Geto Satoru - Blog Posts

'–do you feel it?'

memories mixed with reality. my hands were wet either from morning dew, or from blood. was the body shaking in a fever of laughter or pain? did tears of joy or sorrow run down your cheeks?

I still didn't understand what I was supposed to feel that day, except for the elusive warmth of your body.

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you are a scar on my soul, and I will never be able to get rid of it.

light should reach for light, and suguru has become darkness. he was in so much pain that he could no longer turn darkness into light, as he always did.

one day, he just stopped feeling anything. geto no longer lived, and it was difficult to call it existence.

and what about satoru? he was ready to absorb all his darkness with his light, he was ready to save him.

but suguru didn't want to be saved.

gojo remained light, and geto died in darkness.

– i wanted to escape even earlier, but something delayed me.

"the weight of your head on my shoulder when you dozed off on the bus? are your gloves on my hands that are red from the cold? your infectious laugh at dinner? your lips touching my hot forehead? a trinket you gave me for the new year? or the tea with lemon that you made and brought when I stayed up late with assignments?"

– delayed, but not stopped.

headcanon

gojo can't stand black coffee because it's "too bitter." but there are days when he misses the geto too much. on such days, he goes to the coffee shop where they often visited in their youth and orders an americano, which suguru loved.

love is only a curse, my friend,

i understand,

but i still dream of being with you.

gojo conversation 28×17

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ– we are the strongest!

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠwe'll be fine, right?

– ...

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ– oh...

- i was running

into a new day

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ- i'm so tired of ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠremembering you

gojo didn't have time to be sad. the only time was probably after meeting geto in shinjuku. when gojo was sitting on the steps, and everything was in chaos in his head. he looked absolutely lost, but how long had he forgotten about the burden of responsibility? how long have you been an emotionally exhausted young man? no.

and did he have the opportunity to mourn the death of the only friend he saw for the first and last time in ten years? no. and that's the whole gojo. in the first place is always work, college, students, but not himself.

therefore, the moment in shibuya before sealing it breaks my heart. he lost control of the situation and lost control of himself.

and the emotions just burst out of him.

i'd never dreamed

that i'd meet

somebody like you

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠi hate you,

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠyou're the worst

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠbest friend

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠi ever had

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠi hate everything

about meᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ about you

geto: i'm so scared to die

gojo: but you will die at the hands of the strongest ;)

geto: /laughing frame/

*start crying*

My feelings are not sick with the current you,

My feelings are sick of the old you,

I sold my soul for those days in Okinawa,

I sold my soul to be there with you.

- get lost! a friend ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠlike you, I won't ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠremember tomorrow

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ- my one and only

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ-we will stay the strongest ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠalways?

- i don't believe in

the existence

of something eternal

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ-don't believe in the eternal, ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠtrust me ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ

every time during the flights, suguru held satoru's hand throughout the flight, softly touching and stroking her.

actually, satoru wasn't afraid of flying-it was an excuse to hold hands with suguru.

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satosugu day!

one day, returning late from a mission, the guys saw a shooting star. geto wished that satoru's wish would come true, and gojo's wish was that suguru would always remain in his heart.

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