Eating Desorders - Blog Posts

Literalmente me siento como un jodido monstruo, una abominación. Temo cada vez que como porque siento que subiré de peso y me ejercito cuando no hay nadie que pueda verme. No puedo conmigo misma. Quiero llorar, gritar, que alguien me entienda. Nadie a mi alrededor sabe lo que es tener anorexia nerviosa. Tan solo intentan que trague comida sin siquiera pensar en lo que siento al comer.

- I’m very nervous about this post because this is not related to taylor, its about me. But i am sharing this with a purpose. Almost one and a half year i am suffering from a anorexic eating disorder. People think (i did too) that it is about losing weight and wanting to be thin, but its way more then that. I wasn’t happy with myself and was scared for the future and life. What started off as losing a bit of weight became my biggest nightmare. I am in therapy and have gained weight but not enough and its mentally the most exhausting thing ever. But Taylor is helping me cope with the pain. Her music gives me a break from the pain. She distracts me from it. From the bottom of my heart, thank u so so so much. For just helping me with this means more then u could imagine. @taylorswift @taylornation

x Hannah