Astar Magdalene - Blog Posts

A beaten old dog

Hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall

To remind me that I am a fool

Tell me where I came from, what I will always be

Just a spoiled little kid who went to Catholic school

When I am dead I won't join their ranks

‘Cause they are both holy and free

And I'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up

And until the end, that's how it'll be

I said make me love myself so that I might love you

Don't make me a liar, 'cause I swear to god

When I said it I thought it was true

(Follow-up comic to this. Additional strip below:)

More TMC OC stuff…! Idk I’ve really just been drawing these goofies lately

(See below for Astar titties)

I’m still recovering from the 8 page paper I had to write for class on Monday so have a bunch of unrelated doodles

(Thanwa OC @djthekillercomrblx-blog )

I am a useless, useless, useless child.

Nobody will come for me anymore...

Some facts about Astar:

Astar Magdalene (probably not his real name) / Age: 26 (maybe) / Currently residing in Mandela

Was born during a period where alternates had become common knowledge; exhibited "strange" behaviors as a child which resulted in his parents abandoning him for fear of him being an alternate

Put in the foster care system where he was passed from family to family; treated poorly in most & was abandoned several more times for the same reasons

Eventually managed to figure something out for work & bought a cheap home in Mandela; lived there for a year, battling a worsening mental state & periodically attempting suicide

One attempt, where he tried to drown himself when he was 25, was successful, and he was clinically dead for a while. While dying, he had a vision of Gabriel, who told him his life had been meaningless & that he was "finally waking up." Paramedics managed to revive him after a passerby called them

After that he became fascinated by alternates; he wants to know everything they know & more, about their biology, and what M.A.D. is. If his life didn't mean anything, then he has nothing to lose anyway

Spends most of his time working online (he runs a site selling handcrafted items mostly but does other things too), but often goes out at night to watch people & see if he can distinguish any alternates, or actively chasing alternate reports

After his near death he's gained the ability to sense the presence of alternates; he gets a strange rush which usually makes him excited

Most definitely neurodivergent (the "strange behaviors" as a kid was totally just early signs of it)

Is most comfortable around people his age or younger; has a deep distrust of any older adults and especially older men

Abnormally strong for his size & agile; doesn't resort to violence often but if pushed, can get extremely brutal

Adam posting…plus some OCs bc why not

Thanwa OC @djthekillercomrblx-blog

Just a rabid dog

Sorry for Astar posting twice in a row I just like this little freak 💔💔 anyway Astar doesn’t get pushed to violence often but when he does…it’s not a pretty sight. He doesn’t fight fair…he fights to survive

In a dark room by myself, Before the mirror at midnight, "Who are you?" "Who am I?" I asked, but received no reply. Go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, dance. Oh, brand new me...

I know you must have like a million asks in your inbox but I wanted to quickly say that I love your art and AlA au !! Your art style is unique imo and I enjoy reading the lore abt your au ^_^

I also wanted to ask if you had any more content of your oc, Astar?? If not that's 100% okay, just keep doing what makes you happy!

im horrible with words so im so sorry if this makes absolutely no sense

Thank you! Hopefully I have more substantial story for you soon, once I’m done dealing with uni assignments HHHH

As for Astar, I do have these! POV: Astar gets a nasty read on Mandela newcomer + example of him inviting strangers into his house and feeding them if they offer up some of their Delicious Ghost Knowledge (though he’s gonna yap their ears off about theology)

(Thanwa OC (far left) @djthekillercomrblx-blog )