touya todoroki x reader
cw angst no comfort !
“Leaving without saying goodbye is cruel, you know.”
Even without turning around Touya can picture the expression on your face. He can hear the beginnings of tears choking up your voice, tears he knew you’d refuse to let fall. His wretched heart clenches, the pain is searing, a burning he knows all too well. His aching body screams at him to turn around, back into your healing arms, to curl into your comforting embrace and cry till his eyes are dried up.
But the bitter, burning rage in his mind, in his bones, in his very soul keeps his feet planted. He doesn’t turn, and he doesn’t look back.
Your heart beats wildly inside of you. You want desperately to run towards him, hold him and never let him go. You won’t. You're far too stubborn. Even though it feels like you can’t breathe, your head pounding because it knows that you cannot keep him here, even if you try.
You know Touya. You knew this day would come. The day when his bitter hate overpowered what little love he had for you. It was always going to happen. Inevitable. It didn’t stop you from kindling the fire of your love, even though it would never burn bright enough to prevail over his anguish.
Was it childish to hang onto that flickering flame? Most certainly. Pointless? Futile? Likely. But as you grew older, without him, you began to doubt that. Your love had meant something. To both of you.
But here, in this moment? As you watched him walk away without a word, without a glance back? Everything felt pointless. You wished you had never met him. You wished you had never fallen in love. You cursed yourself for stoking the fire, for letting yourself care for him when you knew better. You cursed him for walking away without even a word or glance. You cursed him for entertaining your senseless feelings, for playing along until he had enough.
Pointless. Stupid, childish, pointless love.
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touya cried as he walked away, but you’ll never know that!!
i was listening to the last part of paul by big theif UGH it’s so touya and you together after he escapes the facility to when he leaves and becomes dabi.
“i couldn’t stay, i’d only bring you pain.”
DAMN
“and i’ve been burning for you baby since the minute i left.”
WELL FUCK ADRIANNE THANKS
welcome! stay a while <3
about me !
ash | 17 | autistic
what i will post !
my writing ( fanfics & smau’s ) ( i will soon make writing request rules, right now i’m just working on my own things 🥸 )
reblogs of my fav fics & art ( but most reblogs will be on my other account @reblogforeblogsake )
art (fan art i’ve made) , but that’s will be mostly on this account @artfromtheashes )
likes !
my hero academia (current hyperfixation )
fav characters : ochako uraraka, himiko toga, izuku midoriya, shoto todoroki, katsuki bakugou, mina ashido, mei hatsume, hitoshi shinsou, eijiro kirishima, touya todoroki, keigo takami, shota aizawa, hizashi yamada ( but honestly everyone )
fav ships : togachako, bakudeku, erasermic
yellowjackets
fav characters : lottie matthews, laura lee, shauna shipman
fav ships : lottielee, jackieshauna
the disastrous life of saiki k ( never gonna give it up… never gonna let you down…🤓 ) ( sorry. don’t hate me. )
fav characters : kusuo saiki, shun kaidou, riki nendou, kineshi hairo, kokomi teruhashi ( basically everybody !!!! )
superstore & b99 : fav sitcoms, especially b99 at the moment
music : … i just love music 😵💫 (i’m big on big thief, mitski, fiona apple, chappell roan…)
editing, i edit on tiktok under a different username than here!
stickers… stickers..
avatar the last airbender : what can i say! it’s the best thing ever made 🤷
gravity falls, because of course!
horror movies & horror media : i don’t watch enough movies, i’m trying to watch more!! but i’m obsessed with the dead meat youtube channel and the kill count !!
the amazing world of gumball : actually never letting this go. i love it okay. it’s so funny.
the sims 4 : i haven’t played in so long cause of my shit computer 😔 but hopefully i can again soon! i miss CAS…
don’t likes / dni’s !
racist, homophobes, transphobes, ableism, bullying, pro/dark shippers, accounts that promote ED’s and SH, prominently NSFW accounts ( suggestive is fine, but if you only post nsfw and not safe for minors content it would be best to not to follow me as i am a minor )
i hope you’ll enjoy my blog and all my creations !!
maybe your fanfic doesn’t have to change someone’s life maybe it can just brighten someone’s day for a bit
do you take requests for shoto?! he’s not on your list of characters you’ll write but you’ve written for him before! just wondering ~
omg i totally forgot to put him on there WHAT?? YES he’s the one of most excited to write!!
shoto todoroki has probably never blown bubbles.
never had a bubble wand with a fun shapes that does nothing… never tried to catch the bubbles as they flew… never just blown them upwards to watch them all rain down.. never tried to catch one on his tongue only to realise it tastes like dish soap..
excuse me guys … i need to sit in silence now.
contains: swearing word count: 1.2k
“miller's on your ass today.”
you sighed, your gaze flickering from the beautiful, authentic sun setting over the city’s buildings to the blazing, sun-colored dork next to you.
“i mean really—“ he pulled out a gummy bear— from what seemed to be his never-ending side pocket stash —and stuffed it into his mouth. “you’d think the divorce would give the old bastard a revelation or something. but noooo, he’s still a bitch.” his confident gossip bubbled down into a dramatic murmur as he eventually shrugged his shoulders.
you sighed again, head dropping into your hands as it throbbed, too sc
rambled to focus on keigo's deep interest in your manager's love life. “i need a job.”
“you have two.” keigo retorted as he moved to cross his arms.
“i need another one.” you massage your temples before letting your hands fall to your sides.
keigo scoffed. “you’re really not making enough?”
“not if i don't want to be drowning in student debt for the rest of my life.” you complained.
keigo pressed his lips together and scrunched his nose. it was the face he made when he wanted to argue on but knew better than to. the back of his head hit the brick wall behind you two as he too, stopped to a sigh. “well, i hear there’s a new club down the block. LOVE, or something?”
“love? like the word?” your voice peaked as you looked at him.
keigo's fingers twirled around the string from his waist apron. “something like that.” the blonde's eyes fell to the sunset. yours followed them. “a couple of guys in my historical art class were talking about going.”
“the hippie—?”
keigo cut you off before you could finish your comment “my point is,” he leaned closer— most likely for dramatic effect, “they’re probably hiring.”
it was your turn to press your lips together now.
“bartending isn’t that bad.” keigo coaxed. you almost laughed at how fast he was able to switch his opinion on this idea. but keigo kept his eyes on the sun, like he was thinking about his plans for the future too. a better future. “plus the tips make it so worth it.” he titled his head toward you, shooting you a sly grin. he nodded his head, ‘yeah?’, as he nudged your shoulder.
your cold façade cracked into a warm smile. keigo always found a way to cheer you up. it was stupidly ironic. “i’ll apply when i get home.”
“and you swear we aren’t friends.” keigo scoffed and you showed no mercy when shoving his shoulder. he just laughed loudly. “midnight is doing pretty nice though. the regulars are cute and who knows, maybe miller will consider giving us raises.”
a chortle escaped your throat. “yeah. like shit.” your lips didn’t remain curled up for long. your eyes faltered to a determined degree, your mind sharp on your goal. you had always tried your best to fight for yourself, nothing about that would change. nothing would change. a high tension that you didn’t even realize you had dropped from your shoulder like anchors. you were secure. you were safe.
keigo kicked a rock at the ground, “my shift ends in thirty so i should head in.” he pointed back at the door. you nodded your head, giving him a small wave as he turned to go back into the bar.
the orange and yellow kissed hue from the sun tinted your face. you didn’t think about how long it'll actually take you to pay off your tuition. you didn’t think about the piles of homework you'd have to do when you got home. you didn’t even think about how you’d last the last half of this twelve-hour shift.
you just closed your eyes and focused on the sunshine’s delicate mark on your skin.
just a block down the packed city was LOV, whose grand opening last saturday had a total of twenty-three arrivals.
“told you this was a shit idea.” a gravelly voice opined as he flicked fresh ash from the window sill and let it fall onto the dirted path outside.
a low voice snarled in response, bony fingers typing away on his computer.
“don’t know why the old man—“
“shut up.” tomura snapped.
touya just grinned, “whats got your panties in a bunch, boss?” he shook his head in amusement, a stupid grin unreasonably placed on his lip. “you had high hopes or something?”
“shut the fuck up.” tomura eyes didn’t leave his screen, they only squinted as he muttered something to himself and his fingers swiped across the mouse pad of his laptop.
“god— are you like, virtually wired to the internet or something?” touya trudged over to tomuras set up, finding a comfortable spot on the back of his chair to rest his forearm on and inspect what tomura was so fixated on.
touya (surprisingly) was stunned.
“what the fuck is that?”
his laptop displayed a website page for a bar named moonlight. the layout was impressive alone; the backdrop flashed photos of a variety of very satisfied customers at the bar. an animation of a sparkling star shot across the top of the site, lighting up the bars boldly displayed name. and even—
“shit.” touya voice dropped to a whisper, mouth hanging dangerously close to tomuras ear. “look at that. they even got an interactive menu.” he disclosed, treating it as a cherry on top of moonlight's enormous advantaged cake.
“how the fuck are these bougie ass motherfuckers packed every. single. fucking night.” tomuras finger tapped rhythmically against his desk, seemingly mindless, but touya took notice.
touya pulled away, crossing his arms as he leaned up against tomuras desk. “we could use some better advertising.” he shrugged— acting as if he wouldn’t take huge offense if his comment wasn’t taken into consideration. luckily, tomura could recognize touya's snotty tone for what it really meant and couldn’t be bothered to push it.
“yeah.” he sighed, elbows falling onto his desk as his hands found themselves tangled into his sea of unbrushed hair. “when you learn how to code, come back to me with that.” he taunted through gritted teeth.
touya rolled his eyes, even though he knew tomura couldn’t see. “whatever. we can’t be in the slumps forever.” scarred hands reached for his phone as he pulled up the website on his own. his feet led him to the back door, hand reaching for his coat on the rack.
tomuras head peaked up at the sound of touya fleeting feet.
“and where the fuck are you going?”
“out.” touya dismissed, eyes still glued onto his phone screen as he typed in the directions from the website onto his map app.
tomura huffed out a heavy breath when the back door slammed shut. he leaned back in his chair, stretching his arms and legs far before settling back into his— what he swears is —not-so-horribly crooked posture. “fucking hell.” he muttered.
eventually his finger fell back onto his keyboard, clacking sound blending into the background noise once more.
touya sneered on the other side of the door. his gait was confident as he followed direction of the rising moon.
“here it comes, here it comes” | LCD soundsystem
me when i get to the last chapters of a love triangle fanfic (already not my fav) and realise that it’s a choose one or the other - different endings in separate chapters - fic, and not a poly ending.
i’m ready to kms. this is hell. i refuse to read either endings NO WAY.
this is my fault but still. hurts. i am a fool.
never 🙅 reading love triangle again ❌❌❌
a/n: getting called a pussy by ochako ONE time is enough to get izuku going yup time to lock in ✊🏼
part one
I have been saving this since last year. Happy Earth Day everyone.
Smau with the girls finding it very amusing that the reader plays the banjo
♥️🪕😼
HEHEH SO CUTE!!
i did this as a group chat, because if i did it separate it would be super repetitive 😭😭 i hope you still like!
fun fact, i play the violin 🎻
cw fluff, just silly girls having fun, use of y/n, this is def more platonic than romantic but interpret however !!
created to create or something elsevaguely philosophical
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