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• Fiddleford was quite traumatised by his family before he went college (it would stem from a place of his family not really wanting to understand him so it would mainly be emotional) but they have gotten better as Fiddleford grew, so it's not like he cut contact with them, but he doesn't really reach out himself.
• Has a strong sense of imposter syndrome (e.g he would acknowledge he is very anxious at a constant rate, but he wouldn't feel comfortable labeling himself as having anxiety because he feels like he doesn't really fit the criteria "Well, sure I overthink things and I feel very panicky when talking to strangers, but that ain't really anything!" Instead he comes up with different terms that undermine his experiences in hope to not convince himself of having something he doesn't)
• After every time he washes his hair, he likes to feel his scalp for really short hair strands and fiddle with them (he has lots of them because he pulls his hair)
• Has some difficulty getting rid of things because of his "What if I'll need it later?" mentality. Not to the point that he would hoard a huge mess, but he keeps all of his used up pens in case he wants to make a machination out of it later or his pencil sharpenings for whatever. He might even get excess material for something and he convinced himself he'll use it for another thing and never does. This does develop into an actual hoarding disorder post portal incident due to not remembering what he has and what he doesn't, so he constantly gets things without really using up anything.
• He has a huge collection of projects he started but didn't finalise. He wants to but there's always something else exciting to get to.
• He would let Stanford get away with a fuckton as long as he didn't hurt himself in the process. He's worried about the portal a lot because he doesn't want something he helped build be the reason he'd potentially loose Stanford.
Yeah, maybe it's a little ooc but he's my beloved so idc