chambers.
you had caved once, earlier in the week, and asked one of your elder servants how her first time had gone. her hair was graying and you knew she must have a had a child already. she did not answer you, not immediately, braiding down your hair.
"it's going to hurt" she told you, staring down at you pityingly "men do not understand that they have to be gentle, for a maidens first time. you have to relax and let the worst of it pass"
touya's mouth claims yours the moment you two are alone. it feels invasive, like he's trying to crawl into your body from your mouth and stay there. you try to kiss him back, but he dominates the kiss so easily, moving you this way and that. his hands deftly undo the buttons on the back of your wedding gown, pressing fevered kisses to your neck once the slope of skin is exposed to him.
"there is not a single woman in the world who compares to you" touya whispers, pushing you down onto the bed gently. his eyes meet yours in the dim lighting as he kneels before you. his hands undo the straps of your shoes, lightly massaging your foot, then your calf and then up to your knee. "in beauty, in grace. i have lived my entire life in your image, and i will continue to do so still. you have entranced me mind, body and soul"
he is reciting his vows to you, you realize somewhat dazedly, as he pushed the gown from your shivering frame. clad in only your undergarments, the air chills you. his teeth nip at a sensitive part of your throat, pulling a meek sound from your lips.
touya's hands hover above your body before slowly touching the bare skin of your legs. he kisses you once more, humming into it as his hands caress flesh. like he can't quite believe you're real. you've never been touched like this before, and your stomach curls when his hands skirt around your pelvis.
his hair tickles the skin just underneath your breasts. you look down when you feel his face pressing into your stomach. touya groans, loudly. "you're so soft" he whispers, nearly feverish with it. you don't know what to say to that, so you say nothing. his face presses further into your skin and he smells you, groaning againโlike he's trying to push past the layer and live in your bones instead. even that level of closeness may not be close enough for him, you realize with slight horror.
"like vanilla" touya murmurs, hooking two of his scarred fingers over your underwear and slowly pulling them down your legs. touya's gunmetal blue eyes are focused onto your cunt, like a predator right before it strikes. blindly, touya brings the silken garment to his nose before he tucks your underwear into the breast pocket of his jacket.
"you can'tโ!" you protest in embarrassment, squeezing your legs together as shame fills you. you only realize entirely too late that this does nothing but expose more of your privates to him, and before you can try to shift your position, touya is pulling your legs apart once more.
touya dances his pointer down the length of your inner thigh, and then once more. he drags it down from your hooded clit to your entrance. "so pretty" he murmurs. the attention causes you to shiver and in return, touya finally looks up to face you. "are you a maiden?" he asks, as if he does not already know the answer.
"touyaโ" you reply, nearly whiny. his fingers continue to trace your outer lips, and them pushing them aside to drift between your folds.
"dabi" touya corrects sternly, but doesn't bother saying anything more on that subject, too engrossed in playing with you. "answer me."
you can feel yourself getting wet. it is the single most embarrassing thing in the world. you don't know if its his tone of voice, the way touya plays with youโsomehow both nonchalant and obsessive about being in-between your legs. "y-yes. i'm untouched"
not truly. there was that time at the ball. but touya had used only his fingers, bringing you to completion quickly. you wonder if he can even remember it.
"do you touch yourself?" a shake of your head. touya presses more insistently, grazing them along your sensitive nub as he stares at your face for a reaction. "with words" a harder press and this time a tiny sound escapes you, hardly above a gasp and your cunt throbs, clenching around nothing.
"i haven't" you answer dutifully, voice shaky as another gasps escapes you. "please-"
touya laughs. it sounds cruel and condescending all at once. he brings those eyes back up to your face. "do you even know what your asking for?"
your thighs press together. you don't. touya knows you don't.
"i thought not" touya chuckles, spreading your legs once more. he drags you none too gently down the length of your bed, and settles his lower half against it. his fingers continue their gentle petting, mouth placing little kisses against your inner thighs that have you squeezing your eyes shut as more slick pools from your cunt.
"but that's alright, isn't it?" he asks, and you open your mouth to speak when you realize that he isn't talking to you. touya licks a broad stroke up your cunt, pulling a little squeal from your lips before drawing back to kiss your clit. "you just need your husband to figure everything out for you, don't you sweetheart?"
four.
"i could get in so much trouble for this" you say, as touya helps you cross over a path of stones. you hold your skirts up in your hands as he guides you along. "if my father finds out i've left, it could ruin my reputation"
"why do you need a reputation?" touya replies, looking at you with a perplexed expressionโlike he really can't understand the concept. it is entirely too endearing for your liking. touya is supposed to be a pest, he is a pest. but you like having him around all the time. "i'm going to be the one to marry you, why does any of that matter?"
you feel yourself flushing. he hasn't let that go, and you don't think he ever will. you are grateful that it is too dark out for touya to see you properly. you don't say anything else, refusing to give in. instead, you allow yourself to be led along, trying to puzzle out where exactly touya is taking you.
"oh wow" you breathe, as you reach your destination at last. the moon stretches over the forest floor, glittering against a lulling stream. the grasses tickle against your ankles, and you are surrounded by a sea of blue flowers. there are fireflies, and their lights illuminate the prince's face. "touya, where are we?" it's hard to believe such a place has existed so near to your kingdom.
"its not too far from the well where i met you" touya says, staring at you. your head whips to stare back at him. your eyes drift slowly away from touya, and back to the sea where you find yourself immersed in. the blue is not so far away from the color of touya's eyes, you realize. the thought does not bother you. "do you like them? the flowers? i do not think they are nearly as beautiful as you are, but they will have to do"
you flush again. you have been told that you are beautiful, hundreds of times. maybe even thousands. yet the way that touya says it is...it is not the same. "will have to do for what?" you ask, turning back around.
"i do love you" touya says, stepping close to kiss your cheek, then then corner of your mouth. you both meet in the middle to sweetly kiss. touya takes your hand in his, and you gasp into the kiss when you feel something cold slide onto your finger. your eyes fly down, wide as saucers as you stare down at the ring.
"touyaโ"
"it isn't silly and childish. i knew i would marry you the day i saw you crying at the well" he continues, watching your expression as you lift your hand to your face. "i am in love with you. i will never love anyone else. nothing compares to you. you have bewitched me ; mind, body and soul"
you can only stare at him.
but touya knows your silence is a good one. a soft smile dawns on his face as he stares at you. he brings your ring-adorned hand up to his mouth, and kisses every finger. his eyes do not stray from yours. when has touya turned into such a romantic?
"i've spent my entire life under the thumb of my father" touya murmurs. "i did not have anything to live for. but you. i want you more than anything in the world. we will be wed soon. you only need wait a little longer. can you do that for me?"
a shiver befalls you.
the scene breaks. the doors open, and you start from the pleasant memory. you turn towards the doors, gazing into the stern face of your father.
nervously, you reach below the neckline of your daygown and pull out the ring touya gave you, suspended by a silver chain. "my letters to touya, has there been any answer?" you inquire. the same as you do everyday when your father comes to visit you.
nearly a year of silence. you have never gone so long without any word from him. it scares you.
yet the air around you feels oppressive, heavy. you bring your attentions away from the ring around your neck to look at your father. his face is pinched, heavy. he does not have good news, you realize, and your heart drops to your stomach at the thought of it.
"father?" you ask, standing hurriedly. "what is the matter?"
your father only grimaces, and gestures for you to sit back down. you obey, gripping the material of the setee in a tight grip. "the prince is dead" you shake your head. a second time, and then a third as tears well up into your eyes. "a fire, in the east wing of the castle"
five.
you rub your lower skin softly, mind elsewhere. the cross stitch in your hands has long since been abandoned.
the wind blows, rustles your gowns as you sit alone in the gardens. touya has been gone for three days nowโon business. he is soon to return. though you wish for his carriage to fall of a mountain anyway. it hadn't the last time, so you know it won't this time either. and he may not be with you physically, but you feel the hold he has on you all the same.
hard not to, when everyone has given you such a wide berth. they know that talking to you for too long, smiling in your direction. complimenting your hair ; any of it could incur his wrath. and those who angered the usurper king were all quickly disposed of. the news of your pregnancy has only seemed to worsen his possessive streak.
a shadow falls over you, blocking out your light. hands fall on your shoulder. you no longer have the strength to resist him.
"i've returned" touya says softly, pressing a kiss to the side of your cheek. his hand travels down your body, laying over your own, gently caressing your belly. "how have you fared, in my absence?"
"i am content" you reply, softly. obediently you tip your head back and allow him to kiss you for real. "happy" you say, and the lie tastes like ash in your mouth.
touya hums into the kiss. "and the babe?" he inquires, eyes landing on your slightly swollen belly.
"another story entirely" you tell him, and your husband laughs. the sound of it fills you with dread and you want to fling yourself from the highest tower. but you are a coward, above allโand so all you do is smile and let him lead you back into your chambers.
ยฉ amalainse -- do not copy, steal or plagiarize my works.
This fic is not suitable for minors. It contains sexual relationships, accidental pregnancy, substance abuse, withdrawal, and addiction. This is a sequel fic.
Your belly has grown more to the point where itโs harder to hide. You bought some new maternity work clothes with some stretch to accompany your growing belly. However, if Mister was able to notice a change in your physical appearance, then soon, others will too, and more than just your coworkers, but the public as well.
Mister calls at least once a week to check in and you take the call every time, sometimes even excusing yourself during work hours to sneak away and chat. Itโs a simple joy, but reconnecting with him helps you feel more normal. You avoid discussing work or anything serious, but simple chats about prison gossip from his end or keeping him updated on the drama youโre watching with Toshinori makes the whole ordeal seem normal. The reality is though, that the world keeps turning while heโs locked behind bars.
The bell to your gate buzzes, pulling your attention from the drama youโre watching with Toshinori. You check the front camera and see Hawks standing there.ย
โWhat are you doing here?โ you ask through the intercom.
โI just came to see how youโre handling everything since the Billboard Chart announcement,โ he says.
โFine, Iโll let you in.โ
โActually, I was wondering if we could go out. Thereโs something I want to show you.โ
You hesitate for a moment. โOkay. Give me a minute.โ
You grab your bag and slip on your shoes calling to Toshinori in English, โIโm going out. Should be back in a bit.โ
โWho is it?โ he asks.
โJust Hawks, no one special.โ
He furrows his brow slightly. โOkay, just let me know when youโll be back for dinner.โ
You step out of the house, following the path down to the gate and opening it. Hawks stands there awkwardly. His hands are shoved into his pockets and heโs wearing normal clothes. His jeans are dark, and he wears a black leather jacket over his T-shirt. Despite his attempt to blend in with civilians, he wears a katana strapped to his back.
โWhatโs that for?โ you ask.
โCan never be too safe. I have to make sure I can protect you if weโre out in public,โ he says with a smile.
โSeems a bit dramatic.โ
โIs it? I thought it looked cool with this outfit.โ
You roll your eyes. โWhatever, letโs just go.โ
Hawks takes you to his ride, opening the passenger side door for you. Itโs an all-black sports car, but you donโt recognize the brand name. He presses some buttons and the car hums as it comes to life.
โWhen did you get your driverโs license?โ you ask.
โFew weeks ago. I figured it would be better than having to rely on Jeanist-san to drive me around. Itโs also sexier than driving one of the cars from the Commission, donโt you think?โ He smirks.
โA car is a car. I donโt find any sex appeal to them.โ
His smile drops and he clears his throat. โAnyway, I want to show you something important.โ
โAre you going to tell to me where we are going?โ
He hums in thought. โNot yet. Itโs a surprise.โ
The drive isnโt too long and eventually the car rolls up to a cemetery. You step out of the vehicle, following Hawks to wherever heโs leading you. You walk quietly alongside him, unsure of what to say or how to make conversation. He doesnโt speak either, and it feels like the first time he hasnโt tried to force awkward quips and jokes to be lighthearted, which youโre grateful for.
Eventually he takes you to a plot thatโs a bit more secluded than the others. Itโs under a cherry blossom tree, the leaves a vibrant green from the end of summer.
โBubaigawara Jin,โ you read the name on the grave.
โI made sure his remains were handled properly since he didnโt have any family to do so,โ Hawks says.
โWhy?โ
โI cleaned up his body to try to prevent Toga Himiko from getting access to his blood, but I guess I also had a lot of guilt. Someone had to do it, and I doubt any of the League of Villains would be going back to retrieve it. I wanted to be sure he at least had a proper burial.โ
โSo, you did it for yourself?โ
โNo. Iโve been too much of a coward to come here on my own. But I thought you should see it. I know youโre still mourning him, so you can come here to grieve if you need.โ
โWhy are you showing me this?โ
โIโve hurt you a lot. Iโve betrayed your trust in many ways. I know this doesnโt make up for any of that, but we should move forward together. Youโre my assistant, and the mother of my child. We need to start being a team.โ
Heโs right, and you know it. Youโve been trying to avoid him for too long in an effort to not confront your conflicting feelings. You bite your lip, staring at the grave in front of you. He doesnโt push for further conversation, letting you take your time to mull his words over. Youโve been too busy fighting your own feelings towards him to even consider simply being a team. Working together professionally is one thingโyou can hide behind all of the semantics of business when youโre at work, but co-parenting is another ballgame in its entirety. It requires seeing him regularly outside of work to raise a real living baby together. To be honest, part of you fears the feelings it could stir inside of you. Could you end up liking him again, or even fall in love? Would that be the most utter betrayal to your dead friendsโas if carrying his child isnโt enough betrayal already? Standing there now, youโre forced to face those fears head on, when youโve pushed them to the side for months, replacing them with disdain in order to ignore them.
Grief is weird like that, you suppose. It really isnโt the monster under your bed, itโs the face of the person who stares back at you in the mirror every dayโitโs the man standing next to you now.
After a while, you reach into your bag and pull out the ultrasound photo and hand it to him. โItโs a girl, by the way.โ
โWow, a little girl, huh?โ he smiles softly, staring at the photo.
โYou can see her toes and fingers forming there.โ You point. โThe doctor says in a few more weeks the webbing between them will fall off and sheโll have fully formed feet and hands. Even fingernails. Isnโt that crazy? Our baby has little fingernails.โ
โOur baby,โ he repeats. โYeah, it is crazy.โ
โIf you want, you can keep that one. I have another at home. I just kept that one in my bag to show the boys whenever I see them next.โ
โThank you.โ
โItโs technically her first picture.โ
โShe looks just like you,โ he jokes.
You roll your eyes. โYouโre really so not funny.โ
โI mean sheโs cute just like you.โ
โHa ha. Sheโs covered in poop and slime and sheโs bald. Sheโs not cute yet. Sheโs like a little parasite in my body until sheโs born.โ
โI didnโt know you had such strong feelings about pregnancy.โ
โWell, itโs true. A fetus sucks a lot of nutrients from the mother. Thatโs why mothers have to usually gain weight and eat more and eat lots of healthy foods. Not just for the babyโs health, but the motherโs too.โ
โWow, I never knew that.โ
โFirst time getting someone pregnant?โ You give him a little smirk.
โI try not to make a habit of it.โ He smirks back.
You snort and chuckle at him.
โI thought I was โreally so not funnyโ,โ he quips.
โYouโre not, but sometimes you say a funny thing.โ
He looks over the photo as if itโs a delicate piece of art. โItโs weird. I donโt think my mom ever got an ultrasound when she was pregnant with me. I donโt have any childhood photos.โ
โWell, then letโs make sure we take lots of pictures of her.โ
โIโm going to take a million, you know? From the moment sheโs born.โ He laughs.ย
โPlease donโt turn her into an internet sensation. Iโll really kill you if you become one of those parent bloggers.โ
โNo, sheโll be just ours. I promise.โ His eyes scan over your face. โCome on. I want to show you one more grave.โ
He pockets the ultrasound carefully into his jacket before taking you down the path further into the cemetery. You walk quietly, curious about what other grave he wants to show you but allowing the anticipation to build. The path winds and curves slightly over the hills, but Hawks keeps his pace slow next to you. Itโs easy to notice how he walks a little bit closer now, almost as if heโs silently trying to say, โIโm right here next to you, in more ways than one.โ
Eventually, he brings you to a grave marked for none other than Himiko. An incense stick is lit and there are flowers lying beside the gravestone.
โI donโt understand. I thought Himikoโs parents hated her?โ Your voice is quiet as you stare at the large stone.
โSince you announced her act of heroism, Toga Himikoโs parents put this grave up. I think they were ashamed before, but I think having it here means more to other people than them.โ
โYou mean me?โ
โAnd Uraraka Ochako. You can show her, and maybe that will help her move on from whatever sheโs feeling.โ
Your eyes follow the trail of smoke as it curls into the air, the gentle breeze whisking it away. โI havenโt even talked to her. To be honest, I heard about it from Todoroki Shouto.โ
โThen, this can be a good excuse. I mean, it was kind of my excuse, after all.โ
โI knew you had selfish reasons for bringing me here!โ You slap him teasingly on his stomach.ย
He flexes instinctively and you feel his muscles through his T-shirt.
โOnly partially selfish.โ He laughs. โYouโve been avoiding talking to me, so I thought if I showed you this place maybe youโd hear me out.โ
โItโs not easy, you know. You killed my friend and then went on TV to justify it. You told the whole world that your relationship with me was just to gather information. Then, I find out Iโm pregnant with your child. And you pardon me for my villain crimes and hire me as your assistant. Itโs so overwhelming. How can I feel grateful for your kindness when youโve hurt me so much?โ
โIโm sorry. For everything. Iโm sorry for killing Bubaigawara. Iโm sorry for not saying his name when I admitted it in front of the nation. Iโm sorry that I said I was just trying to collect information.โ His apology is genuine, and you can sense his own pain through his words. โItโs not even entirely true.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โI was spending lots of time with you to try and collect information, but I also enjoyed being with you. You really were my first kiss, and I donโt regret anything else.โ
You can see the honesty in his eyes. The scars on his face seem more prominent, and it ages him slightly. Heโs not the same charismatic young hero who was stuck arguing with a security guard at the Paranormal Liberation Front hideout just to get into the cafeteria. The man before you now has stared death in the face more than once, and heโs trying to move forward the same way everyone else keeps urging you to.
โWhen I confronted him, I told Bubaigawara that I would help him start a new life after he paid for his crimes. He refused to abandon his friends, just like you. Thatโs why I pardoned you and hired you. So, you could start a new life, and raise our baby happily, whether or not I was actually in your life.โ
โThen, why are you trying so hard to actually be in my life?โ
โBecauseโฆ I really care about you. I always have. Besides, Iโm not going to be like my father and abandon his child. Like I said, I want us to work as a team.โ
โI understand,โ you reply.
โThereโs one more thing,โ he adds. โI supported you with your addition to the expanded Hero Billboard Chart, but it has shaken the public more than what was anticipated. A lot of reports are saying that the people demand an apology from you.โ
โThatโs crazy, what do I even need to apologize for?โ
โItโs not about anything that you did. Itโs just a chance to ease the minds of the public.โ
โThatโs so Japanese style.โ You huff.
โThink about it some more. I can help you write the apology too.โ
โPeople will still spread rumors. Even if I apologize, they will still demand that itโs not enough.โ
โPerhaps, but it also gives you the chance to face them honestly. Think of it as another step forward,โ he says.
You're quiet, thinking the whole thing over. He said he wants to be a teamโฆ
โIf you want to be there, then I need you there entirely,โ you tell him.
โWhat do you mean?โ
โIt means actually coparenting. Be here for me for the pregnancy. Be there when the baby is born. And donโt back out and abandon me like you did that day.โ
โYou have all of me. But you do know that women undergo labor alone, right?โ
โWhat?โ
โTypically, the babyโs father isnโt present during delivery. Not in Japan, at least.โ
โWell, fuck your cultural customs this one time. Youโre asking me to go on national television and issue an apology forโsomething, I donโt knowโto do what is Japanese custom just to ease the minds of the public. After everything you put me through, your ass better be right next to me when I give birth, and you better be holding me hand the whole time.โ
He laughs despite your harshness. โOkay, okay. Thatโs fair. Iโll help you with your apology speech, and Iโll be there to hold your hand when you go into labor.โ
You huff again. โGood.โ
โAlright. Now, let me get you home. Itโs too hot for you to be outside for so long.โ
Shouto waits for you outside of Central Hospital. He stands next to Endeavor and a tall woman with white hair who you assume to be his mother. Itโs weird seeing Endeavor wearing normal clothesโcomfortable ones too. It doesnโt suit him at all. When he sees you, he waves politely for you to come over.
โThis is my mom,โ he introduces.
โItโs nice to meet you. Iโm Yagi Asuka.โ You bow politely as you introduce yourself. Itโs still weird for you to say, but you hope it will grow on you more over time.
โItโs good to meet a friend of my sonsโ. Iโve heard a lot about you from Shouto,โ his mom says.
You feel your face heat up slightly and you press your hand to your cheek. โI didnโt know he talked about me.โ
โJust good things.โ Shouto smiles softly.
โUh, hi, Endeavor-san,โ you greet him awkwardly, forcing yourself to bow politely to him as well.
Endeavor greets you back with the same discomfort. Despite being a man with a fire quirk, his demeanor is cold and stern.
โAre you ready?โ Shouto asks.
โNo, but to be honest I donโt think I ever will be,โ you tell him.
โWe wonโt have long, so Iโll let you talk to him the whole time.โ
โAre you sure? I know itโs important for you and your family to talk to him too.โ
โDad keeps his promise to come every day, but we agreed that itโs important for you to speak with Touya-nii too.โ
โThanks,โ you say awkwardly to Endeavor. You turn to Shouto and whisper to him, โAre they going in with us?โ
โI thought it would be best for you to go in alone, if you want,โ he says. โWeโre going to wait outside the room.โ
Your heart races at the thought. Endeavor checks in with the front staff and they guide everyone down to where Dabi is being held. Every step feels like youโre walking a mile. You can hear every footstep echoing off of the sterile tile under your feet. It rings in your ears as your heart races with adrenaline. It feels like an hour until you finally get to the secure room where heโs been hidden away from the world.
โA word of warning, he doesnโt look like how you remember him,โ Endeavor says.
โI figuredโโ
โYou canโt even imagine it. So just drop all of your expectations.โ
You donโt even know if you have any expectations. Youโve tried to prepare yourself for the worst, but you canโt even begin to imagine what the worst could be. Your stomach drops even further in anticipation. The hospital staff presses some code into a screen on a panel outside of the room. When the doors open, you turn to Shouto who gives you a reassuring nod before you step inside.
Seeing Dabi makes you sick to your stomach. Heโs stationed upright in some high-tech cylinder. Various tubes run in and out of his bodyโa machine beeping, keeping him just barely alive. Heโs wrapped head to toe in gauze, and the few places where his skin is exposed looks fully charredโif it even is his skin. Heโs caged in a metal contraption preventing him from moving or attempting to use his quirk. It seems redundant, considering heโs hardly even alive in this state. Metal rods pierce his scalp and around different points on his face, holding him together like a science experiment. His hair is completely gone, as is the skin around his mouth, exposing his teeth completely. His right arm is entirely gone as well, and you wonder how he managed to sustain that woundโthe rest of his body seems explainable.
The guard in the room speaks to you, โHe usually wakes up around the same time each day, but you could end up waiting for a while.โ
โItโs okay. Iโll wait as long as I need,โ you tell him.
He gets you a chair to sit in, which youโre grateful for. You would think that with each passing minute your nerves would calm down, but your heart still beats heavily in your chest. Your mind races as you scramble to figure out what to say. You know that when he wakes up, youโll have only a few minutes to talk to him.ย
What if I freeze and nothing comes out? What if I forget how to speak Japanese? What if only Korean or something comes out? Or worseโฆwhat if his condition is so bad he doesnโt even recognize me anymore? Iโve changed so much, what if Iโm just a stranger to him now?
You wait in the room for nearly forty minutes until he wakes up. He groans as he regains consciousness, but a chuckle befalls his lips when he notices you.
ย โIโm surprised,โ he croaks. His voice is hoarse and barely audible.
โDaโTouyaโฆโ You manage to swallow the lump in your throat. โI have a lot to tell you.โ
โIโฆ Donโt haveโฆ time.โ
โIโm pregnant.โ It seems like thatโs the best place to start.ย
He wheezes as a soft laugh escapes him. โHow?โ
โWell, I-I did what you said a-and tried to trust me. I mean, get Hawks to trust me. I tried to get Hawks to trust me. I wanted to trust him too. Back then.โ
โYouโโ The machine tracking his heart rate beats a little faster.
The guard begins to scold you. โDonโt rile him up, or else Iโll have to escort you out.โ
โTouya, calm down. It was a while ago. Before the raid on our headquarters.โ
It takes a minute, but the machine slows to its regular rhythm, and he mutters, โYouโฆ seeing him?โ
โSeeing him? You mean meeting with him? Not romantically, if thatโs what youโre asking. He gave me a job, but Iโve kept a firm distance with him.โย
At least until todayโฆ you think as an afterthought.
โGoodโฆ traitor.โ
Youโre not sure if heโs referring to Hawks, or if heโs calling you a traitor. It makes your heart sink. โIโm sorry. I have to work hard to give my baby a good life. I want to be a good mother.โ
โYouโฆ willโฆโ His voice trails off.
You continue to fill the space, just trying to talk to him as much as you can. โDid you know, thereโs an old belief that being pregnant with a girl will steal the motherโs beauty.โ You force an awkward laugh, trying to ease the pain that radiates from your heart throughout the rest of your body.
โNot true.โ
His response catches you by surprise. You were expecting him to swear at you or call you an idiot for letting another idiot knock you up, but he doesnโt. He seems genuine, and serious, this response much calmer than his others.
โI donโt know how much I can tell you without causing an emotional response. Itโs all kind of crazy.โ
He hums softly, indicating that heโs listening.
โAll For One kidnapped me and gave me a quirk. So, if you thought I wasnโt quirkless, then you were right.โ
โKnewโฆ it.โ
โItโs a really crazy story. Iโll have to explain it all later.โ
If you can make it that longโฆ
โAll Might adopted me, and Hawks gave me a job working for the Public Safety Commission. I know Iโm a traitor, but Iโm hoping that with money and resources I can try to do something to make a positive change.โ
โWhatโฆ plan?โ
โTo be honest, I donโt have one yet. But as soon as I figure it out, Iโll come right back here and tell you.โ
He hums again, his eyes fluttering as he fights to stay awake.
You continue, โI know we donโt have much time, but please keep fighting for your life. I want you to meet my daughter someday. So please, if thereโs any spite left in you, keep living. I want you to see the world I will create. I want you to be there with me!โ
Youโre unsure if your words even reach his ears as his eyes fall closed once again.
โThatโs enough,โ the attending guard says. โLet his family know they can come back tomorrow.โ
You're quickly ushered out as the hospital staff tend to him. Shouto and his parents are waiting idly outside of the room, just as Shouto said they would be. A sudden wave of exhaustion hits you, and you want to scream about how unfair everything is. You want to break down and bawlโto run back into that room and cry at the helm of Touyaโs living coffin and demand answers for why he would do that to himself.ย
โAre you okay?โ Shouto places his hand on your back, and it snaps you back to the present.
โHuh?โ
โHow did it go? What did you say to him?โ
โI donโt know.โ
Youโre not lying. It all happened so fastโseeing him was so shockingโitโs like your brain didnโt even register what was happening until it was over.ย
And now itโs over.
And you havenโt even had a moment to really calm down and collect your thoughts.
โI warned you,โ Endeavor says. โThereโs nothing you couldโve done to mentally or emotionally prepare for it. Thatโs why I face him every day. So, I can truly understand the consequences of my actions.โ
The urge to spit on him overwhelms you. You want to curse him out for being such a bastard of a father to drive his son to that madness. You couldnโt imagine it before you were pregnant, but now the feeling really sinks in. Part of you even understands Hawksโs desire to be in the picture and help you raise the baby. Without thinking, you place your hand on your stomach.
However, Shouto notices. โAre you alright?โ
โIโm fine. I want to go home,โ you tell him.
Endeavor eyes you. โThis must be extremely distressing for you. Itโs important for you to rest.โ
Itโs obvious how he chooses his words that makes part of you wonder if Hawks did eventually tell him about the baby.
โYeah,โ you agree. โItโs been quite emotionally distressing. You know, after being bombarded with news about how great it is that my friends are dead and the heroes who killed them saved the day. Seeing one of the few remaining friends I have left on his deathbed is pretty emotionally exhausting.โ
Your words bite, and you can see how they sting Shouto a little. You regret it instantly, but Endeavor looks away.ย
โI know itโs hard for you. So, if you ever want to come talk to Touya, itโs okay,โ he says.
Endeavor has given up fighting. Heโs traded heroics for a false sense of fatherhood, but itโs too late. He knows this. Everyone in the room knows it. Yet, he doesnโt give up trying to right a wrong he shouldโve never created in the first place.
โIโm not going to thank you,โ you tell him.
โI know. Iโm not looking for gratitude. You deserve to see him. Iโll notify the hospital staff as well, so you can come and go freely.โ
You nod as Shoutoโs hand finally leaves your back.
โLetโs go,โ he says.
The walk out of the hospital is even quieter and more awkward than walking through the cemetery with Hawks. Death lingers in each placeโone where your friends wait for their passing, and the other where theyโre already gone. Home is the only place where you can safely mourn without disturbance. Itโs the only place where you are free to really process it allโbehind the quiet walls of your bedroom with your door shut, or alone in the shower with steaming hot water to cloud any semblance of tears. In that place, youโre safe to explore the memories of those you love without the lingering eyes or judgement of anyone else.
And thatโs what you needโhome.
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Chapter 10 โฌ ๏ธ๐ฆโก๏ธ Chapter 12
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Summary: Where you're not jealous. Definitely not. (MHA characters reacting to their girlfriend getting jealous. Part 1?)
Characters: Dabi, Aizawa
Content: Jealousy. Violence and Unhinged!Reader in the Dabi one.
MHA-MHA-MHA
You stalked out of the bar, leaving behind the chaos you just caused.
Cold rage coursed through your veins, your pulse pounding in your throat. You could still see that woman's hands all over Dabi, hear the sweet words she was whispering in his ear. That stupid look on her face, the confidence she had that she would be able to take what was yours.
She's lucky all you gave her was a few broken bones.
A hand caught your wrist and you reacted quickly, spinning around drawing on your quirk, ready to strike.
"Take it easy, Angel," Dabi's grinning face, full of twisted amusement, both calmed and paradoxically infuriated you. "It's just me."
You scoffed, the sound a cobra's hiss, and let up on your quirk. You straightened up and pulled away from his grasp in favor of crossing your arms. You'd left him behind when you stormed out, eager to get out before you truly lost control.
He chuckled at your behavior, at the anger still radiating off of you. He was undaunted by it, moving closer, fingers skating along your upper arms. "What was that about, pretty girl? Feeling jealous?"
"I'm not jealous," you spun away from him and began walking again, his skulking footsteps following you. "I just don't tolerate anyone disrespecting me to my face."
"Sure, sure," he obviously didn't buy it.
"Don't piss me off," you snapped, walking faster, "you weren't exactly discouraging the attention, you know."
"And miss out on the show?" you were spun around to face him again and he pushed you up against a wall. His eyes pierced you, his voice a pleasant purr, "not a chance."
You tried to hold onto your anger, but a new kind of heat burned through you at the look on his face, the feeling of his hand running up your side. He nuzzled into your neck, his tongue dragging along your skin and making you shiver.
"Do you know how fucking sexy you looked? Raging like that, all over little old me," he grabbed a handful of your hair, tilting your head back so he could gain better access to your neck. "Vicious girl..."
Your eyelids fluttered and you gripped his shoulders tight as he began to bite and suck at your neck. Possessive lust hazed over your mind and you pulled him closer.
Dabi was yours, and you'd tear apart anyone who dared to try and take him from you.
It was stupid.
You were a grown woman, well beyond the age of petty bouts of jealousy-
And yet.
Sometimes, seeing Shouta's friends, like Miss Joke and Midnight, playfully flirt with him in the way that they did...
It got to you.
And you hated it. Because you knew they were just joking, knew they had no interest in Shouta. And Shouta never entertained their jokes at all, shooting them down in that stern way of his. You had nothing to worry about.
But sometimes, you could still feel the heat rise up under your collar, the tension in your jaw, the urge to tell them to knock it off sitting ready on your tongue. But you didn't. You didn't want to be that girl. You didn't want to make a big deal out of an obvious joke, be the girlfriend that was so insecure she had to bare her teeth at every woman that came near her man.
So you said nothing. But that didn't mean Shouta didn't notice something was bothering you. He knew you so well.
MHA-MHA-MHA
"What's the matter?"
You blinked, glancing over at Shouta as his voice brought you out of your thoughts. The two of you had just left after getting dinner with some of your UA colleagues and were walking home. At some point, after a few rounds of drinks, Midnight had turned her suggestive persona in Shouta's direction. You'd also had a drink or two at this point and couldn't help but leave the table, using the excuse of needing the restroom to step away and cool off for a while. The attempt to calm down didn't work, and you'd remained quiet and closed off for the rest of the evening.
"Nothing," you weren't very convincing, you knew, but you still tried. "Nothing's the matter."
"Hm," he hummed thoughtfully, not saying anything for a few minutes as you continued on your walk. But that didn't mean he was dropping the subject, "you've been quiet since Kayama started in on her antics."
Your mouth twisted into a soft grimace when he hit the nail on the head, "...she was just joking," you said, something you reassured yourself of many a time.
"She was," he agreed quietly, "but it still bothered you."
It wasn't a chastisement, merely an observation, but you still felt embarrassed. You didn't look at him, a horrid blush burning on your face as your silence answered for you.
His hand closed around yours, the familiar warmth a comforting balm to your nerves. "I'll tell her to stop. Joke, too." He really it all figured out, didn't he?
"No," you disagreed, and damn it, why was your throat tight? Why did your eyes burn? "I'm being- I'm just being childish."
"You're not being childish," slowly, Shouta stopped walking, pulling you to a stop as well. He used a gentle hand to guide you into looking up at him, and all you saw was his calm patience that you adored so much. "It's making you uncomfortable, so it's worth addressing."
His thumb brushed over your cheek, the tenderness of the action, of his words, coaxed a few tears out of you. You sniffled, nodding quietly. You still felt so embarrassed, but a part of you felt so relieved to finally have it out in the open, and to have Shouta take it seriously.
He brought you into a hug, and you pressed your face into his chest, the press of his hand resting on the back of your head grounding you.
"I'm sorry," you whispered.
"Don't be," he said reassuringly.
(Requests)
(Laser: I'm sad today, so I curse you with angst.)
MHA-MHA-MHA
Katsuki's heart sinks when he sees the unmistakable wetness that mists over your eyes. What's worse, what really makes him feel like the worst kind of bastard, is the way you shy away from his gaze with a sense of bitter defeat. Like he's getting what he wanted. Like his victory, his intention, was pushing you to tears.
As if he could ever consider this a victory.
"H-Hey..." he reaches out to you, awkward and unsure. He's so bad at dealing with tears, especially yours. It's so much easier to take on whatever piece of shit that's made you cry, but in this case, it's him. He's the piece of shit.
You sniffle, hurriedly brushing past him, equal parts angry and hurt.
"Whatever, Katsuki."
The thing about you is that you're so damn unpredictable. Sweet one second, drawing blood the next.
Dabi kind of loves it. It keeps things from becoming boring, getting stale. And you're so hot when your eyes are ablaze with whatever emotion is overcoming you.
Just like right now, in the middle of some pointless, bullshit argument, when something he says makes you snap. You tackle him to the ground, your hands fisting into his jacket as you yell in his face. All he can do is grin up at you dangerously, just as angry, but equally as enticed by just how vibrant you look in this moment.
Then something even sweeter happens.
Big, fat tears begin to drip from your wild eyes, and Dabi sucks in a breath. You sob, frustrated and overwhelmed, and his cold, little heart warms at the sight.
"Oh, pretty girl..."
His arms wrap around you as you cry into his chest, cursing his name all the while. He strokes your hair, twisted affection squirming in his chest like a nest of spiders.
Always so unpredictable and entertaining.
"(Name), I-" Shouta falters, all the anger and frustration from your argument washed away by cold, all-consuming guilt at the sight of the tears slipping down your face.
You hurriedly wipe them away, stepping back, away from him, and the guilt deepens.
He knows you hate crying in front of him, even when it isn't his fault. It makes you feel weak, and he knows you worry he'll think less of you, that he'll find your more emotional way of being "irrational."
You turn, hiding your face as you try to walk away, but he stops you, gently catching you by the arm.
"Wait," he pleads, his voice gentle, "I'm sorry." Because no argument is worth making you cry.
"I don't want you to see me like this," you mutter, your head down. But at least you're not pulling away from him. He takes that as a good sign.
"Don't hide from me," he urges. He takes you by the chin and tilts your head up so he can look at you properly. He brushes your tears away, regretful that they're there in the first place. "Let's talk about this, okay?"
He's always so stubborn, set in his ways. But he'll try to meet you in the middle, to understand your perspective. You're worth it.
Tomura feels no guilt at the sight of your tears, only vindictive satisfaction. Good. He'd been aiming to hurt you when he said those words to you. He really can't stand the way you make him feel sometimes, so he's happy to return the favor.
"You're seriously crying?" he taunts with a cruel smirk, poking at your cheek with a mocking finger.
You smack his hand away, "fuck you, Tomura, you fucking prick," you hiss, trying not to cry even more in front of him. You turn and storm away from him before things get even worse.
"You're so pathetic!" he calls after you, making sure you can hear him before you slam the door behind you.
He huffs, standing there and scratching at his neck. You're so damn overdramatic, a pain in his ass. You deserve to cry a little for the shit you put him through.
The image of your tear-filled face flashes through his mind. He ignores the way it makes his stomach twist with discomfort.
Izuku feels his own eyes fill with tears, watching you hug yourself and cry in front of him.
"(N-Name)... please don't cry..." he begs, his hands brushing up and own your arms, trying to console you.
"I thought I was never going to see you again," you cry, your words making his heart ache. You scrub a shaking hand over your eyes, "I was so s-scared for you!"
"I'm sorry, (Name)," he pulls you into a hug, his own tears running free. He really scared you this time. It was a close call. "It's okay, I'm okay. I'm here."
He shushes you gently, guilt spreading through his chest at the distress he's caused you. His job is always going to cause you to worry, the only thing he can do is try his best to come home to you at the end of the day.
(Requests)
Poly DabiHawks/Reader where Dabi and Reader are villains and dating each other and they're steadily corrupting Hawks as they draw him into their relationship. Hawks is strangely innocent in a lot of ways after being raised to be a perfect dog hero for the Commission, and he's so eager to please.
Dabi doesn't trust Hawks at all but Reader's a little less cautious and is very much the driving force in the formation of this throuple.
Hello! I saw your requests were open and figured why not propose an idea for a little drabble :D
Imagine Dabi as the Phantom of the Opera and Reader as Christine. I feel like the role just suits him since it's a little on the Yandere side without being crazy and the mask works for covering his dead skin. HES ALSO JUST BEAUTIFUL!
Thank you!
(Laser: Okay, this was a fun one. I watched the 1925 movie for research and Lon Chaney's Phantom was kind of fitting for Dabi? He had kind of a mean edge to him that I thought worked well. Thank you for the request! I think it might be a little OOC but I hope it's alright ^u^)
Pairing: Dabi/fem!Reader, Slight Hawks/fem!Reader (I cast him as Raoul lmao)
Content: Yandere, kidnapping, murder, rough handling. Reader is delicate and timid.
MHA-MHA-MHA
There were whispers of a phantom haunting the Musutafu Opera House, only seen out of the corner of one's eye, wreathed in flames so hot they burned blue. He terrorized the management, making demands that, should they not be met, would lead him to enact his fiery curse. His threats were not to be taken lightly. He had already killed some of the stagehands, leaving behind nothing but scorch marks and ash on the floor where a man once stood. It was because of this that the mysterious specter had earned another moniker: Dabi.
Amid this tumultuous time at the opera house, your star was rising. You had gone from a nobody to the understudy of the Prima Donna in record time, and it was all thanks to the guidance of the Angel of Music. Only ever appearing to you as a voice, the Angel had helped you hone your abilities in singing, all he asked for in return was your devotion and one day, he said, he would appear to you and demand your love. It filled you with a sense of trepidation, and yet, as you continued to rise in fame and prominence, you felt that you should be grateful, shouldn't you?
But you were conflicted. As much as you were indebted to the Angel of Music, you had someone else in your heart: your childhood sweetheart, Keigo, reunited again after all these years. You didn't know how you were meant to devote yourself wholly to your master while you still carried Keigo in your heart.
But before you knew it, the day your master came for your love was upon you. It was time to prove your devotion to him.
MHA-MHA-MHA
Chaos at the Opera House.
The management had defied the Phantom's demands and were paying the price.
In the middle of a performance of Faust, blue flames erupted above the audience, weakening the supports of the building's grand chandelier and sending it crashing down onto the spectators. Screams and shouts rang out as cast and audience member alike rushed to evacuate or help those crushed beneath the large, fallen structure.
You fled back into your dressing room to escape the panic, your heart racing at what you just witnessed. You braced yourself against your door, catching your breath. That's when the voice of the Angel called out to you.
"(Name), it's time..." his voice echoed the room, a rough, striking rasp.
"Master?" you gasped out, looking out into the empty room.
"Yes, your master has come for you," there was an eagerness, an urgency to his voice. "Just like I promised."
Suddenly, the large wall mirror opposite to you gave a mighty creak, and you watched in stunned silence as it shifted and slowly gave way to a dimly lit hidden passage.
"Walk through the mirror and join me," his voice sounded from somewhere within the passage, sounding clearer than ever now that you weren't separated by the wall.
You took a couple of tentative steps forward, part of your mind warning you that something was wrong, to not follow this voice. But loyalty and, admittedly, curiosity drew you forward, first tentatively and then more confidently. The door to your dressing room burst open, making you stumble your way into the passage in surprise. You turned around, hearing Keigo call out your name only for the passage to close once more, sealing you away.
Shakily, you looked around you. You were on a dimly lit staircase made of old stone. Dust and cobwebs surrounded you, immediately clinging to your dress and hair. Peering down the dark steps ahead of you, you felt dread curl in your stomach.
"Finally."
A hand grasped your shoulder from behind and you cried out in fright, spinning around and losing your footing. You nearly fell down the stairs if not for the arm going around your waist and the hand wrapping around your wrist. You were pulled forward, flush against a too-warm body and you looked up into the masked face of the man before you.
The white mask covered his face completely and the rest of his body was draped in black. The only visible part of him was his eyes that were such a vibrant turquoise that you swore they glowed in the low lighting. You were stiff with shock, unable to move by the intimidating figure this stranger cut.
"Don't be scared," he pulled you even closer, his masked face drawing nearer. His eyes were bright as they greedily drank you in. "It's me, your master, your Angel of Music."
Your eyes widened as you recognized the deep rasp of his voice. "It is you..." the angel that had been guiding you, mentoring you, helping you cultivate your talents was the person in front of you.
You didn't know how to feel.
This is not what you expected when the angel had first spoken to you, for him to turn out to be this dark figure in a mask. Your head was spinning, your nerves ramped up from the chaos of the theater and now this strange meeting. You were caught off guard when his grip on your wrist tightened and he was suddenly ushering you down the stairs, practically dragging you along in his hurry.
So much was happening so fast as he took you deep beneath the Musutafu Opera House, into the old catacombs that the building had been built over. Before you knew it, he'd turned more corners than you could keep track of, and you realized then that you were truly at his mercy. Should you venture out on your own, you would be hopelessly lost.
He took you through a heavy door, into a private chamber of sorts. The door closed with a deafening thud, the sound of him turning a key in the lock feeling dreadfully ominous.
You turned to face him, your heart pounding in your chest. You were alone with him now, in an unfamiliar place. You felt vulnerable. Afraid.
He turned away from the door, looking down at you in all his imposing glory. He stalked closer to you, and you couldnโt help but back up. He paused, chuckling, it was a dark sound that filled the space.
โIโm not going to hurt you, you know,โ he said, and he grabbed your wrist again, yanking you closer to him. He peered down into your eyes, his presence so overwhelming, โnow that Iโve brought you home, I plan on treating you right.โ
Home. You glanced around, taking in howโฆ lived-in the space was, decorated with various rugs and mismatched furniture. It was a home, his home.
โI...I canโt stay here,โ you found your voice, though it was small. โPlease take me back.โ
โNo?โ his voice had a hard edge to it. He brought his other hand up to grip your face, โitโs what you promised me, isnโt it? All that work I put into making you a star, making sure those bastards at the Opera put you on the stage like you deserve, and youโre gonna back out on your end of the deal?โ
He sounded angry, his eyes wide behind his mask, almost deranged.
You pushed his hand away from your face, shaking your head, โstop it- youโre scaring meโฆโ Your benevolent Angel of Music was nowhere to be seen. In its place stood a devil.
โMaybe you should be scared,โ he said and you gasped as you found yourself pushed against a wall of cold, unforgiving stone, his hands gripping your shoulders. โMaybe itโll help you understand. Youโre mine, you were mine from the moment I laid eyes on you. I made you, (Name), and now Iโve brought you home.โ
โNo!โ you brought your hands up to push him away, one of your hands knocking against his mask. He stepped back as the mask fell, falling to the ground with a clatter.
You gasped.
The manโs face was covered in heavy burn scars, dying skin literally being held together by staples. He brought his hand to his now bare face, slowly turning his eyes back to you. He smirked, a cold laugh leaving his mouth.
โTerrible, isnโt it?โ he asked, eyes flashing dangerously, โwell, donโt be shy, take a nice long look, (Name)!โ
He grabbed you by the back of your neck, bringing you face to face with him as he grinned cruelly down at you. He seemed to take pleasure in your fear. You struggled, your legs weak from fright at the sudden rough handling and he let you fall to the ground in a shaking heap.
He took some steps back and suddenly, he was on fire, blue flames rising from his hands. The clothing of his upper body burned away, revealing even more scarred, stapled skin.
โYouโre the Phantomโฆโ you realized as you looked up at him from the ground, the blue flames unmistakable. โYouโre Dabiโฆ!โ
He grinned, crouching down in front of you, โthatโs right. Iโm the monster thatโs been terrorizing the Opera House,โ he tilted his head, his turquoise eyes cold as ice, โbut before I was a monster, I was a man named Touya. It was the world up there that made me like this! Society and that stupid old man!โ
You trembled as he ranted, unable to face the revelation that the Phantom and your angel were one and the same. You felt faint, dizzy as your world flipped upside down. You were unable to resist as he took your face in his hands, his touch almost gentle.
โBut Iโm ready now,โ he said, bringing himself closer to you. โTo take what I deserve, and burn down anything that stands in my way.โ
You lost consciousness as his lips pressed to yours.
(Requests)
I love a Dabi/Reader or a Shigaraki/Reader where Reader bites just as hard as they do.
Where they're both fucked up and damaged and angry and so fucking afraid of exposing that soft inner core they're carrying. So craving of attention and affection yet simultaneously repulsed by it.
Where neither of them knows how to hold someone's hand without digging their nails in and drawing blood.
Where neither of them is the sunshine, they're both black holes swallowing up everything in their path.
Where they both know this was doomed from the start.
Where if they come out better on the other side it's one hell of a cosmic joke, because who the fuck allowed them to have a happy ending?
Chapters: 17/32 Fandom: ๅใฎใใผใญใผใขใซใใใข | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Reader, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic/Reader, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic/Reader, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Reader, Takami Keigo | Hawks/Reader, Dabi | Todoroki Touya/Takami Keigo | Hawks/Reader, Usagiyama Rumi | Miruko/Reader, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight/Reader, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Kayama Nemuri | Midnight/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic/Reader, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko/Reader, Akaguro Chizome | Stain/Reader, Toyomitsu Taishirou | Fat Gum/Reader Characters: Reader, Original Female Character(s), Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Dabi | Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight, Usagiyama Rumi | Miruko, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko, Akaguro Chizome | Stain, Toyomitsu Taishirou | Fat Gum Additional Tags: Female Reader, Polyamory, Chubby Reader, Short Reader, reader wears glasses, generic brand kinktober series, Kinktober, Kinktober 2024, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Rape/Non-con Elements, Dubious Consent, Toxic Relationships, Abusive Relationships, more specific content warnings will be included in each chapter, most stories feature healthy dynamics, I'm just covering my bases, One Shot Collection, confident reader, Yandere Summary: A late Fall collection of kinky, explicit one shots featuring various MHA characters paired with a female Reader. Mostly Erasermic/Reader focused.
๐ฒ เนเฃญย เฃชโงโ๐ชผหโง โง ๐/๐๐ ๐ขึดเปึดห. โหส ๐ง โหโง ๏พ. ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐!
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐๐ ๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. โ โโ โโ โโ โโ โ โโ โโ โโ โโ โ โโ โโ โโ โโ โ โโ โโ โโ โโ โ โโ โโ โโ โโ
Dabi is a switch, he gets more dominant each time you have sex though. The first time, he didn't really know what to do but he got the hang of it very quickly. He acts like the dominant in public but in private he's more of a mix between the two, he'd swear on his life he'd pin you down and fuck you so hard you'll bleed but then he'll be the one with shaky legs. It's kind of like opening a gift, you don't know what you'll get from him.
Dabi is probably the most kinky person you'd encounter with, but, a quick break from the smut, I feel like Dabi would identify as a demiboy but also just wouldn't give a fuck if he was misgendered because he's so burnt (literally) he's basically non-recognizable, which is the same reason he'd even identify as a demiboy. Back to the smut, he has countless kinks, and we're starting off strong with temperature play, mostly quirk play (explained in my Shigaraki post), he is into heavy bondage, doesn't matter who's being tied/gagged. He is into BDSM, spanking, glory hole and heavy degradationโ leaning towards humiliation. It may seem like not too much in the list, but when you get in bed he wants to try them all in one round.
Dabi's dick size is rather large, but more average, 6 inches exactly when flaccid (15.24 centimeters) and when erect, he's around 6.5 inches (16.51 centimeters).
He isn't very good at aftercare, but he can't help but try, he tried cleaning you up but it's usually just him passing tissues at you and telling you to hurry up. Though Dabi may be a sub sometimes, he just leaves after, which is seen as toxic but he repays you with kisses and respect later on, he usually gets oddly emotional anyway.
๐๐๐ฌ, ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐๐๐ฒ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข!
do you think you could do some Dabi smau where he has a kid with reader and all the fluffy things?
Iโm in pain after the last one </3
if youโre not comfortable do not feel pressured to do it! <33333
-๐ฆโโฌ
parenthood was not in the plan, but now there's a glitter drawing of you and touya on the fridge.
๐ค synopsis: touya finds himself desperately drawn to his equally dangerous colleague during an elegant gala, revealing vulnerability beneath his scarred exterior as he struggles with newfound emotions while they maintain control of their complicated dynamic.
๐ค trigger warnings: mentions of violence, implications of criminal activity, power dynamics, manipulation, and descriptions of physical scarring.
๐ค pairing: touya (dabi) todoroki x villain! gn! reader
๐ค side note: this was my first actual fic i made..I just decided to post it now cause Iโm obsessed with the song again...
the grand hall of the underground villain society's annual gala shimmered with danger and decadence. crystal chandeliers cast shadows across the marble floors where villains of all calibers mingled, their formal attire a stark contrast to the chaos they usually wrought.
you adjusted your gloves, running a finger along the intricate design that concealed the weapon beneath. as a newer but rapidly rising member of the paranormal liberation front, you'd earned your invitation through a string of perfectly executed missions that had left authorities baffled and the villain world impressed.
"enjoying the view?" a low, raspy voice asked from behind.
you didn't need to turn to recognize who it belonged to. the faint scent of ash and that distinctive voice gave him away instantly. dabi. the plf's flame villain with a penchant for destruction and a mysterious past that nobody dared question.
"i'm observing," you replied coolly, taking a sip of champagne. "there's a difference."
you finally turned to face him, allowing yourself a moment to appreciate how the formal black suit complemented his stapled skin and piercing turquoise eyes. unlike his usual casual attire, tonight he'd made an effort. the jacket hugged his lean frame, and the top buttons of his shirt were undone, revealing glimpses of his scarred chest.
"you clean up surprisingly well," you remarked with a half-smile.
"don't sound so shocked." his eyes never left yours as he moved closer. "though i could say the same about you. almost didn't recognize you without blood on your clothes."
you laughed softly, the sound drawing attention from nearby villains who quickly averted their gaze when dabi shot them a warning look.
"dance with me," he said suddenly, not quite a question but not entirely a command either.
you raised an eyebrow. "i didn't take you for a dancer, dabi."
"there are many things you don't know about me." he extended his hand, his eyes betraying a vulnerability that his smirk tried to mask. "yet."
the string quartet in the corner began playing something slow and haunting as you placed your hand in his. his skin was unnaturally warmโa side effect of his quirkโas he led you to the dance floor.
"i've been watching you," he confessed as his hand slid to your waist, pulling you closer than necessary. "since that mission in hosu city. the way you took down those pro heroes without hesitation... it was beautiful."
"careful," you warned playfully. "people might think you're developing feelings."
his grip tightened slightly. "would that be so terrible?"
you studied his face, noting the intensity behind his casual expression. dabi was known for his indifference, his detachment. yet here he was, holding you like you might disappear if he let go.
"you know how this works," you reminded him. "people like us don't do attachments."
the music swelled as he spun you effortlessly, bringing you back against his chest with practiced precision.
"tell me something," he whispered, his lips brushing against your ear. "are you just using me to pass the time? or is there more?"
you pulled back slightly to look at him. "that's a dangerous question."
"i'm a dangerous man."
around you, other villain couples danced, their faces masks of calculated charm and hidden agendas. everyone was playing a role tonight. everyone except dabi, whose eyes burned with something raw and unfiltered.
"every time you walk away," he continued, his voice dropping lower, "i find myself wondering if you'll come back. it's maddening."
"dabiโ"
"i go crazy," he interrupted, "because being anywhere but with you isn't where i want to be. do you understand what that's like? to have someone crawl under your skin that deep?"
the music faded into the background as you studied him. this wasn't the dabi that the league knewโthe apathetic, sardonic villain who cared only for his mysterious agenda. this was someone else entirely.
"you're acting like i own you," you said carefully.
his laugh was bitter and short. "maybe you do. isn't that what this is? you pull the strings, and i follow. like a damn puppet."
the song ended, but neither of you moved to separate. around you, villains exchanged partners, clinked champagne glasses, and plotted their next atrocities. but in your small bubble on the dance floor, something electric and dangerous was building.
"let's get some air," you suggested, acutely aware of how his fingers were now intertwined with yours.
he followed you through the grand ballroom, past clusters of villains deep in conversation, and out onto a deserted balcony overlooking the city lights below. the night air was cool against your skin, a welcome relief from the heat of the ballroomโand from dabi's proximity.
"better?" you asked, leaning against the stone railing.
instead of answering, he moved behind you, his hands gripping the railing on either side of you, effectively trapping you between his body and the stone.
"no," he said simply. "not better at all."
you turned to face him, your back now against the railing. "what is it you want from me, dabi? we've had our fun, haven't we? the missions, the nights afterward..."
"is that all this is to you? fun?" his eyes narrowed, blue flames briefly flickering at his fingertips before he controlled them. "because for me, it's become something else entirely."
"careful," you warned again. "shigaraki wouldn't approve of... complications within the ranks."
"i don't give a damn what shigaraki thinks." dabi leaned closer, his forehead nearly touching yours. "i only care about one thing right now."
"and what's that?"
"whether i'm yours," he said, his voice barely audible over the distant sounds of the party inside. "because you sure as hell are mine."
there it wasโthe raw desperation beneath his usual controlled facade. you'd seen glimpses of it before: in the way his eyes followed you during meetings, how his hand lingered on yours when passing equipment, the unnecessary risks he took to protect you during missions.
"this isn't you," you said softly. "the dabi i know doesn't beg."
something dangerous flashed in his eyes. "maybe you don't know me as well as you think."
his lips crashed against yours then, hot and demanding. it wasn't your first kissโfar from itโbut there was something different about this one. something desperate and consuming that made your head spin.
when you finally broke apart, his breathing was ragged. "tell me you feel it too."
you reached up, tracing one of the staples that held his scarred skin together. "i've never seen you like this before."
"answer the question." his voice was strained. "am i yours? are you mine? i need to know i'm not just losing my mind here."
the vulnerability in his question struck you. for all his power, all his danger, in this moment, dabi was laying himself bareโsomething neither of you were accustomed to doing.
"we're villains," you reminded him. "we take what we want."
"and what do you want?" he searched your eyes for an answer.
you considered your options carefully. attachment in your world was a liability, a weakness that could be exploited. but there was something intoxicating about having one of the plf's most feared villains looking at you like you were the only thing that mattered.
"maybe i want you," you admitted finally. "but on my terms."
a slow smile spread across his face, transforming his features into something almost beautiful in its dangerous intensity. "i can live with that."
inside, the party continuedโvillains plotting, forming alliances, and breaking them just as quickly. but on the balcony, something new was taking shape between you and dabiโsomething that burned hotter than his blue flames and cut deeper than any weapon.
"you should know," he said, his fingers tracing a path down your arm, "i'm not good at sharing. what's mine is mine."
"i don't recall agreeing to be yours exclusively," you challenged, enjoying the flash of jealousy that crossed his face.
"you will," he promised, his confidence returning though the desperate need still lingered in his eyes. "i can be very persuasive."
the sound of the balcony door opening interrupted your exchange. toga's cheerful voice called out, "there you are! shigaraki's about to make an announcement. something big!"
dabi didn't take his eyes off you as he replied, "we'll be there in a minute."
when the door closed again, he leaned in, his lips brushing against your ear. "this conversation isn't over."
"i wouldn't expect it to be," you replied, straightening his tie with deliberate slowness. "but don't forget who's in control here."
his answering smile was equal parts submission and challenge. "wouldn't dream of it."
as you both rejoined the gathering inside, dabi's hand possessively at the small of your back, you knew that things had shifted irrevocably between you. in a world where power was currency and weakness meant death, you'd somehow gained the most dangerous kind of leverageโcomplete devotion from a man who burned everything he touched.
and despite everything you knew about the dangers of attachment in your line of work, you couldn't deny the thrill that came with it.
after all, what was villainy without a little risk?
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he acts like he doesn't care about you when you first meet, but he'sย definitelyย sizing you up, trying to figure out your quirk and how useful you'll be to the league.
your first real conversation is probably him sarcastically asking if youโre sure youโre in the right place, followed by a cutting remark about your villain name.
heย secretlyย respects a good villain name, though. if yours is clever, it gets you a few points in his book.
if your quirk complements his in some way (like you can create flammable substances or help control his flames), he'll beย intrigued, but he'll never let you know that outright. he'll just suddenly be around you more often during training or missions.
heโll make a rude joke about your villain outfit and then make a comment about how you should โtry harderโ if you want to make it past this league.
he'd never admit it, but your dedication to villainy is a huge turn-on for him. seeing you embrace the darker side of yourself is...ย interesting.
he'll pick fights with you, not because he hates you, but because he wants to see you use your quirk. itโs also his weird way of flirting.
you'll catch him staring at you sometimes when he thinks you're not looking, especially after you've successfully pulled off a particularly brutal or clever move.
he pretends to be annoyed when you ask him for help or advice, but he secretly enjoys it. it's a chance to show off his knowledge and power.
heโll start leaving small โgiftsโ for you: stolen items that he thinks you might find useful or amusing. it could be anything from a rare explosive to a vintage lighter to a particularly disturbing news clipping.
if someone else flirts with you, he'll becomeย dangerously territorial. he might not say anything directly, but he'll make his displeasureย veryย clear with a chilling glare or a well-placed threat.
he always seems to know when you are in trouble, often appearing out of nowhere to (reluctantly) help you. He'll deny it if you thank him.
the first time he accidentally touches you (maybe during a training exercise), he'll flinch away like he's been burned, even if it's just a brush of your hands. heโll pretend it's because he doesn't want to get close to anyone, but really, he's just flustered.
dating dabi isย intense. it's not all sunshine and roses. expect a lot of angst, brooding, and philosophical debates about the nature of heroism and villainy.
he's not good with physical affection at first. maybe a fleeting touch or a hand on your shoulder. it takes time for him to get comfortable with more.
heโll only show you his soft side when youโre alone. think quiet moments where he lets his guard down and actuallyย talksย to you about his past (but only in vague terms, of course).
heโs fiercely protective of you, but heโll never coddle you. he believes in your strength and will push you to become even stronger.
his love language is acts of service. he might not say "i love you," but he'll always make sure you have everything you need to succeed in your villainous endeavors.
he'll open up to you,ย eventually, about his past as touya. but it'll be a slow, painful process, filled with anger and resentment. be patient with him.
he'll test you, constantly. he needs to know that you're loyal, that you understand him, and that you're not going to abandon him like everyone else in his life.
dates consist of arson. maybe robbing a place, maybe blowing up a building thatโs endeavorโs.
he'll find a "comfortable spot" that he isn't burning hot, and let you touch him there.
he finds comfort in hearing about your plans for the future, even if theyโre incredibly violent. just knowing you're thinking about the future at all is comforting to him.
he might buy you jewelry he steals from the heroes he kills.
he will start trying to control his flames, but he will never be able to completely. he will always have a small fire burning somewhere on his skin.
he hates cuddling but he doesn't complain when you rest your head against his chest, as long as it's over his clothes.
he finds it hard to smile so his way of showing you he is happy is through a small nod.
you'll be one of the few people who see him smile. it's rare, but when it happens, it's genuine and surprisingly beautiful.
youโre his anchor. youโre the reason he keeps fighting, the reason he hasnโt completely succumbed to the darkness. heโd never admit it out loud, but youโre the most important thing in his life.
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