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Remembers alcohol is a depressant and i'm on meds 🤸 oh well
Alcohol is cool but have you ever had a feeling of control over yourself? Me neither, pass the bottle
We are NOT splitting a guy about it
Calling antipsychotics the silly meds cause i don't want to think about it too deeply
To smoke or not to smoke, this is the question. (Pondering whether a cigarette too much will make me unable to talk and walk)
Pretending to be tougher than you really are won't shield you from the lack of love and affection you experience pretending you don't need it btw.
Grieving the man i could've easily been if only my brain would've developped normally<<<<<
You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you
They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.
I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen