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don't think how loud gansey cried when ronan tried to kill himself.
don't think about how gansey was scared when niall lynch died.
don't think about how terrified gansey was when matthew was kidnapped . don't think about gansey who prayed even he was an atheist because he knew that ronan wouldn't survive another death.
don't think how bad gansey felt when he discovered noah died for him.
don't think how devastated he was because he didn't know how to help adam.
please, don't think how he suffered when he discovered that noah died for nothing.
just don't think about it.
he knows it's not true but... he jus knows he isn't that good, wise or nice. his words are like knives, he's brutal and he's always angry. but he also is honest, he takes care of everyone and everything and he just loves his family, friends and even people who doesn't deserve it.
on the other hand adam is scared of love.
he grew up in house without love, of course he's scared because of it. he didn't use to know how love looks like. but he loves. he loves gansey. he loves blue. he loves ronan. he loves henry. he loves noah. he even loves his dad. it's riddiculus, robert hurt him and even it's toxic and silly, adam loves him. he loves idea of robert parrish who is a good father.
ronan and adam have something in common — both of them think they don't deserve to be loved. and that's why they're in love with each other. no because of their look or their personality. they fell in love because they understand how feel to think you don't deserve love. it didn't make them stronger, it made them wiser.
(((did i just write a whole ass headcanon bc of my insecurity? yes. did i not regret it? yes.)))
(also please be nice if i have any mistakes, english isn't my native language, i literally had a directionary beside me)
i'm pretty sure that someone already was thinking about it but here we go (also sorry if my english is bad, this isn't my native language!)
after the whole drama with lucio, asra and their husbands (come on, he deserves two handsome guys and i couldn't choose with who i like him better so i choose julian AND muriel<3) have their shop.
things are cool now bc julian is safe and muriel seems to be happier than he was before. asra's parents are alright, nadia is the countness and portia is nadia's wife.
so yes, things are good now. they're happy and safe.
but asra wants something more
and his new apprentice seems so scared and they always wanted to be a father...
so yeah, asra, julian and muriel basically adopt adam parrish.
adam parrish was quite uniqe magician. his powers were strong but he looked terrified because of them.
adam parrish looked like he didn't want those powers.
it was riddiculus to asra - why this teen boy doesn't want his gift?!
here's why - his biological dad was a dick, that's it.
sudenly adam has three dads and that's cool even if they scares him
he's loved and that's okay. they don't scream at him, they don't hurt him.
everything is great. (but he wants the power politics holds, magic doesn't seem that great like politics do)
on the other hand, ronan lynch's life sucks.
his dad just died and the whole city wants him to be a new council.
but he doesn't want to. he is a magician, someone powerful and politics isn't his thing
he always wanted to be someone like asra. someone who use thier power for helping people
but no, something screw up and now he is the suspect of his dad's tragic death
nadia tries to help her ex-husband cousin but it's kinda hard so she called her old team (without the mc bc... idk) plus asra's kid (a.k.a adam)
so when adam sees ronan the first time he thinks that he saw the prettiest boy but then ronan starts talking
he doesn't think that ronan is THAT pretty anymore bc he's an asshole (not in the charismatic julian way, he's just annoying)
holyfuckronansdadisdeadbecauseoflucio
nadia is done with lucio's shit
just yk the drama vol 2 but with magician who wants to be a politic and politic who wants to be a magician
that's it.