And If Instead Of Trying To Find Beauty In Unconventional Attributes. Ones That I Have Or Will Have In A Few Years. - Blog Posts

txt ☆ˎˊ˗ i dont want to complain too much but i do try treally hard to find ways to explore my own gender. which i do by combining what i am now and whats in my future. i am fat and bearded and have large breasts and i am a man and a woman my hairline is very slowly receding and eventually i will be bald like my father. my fat will sag even more and i will get cellulite and i will get wrinkles and liverspots like my grandmother every time i try to mix together unconventional attributes because its personally euphoric and makes me incredibly happy. it ends up making other people really upset. snd i dont know what to do about it but question my own gender and if instead of trying to find beauty in unconventional attributes. ones that i have or will have in a few years. i should just stick to drawing busty anime women or something sorry. long rant. i am just trying really hard to see the value in my work and my efforts to depict characters that arent conventional when it makes people upset. especially those close to me. because it just keeps Happening!