"Trapped Dreams"
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In a small corner of Gaza, where the lights fade and darkness falls, Mahmoud sat alone, thinking. He was a young man like any other, dreaming of a better future, a safe home, and a job that would provide him and his family with a decent life. But the dream turned into a nightmare, and life into a daily struggle for survival.
Mahmoud's family, which includes 43 members, lived under the burden of siege and war. They lost their homes, and watched their dreams fade before their eyes. Every day was a new challenge, searching for a living amidst the lack of water and electricity, and the fear of bombing that could come at any moment.
"I saw hope in the eyes of my children, but the siege was taking it away from them little by little," Mahmoud says sadly. "They wanted to play in the streets, and go to school, but all that surrounded them was destruction and fear."
Mahmoud's dream now is simple, to get his family out of this hell, and to start a new life in a safe place. But the costs of migration are high, and far beyond their means.
Noha is a story of courage and determination. She reminds us that disability is not a barrier, and that anything is possible if you are determined enough.
āWe need your help,ā Mahmoud says, his voice trembling. āWe need a chance to build a better future for our children.ā
you have picked the prompts, and now it's time for me to whip them into tales !
#001 married on purpose ā with . . . gojo satoru ! -> āfor one, i can show you incredible things!ā jujutsu, madness, heaven, sin. the strongest sorcerer is sure to show you all of that during the whole duration of your six-month marriage contract.
#002 happy marriage ā with . . . nanami kento ! -> āyou don't deserve to be unhappy. and i donāt want to be unhappy, either.ā or so it should have been. where did you and kento go wrong?
#003 two lies and a truth ā with . . . itadori yuji ! -> āit's me and not him!ā it's a dream comes true for you when your crush texts you back. little do you know that the one behind the phone isn't him but rather the boy who has long held onto the purest of feelings for you from afar... your best friend, itadori yuji.
#004 lover's quarrel ā with . . . fushiguro megumi ! -> āi can't do this anymore.ā you and megumi are just too different; he's stoic, you're bubbly, he prefers solitude, you love being social. it starts with fights, words you don't mean, and ends with an event that would haunt him for a long time to come.
#005 rightfully yours ā with . . . okkotsu yuta ! -> āi just have to ask. will you go out with me?ā the special grade jujutsu sorcerer, your classmate, has asked you out and you couldn't be happier. only sometimes, it doesn't feel right to be with him... especially when one way or another, he is still bound by his first loveārika.
#006 memories ā with . . . gojo satoru ! -> ātell me the truth, what are we?ā you awaken to find your memories gone. and the charming man with the most beautiful eyes you have ever seen is the clue to your past memories.
#007 the way i love you ā with . . . fushiguro megumi ! -> āif you feel safer with me being here, then iāll be here.ā megumi has long been pining on you, and throughout it all he doesn't understand. you could've had someone betterāsomeone who would treat you right. why can't you see that he is right in front of your eyes all this time?
note: thank you so much for those who have stopped by to pick the prompts! i canāt promise when iāll start posting them because well⦠life, but i think the earliest should be by next week though! (i hope)
some of these, if not most, are combinations of several requests that i merged into one story, you'll find your suggestions there, i promise! i'm not sure how much you'll enjoy this... but i sure hope that you will!
āIsrael invaded and took Palestinian lives for years without anyone flinching an eye. Now that Palestinians have retaliated (at a much smaller magnitude), everyoneās suddenly a peace lover and thinks it is a violation of human rights. Sheer Hypocrisy.
The Gojo heir doesn't have a soulmate.
When you're both children, you overhear him being referred to as inhuman, between his power and his lack of a mark. The next time you see him, you use a marker to write your name on his skin, too young to understand what it means.
You forget, but Gojoā
Gojo never does.
status: in progress
pairing: gn!reader x gojo
notes: this has been haunting me ever since i first posted the concept. hopefully it lives up to the idea! title is from hozier.
content: soulmate au (names written on skin), possessive gojo, more warnings to be added.
read on ao3
prologue - october 4
part one - tbd
part two - tbd
i literally cant stop thinkinā about highschoolbully!gojo who used to be your ride or die ātil he started getting attention from those popular jock type guys who are always assholes to everyone. and him being.. well, him means he preens under attention no matter who itās from, so naturally he started to gravitate towards that group and their little troop of cheerleading fangirls. and then he started distancing from you and without either of you really realizing it, youāve slipped between the otherās fingers. but the way he acts towards you makes you think he let you fall without moving a muscle to slow you down.
soon enough, a year swings by and by the end of it heās gone from your life, save as just another face in the gaggle of boys who make crude jokes and laugh at smart kids and pop milk cartoons during lunch just for the hell of it. but youāre minding your own business, ācause youāre mature enough to realize that people come and go, no matter how close you mightāve been and you think itās unfortunate that so many memories could be thrown aside in a blink of an eye, but it makes a lot of sense when you walk past satoru and his friends bullying some random kid. you donāt know him, but youāve heard enough to realize itās his girlfriend satoruās flirting with while his āgangā kick at the kid. and itās sickening, but you donāt say anything when you walk by.
and when you donāt ever see the kid afterward and catch the dark eyebags under his girlfriendās eyes, you come to the cruel realization that satoru isnāt the boy whoād bandage the scrape on your knee you got from tripping in the playground or buy you a soda because heās noticed your sweat when you were walking home and you donāt have any money left on you.
itās a glass half empty, half full type of situation. on the one hand, you donāt have him anymore. on the other hand, you donāt have him anymore. that is, you lost your best friend, but youāve also lost someone who has the potential to absolutely ruin your life. and you donāt know whether to be glad or not, so you just mind your own business even if it hurts a little when he ignores you, stops tossing paper at your head in class (unless itās to embarrass you) and stops walking you to and from school.
but the cherry on top of the shit cake is that he doesn't get it. so when he approaches you in the library one day after satiating the need to tear pages from books and make them into paper airplanes to throw at people, he doesn't seem to understand why you try to ignore him, or put off his attempts to hold a convo. but the worst part is that he's just sleazy and clueless about it. it's like he took an eraser and wiped every single year of your friendship off the chalkboard with one fell swipe, and you wish he'd done that too to the less-than-appropriate messages he and his friends had written towards one of your classmates.
he doesn't understand why you're hesitant to talk, and that's what makes it the worst. he always thinks he's in the right, and he keeps setting you off and it sucks that he knows exactly what sets you off. "i'm an asshole? what're you talking about? really, you're in over your head. you never change." he laughs, and you ignore him, and he gets bored, and he's about to leave when he spots your wallet open next to your book, on the table. there's a polaroid peeking out, and he recognizes the tufts of white hair to be him. but there's a weird feeling in his chest, and he thinks he gets it from you, so he leaves because he thinks you're weird.
and it goes on; you practically become a nobody in satoru's eyes, because of that weird, weird feeling you give him. it's unfamiliar and he's never gotten it before and he doesn't like it. but it's unavoidable when your professor pairs you two for the end-of-term project. and of course, you're ready to do all the work, because that's how it always was between you when you were kids. but sometimes he'd surprise you by helping, and he'd show you that he was actually intelligent just to earn your praise because he liked it. but he ignored you, and you did everything, and it would've been okay if not for his friends egging him on to present your entire project when the day came and leave you with no content for a grade.
that's the first time it hits him: does he really want to do that? but it's not like it'll be the first time; you've always taken the hits for him, because you're naturally smart and you'll pick yourself back up in no time, and you get why he does it, so it'll be okay. so he agrees, and he enjoys the time he gets to spend with you through it, but the nagging weird feeling that blooms in his chest like a pesky weed only grows stronger. that's all his feelings ever seem to do around you.
but before you know it, presentation day swings around. you had coffee this morning (on his card), and you're ready enough to shoot him a small smile that sends his heart a-flutter. so you go up, feeling up to the task and ready untilā he starts talking, and talking, and talking, and people don't think that he's taking your words out of your mouth because he's intelligent when he wants to make you praise him and you don't get the chance to get a word in and you notice the guys are laughing and hitting each other's shoulders to themselves in the upper rows and before you know it it's over. people are clapping but moreso they're looking at you and they're whisperingā but it's terribly loud and they don't bother to hide it. they call you things that shouldn't bother you but they do anyway, because it's satoru's fault, and you're such a fool for thinking you could have it your way again.
so you leave class early, excusing yourself and ignoring the way your professor gives you a distasteful look and scribbles something next to your name. you're out the door in a second, neglecting your bags and satoru's a little lost becauseā didn't he just do good? people were clapping, and laughing with him and not at him, but it's attention either way so he doesn't mind. so why do you? why did you look at him like he stabbed you in the back? and his friends are calling his name, and he wishes he could chase after you and do something but he doesn't.
and it's a little sickening what they do next; one of their girls grabbed your bags and tossed it to them, and they've started rifling through it as if they own it, tearing up your shit and dumping everything onto the ground and he's kind of just... glued to the chair by his feelings. his heart feels like it's been patched together and the weird fuzzy feeling he had in his chest that's been cultivating has extinguished to be replaced with something he realizes he's only ever felt when it comes to youā guilt.
he's so lost in his thoughts that he doesn't realize his friend is silently offering him somethingā nudging his side to get his attention. he takes it without really realizing he moved his hand, and his silent friend with the gauges in his ears and the dark hair gets up and leaves without another word. when satoru looks down, he realizes he's been given your wallet. "the reward for betraying your baby," they call it. like all you're worth is the money in your account.
he's a little curious. that's how he's always been; asking you questions, rummaging through your stuff, laughing sheepishly and shaking it off when you caught him red-handed. so he opens it up, ignoring your sad little cards and the funny look on your license. he's looking for something, subconsciously; but he doesn't find it. there's no white tuft of hair to suggest his presence in your life; just empty black leather. nothing else.
and he doesn't see you after. or the following day. or the following weeks; weeks that turn into months that turn into the end of school and he's graduating but you're not by his side. and neither are his so called 'friends'; the only thing he has to their name is your own ruined friendship. it's a shame; he feels alone. very alone. no fuzzy weird feeling, not even that thing people call guilt. no attention to chase, and connections are ever harder to make. it shouldn'tve mattered that much, right? it was just a presentation. why wouldn't you just come back to him like you always did? were you not still friends...?
but the blood is still on his hands, and he doesn't manage to ever wash it off. guilt has a way of festering; of weighing on the heart 'till there's nothing left to feel or think but unfortunate circumstance and what could've been done differently. it just sucks that he never tried hard enough to keep you from slipping between his grasp. and now, he doesn't even have a polaroid to your friendship's name.
pt.2
Pairing: Kitsune!Katsuki Bakugou x F!Neko!reader
Wordcount: 3.2k
Warnings: Kinda lore heavy, katsuki and reader are animal spirits with ears + tails, clawing, pinning, taunting, blood, biting, creampie.
Notes: Silly little rewrite I did since I've made some headway with my companion piece featuring Tomura. Fun little AU I share with @katsukikitten inspired by @m-ete0ra's amazing Kitsune Katsuki art!
Youād seen the fires before, nothing created by man ever licked into the night sky quite as high or burned as hot even from miles away. You could be on the other side of the mountain, far from the flames and still know its source by smell alone; you knew well what now scorched your lands was foxfire.
Able to do nothing but lounge in the perch of your tree as you watch the choking smoke plume and singeing cinders blot out your view of the full moon and glittering stars as if whatever vendetta the wrathful fox spirit currently held that resulted in the havoc he wrought took precedence. It makes you snarl, deadly elongated canines glinting in the lowlight as mighty trees that stood the test of time now cracks, splinters and tips from both the blaze and the spirit destructively flitting about the forest floor below.
Watching with a look of utter disdain over all the desolation the spirit, what the humans foolishly revered as gods, caused. Yet still the Mountain God himself favored them over your kind simply because the Nekomata refused to appease the humans that encroached on their lands like the kitsunes did. Using mortals as what they truly were and shouldāve always remained: prey.Ā
Tails of pristine fur compared to the nekoās thinner variation, sharing the same feline gaze but somehow only Kitsunes were favorable while the yokaiās were deemed ominous and menacing. The fox spirits, favored only for the beguiling sense of wonder they evoked in the simple minded creatures, rescued the wretched species from a lower station on the food chain. Tales soon spun that painted them as saviors and holier beings and their praises sung while the nekomataās reputation devolved into scary stories used to instill obedience in naughty children; your kind driven into the shadows and yet still you thrived.Ā
You, alongside a democratically elected King of the Yokaiās as well as a few other formidable Nekomata, held the power to disrupt the unbalanced ānatural orderā. The king and yourself personally harbor the capability of resurrection, the ability to restore a life as easily as you could take it if you saw it fit.Ā
And yet, still the world in which you inhabit find a way to demonize you, neither the insolent humans nor the Mountain God were ever satisfied with the feats in which your kind can accomplish. Proclaiming the act part of the dark arts and condemning the practice, only worsening the view and casting longer shadows for your people to stand in.Ā
Would it be so unspeakable if the Kitsuneās found themselves capable of that gift? Would it still be labeled necromancy unjustly and criminalized? Youāre certain the answer would be yet another favorable outcome for your sister race.
Insufferable, infuriating.Ā
Your fury only grows as you continue to watch the destructive rampage, knowing well that there could be only one culprit with the strength to cause calamity of this magnitude so suddenly; understanding easily that only a ninetails could accomplish such a feat and only one hails from this region, Katsuki Bakugou. If you listen closely enough, youāre almost positive you could hear his maniacal laughter and guttural growls echoing through the night as he finds joy in his tirade that bleeds from his territory into yours. Keen eyes watching from your perch until the flames finally breach the imaginary line that separated his kindās turf from your own before you pounce.Ā
Descending from the highest treetop with precision from branch to branch, sleek tail curling and tilting to aid in your venture. Itās easy to find him, even without the heady scent of burning caramel he always exuded, with a path of destruction that leads you right to Katsuki.Ā
Heās chasing some other poor yokai labeled as evil in nature and an enemy to humanity, a defenseless tengu, fortunately for Katsuki. You already werenāt feeling particularly hospitable with his invasion on your lands but your mood wouldāve only stoked into a murderous rage instead of the current ruminating resentment if it were one of your own people.Ā
You land gracefully atop a sturdy branch as you stop just short of four hundred yards of Katsuki, finding a decent vantage point on a branch in a tree safe from his spreading fire to leisurely observe his actions with increasing contempt from the high ground. Itās funny, would the weak little humans still find spirits like Katsuki so ethereal if they saw the ferocity in which he pursued his prey and towered over the lifeless body before he let it be consumed by his foxfire, reducing it to ash as if to remove the possibility of evidence?Ā
āYou must be bored,ā you finally call in a mocking tone, bleeding into playful as you watch Katsuki glance around for the source, āall of this carnage for a lowly tengu? Or are ninetails actually just weak?ā Your voice echoes around the open clearing, joining the cacophony of carnage as it dances around for the added effect of coming from all directions. Cat smiling spreading on plush lips before you laugh at the slight bristle to the fur of his tails and the way he hunches into an offensive position despite not knowing your location.Ā
Yet.Ā
Katsukiās ears flick wildly but his back remains to you, cautious not to give away that heās trying to pinpoint your location but youāre smart. You know better than to taunt your targets from a stationary point when you intended to attack.Ā
Smile on your lips tugging further into a full cheshire grin to twist pretty features as you gracefully circled Katsuki from the high ground. Quietly darting from branch to branch in the surrounding trees, burning or otherwise.Ā Ā
āFound it along my way,ā haughtiness bleeding into the rumbling grown of his voice as his spine straightens in feigned nonchalance, ārecognized its nasty scent as the one that stole from my kin.āĀ
Dazzling bromine attempts to track your practiced erratic movements, watching for any leaf that flutters hastily to the ground and listening for the slightest groan of tree bark thatās even moderately a pitch different to the others that burn under his fire.
āBut you smell like something else Iāve been lookin for.āĀ
Katsuki crouches low on his haunches, shoulders creeping high as his tails of a beautiful gradient of off white and toasted gold fur swirl and sway like the flames that rage in the underbrush around you. The hair on your nape stands on end as bromine hues begin to glow brighter and you recognize the beginnings of a casting, your own feline-like pupils constricting with intent and from the dazzling blaze before you finally pounce. Sharp claws gouging flesh from his sculpted back first, finding purchase in his shoulder blades as you toppled Katsuki to the ground from the force. Your teeth sink deep into the toned flesh of his trapezium muscle next, bidding deep mauve to weep from the wound and down your chin as you bite harder, guttural growl rumbling in Katsukiās chest.Ā
āFunny,ā your taunt slightly muffled around his flesh, āI thought you gods only bled gold?ā
He snarls at that, the vibrations of his pain and rage reverberate against your own sternum as you release your hold a moment later to go for his jugular; but, Katsukiās quick to recover, staggering to all fours then propelling back to slam your back into the rough bark of a tree behind you. Your hold releases from the force, gasping in a desperate bid to fill your lungs with air in a steady rhythm once more but that moment is all Katsuki needs in order to seize the upper hands. Gives Katsuki enough time to grab at the pretty kimono you wear, certainly stolen from a poor human that strayed too far into the wrong woods of the mountain.Ā
He fists the delicate material so harshly you can hear it rip as youāre wrenched over his shoulder, back slammed flat into contrastingly frigid solid earth. The base of your skull colliding first and so suddenly youāre unable to guard before the impact, disoriented easily as Katsuki climbs on top of you and pins you down by your hips and shoulders with all of his weight.Ā
Snarling victoriously and gnashing his teeth tauntingly as he crowds your space, making you thrash even more wildly than you would by simply being pinned with the unwelcome proximity. Writhing just enough for your knee to come up and connect with the sensitive tissue dangling unprotected between meaty thighs that makes Katsuki growl again.
Though he doesnāt buckle the way most others do, you shouldāve expected enough of him and his infamous nature. Grunting as he pushes your head into the ground with his palm and impresses more of his weight to secure you properly. Bakugou palms your face then, tilting it upwards to give him clear access to your throat with the intention of ripping out your windpipe in one fell swoop.Ā
Panic threatens to seize your lungs, your claws desperately dig into Katsukiās skin but he pays the pain no mind, going for the kill only to stall with his dripping maw almost enveloping your throat. Glowing bromine widening and burning brighter as he retracts just enough to press his nose against your pulse point, earning a surprised yelp from you that makes saliva gather on his tongue. Worsening to the point it drips from the corners of his lips with the scent that clouds Katsukiās senses.Ā
Usually overpowering notes of ash and poison that naturally comes with dabbling in the dark arts are successful in masking the individual scent of each demon but that doesnāt seem to be the case with you.
The ominous scent is greatly overshadowed by the overwhelmingly pleasant notes of orchids and berries that linger on your skin even despite the smell of burning wood that chokes the atmosphere. An intoxicatingly sweet mix that has Katsuki inhaling deeply again, finding your wrists to grasp with a bruising strength in one hot palm in a subtle threat of foxfire as he pins them to the ground above you. Splaying you out beneath him as he shifts, pressing his thicker shins into your own to effectively immobilize you despite your thrashing before placing his free hand at your ribs. Pads of his fingers digging into your flesh with a bruising strength as the points of his sharp nails just graze puncturing the delicate meat in warning to keep still.
He chastises himself even as he drinks in the smell of you, reminding himself that youāre a demon and he has a duty to put you down and yet he canāt. Drunk on everything happening in this moment, ignoring how you hiss at him threateningly but not how you buck your hips into him. You hope to cast him away, even with the difference of strength, itās your center of gravity, you should have the advantage but he uses his weight and build to his own, snarling long and low until you reluctantly settle.
Katsuki takes it as a submission, and with each deep inhale of you, his nose glued to the column of your throat that begs for him to run the flat of his tongue up the expanse of it, he feels slightly deluded into thinking itās also a reciprocation of interest.
The more rational side of his brain, quieter now as he loses himself to lust, reasons this has to be some cheap spell heās never encountered before but he canāt bring himself to care. Doesnāt really feel the need to break himself of its hold, at least not before he satiates the carnal desire bubbling in his gut, roaring in his veins and threatening to consume him the way his foxfire engulfs the forest around them.Ā
He shakes the distracting line of thought away, fully devoting himself to this moment and his desire as he tightens his hold on your wrists so the other can slide from your ribs, down your waist and push your pelvis into the ground. Thick and calloused thumb digging into the fat of your hip as he does and he succeeds in pulling a pretty whine from you that makes his cock stir against your mound. He releases a shaky breath, lips parted for the humid puff to dampen the skin of your throat and send a pleasant tremble down your spine. Lips resting at the curve of your shoulder before his tongue laps up your throat, forcing you to tilt your chin upwards with the movement and give him more access, crimson hues threatening to roll at the slightly salty taste of your flesh on his tongue.Ā
Katsuki has to swallow thickly, hum rumbling in his throat as he adjusts his body so his hips slot between plush and powerful thighs to grind his cock against your barely covered cunt. Your legs almost instinctively spread further to feel the delicious friction at your burning core even though your mind screams to fight back, that now is the perfect opportunity to free yourself. That heās still a fox, a wretched spirit that believes themselves a god, a man whoās heart you should steal and bring back to the king as a spoil of war while Katsukiās distracted but you donāt.Ā
You canāt.
Almost purring along with him as his hot palm paws at the fullness of your chest, thick digits a ghosting tease over pebbled nipples, torso nearly exposed from the way heād manhandled you earlier and he forces your back into a slight arch from his nosing alone.Ā
Another deep breath from him, inhaling you once more as your own lips part around a silent moan as Katsukiās face presses against your jugular but you donāt feel threatened in the slightest, āyer not who Iām lookin for.āĀ
You werenāt sure what you were expecting but it wasnāt Katsukiās sudden and altogether withdrawal from you. Soothing weight against your body is gone all at once, already on his feet and palming at his hard cock as he leaves it neglected while you sit up on your forearms, working to regain your senses quickly before Katsuki is able to leave.
And you react violently the moment you do, as you should. Ears flattened against your skull and teeth bared at the ninetails as he swipes at the drying blood youād drawn from him earlier, already thinking of how heāll explain to the village healer just how exactly heād gotten such deep wounds for her to mend.Ā
But thereās a smirk on his face as he crouches low enough to grab at you from your underarms, gravely voice settling deep into your bones and (regretfully, for you) straight to your throbbing clit, ābut you might be now.ā
Your eyes widen as he lifts you, pressing you to his body as your back connects with the tree trunk heād slammed you against earlier. Katsuki paws roughly, fingers digging harshly into the meat of your under thighs just below the curve of your ass, urging them to hook over his hips. Lips melding with yours in a bruising kiss before you can spit venom at him, prefer a less verbal sort of tongue lashing from you while he fumbles at the obi of his Yukata, pushing the material back enough to free his aching cock without leaving him fully bare.
Pushing at the already open neck of your kimono to finally expose your chest before he shoves at the intricately layered obi to peel away the layers that hides away your weeping slit, slotting his length between your folds with a throaty groan at the feel when heās revealed a satisfying amount of your body to him. Tongue swiping over yours, rutting into you slowly to coat himself in your slick while the fat tip kisses your clit with each drag that has you mewling sweetly for him. Rewarding Katsuki with wanton moans to swallow greedily, repeating the action almost cruelly slow, just enough to draw more pretty sounds from you but not enough to deliver you sweet rapture until he catches at your fluttering entrance.Ā
He pushes in slowly when he does, the gradual stretch so delicious your eyes roll and you reach between your bodyās to grasp at the girthy base as if you want to push him in quicker. It makes Katsuki chuckle against your lips, ducking to your throat to hear your mewls uninhibited as he marks you with a gentler touch as he sees fit.Ā
As gentle as a man like him can be, anyway. Sharp canines scraping against this skin, raising the flesh in his wake before leaving deep punctures to lap at the blood he draws with a low hum.
Youāll regret allowing this later, you know, sure to sneer at your reflection but for now you moan unabashedly as you both find a satisfying rhythm. Eager to reach euphoria even if it was with a creature you were predisposed to loathe.Ā
But those were the best kinds of highs, the things you shouldnāt partake in nor enjoy. Sinking your claws into his shoulders when Katsuki nudges at that spongy patch within you just right while you keen. Heās quick to take cues, especially with the way your cunt squeezes him tightly, groaning in turn, claws digging into the tree bark with a ferocious grip as he fleetingly tries to subdue his climax while yours washes over you in pleasant waves.
Teeth grit as he feels the coil tighten in his abdomen, driving into you with precision until youāre careening over the edge so soon after your first one with a cry of his name. Head lolled back for him to freely nip at your throat, sucking another mark right at your pulse point. Drinking in the inebriating mixture of your natural scent, burning pine and the sheen of sweat that clings to both of your bodies as you cream around him.Ā
Thrusting into you with a renewed vigor when you slacken against him, desperate for his own euphoria after relishing your own. Running his tongue along his canines, gripping tightly at your hips while you can only helplessly take what he has to offer. His jaw hangs agape the closer he teeters on the edge, sac tightening when you clutch at Katsukiās shoulders, sharp nails of your own carving out your pleasure in his flesh as you whine in such a sweet way, begging āplease suki, please.āĀ
As if your only need is for him to fill you so full his seed will leak around his spent cock.
Grunting in a near animalistic way as he hurtles towards his demise, sinking his teeth into your shoulder when he reaches his peak, groaning long and low against your skin like he was more than relieved. Painting velvet walls pearly white in thick spurts, hips twitching into yours until he feels the threatening sting of overstimulation.Ā
Allowing both of you to bask in the afterglow of your coupling as felled trees crackle soothingly in your surroundings. If you closed your eyes, if you were delusional enough anyway, you could imagine a plush mattress top caressing the skin of your back instead of biting bark and the crackling of woof sounds from a warm heart. That maybe your lover was just that and not a mortal enemy that precedes your own bloodline.
He pulls his softening cock from you, shushing your pitiful whine playfully as he tucks himself away before lowering you until youāre settled on the ground and certain you stand on mostly steady feet.Ā
Practicing a tenderness you didn't know the kitsunes to have as Katsuki takes the time to fix your clothing, smirk only widening as you hum in the afterglow of your orgasm tipping your chin for your hazy gaze to meet his.Ā
Regarding you as if he had something to say before his lips press to yours again and you melt into the contact, indulging in him for just a moment longer before Katsuki is sure to stoke another flame in you. One that will burn with the fuel of determination to have his heart in your hand before long, muttering a sultry taunt into your skin as he expects to partake in you again.Ā āMountain Godās wrong, you yokaiās are good for somethin after all.ā
ā„ KATSUKI BAKUGOU X FEM! READER
ā„ WORD COUNT: 2.3k
ā„ WARNINGS/TAGS: a/b/o dynamics (alpha Katsuki/omega reader), knotting, age-gap (Katsuki is in his grumpy 40s, you're in college), he calls you "kid", fucking in a pool, some mention of sex toys, degradation, creampie
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God, heās too fucking old for this shit. Too god damn tired of the animal that kicks against his ribs whenever the slick smell of a willing cunt passes his nose.Ā
ā ām sorry,ā you whisper, rolling your hips to suck his cock deeper in your drooling pussy. He grinds his molars at the too-tight feeling.Ā
āFuckingĀ brat,ā he hisses and clamps his hands to your doughy ass, jerking you up and down his cock. āKnew you were trouble. FuckingĀ told youĀ to stay away from me.āĀ
Katsuki knew he would end up fucking the bright-eyed and bushy-tailed college girl the day you moved in next door. He tried to stop it, he really did, showing you his teeth and growling any time the sweet stink of your omega scent greeted him.Ā
Yet heās the one who couldnāt help himself. Humid summer air brought your pathetic smell right to him, had him peeking over the fence that separated his house from yours like a fuckingĀ perv.
The sight of you in your little pool, desperate to cool your too-hot skin, bikini bottoms floating next to you as you shoved a dildo into your aching hole was his breaking point.Ā
And now here you are, stuffed full of throbbing, thick alpha cock. Because youĀ begged him, all fat tears and plump pouts as your heat clawed at your insides.Ā
He might be too old for this, but heāll never get tired of how fuckingĀ stupidĀ omegas get for dick.Ā
āThe t-toys just werenātā¦werenātĀ goodĀ enough.āĀ
Youāre pinned between him and the pool wall, lips of your cunt dragging along his length over and over again as you try to find release.Ā
Copious amounts of slick gush from you, making his thrusting easier. Pearly strings of your cream float around the pool, lost to splash of him fucking into you.Ā
But even still, heās so engorged with blood and hormones ready to knot that his fat cock struggles against your gummy walls. You hiss, not from pain, but from relief, so happy to be full that no amount of stretching will detract from your pleasure.
āYouāre fucking pitiful.āĀ
Shame briefly shines in your blown-out eyes, a bit of humanity peeking through the haze of animal instincts. Shit. This is why he hates this, why heās tried to avoid all the breeding nonsense. Omegas are so emotionally squishy.Ā
Not that heās any better. One pout from you as you locked eyes with him across the yard made him jump a fucking fence and plunge his cock into your weeping hole at two in the afternoon.Ā
āJust canāt help it, can you, kid?āĀ
Red eyes trace over the body heās been trying so hard not to imagine. The triangle fabric of your swimsuit is peeled away from your tits, your nipples puffy from how hard you were tugging on them before he got his hands on you.Ā
A littleĀ mhmmmm-mhmmmmĀ sounds from lips pressed too tightly together, your head lolling back as you keep bucking against him with your eager, exposed pussy.Ā
Youāre aĀ mess, all swollen and gooey and desperate.Ā
āSuch a dumb omega,ā he groans and wraps his arms around your back, pressing your soft body all the way against his, āfucking yourself out in theĀ open. Wanted me to find you? Wanted the old man next door to fuck you stupid.ā
āN-no,ā you lie so easily. āToo hot, was too hot and couldnāt get off andāā
āBullshit. You started splashinā around out here justĀ prayingĀ Iād catch your scent.āĀ
āC-canāt help it, pr-promise. You just always smell soĀ fucking good, alpha.ā
Makes sense now why you always seem to be out on a walk when he gets home from work, and why you always seem to need something from him. He was a nice neighbor and gave you his number when you moved in all on your own, a little omega lost in a big college town. You would message him for help around your place at least once a weekāchanging light bulbs, fixing a leaky faucet, even opening a goddamn jar a few nights ago.Ā
He told you several times to stop bothering him, yet you never could catch the hint that fooling around with an alpha was going to get you bitten.Ā
Relentlessly he pounds his hips, the buoyancy of the water making it effortless to hold you and fuck in deep. His thighs barely feel any strain, his back muscles rolling like a true predator as he starts to use his arms to pull you up and down.Ā
Katsuki slides his fat cock until itās barely in your pussy, mushroom tip caught by the suctioning ring of muscle inside of you. Then he bottoms out, balls connecting with your ass under the water with a muted thump.Ā
āGod, fuck, thatās good, so good,ā youāre fuckingĀ loud, āfeel so fucking good in my pussy.āĀ
āChrist, you wanna let the whole neighborhood knowing Iām fucking you?ā
āāThe fuck-drunk little smile on your face tells him that maybe you do.Ā
And he thoughtĀ heĀ was the perv.Ā
āYouāre such a fucking slut,ā he whispers furiously, kissing you with so much force it makes your back arch in his strangle hold.Ā
A thick hand wraps around your throat. He doesnāt squeeze, just leaves it there possessively as his tongue forces its way between your lips. You unconsciously moan, your own tongue meeting his, but he presses it down, not wanting it in the way. You give in, letting him encircle your tongue with his own so he can taste you. He pulls back to suck your bottom lip into his mouth, teeth roughly dragging against it.
āLike feeling my cock spread you apart, hm? Maybe Iāll get you a dildoĀ myĀ size for next time you wanna put on a little show.āĀ
You purr and it makes him want to scratch you to pieces.Ā
The burning stretch of your omega cunt is bliss. The smell of sex and chlorine sting his nose, make him lose it a bit and press so hard inside of you that his cock nearly meets the resistance of your cervix. Not that you seem to mind itāyour nails are sinking into his wet shoulders, holding on for dear life as he fucks you in the heat of a summer afternoon.Ā
When Katsuki shifts his hips down, heavy cock sliding out of your tight hole, you bare your teeth and growl at a man nearly double your age.Ā Ā
āEasy, tiger,ā he tuts and drops you in the warming water, āturn around and let me hit it from the back.ā
He loves that your instincts are to obey.
You turn your back to him with an indignant little huff, bending over the edge of the pool and waiting. Katsuki locks his arms around your thighs, pushing up and letting the water do the work. Your legs float open easily, spreading wide as he spears his way back into your slutty hole.Ā
āEver been knotted before, kid?ā
Looking over your shoulder, you shake your head, hiccuping as he works his shaft in and out of you.Ā
āPlease,Ā please, ah, knot me. Wa-wanna know what it feels like.ā
Heās toying with an ancient fire, he knows that. One fat knot from an alpha and you might be begging to move in with him, but itās worth it. Your pussy feels too goddamn good and heās too worked up not to plug you full.Ā
Katsuki works you into an absolute frenzy, waves of water splashing onto the edges of the pool as you mewl and focus on how effortlessly he fucks you. Your walls meld to him, each thrust hasty and claiming, scented sweat steaming from the heat of your body and the blistering of the sun. His dick curves just perfectly inside you, cockhead purposefully brushing against the most sensitive, spongy spots within your depths.Ā
āSurprised none of your stupid boyfriends knotted this tight cunt before.ā
āWouldnāt,ā your fingers are gripping the edge of the pool for dear life, like youāre gonna drown any second, āwouldnāt let them.āĀ
āAnd youāre gonna let me? Just a slut for older men?āĀ
āSlut forĀ you,ā you correct him with a bounce of your ass against his pelvis, ālove a big, strong alpha.āĀ
He rolls his eyes at the shameless flattery, yet still the ego inside him flares to life.Ā
āYoung, stupid omegas always think they can get whatever they want,ā he growls, all while keeping a rough pace inside your body, watching how the water parts for the two of you grinding into one another.Ā
You give him a knowing gaze over your shoulder, sultry and coy.Ā
YouĀ areĀ getting exactly what you want. All you had to do was get his attention, pry at his most basic instincts and now here he is losing his mind over the tight squeeze of your omega cunt.Ā
Maybe you arenāt so stupid after all.
But heāll fuck you stupid, heās sure of that.Ā
āIām too old for sillyĀ games, kid. You have no idea what youāve gotten yourself into.ā
He proves his point by pawing at your belly under the water, pressing in until you can both feel how deep he is in your guts. The realization makes you whine, pushing hard back against him.Ā
āYou think Iām just some toy to use during your heat?ā Katsuki tuts, licking at one of his canines. āJust wait until I knot this stupid cunt and youĀ begĀ me to keep coming back.ā
A symphony of sex is ringing in your backyard, sounds of primal grunts, shrill little screams, balls slapping against your ass, water gurgling and splashing.
Any animal nearby knows whatās happening, that nature is running its course and youāre both nothing but senseless bodies looking for the simplest relief.
Katsuki slides the hand on your stomach lower, pinching your aching clit before he starts swirling it under the pads of experienced fingers. You start thrashing, cunt sucking so tightly heās sure youāre hurting with the need to cum.Ā
āPleasepleaseplease oh god please!āĀ
You shatter and his pride nearly bursts with you. Your cunt clenches, so pleased to cum around a thick alpha cock. You babble absolute nonsense, beg for his knot and a string of thanks yous and pleases andĀ alpha alpha alphaĀ dripping from your mouth into the wake of the pool.
The way your pussy squeezes him tells him youāve been looking for this orgasm forĀ hours, walls so swollen and pulsing. You mustāve been fucking yourself with useless toys since morning and finally got desperate enough to make a scene and get him to fuck you the way you needed.Ā
āPoor thing,ā he coos, watching your cream float to the surface of the water.Ā
Youāre totally mindless now as he continues to fuck you, body sloshing in the pool as he manhandles you to take what he wants.Ā
āDonāt even know if you can handle a knot, kid. Youāre too tight.āĀ
That stirs you, makes you flatten your hands against the edge of the pool and push back to meet his rhythm. Over and over, you keep up with him, so fucking fraught to finally feel an alpha swell in your guts.
āPlease donāt stop,Ā please. Need to feel it, been in heat for d-days.ā
āOh omega, have you been fucking yourself silly with all the wrong toys, hm? Been stuffing yourself all alone in your room? Shouldāve,Ā ah, just asked me to come fix it.ā
āYou told me to stop b-bothering youā¦āĀ
āYouāll annoy me when your sinkās leakinā but not when your pussy is? So fucking stupid.ā
Only heās starting to go dumb at the wrap of your cunt around him. The beast in his belly is raging, alpha instincts boiling in the summer sun.Ā
āCāmon, slut, milk my cock,ā he pants and slams into you, lost in the way the water reflects around your curves and how your thighs are locked around his waist. He swears your body listens, some reflexive instinct that has your pussy clamping around his shaft until he can feel the veins of his cock squishing into your walls.Ā
The orgasmic build starts rushing up his spine, inflating the base of his cock inch by inch.Ā
āHoly shit, fuck~āĀ you whimper at the first stretch of his knot.Ā āKatāKatsuki, ām so fucking full!āĀ
Finally he bursts, knot bulging into your gumminess until youāre plugged with him. His cum spills into your tight channel, filling you whole.Ā
Your sweet, stupid omega brain can barely comprehend the stretch. Another orgasm wrecks your body, has you falling face first into the pool. Katsuki scrambles to grab you, hoist you up and into his arms as you gasp and crest and cum all over him again.Ā
He canāt help but chuckle, easily maneuvering his back to the poolās edge. He lets you calm down in his hold, your head falling against his shoulder as you try to breathe.Ā
āGet what you wanted, brat?āĀ
Katsuki pats your bloated belly, making you squeal as he rubs the heel of his hand against his knot.Ā
You nod dumbly, eyes closing to focus on the feel of him. He smirks realizing youāll never forget him, your first knot. Omegas really are so emotional.Ā
Yet heās taunted by the stupid bikini bottoms still floating in the water, mocking just how easy it was for you to boil him down to his base instincts.Ā
Heās too old for this shit. Especially as you start grinding down against his knot, cooing, reminding him youāll be fucking him until your heat decides itās done with him.Ā
pairing: Midoriya Izuku/Reader
summary: HeroExpo is incredible, and thatās not even counting the really cute hero fanboy you just met. Well, you think he might be cute under that Deku cosplay. Itās hard to tell because itās really, really good. Like, too good.
length: 21,000 words | 6 chapters
tags: romance, pro hero au, misunderstandings, conventions/fandom culture
warnings: aged up characters, eventual smut
chapter links:
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cross posted on ao3: here
EDIT: Now with art by the deeply talented absolutely lovely @volatilemattersā
If this pops up while youāre scrolling, I wish you unconditional love and massive success.
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Dabi x fem!Reader
⢠word count: roughly 3.3K
⢠plot: You've been seeing Dabi for some time now, but it's far from a healthy relationship. Still so, unexpectedly it all escalates one evening.
ā ļøWarning: some language and descriptions may be upsetting if you are sensitive to blood, gore, or grotesque imagery.
⢠warnings: 18+, angst with smut and a bad ending, Dabi's a prick, implied toxic relationship, domestic violence, tw:burn wound, slight dubcon elements, smoking, drinking, kissing, unprotected sex, creampie, cum, orgasm, angry emotional breakdown (both sides), implied cheating, yelling, screaming, blood, a bit of gore, maybe lovers to enemies?
⢠NO MINORS ALLOWED!!!
personal note: have somehow been in the mood for writing angst and hurt recently. Special thanks to @hunajan for helping me rephrase a lot of sections <3
You didn't hear anything besides the sound of the torrential downpour of rain, not even the sloshing sound of your soaked shoes hitting the wet pavement.
Looking up into the sky and letting the rain pelt onto your face, you had to laugh ā not a word about cloudbursts in the weather forecast this morning.
Life had a not-so-subtle way of fucking you over.
Continuing your way home, you rolled up the collar and pulled the coat tighter to prevent the chilly water from running down your back.
It was useless.
Clutching your bag to your chest, you hoped that at least your cellphone and wallet would survive the heavenly onslaught.
While wiping the water from your eyes, you continued walking towards the high rise that you lived in. Even though it was a short walk from the train station to your apartment, you were already soaked down to your core.
With cold and numb fingers, you dug your keys from your soggy pocket before slowly unlocking the door to your apartment. Once dragging your tired feet inside, you clicked the door shut and locked it behind you.
After flicking the living room light on and stepping out of your shoes, you got out of your drenched clothes that let out a moist sound once hitting the floor. You straightened up and stretched yourself with arms raised high before staggering towards the bathroom.
Allowing the steamy water of the shower to warm up your cold skin, your brain slowly started turning its gears.
And with that came back the memories of him.
Another night of being all by yourself in the empty apartment and sleeping alone. You kept telling yourself to stop wallowing and move on. That he wasn't any good for you, that what you had with him was toxic. You kept trying to convince yourself that this had to end, hoping that he would never appear again.
But you also knew those were pointless thoughts.
Once dried off and with the towel still crowning your head, you walked towards the kitchen.
Lingering in your own thoughts, you recalled that he had disappeared again without warning or a prior message. It had been weeks now since you last saw or heard of him.
Whether he was dead, hurt, or gone forever, you didn't know.
And you didn't care anymore.
As if.
After pouring yourself a glass of Gin, you strode over to the couch and slumped down on it ā not wanting to think about him or what you were going to do next. You just needed some time for yourself, just a little while to relax and breathe.
Still, there was no denying it ā you yearned for him so badly and yet he kept disappearing and keeping you at distance. You placed the blame on your stupidity and loneliness for missing him so much.
With heavy emotions bearing down on you, you braced your face in your hands and let the tears run free.
You felt so broken inside, so unfilled.
You took a big inhale and released your face before reaching for the glass with the clear liquid in it.
You stared at it as if it was telling you that it would all be better if you just poured it down your throat. Without hesitation, you brought the glass up to your lips and gulped the Gin with the best intention to numb that annoying nagging voice inside of you.
It kept the thoughts in your head from racing, those half-lidded cerulean eyes from staring so seductively at you from behind your closed eyes.
You were on your second glass when the alcohol started working. Your mind dazed over, your brain all warm and fuzzy ā when suddenly there was a distinct knock on the door.
You sat up sharply and focused your stare at the door.
As you checked what time it was, you knew there was only one person in this world showing up at your door this late.
And of all people, he was the last person you wanted to talk to right now.
You kept staring, wiping away the tears with your forearms, not moving when you heard a second thump, this time more demanding.
āGo awayā-ā You mumbled, surprised by the slur in your voice.
ā'M happy to see you too.ā a husky rasp came from across the door.
āJust leave me aloneāā you were trying hard to sound like you meant it.
"Not gonna happen," his voice low and saturated with determination, "Lemme in."
"I'm not going to, Dabi," It was the Gin that encouraged you to be louder and more brave than usual.
Silence followed as the spoken words were slowly absorbed by the thick walls surrounding you.
"I wanna see you," he tenderly added.
You swallowed down a big sob, regained your composure, and muttered, "So what? Didn't seem to miss me the last two weeks you've been gone."
Silence.
"Dabi?"
"Still hereā¦" you heard a thump outside the door that was followed by the same silence again.
You wiped your remaining tears off your lashes and strode over to the door. There was no sound outside except for the faint sizzle when he took a drag from his cigarette.
You leaned your forehead against the door, "You're not gonna leave, are you?"
"Nope, doll," he exhaled, the faint yet familiar smell of cigarette smoke invading your apartment and tingling your nostrils.
You turned around with your back and head resting against the door before slowly sliding down as your legs were too exhausted to hold up your weight.
"Dabi, seriously, this is not going to work."
"Cāmon babe, just let me in and weāll talk," his voice seemed to trail off.
"You can't keep doing this. I- '' you swallowed hard, bracing yourself, āI really like you. But you keep hurting me."
There was a pause again and a shuffle outside as he seemed to lean against the door.
"Can't we talk about this inside?" His voice was hoarse and low, creeping underneath your skin and having goosebumps erupt all over, "Just let me in."
"It'll only end up again with us in bed and nothing solvedā" you exhaled, the corner of your lips trembling with unavoidable emotion.
An evident sigh was heard from outside, "Look, 'm sorry."
You sniffled, rubbing your eyes as if that would help understand the words better, "You're what?"
"Heard me alright, don't ask me to repeat it again," he scoffed at once, "Gonna let me in now, doll?"
You knew that stewing by yourself wasn't going to help sort out this issue, so you rolled your eyes and sighed, "Dabi?"
"Yes?" He grumbled lowly.
"Promise that we'll only talk if I let you in? Nothing else?"
"Anything for you, doll face," he rasped with a breathy chuckle.
So you stood up, unlocked the door, and let him in. Without waiting, you sat down on the couch before grabbing your drink again. The couch sank in when he sat down next to you, leaning forward to grab the remote, switching the TV on.
No other sound was in the room except for the TV, him staring at it as if you weren't there. It made you sink down even further into the cushions, unsure of what to say next.
You bit your lower lip and restlessly gnawed on it while fumbling with your hands. He flipped through the channels, filling the room with anything but conversation. His cold eyes glanced over to you, seeing how you nervously fiddled your fingers.
Then without a warning, he was on you, your protests muffled by his tender yet fierce lips on your neck and his hands trailing up your side.
Just as you were about to complain, you were cut off by his hands grabbing your face before he crashed his lips against yours. One of his hands let loose and guided yours down until it pressed against his clothed erection.
As he pulled back, a silver string of saliva connected your lips, his rapturous blue eyes looking down at you while still using your hand to stroke himself off, "Babe, I know you want thisā"
His voice was low and husky as he groaned lightly in that specific way that made your face heat up and lust bloom inside your belly.
You gulped, letting him continue, the feeling of his hot and hard meat straining against his pants too enticing.
His lips spread into a cocky grin and he dipped down again. His hand released yours just to slide under your shirt, up your body, and onto your breasts.
Strong arms found their way around your back, pulling you close as he flipped around, placing you right on his crotch.
You let out a reluctant squeak as he jerked his hips up into you slow and lazy, grinning at you for biting your lips to suppress more whimpers.
āWant me so badly, huh?ā he growled softly.
He firmly pulled your body against his and stared into your eyes before bringing his lips against yours. His tongue slid across your bottom lip, making you draw a deep, heady breath in response to the wave of heat sweeping through you. The corner of his mouth curled into a sheepish grin, as he lightly slipped his tongue between your lips. Then, with his soft warm mouth abusing yours, sucking your lips, he dipped his tongue past your lips, coaxing them open.
You felt a fluttering inside, your body craving him so badly. A shallow gasp escaped from within you while his breathing became heavier, the tidal wave of lust that had just churned within you grew rapidly into a full-blown tsunami.
He pulled back a little and looked at you, shakily exhaling.
Hooking his fingers under your shirt, he pulled it off and your bra followed with one smooth snap of his talented fingers, having your breasts spill free.
With tongue flat against your skin, he licked along your breast before sealing his mouth around your puckered nipple and starting to suck the sensitive nub hard. A gasp fell from your lips, making him smile, his teeth grazing along your delicate flesh and sending shivers up your spine.
"Let's move this somewhere more comfortable," his raspy voice mumbled and before you could protest, he forced his lips on yours again and swallowed up your feeble protests. His hands dug into the skin of your butt and with a swift strong move, he got up and carried you off to the bedroom.
He laid you down on the soft sheets, his mouth still attached to yours as he made quick work of your pants, pulling them off in one go.
Every little mewl and protest was relentlessly swallowed up by him while his hand slid underneath the hem of your underwear, his dexterous fingers starting to play with your sensitive nub, dipping down repeatedly between your folds to gather your juices. You moaned softly in response, having him snicker and release you before admiring the glistening strings of your slickness between his spread fingers.
āYou're soaked baby," he chuckled, "Can't tell me you don't want this.ā
āI didn't want this to end in bedāā you protested but he just tutted quietly while getting up and undressed.
"Your bodyās telling me otherwise" he cocked his head, staring you down as his lips curled into a smirk.
He leaned back as he pulled his shirt over his head, revealing his lean, muscular torso.
His nimble hands unbuckled his pants next, pushing them along his thighs before they dropped to the floor and allowed his thick cock spring freeā he never was too fond of underwear.
After stripping you out of your clothes, he moved his body on top of you and leaned in for another longing kiss.
With an agonizingly slow pace, he guided himself into you, thrusting his length inside inch by inch. He let you adjust to his size for a moment before starting to move, at first just grinding into you, then deeper, hitting just every right spot each time he sank into you.
There was no denying it. It felt so good to be so close to him. Feeling him inside of you as he fit so perfectly.
He pinned you down with his whole body, breathing heavily as he started fucking you. You clung to each other tightly as his hips smacked loudly against yours. He didn't stop kissing you, hunting for your tongue, your moans and whimpers mingling with his needy groans.
As he picked up the pace, you started to get lost in the pleasure, calling out his name over and over again. Unable to focus on anything else but the feeling of him inside of you, you felt so overwhelmed by his deep, unrelenting thrusts.
He gripped your throat, forcing you in place as the tingling inside you grew into a white heat, the tension in your core growing tighter and tighter until the coil snapped and you came.
Shockingly loud moans mixed with his name spilled from your mouth, your back arched as waves of pleasure ran through you, having you clamp down on him like a vice. His hips stuttered and he followed you into bliss with a long, drawn-out groan, releasing his creamy seed deep inside of you.
He stayed in place, softening cock still inside of you with no intentions to pull out. Even though you felt sweaty and a little uncomfortable, it was nice to have his heartbeat thumping against your own.
All worries were swept away at that moment, feeling so blissed out, so close to him.
Then he rolled off, but instead of laying with you, he stood up and strutted off to the bathroom. You heard water running as he started washing himself off.
After he was done, he simply walked over to the pile of clothes that were thrown on the floor and got dressed.
"Ok, I'll be going then," with this he turned towards the door.
"You what?" You uttered in disbelief, propping yourself up on your elbows.
"Heard me right, babe," his bored eyes gleaming down at you.
"W-Whyā and where?" You swung your legs off the bed, hastily grabbed your shirt, and pulled it on.
"None of your fuckin business," his dry answer made your stomach twist.
"Dabi, we just had this discussionā" you swallowed the rising bile before slowly walking over to him, your voice getting louder with every word, "Stop closing up like this and stop walking away!"
"This is fuckinā stupid," he hissed while sauntering towards the door.
"I can't do this anymore!" with your admission, hot, angry tears sprung to your eyes.
He spun around, seething, "What do you fucking want me to say, huh? To move in together? Share a fucking life?" His eyes were glowing with rage now and you made out a faint scent of burnt skin wavering through the room.
"All I want is for you to start being honest with me!" you yelled back at him.
You didn't even have time to inhale, he was on you that fast, grabbing your chin and pulling you close.
"Oh, you want the truth, huh? S'that what it is?" His furious eyes boring into yours.
You ripped at his arm, trying to pry it off of you but his grip was relentless. His digits dug into your delicate skin, sure to bruise the next day. Using his own body to back you up, he shoved you a few feet and you stumbled before he let go of you.
Catching yourself, you glared at him before rubbing your sore cheeks, "If you just need someone to blow off steam, go and just fuck some other girls."
"Oh, 'm already doing that, doll," his lips curled into a cocky smirk, cold eerie eyes scornfully burning into yours as he stood there, grinning at you with full pride.
Your heart stopped as those words sank in. All the rage that built up instantly disappeared and was replaced with a numbing cold sensation.
You couldn't control it. Your hand automatically came up and slapped him across his face.
"You're just as heartless as your father!" It barely came out as a whisper.
He froze, his chilling voice, colder than you had ever heard, growled, making goosebumps erupt on your skin, "What did you just say?"
Maybe it should've been a warning, but you didn't care anymore. The rage inside flared up again, blooming once more too strong, too hot, in your veins.
You glared at Dabi, jaw set as you forced out, "You heard me alright, you're just like Enjā"
It happened in a blur ā he was on you with a vicious roar, his face contorted into a grimace, roughly shoving you across the room and against the wall by your shoulder.
There was a bright blue flash before your head and back hit the wall with such force that punched the air from your lungs.
Your vision darkened, ringing as shrill as a fire alarm in your earsā white spots danced across your retina as the taste of copper slowly overtook your tastebuds.
You first smelled it. The acrid, stomach-churning odor of burnt flesh and hair. Nauseatingly sweet and putrid, the smell was so thick and rich you could almost taste it.
Choking on air, your mind hurled back into reality with the speed of lightning. The throbbing pain in the back of your head shot through your brain, making it hard to stay conscious but you managed to stay awake anyways.
Your eyes refocused and your gaze wandered up, until your eyes met Dabiās. And what you saw scared you more than anything you'd seen before. His usually controlled expression was now ridden with horror, even shock. His mouth kept closing and opening, desperately trying to form words. But nothing came out.
His hand, outstretched, was still smoking.
You followed his hollow gaze and turned your head towards your shoulder. Where his hand had grabbed you just a moment ago, was now an unrecognizable horrid mess of a blackened, flakey wound the size of Dabi's hand. The charred and open area of flesh was surrounded by blistered and bleeding tissue, splitting and curling away from the layers below. Surprisingly, you felt no pain though.
No, instead you felt empty.
As if from far away, you heard yourself mutter "Get out.ā
"M Sorryā" He croaked, voice hoarse with shock.
Gathering all your strength, you pressed out between gritted teeth "I said to get out,ā your mind swirling, trying to stand tall, swaying nonetheless.
Despair filled his expression, eyes helplessly darting between your marred shoulder and your face, his lips opening to repeat those words "Māsorry, doll, Iā I didn'tā"
Cold anger kindled inside you, eating you up and making you forget all about your mangled shoulder. Your vision turned from dull to red as you threw yourself at him, pounding at his chest with both your arms, having the skin of the burnt shoulder crack open and start to bleed.
"Get out, get out, get out!" Your screams were ringing through the room, echoing in your ears.
You threw yourself at him with all your might as Dabi stumbled backward each time - pale and shaking, still mumbling incoherent apologies.
You felt a surge of power as you reached out for your door, yanked it open, and pushed him outside with your last effort, before throwing the door shut and turning the lock.
For a few moments, nothing was heard from the other side before the sound of footsteps echoed down the hallway, becoming quieter until they faded completely.
Silence settled in.
Heavily panting, you swayed before falling to your knees, a mind-numbing pain starting to emanate from your shoulder, almost blinding your vision. You started rocking back and forth, tears continuing to flow as bitter sobs wracked your body, robbing you of the ability to scream and hardly allowing you to draw a breath.
There was not a sound to be heard from the other side of the door.
He was gone.
Forever.
Warm blood dripped down your arm and torso, pooling on the floor, slowly gelling as you kept crying - until you were empty. Empty and dead inside.
You knew it.
Life had a not-so-subtle way of fucking you over.