Connor Murphy - Blog Posts

So, I finally made compiled my full kin list and here are my observations:

1. Wow I’m a piece of shit aren’t I?

2. It’s the family issues for me, man.

3. ✨Trauma✨

4. No seriously, I’m such a red flag. 😭😭😭

5. They all have nice hair though.

6. I know most of them are total shitbags, but they’re my emotional support shitbags.

Feel free to judge me as much as you’d like.

I'm thinking of getting the book Dear Evan Hansen. I was test reading it online, and I wanna share the first page.

It mentions suicide, so scroll if not comfortable.

It's interesting to read from Connor's POV.

I don't think I am going to read it, since I get second hand embarrassment when Evan digs himself a deeper hole.

THE DEH SCRIPT BOOK IS SOLID GOLD

I may or may not have wanted this book for this line specifically

"(Alana exits as Jared Klineman approaches Evan with a kind of practice Swagger that only a deeply insecure person can truly pull off)"

ALSO THE PHOTOS IN THIS ARE AMAZING

Yeah, that also makes sense, they were passing through the same kind of things (depression, social anxiety, etc) and he related to Evan. But he could also have forgotten about the letter.

Guess we'll never know

One thing that doesn't make sense in Dear Evan Hansen is that Connor took his own life while he had Evan's letter.

Like, what did he wanted people to think?

Did he wanted to make people believe that his death was Evan's fault (I find this quite improbable, because no one would read that letter and think that Evan was guilty of anything)?

Did he wanted to people to realise that Evan wrote that letter to "tease" him and blame Evan (because no one would have predicted that someone else would pretend to be your bestie after your death)?

EDIT: Did he wanted people to think that Evan was his boyfriend so Evan would suffer from homophobia or discrimination for trying to make him upset with that letter (extremely improbable)??

Didn't he think about that letter?? Was he too lazy or to tired to do something about it??

Does anyone knows the answer to this (or knows a theory that makes sense)? I'm really curious

(Maybe this is explained in the book but I haven't read it)

I just love how the line "two friends on a perfect day" from "For Forever" (Dear Evan Hansen) can be misunderstood as "two friends on a perfect date", which kind of matches the situation lol

When you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish them, and send this ask to the last 10 people in your notifs!

Well, I've been listening to Dear Evan Hansen songs recently, so I'll just name my favourites.

1. Sincerely, me (for no one's suprise)

2. For Forever

3. Requiem

4. Waving through a window

5. Good for you

Yeah, that's the most likely answer. I am planning to read the book, thanks for the recommendation!!

One thing that doesn't make sense in Dear Evan Hansen is that Connor took his own life while he had Evan's letter.

Like, what did he wanted people to think?

Did he wanted to make people believe that his death was Evan's fault (I find this quite improbable, because no one would read that letter and think that Evan was guilty of anything)?

Did he wanted to people to realise that Evan wrote that letter to "tease" him and blame Evan (because no one would have predicted that someone else would pretend to be your bestie after your death)?

Didn't he think about that letter?? Was he too lazy or to tired to do something about it??

Does anyone knows the answer to this (or knows a theory that makes sense)? I'm really curious

(Maybe this is explained in the book but I haven't read it)

One thing that doesn't make sense in Dear Evan Hansen is that Connor took his own life while he had Evan's letter.

Like, what did he wanted people to think?

Did he wanted to make people believe that his death was Evan's fault (I find this quite improbable, because no one would read that letter and think that Evan was guilty of anything)?

Did he wanted to people to realise that Evan wrote that letter to "tease" him and blame Evan (because no one would have predicted that someone else would pretend to be your bestie after your death)?

EDIT: Did he wanted people to think that Evan was his boyfriend so Evan would suffer from homophobia or discrimination for trying to make him upset with that letter (extremely improbable)??

Didn't he think about that letter?? Was he too lazy or to tired to do something about it??

Does anyone knows the answer to this (or knows a theory that makes sense)? I'm really curious

(Maybe this is explained in the book but I haven't read it)

Im not done with this dear evan hansen swap au ^,^

Evan & Connor are swapped

Jared & zoe are swapped

Miguel & Alana are swapped

I feel like this one is fairly obvious but Heidi & Cynthia are a swapped along with Mark & Larry

I love this au a lot and I will keep drawing it^_^

Dear evan hansen swap au perhaps?

Bonus ;

They mean a lot to me :)

Jared and Connor but it funnier if i give absolutely no context or tell you who's gay and who's homophobia

Dear Simon Elroy..

Dear evan hansen x School Spirits perhaps?

Now you're truly a Murphy.

Sincerely , me!

Still thinking about these two (reference below)

Connor murphy saw the tv glow :)

Hello! Looking for more Dear evan hansen interested

people? I have a server! Here you can meet new people

interested in dear evan hansen and musicals !:)

Hi I'm gonna dump here my thoughts about connor and his parents and specifically the song "To Break In a Glove" because I've analyzed them a bit and find the murphy family very interesting

Im upset they removed To Break In a Glove from the movie. It's an important song. Not because Larry and Evan bond. But because it shows kind of Larry's perspective on connor and what he thought, all through metaphors with something Larry likes, Baseball. It seems like Larry had tried once to bond with Connor, but he never asked connor what he wanted To do. Connor wasn't interested in Baseball, this wasn't something that interested him. These lyrics make it clear what this song is about (more yapping below)

I think Larry has the mindset of trying one thing and sticking to it no matter what, thinking that that one thing is the right thing. Even when it came to his son. He wanted Connor to stick to one thing to try and get better.

On a simular note, something i think is interesting, Cynthia is the opposite. She trys everything possible to help her son. She doesn't stop at one thing. Cynthia and Larry are very opposite which interests me. Larry is very distance with his kids and is in the "one solution, you need to stick to it" mindset and almost seems like he gave up on connor. While Cynthia cares so much about her kids. More Connor then Zoe it seems sometimes. She tries everything she can think of to help connor. But the flaw with both of them is that neither of them asked connor. They didn't actually know connor and know what he needed or wanted and I think that's most important. They tried to help him but never actually took his thoughts and feelings into consideration.

I just think the Murphys have a very interesting dynamic and I think they had a very complicated relationship. Connors parents definitely weren't the best and I have more points on that but that's a topic for another time

I love writing headcanons

Hi hello heres Connor and Jared i hate them

I really like this one..it's nice

Reference sheets for my personal designs for Connor Murphy and Miguel :) I did just find a last name for Miguel, btw lol, not Cannon. This is mostly just my headcannons

I may do the more characters, I just really like these guys right now

Hi I barely know how to use this app

Connor and Miguel:) they mean a lot to me

Small detail i really like that's barely noticeable but connor has a binder on :-) trans connor ^-^

BRO THIS PICTURE OF MIKE FAIST IS SO SO SO SO OH MY GOD