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Q&A 5
Great blog, your hubby is very lucky! Any desire to have children from an alpha male, or will that just slow you down?π
IIn spite of my age I do not think about children yet. But if I want to have a child it will be my decision only and the father of my child would be my submissive beta husband. Having a child with some stranger Alfa Male may sound like a good fantasy, but I cannot imagine it in real life.
We have femdom/cuckold marriage and my husband is not allowed to have sex with me, but I love him. He is inteligent and handome man and would be great father. Still he wouldn't be allowed to put his dick in me (it's base rule in our relationship), so we would use artificial method of impregnation.
There should be special courses for young Ladies to teach them how to treat beta boys.
Queen and servant.
Learn and practice, beta boy...
since every man tells me they are an "expert" at this. . . read the informational pamphlet on the way in please. . .
Beta boys sex.
His BALLS!!!
Q&A 4
I've read your blog and of course I accept your reasons for being here. But I am curious. Is there a part of your sexual fantasies that involves being the real life captive of a sexual sadist that will keep you.
Against your will. Never free of restrictions. A caged and bound female sexual lab rat. Where you are never allowed to switch modes. Whipped, beaten and sexually tortured into submission. By whatever means necessary. Every day. No exit. ?
When I was younger I had many such fantasies. Sometimes still have, but not so often. One of them:
I am a virgin Princess travelling with other young girls on a ship and pirates raid the ship during cruise. We are all captured with intention to be sold in some Arab state. The other girls are kept in crates and every day taught obedience - they will be sold as sex slaves to some rich Men. The girls are forced to fuck and suck, they are punished until they are broken into total submission. The customers would pay proper price for obedient girls.
But I am very special - as a virgin and Princess I will be sold to some Arab Sheikh to become His special sex toy, maybe even wife. Nobody rapes me as my virginity is worth fortune, but I am forced to look at the other girls being trained and I get to service cocks orally - fluff them, clean them from cum and other girls fluids, suck them, swallow gallons of sperm. I am trained to worship cock whenever presented to me. After two weeks I am trained to be top class virgin cocksucker.
Then we arrive to a port and I am sold to some Sheikh (I don't even see what he looks like). I am sold like animal. Other girls are also sold to different customers. Then I am taken to some property in the middle of nowhere. There is dessert all around. No way to run.
I am bathed and prepared by other beautiful woman to be presented to my Owner. I meet Him. He sits on a luxury sofa with to beautiful woman on both sides. He is huge, muscular Male with beard and hair all over the body. He looks so strong and charismatic. I am so tiny and weak compared to Him. I am so afraid of Him.
He says: "I paid a lot of money for you, so you are my property, my toy. Your life is mine now and I will do whatever I want with you. You are here on probationary period of 3 months. If I am happy with you, you'll become my wife and give birth to many children. If I am not happy, I will sell you to a brothel and you'll be whore for thousands of men. There is no other option in your life. Everything depends on your behaviour. Now greet me properly."
Then He pulls back the tunic flaps and I see His huge, veiny cock with big head and gigantic hairy balls. Thanks to the training on the boat I know what to do...
Then the fantasy goes... I used to masturbate to this vision many times. There were two scenarioes. In one he was happy, in the other not so. In every further scenario I was just a property with no option to change anything...
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Well. Thats only fantasy. I would never want to be in this situation for real.
But in real life I was in relationship with sadistic Alfa Male and for over 9 months living in His house. I submitted to Him and He trained me step by step to His expectations. Our relationship fell apart and NOT because of the harsh sexual treatment. I loved Him and wanted to become His wife, whatever the price was. But REAL ALFA MALE is not a good material for marriage. That was my lesson from this adventure. Alfas are good for sex, but married life is much better with submissive betas. At least for me.
A woman married to some submissive beta boy...
Is she arranging a date with her Alfa Lover or thanking Him for a good sex? Beta boy in his right place...
This scene reminds me of the times when, as an escort girls, my friend and I spent evenings with a client who visited our city about once a month. Always fancy hotel, good wine, Him and two of us. This guy was insatiable, had really huge cock and balls, cum gallons of sperm and was able to worn out both of us. Money was great, sometimes fine gifts, but first of all I loved the sex.
Stairway To Heaven
My pussy requirement - minimum 18 cm (7 in).
My husband penis - 16 cm (6,3 in).
My husband will never feel my pussy.
I am not a size qeen per se. I am a tiny woman and my pussy is very tight, but I am a "mental size queen"
Minimum requirement?
I managed to do it with my husband and I am sure I could do it with any other beta boy.
Beta boy, if you love ypur Princess, you will do it for Her. No matter how hard it is for you.
@myheartinherhands
My life...
Q&A 3
You are such a dream. May I ask general whereabouts? Also, how did you get into the relationship status that you worked into with your husband? How open is it? Meaning do your friends/family know about your other loves? Sorry for the qs, im just really interested in your world!
I assure you - I am not a dream. I am a narcisistic, spoiled bitch with border symptoms. I am a mental sadist for most of guys and submissive slut for few of them.
In everyday life I am a Princess with huge mood swings. I love to be pampered and spoiled. I need a lot of patience and total submission from my partner.
My sexlife has two opposite modes and I need both of them. One side is being submissive fuck toy, the other side is being dominant Queen. There is no way that one man could satisfy all my needs.
(One day I will write how my life shaped me for a person I am today).
How did I get into relatipnship with my husband? Well, he was one of many beta SIMPS around me for a long time. He knew I fucked around with strong dominant Men, he knew I escorted Alfa Males, he knew I cheated in every relationship I had been. I was sincere with him. He knew, he would never fuck me and he knew I would control his sexlife and humilitate him and I tested him many times.
But what was more important, his dedicated his life to my pleasure and comfort. I am treated like a Princess and his life focuses aruond me and my needs. That's how it should be.
(One day I will write more about it).
How open my relationship is? That's simple. Open form me. Closed for him. I can fuck whoever I want and he cannot cum without my permission. I cuckold him with dominant Alfa Males, sometimes I let other beta boys lick my pussy (my husband hates it - he perceives it as much bigger threat for him than my submission to Alfa Males).
Who knows about our relationship status? Several of my female friends and many of my male lovers (one of them is his boss and one of them is my boss). Our families don't know about it.
(One day I will write more about our sexlife and rules).
Girls always know... beta boys also.
Truth about wife-led marriage with pussyfree cuckold husdand.
I LOVE this moment when Alfa Male is cumming in my mouth. His huge, hard pulsating cock. His big balls in my delicate hand. Spurts of hot, salty semen in my mouth. His pleasure, satisfaction, stress relief and enjoyment are my ultimate goals. He doesn't need to reciprocate in any way. I am just his cocksucker. His bitch.
All The Time Even If I Know I Cant ππ CHπ.π Hπͺ.π ππΌ.πΌ.N Nπͺ.W
Beautiful... just beautiful.
Today my husband licked me to 8 orgasms. He didn't get any for last 10 days. I am such a selfish bitch and I love it. He knows better not to ask.
Watch the full video nowπ
All you get to do is lick
Right attitude towards beta boys. I also hate when they lick me to an orgasm or a few and think it gives them right to ask for release. That is so rude and selfish.
That is just one of many differences between Alfa and beta males. Beta should always thank for the privilege of licking womans pussy. Alfa never thanks for emptying his balls in womans mouth.
Everyday routine in my marriage...
