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I kind of need to Reblog this. Because it sucks to be alone. I have tried talking first to someone. But they didn't replied to any of the asks I sent them. I also got block by them. It was not a pleasant experience. But it was an important lesson. Some people just don't want to talk or make new friends. It also doesn't help that the user I was trying to talk, was also artistic like me. So I'm may have accidentally step over a boundary that I didn't know was there. it is also important to understand to not just give up. Because giving up on trying to have friends in itself is a mental suicide. So I will keep trying. Even if it's hard. Even I do find friends. I still have to keep trying. Because in the end. We try not because it is easy. We try because it is hard. I don't dislike them. Yes I'm disappointed. But they had their reasons, and I have to respect that decision.
The thing is, if you never go anywhere and never talk to anyone and never reach out to new people and never text first because you have convinced yourself you're unlovable, then your loneliness will become a self-fulfilling prophecy - and that's NOT because you're actually inherently unlovable...