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I've been a fan of Haikyuu for like 4-5 years now and I wanna know if Kenna's gamer name is kozuken or kodzuken ?? I always assumed it was the first one because it's for his name kozume kenma and from this manga piece
but like everywhere else like his fandom profile and fanfics and stuff all spell it with a 'd' but why did y'all start putting it like that ?? i don't understand where it came from and it bothers me đđ
someonehelpplz :(
YOU CATCH SOMEONE STARE AT THEM!
featuring. miya atsumu, kuroo tetsurĆ, suna rintarĆ
â© atsumu jogs up to you, a soft smile on his face as his bag swung in his hand. âsorry a took so long, bokuto lost his deodorant in the locker roomâ he apologizes, his free hand rubbing the nape of his neck. âdonât worry, i didnât wait too long,â you smile before furrowing your eyebrows slightly, feeling multiple pairs of eyes bore into your back. you shift your body around, making eye contact with a glaring fan girl of atsumuâs. âignore âem, angelâ atsumu mumbles into your ear, pulling you close to him as he makes his way through the crowd that was getting bigger by the moment. you felt a shiver go down your spine as more stares and glares burnt into your skin when atsumu had stopped, being face to face with multiple reporters. atsumu lets out a scoff, eyeing every reporter before standing up straight. âatsumu miya, how does it feel to win? who is this person beside you?â one of the reporters asked as girls yelled that you didnât deserve the male. atsumu poked the inside of his cheek, glaring where the girls were yelling. the faux male turned you and him to every camera that was pointed at you both, a scheming smile appearing on his face before he pressed his lips against yours. gasps and camera shutters started to fade out as the both of you kissed, tuning out the yells of his fangirls. eventually pulling away, atsumu grins and wraps his arm around your waist, looking at everyone that surrounds you both. âthis is my significant other and weâre happily engaged,â he announces, pressing a kiss against your cheek and beginning to walk with you to the exit doors while everyone starts to trail behind while blurting out millions of questions.
â© kuroo softly hummed as he walked beside you, fingers intertwined with yours while his free hand pushed the cart in front of him. the male lets you do the shopping while he pushed the cart, sneaking in a couple of snacks as you walked down aisles. both of you eventually finished your rounds, making your way to the cashier before kuroo placed everything on the conveyor belt and walked towards the card machine. he gave the cashier a small smile before looking at the items, the cashier blushing and slowly scanning the groceries, stealing glances at kuroo. you raise your eyebrow while crossing your arms, watching everything unfold in front of you. kuroo turned to look at you, seeing your expression and following your gaze, realizing it was at the cashier who was practically gushing over him, in front of him. he scratched his head and cleared his throat, reaching to insert his card into the machine before he looked at the gold band around his finger. âhey darling, i think my ring has gotten a bit too loose. donât you think?â the male raises an eyebrow and extends his arm out in the air, showing off the wedding ring to you and the cashier. your attention fixed on him, tilting your head and looking at his hand. âit seems fi-â âi think we should get it fixed after this, i donât want to lose our wedding ring.â kuroo cuts you off and emphasizes the word âwedding,â watching the cashier pale and rush to get all the groceries in the bags. he smiles in satisfaction and finishes paying, grabbing the bags before leaving the store with your hand holding his. âdid you see how pale she got?â he snickers, causing you to roll your eyes in response.
â© there was comfortable silence between you and suna, hand in hand as you both walked around the park. he kept you close to him while you admired the nature surrounding you, failing to notice how he admired you. a smile appeared on your face when you suddenly yank the male towards an ice cream cart a few feet away from you. suna widened his eyes as he let you drag him, softly mumbling to go slow. you order a couples ice cream cone, picking the flavours as suna watches the worker scoop the ice cream. the both of you move away from the cart, the brown haired male stealing a couple of licks as you walk to a nearby bench. as you both shared the cold treat, you looked around while suna took his turn to take apart the ice cream. you furrow your eyebrows, catching a group of girls giggling while staring at suna. a scoff escapes your lips, causing suna to look up with a confused expression on his face. he looks over, getting taken aback when he sees the girls grow shy while their hands aggressively wave at him. he licks his lips, pursuing them before turning to you, moving his hand under your chin. suna turns your head, making you face him before capturing his lips into yours. the kiss was slow and sweet, his hand slowly making its way down to your neck as he softly held it in his grasp. the male pulls you in closer before slowly pulling away, a grin on his face as he looks you in the eyes. âyou know iâm yours, right pretty?â he mumbles against your skin, kissing your jawline as he glanced at the group of girls that were frowning and walking away.
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COMPARING HAND SIZES â ft. osamu miya, atsumu miya, akaashi keiji, iwaizumi hajime
warnings â reader/you is implied to be shorter because of hand size difference, also let names (baby & love)
âšłOSAMU was confused as to why you wanted to compare hand sizes. youâve held hands a million times so you both knew your hands were smaller. âdo you just wanna hold my hand?â he asked with a skeptical look across his face. âmaybe, maybe not.â you shrugged with a cheeky smile. letting out a sigh the man held up one of his hands and you pressed yours against it immediately. âwouldâve never have guess your hands were bigger,â you joke before he interlocks your fingers. âyeah i bet,â osamu says sarcastically, rolling his eyes before leaning in and planting a quick kiss to your lips.
âšłATSUMU wouldâve suggested it not you. he thinks heâs so slick about it too. âbaby let me see how different our hand sizes are,â he sort of asks before grabbing your hand and putting it right on his. âtsumu are you being serious right now?â you scoff when you feel him pull your hand to his. âyouâve got small hands,â he notes out loud as if you werenât already aware. âgood observation tsumu.â you roll your eyes pulling your hand away. âyouâre no fun,â he pouts from beside you. without saying anything you grab his closest hand and interlock your fingers. âlook we can hold hands,â you say holding up your hands. atsumu smiles at your hands and leans in to kiss your cheek.
âšłAKAASHI knew you were up to something when you asked for his hand. âwhy?â he asked cautiously as he held out his hand to you. âcomparing hand size,â you responded while putting your palms on his. âwait, lowkey we have the same hand size.â you giggle at the sight. akaashi furrowed his eyebrows and blinked at your hands. two different sizesâcompletely different. âyou think youâre funny.â he told you as he got a firm grip on your hand and puked you close to him. âcompletely different hand sizes love,â akaashi added before kissing the top of your forehead. ânice try thoughâ
âšłIWAIZUMI always feeds into your antics and lets you do whatever. he can tolerate your nonsense because itâs second nature to him. âwhy are we comparing hand sizes like weâre in junior high?â he asked while holding his hand up to you. âi need an excuse to hold your hand.â you admit while placing your pal on his proudly. the brunetteâs eyebrows are drawn together in confusion for a moment. âyou donât need an excuse,â he tells you and you smile. âi know i know, let me have fun for once,â you dismiss before interlocking your fingers with his. âfine,â he shakes his head lightly before kissing the top of your head.
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Hello! I was wondering if you could do Atsumu w/ a s/o who tells their friends they play volleyball and their friends just start laughing and making jokes like âOh no no no, youâd be benched because youâre too shortâ đ„Č
itâs alright if not, I think Iâve only sent you angstier requests (sorry đ) so itâs fine if you donât want to do this. Have a good day/night regardless <333
"hey, shrimpy... what's all that they're gigglin' an' laughin' 'bout, hmm?" atsumu asks you in a whisper as you hand him the rogue volleyball that flew all the way to the back of the court. you felt too embarrassed to explain to your boyfriend just why exactly your friends were laughing at you; or more like, you were terrified of what atsumu might do to them, regardless if they just meant what they said as jokes or banter that stung you somehow.
you shook your head silently, insisting you didn't know or that it was something unfunny, but before you could walk away, atsumu gripped your wrist and walked up to you. "baby... you don't have to lie. i think... something's up between you and 'em, hmm? am i right or right?" he asked you with a slight smirk curving up on his lips.
you hesitate to tell him for a moment, but you shake your head once more in response, prompting the blonde to quit smirking, and look at you with such a soft expression on his face. he had known that from the very beginning, a lot of people looked down on you for your stature. despite being as talented as any tall volleyball player out there, you were never given a proper chance to prove your worth because of how outlandish the idea of a short person like you being able to overcome the hurdles that stood behind that net.
his hand slid down to your fingers, then to your palm, and the back of your hand. he held your hand in his, intertwining his fingers with yours, and rubbing the back of your hand in a soothing manner with the pad of his thumb. "hey... don't listen to what they say." he blurted out of the blue, making you turn around to face him with glassy eyes that threatened to spill out tears any moment now. he smiled at you sweetly and wiped the tears from your eyes gently with his other hand after setting the ball down.
"you are so talented, and if they can't see your worth past for what you're lacking... then they're all full of bullshit." he chuckles out from under his breath, shaking his head lightly at how utterly wrong your friends are for laughing at you for your small size, and not supporting you for how great you are beyond how you may seem. "even if they're joking, they should support you a great deal... but if not them, i could always do it for you, my cutie; my amazing, strong and powerful cutie." he murmurs into your ear after leaning closer to you, kissing your ear and wrapping his muscular arms around you and holding you tightly.
"and besides... such a cute height like this really makes me feel so fond of you. look how comfy i am with resting my chin on your pretty little head, hmm?" he teases as you knit your brows together in embarrassment and frustration. looks like your cocky bastard of a boyfriend can say meaningful, worthwhile things sometimes... and make you feel good about yourself, feel supported, for who you are no matter what you were born with.
*GIF not mine*
Summary: Trapped in the university library due to a raging blizzard outside, you are forced to endure the cold night with the man you hate the most: the player who lives in the dorm across from you, Tooru Oikawa. But with tensions and anxieties at an all-time high, you begin to realize your feelings for Oikawa arenât quite what you thought they were, especially when all he wants to do is keep you warm.Â
A/N: I took like six hours to write this??? Bruh callinâ amateur hour in this bitch đđ eh, whatever, enjoy!
Word count: 5345
    Snow, layers upon layers, piled up outside of the library. The glass doors of the library had long frosted over, and inside the lights began to flicker. Outside every window was a blanket of white, everything in the distance far too foggy to see through the flurry of flakes.Â
    The lone television suspended above the libraryâs main desk played the same succession of videosâstatic with white noise, a scrolling of text warning people to stay inside, three loud buzzes, then more static with white noise. It far overpowered the sound of the libraryâs heater kicking on, its automatic settings desperately trying to battle the cold that succeeded in invading the closed and locked library.Â
    You sighed, sparing another glance at the exit and the wall of snow that kept rising against it. Minutes ago youâd tried pushing open the doors, only succeeding in chilling the tips of your fingers against the frozen metal. Ever since then, your fingers never truly seemed to recover.Â
    Just your luck; first a small windstorm had delayed your flight back home for Christmas Break, and now, just when youâd given up and decided to work on a few research projects while being stuck at the university, you were trapped inside the library.Â
    But you werenât alone. No, of course not. As if fate had it out for you, you were stuck inside the building with the one guy you despised with your whole being.Â
    âGum?â
    Oikawa held out a piece, a small smirk dancing on the edge of his lips. When all he received in response was a blank stare, he shrugged and unwrapped it, tossing it in his mouth before toying with the wrapper.Â
    The both of you sat behind the librarianâs desk in tall, wooden stools. It was the only place with service, and it was where you had both scurried to the second the storm warning chimed through the announcement speakers.Â
    While you had attempted to push through the doors, Oikawa had called the schoolâs main office, warning them of your predicament. Of course, heâd cut himself off halfway through with a cackle at the sight of the door slamming back in your face, but nonetheless heâd gotten a simple, if completely undesirable response.Â
    âThe both of you need to stay in there and not leave. Itâs far too dangerous to go out into the blizzard right now. Tomorrow morning it should be calmed down, and then weâll send people over to get you. For now, try to stay warm.â
    When he relayed this message to you, you had him put them on speaker so you could hear it with your own two ears.Â
    Pop.
    Alas, it was the truth. You were stuck.
    Pop.
    With your worst enemy. Alone.Â
    Pop.
    During a blizzard.Â
    âWill you stop doing that?â you hissed, heaving a glare at him.Â
    Oikawa froze in his seat, a gum-bubble the size of a golf ball slowly deflating with a wheeze. He raised his hands in surrender. âExcuse me for trying to find some source of joy in this miserable place. Maybe you should try having fun once in a while, YN.â
    Your cheeks burned in shame at that. âI have fun!â
    A single brown brow rose. âDo you?â
    âYes,â you folded your arms across your chest, âI do. But unlike you, I donât do it at the expense of other peopleâs sanity.â
    Long ago, amidst your third week of your first year at the university, you learned that you and Oikawa were two vastly different people. In co-ed dorms, he lived just across from you, and it seemed he reminded you of that every other night.Â
    While loud music boomed across the hall and eventually spread throughout the building, you sat inside your dorms, hands over the headphones over your ears. You were usually leant over a textbook, pencil and notes abandoned long ago as you tried to comprehend the words despite not being able to hear your own thoughts.Â
    Your roommate would slip out to join the fun, meeting and laughing with someone who had knocked on your door. Then that someone had tapped a single finger on your shoulder, squatting down beside your desk and leaning his head to one side.Â
    As usual, a teasing smile danced on his lips. âYou gonna join us, or sit here studying like a Debbie Downer?â
    Youâd be the firstâand most certainly not the lastâto admit that he was attractive. Brown hair exploding in tufts and swept across his forehead. Bronze eyes twinkling in the light of your lamp. Thin, pink lips pulled into a goading grin.Â
    âCome on, I promise the waterâs warm.â
    It was at that moment that you started to hate him.
    âGet out of my room.â
    The smugness blanketing his face had dropped for a split second, and you genuinely wondered if you were the first to ever resist his charms. But how could you not, when in every second of your interaction with him, it felt like he was laughing at you?
    Hesitantly, it seemed, he rose to his feet, stumbling a bit. You shouldnât have been surprised that he was already drunk, but you hadnât smelled it earlier when he was inches from your face.Â
    âAll right,â he chuckled, rising to his full height with his hands on his knees. Swiftly, he turned and made his way to your door, not bothering to look back at you again. âI know when Iâm not wanted. Enjoy your studying, YN.â
    How heâd learned your name, you never really. Youâd figured he caught it on the first day of the one class you shared with him, English, amidst mandatory introductions. Since then, every time your name fell on his lips, he more sang it than said it, always in that sly tone of his.Â
    You hated it. You hated him.Â
    And now, as you spent the third day of Christmas Break locked inside alone with him in a freezing library, you found yourself despising him even more.Â
    Pop.
    âWell, YN, you should know better than anyone that I have a knack for driving people insane,â Oikawa hummed, long fingers folding the edges of his gum wrapper against the desk surface. Your eyes drawn to the action, you absentmindedly scoffed.Â
    âYes, I certainly do.â
    His eyes darted to yours, an emotion flitting across them before dropping back down to his miniature origami. A chill ran up your spine.Â
    âIâm going to go look for some blankets,â you sputtered out of the blue. You found yourself reflecting his shocked look, a little surprised at yourself at the outburst.Â
    âOkay,â he grinned after a pause. âHurry back soon.â
    Ignoring the wink he offered you, you slipped out of your chair and left him alone behind the desk counter, effectively beginning your search for stray, abandoned coverings.Â
    Instantly, you realized the rest of the library was significantly chillier than the desk up front. Though the heater was still pumping and hissing through the air vents above you, it was now rattling much more forcefully than before.
    Must be the snow piling on top of the electrical system or something.Â
    The fluorescent lights buzzed above you, still cutting off and flickering every few seconds as you passed bookshelf after labeled bookshelf. Signs labeled with genres and areas of study swung from the ceiling over rows of different-colored bindings. So distracted, you let out a yelp of pain after stubbing your toe against an abandoned book cart, plenty of go-backs filed one after the other in no discernible order.Â
    âYN?â Far off, Oikawaâs voice called after you. Despite the distance youâd created between the two of you, he still must have heard your pained shout. A small part of you was surprised he bothered to acknowledge the noise at all.Â
    Maybe heâs not a complete pain in the ass.
    âYeah, that was me, Iâm fine! Just hit my foot on something!â
    âDo you need help finding your way around? Iâm sorry, I forgot my walking rope, so weâll have to hold hands!â
    Nevermind, still a dick.Â
    âFuck you!â
    âThatâs why Iâm here!â
    Rolling your eyes, you purse your lips to prevent giving in to his teasing further. With a few hissed curses under your breath, you continue venturing through the uninhabited building. Though you did find a few abandoned belongings, none of which were of much use. A few too small hoodies, one suspicious pair of sweatpants, and some stray sunglasses. One poor soul even forgot their backpack at one of the work tables, and despite your initial curiosity, you refrained from digging through it and instead left it where it was.Â
    It was when you arrived at the individual work areas divided by wooden partitions that your search finally paid off. Because it was arranged against a line of floor-to-ceiling windows, it was significantly colder in this work area than any other place youâd come across. Luckily, that also meant there was a higher chance of you finding spare blanketsâwhich you did.Â
    One was still strewn across the back of a work chair, a black fur throw with no designs but a single tear at one corner, presumably where a tag had been. Another, this one cream-colored, knitted wool, sat in a crumpled pile on the very last desk of the entire area, arranged in the furthest corner of the library from the entrance. The bulb in the ceiling above this desk had been out ever since the first time youâd been in the library, so you werenât surprised to figure that people crammed out naps between studying in this dark little corner.
    While gathering the twoâscratch that, there was another on the ground next to youâthree blankets in your arms, you spared a look outside the windows. Frost and a glaze of ice covered each corner where metal met glass, and, because you were on the first floor, you could see how high the snow had piled by now. It reached as high as your hips, with more flakes joining or splatting against the pane every second.Â
    The sun, you could see, was just barely setting, the gray of the sky growing darker. Soon enough, it was darker inside than it was outside.Â
    The power. It had gone out.
    âYN!â
    Because the heater sputtered a few more clicks before kicking the bucket, you could barely hear Oikawaâs voice, far off and muffled, over the large distance youâd covered in the library. The lights above you no longer buzzed, and instead an unsettling silence took over the building.Â
    âOikawa! The lights!â You hugged the blankets to your chest with one straining arm, the other fumbling with your phone flashlight. You began the trek back to the front desk, squinting to try and make out shelves and stray books along the way. Despite the long-sleeved T-shirt you wore, a chill was beginning to nip at your skin, and you slowed to wrap a blanket around your shoulders.Â
    âI know, the weight of the snow must have taken out the electrical box or something!â His voice was getting closer; he must have been making his way towards you in return.Â
    Passing through the towering bookshelves, you made it out and turned a corner onto the main path they created. A shadow of a figure stood inches from your face.Â
    âShit!â You flinched back, kicking a leg out blindly in self-defense. The tip of your snow boot struck something hard, and a strangled groan escaped the person as they dropped to the floor. Now level with the light of your flashlight, the person was finally visibleâOikawa hugged his shin to his chest with clenched eyes and gritted teeth.Â
    âOw, ow, ow, owie!âÂ
    You winced, your guilt growing worse after realizing he had just been searching for you.Â
    âOh, sorry,â you cringed, dropping the blankets and hovering your hands over his coiled form. You wanted to help, you just werenât sure how. âDo you⊠do you want some ice for that?â
    The glare he threw you chilled you to the bone more than the weather outside.
    âCâmon,â you hid a snigger behind your hand, straightening up and offering him the other, âit was just a joke. I really am sorry. Letâs get back to the front desk; Iâll help you.â
    The huff he released ruffled the bangs on his forehead. âI should make you kiss it better,â he pouted, hand latching onto yours and pulling himself up. He almost yanked you down with him, but youâd stationed a hand on one of the shelves for support the second you felt his whole weight. You hadnât expected it, but you supposed you should have guessed itâOikawaâs body was packed with muscle from years of playing volleyball.Â
    Even now, as the main setter of your schoolâs team, he had daily workouts that only made his body stronger. Youâd passed him once during a warm autumn day; he was jogging around campus shirtless while you were on your way back to the dorms after just getting out of class. He was headed straight for you, and during that time, everything seemed to move in slow motion.Â
    One, two, three⊠eight, youâd counted, eyes raking down his chest. The sweat glistened on his bare skin, bathing him in a glowing sheen due to the midday sun. A narrow waist trailed down, down to volleyball shorts hanging slanted on his hips. A smug snicker drew your gaze up, past a broad chest and shoulders and onto Oikawaâs simpering face.
    âLike what you see?â his lips mouthed, but you couldnât hear over the pounding in your ears, blood rushing to your face.Â
    âYouâre disgustingâ were the only words you could think to say, though they were the exact opposite of how you felt. Maybe you were actually speaking to yourself, ashamed at the way your body reacted to a man you hated with your entire mind. Nonetheless, his face fell in shock, and you brushed past him, ignoring how heâd stopped dead in his tracks and continuing back to your dorm.Â
    The view from that day was still imprinted in your mind, as though somehow your mind was afraid of forgetting it. Forgetting him.Â
    But you would never forget how much you despised his attitude.Â
    You released his hand as quickly as youâd grabbed it, reaching back down and gathering the blankets off the floor. A red flush took over your cheeks, and for the first time you were glad the electricity had gone out. Maybe the rest of your body was beginning to freeze, but your face was completely warm.Â
    âIâm not kissing anything, perv.â
    You tried to leave him stranded behind you, moving forward to return to the front desk through the darkness, but his longer strides easily caught up with you aside from a small limp.Â
    âThe night is still young, YN.â
    Instead of a proper response, you settled for a scoff, avoiding the gaze you knew was locked on your face. An amused hum escaped the man beside you, but you blocked it out.Â
    Finally back at the front desk, you spared another look outside. The sun had set completely now, a dark blue hue now in the sky as more and more snow collected against the glass. It seemed the warmth of the room had been sucked away completely, leaving behind a stale, frigid atmosphere that dried up the back of your throat.
    âThe blankets will certainly help,â Oikawa broke the silence behind you, âbut weâll need more than that. I snagged what I could from the backroom, some water bottles left in the fridge or so, but we need food.â When you shifted to face him, he nodded his head toward the vending machine next to the restrooms.Â
    âYou want to break into the vending machine?â you deadpanned.Â
    âUnless youâve got generous amounts of cash, of course,â he smiled sarcastically.Â
    âMaybe we should wait until morning before we start committing crimes.â
    Oikawa shrugged. âDesperate times, YN.â
    âWeâre not that desperate.â
    âNot yet.â He eyed the cloud of air his words left, releasing a larger, experimental breath and watching the fog that hung in the air afterward.Â
    The sight made your stomach clench a little. If the cold from the outside had seeped in that quickly, you had a feeling three measly blankets werenât going to last the two of you through the night. A wave of goosebumps ran along your skin when you thought about the cold too much.Â
    You swallowed. âIâm sure weâll be fine. We just have to make it till morning.â The strain in your arms from holding onto the blankets too long finally drew your attention back to them, and you busied yourself with arranging the throws on the floor. You handed one to Oikawa, saving one for yourself before spreading the last on the floor behind the front desk.Â
    The rough carpet floor was less unforgiving when covered with a blanket, but you knew that in a matter of minutes your backside would be numb either way. Oikawa snagged the water bottles off the counter and passed them down to you before settling on the floor himself, a distance far too close for your comfort, but the heat he was giving off silenced any of your complaints.Â
    Then it was too quiet. You cracked open a water bottle and took a sip, then you opened it again and took another sip. All the while, you saw Oikawa watch you in your peripheral vision, and when his staring came to be too much, you scrambled for your phone.Â
    âShit.â
    âWhat?â
    You patted your hands down your legging pockets once more, then along the ground. You flapped around your blanket, hoping to hear a weight thump against the floor, but there was nothing.Â
    âMy phoneâs missing.â
    âWhen did you-â
    âDammit, I left it on the ground after kicking you!â
    âHey,â Oikawa screeched, offended. âYou say that like it was my fault!â
    âWell,â you rose to your feet, Oikawa following suit, âyou were the one who scared the shit out of me!â
    âDidnât you know I was looking for you?â He followed you down the main walkway through the shelves, his presence inches from your back.
    âYeah, but I didnât expect you to materialize right in front of my face!â In effort to escape his suffocating presence, you quickened your pace, eyes on the ground but not really seeing anything.
    âOh, Iâm sorry, my bad. Next time you go missing during a snowstorm, Iâll be sure to wear a bell so you know exactly where I am at all times.â
    âThatâs not what-â
    Crack.
    The both of you froze in place, argument out of mind in an instant.Â
    âWas thatâŠ?â
    âUh oh.â
    You both directed your attention to underneath your foot, where an object lay cracked from your aggressive stomping.Â
    Dropping your face into your hands, you let out a loud groan. âCould this day get any worse?â
    Oikawa had squatted down to investigate, nudging your leg out of the way before picking up your cracked phone. âWell, if it makes you feel any better, it was useless anyway.â He tapped and poked at the screen, toying with the buttons. âLooks like it was out of battery.â
    âFuckkkkk.â You tore it from his hands, performing your own investigations of pats and brushes along the screen before calling it quits. âIsnât yours out too?â
    Solemnly, he nodded, taking his phone out and allowing you to tap around on it before throwing it back in his pocket.
    âSo weâre fucked?â
    âMajorly.â
    The pair of you slumped back to the main desk, flopping onto the ground and wrapping back up in your blankets. A shiver of cold mixed with frustration had taken over your body in a short span of time, causing your breaths to escape with slight chatters of your teeth.Â
    You could feel it now, on the tips of your fingers and the end of your nose. A chill seeped through your leggings and slid up your shirt sleeves, sinking into every pore and leaving your hair standing on end. Your muscles began that all-too familiar buzz, a slow but steady trembling in effort to get your blood moving. Your toes curled in your boots.Â
    âItâs cold,â you commented, the words slipping out like an afterthought.Â
    You thought heâd agree, hum, or even nod his head. Instead, Oikawa scooted closer to you on the blanket, enough that his upper arm brushed the end of your shoulder. Then, slowly, as though approaching a wounded animal, his arm rose and wrapped around you, not only covering you with his heat but also with his blanket, still soaked in the warmth from his body.Â
    Mind blank, you didnât move a muscle for what seemed to be five minutes after heâd moved to embrace you.Â
    âIs this okay?â heâd whispered into the silence, voice soft yet hesitant.Â
    âW-why?â
    âYou said you were cold.â He shifted a little, but didnât move away. And surprisingly enough, you didnât want him to. âIâdidnât want you to be cold.â
    A blanket of silence falls over the two of you, an atmosphere of peace you never thought youâd experience with the brunette man in your life. His warmth left you in a sort of lethargic trance; you didnât want to move away, though your mind was urging you to, nor did you have the energy to. For the first time, you wanted Oikawa close to you, and you didnât want him to leave for a while.
    You were exhausted.
    Formerly, the two of you were both leaning back against the wall. Now, tucked into Oikawaâs side, your right arm pressed into the side of his chest while your left was cushioned a distance from the wall by Oikawaâs arm, wrapped sturdily around your shoulders and urging you to lean toward him instead.Â
    Man, you were tired.Â
    âYN?â
    âHmm?â Your eyes cracked back open, and you shifted your gaze to him, waiting.Â
    His head was leaned back against the wall, eyes still closed as a single brown tuft of hair fell across his forehead. In the light the moon reflected off the snow, you could see the length of his lashes brushing the apples of his cheeks, the sharp edge of his jawline that you yearned to run a finger along. He didnât bother to look at you for a response when he muttered, âWhy do you hate me?â
    The question zapped you to attention like a taser, guilt flooding your chest for a reason you didnât quite think you knew. There was a strong urge in you to pull away from him, but the hand on your arm tightened, halting any drastic movements.
    âI⊠I donâtâŠâ
    âI know you do,â he sighed, tongue running out along his lips. âPlease, just tell me.â There was a sort of surrender in his voice you never thought youâd hear. For a second, you missed his smug tone. You missed the teasing lilt of his voice. You missed the Oikawa you knew.Â
    You wanted him back.Â
    âYouâre weirding me out, Oikawa.â In this position, you couldnât poke him in the cheek, so you settled for his thigh. He barely flinched, peeking a single eye open. âGo back to acting like that smug little shit I know you are.â His lips quirked up.
    âI promise Iâm still me, YN. Iâm just a bit curious is all.â
    âYeah, well, itâs freaking me out. I want the normal you back.â
    Wrong words.
    âYou do?â He was wide awake at that, head straightened up and eyes wide and at attention. If he was a dog, his tail would be wagging.Â
    âNevermind.â You twisted in his grip to get your back facing him.Â
    âNo, no, noooo.â Both of his hands grabbed onto your shoulders, shaking you back and forth. âSay it again. Say you want me again.â
    âGod, youâre such a perv,â you stutter, voice wavering with his movements.
    âYouâre so mean, YN!â he whines, finally releasing your shoulders. You think heâs given up and let down your guard slightly, a little curious at his expression. But when you turn your head to face him, two arms wrap around your waist, yanking you back and in between Oikawaâs outstretched legs.Â
    âWhat the-â While you struggle in his arms, Oikawa only holds you closer, leaning back and taking you with him so your back rests against his front. He hooks his head over your shoulder, and you tense when you feel a breath of warm air against your ear.Â
    A shiver tears through your body, but youâre relieved he doesnât comment on it.Â
    âSay it again, YN.â And he definitely feels the shiver that time. A breathless snicker heats up the skin of your neck, but youâre too trapped in his arms to escape the overwhelming feeling it erupts in you.Â
    âGod, I hate you,â you sigh instinctively.Â
    Oikawa grows still. The fun and games are over, it seems, as he pulls his head away from your neck. The arms encircling your waist have become rigid.Â
    Thereâs a thump against the wall. Then a pause. âWhy?â
    You bite your lip, and though the words are on the tip of your tongue, you canât seem to force them out. Youâre ashamed, embarrassed, regretful. All of those ugly feelings he pulls out of you every other day, you draw out of yourself in this moment.Â
    âOikawa, I-â
    âTooru,â he corrects.
    Flustered, you continue, âTooru⊠whenever you⊠you always just⊠I neverâŠâ You groan at your lack of words, throwing frustrated hands over your face. The heat in your body, though small, rises. âI just feel stupid around you.â
    âStupid?â
    âLike an idiot.â
    âIdiot?â
    âYeah.â
    âYeah?â
    âStop it.â
    âSorry,â he pauses, âI just⊠you think you feel stupid? Around me?â
    You donât understand what he means, so you stay silent.Â
    âSo⊠you feel like an idiot around me⊠why, exactly?â
    âBecause,â you wave your hands around, not really sure what your gestures are doing considering he canât see them, âyou just⊠you tease me all the time! And when weâre in class and you look at me and I just feel like Iâve got shit all over my face! And when you throw those stupid-ass parties, I feel so lame because itâs not like I donât want to socialize, but I hate the way people act at parties! And then you come along and tell me that I should join, but I know itâs gonna fucking suck and I know youâre gonna see that I stick out during parties like a sore thumb and that makes me feel even worse and I-â
    âYN!â A hand slips from your waist, slapping over your mouth and effectively cutting off your rambling. A disbelieved breath sounds behind you. âJesus Christ, YN.â
    And you feel like even more of an idiot. You take some pleasure in the fact that he canât see you as tears begin springing in the corners of your eyes.Â
    But then thereâs a hard pressure against the back of your head. And then something soft against the back of your neck. âYN, YN, YN,â and you realize his lips are on your neck, his face buried into your hair, âGod, you just⊠you drive me fucking crazy, you know that?â
    You didnât know that.
    âThe fact that you can say all of that, and think all of that, and feel all of that, without realizing why I even do it at all drives me insane.â You feel his mouth move against you with every word, your skin growing hot under his breath. You try to speak against his hand, and thankfully he pulls it away when you do, returning it to your waist as though it doesnât muddle your mind.Â
    âWhat are you talking about?âÂ
    And he laughs like itâs the dumbest question in the world. And maybe it is, but you have to know.Â
    His lips are on your neck one last time before he pulls away, leaning back against the wall once more and taking you with him. âYN,â his fingers twitch against your skin, the cold of them biting through the fabric of your shirt, âdo you have feelings for me?â
    And you feel like the biggest idiot of all, because you do.Â
    You do have feelings for him, and you only just realized that now.Â
    âHoly shit.âÂ
    Oikawa stiffens. âWhat?â
    âI have feelings for you.â The words slip out before you can stop them, mostly because youâre still in disbelief. Did you really? After all this time of thinking you hated him, of hating how he teased you, you seriously had feelings for him and you didnât even notice?
    Stupid. So very stupid.Â
    A loud scoff from Oikawa breaks you out of your stupor.Â
    âJesus Christ, youâre gonna drive me nuts.â
    And you canât even turn around and call him an asshole because heâs turning you in his grip and pressing his lips against yours. The hand on your chin, the other on your hip, all to pull you closer, spin you around and tug you onto his lap without separating from you.Â
    Your hands are in his hair, and youâre tugging, and itâs that whine you always hear whenever you donât respond to his teasing, that needy one you thought you always hated because it just shakes you to your core but now you get it, you finally understand it. And those long fingers, the ones he always slams onto your notes drunkenly whenever heâs having a party and youâre not there but you forgot to lock your door so now heâs in your room and heâs bothering you, begging you and toying with you to get your attention, those fingers that have stolen your notebook away and held over your head while he smiles and stubbles around, getting you to chase himâtheyâre on your hips and you know theyâre leaving bruises and you like that theyâre leaving bruises.Â
    You like it all because itâs so cold tonight and heâs so warm and heâs always so warm and you want more, more, more.Â
    And he hovers over you, and you gasp. You hate how he teases you because he loves it so much, and that makes you love it. You love it.Â
    It is cold tonight. Thereâs a blizzard raging right outside the doors to the library, stacking up snow higher and higher. Youâre both trapped, but you donât want to leave. Because despite all of the cold, youâre both very, very warm.Â
                ~~~
    The next morning, when people find the two of you, they blame it on that little notion that runs through everyoneâs minds when people are stuck together during a cold blizzard, because surely thatâs what it must be.Â
    And surely thatâs why your cheeks are flushed and full of embarrassment, because although everybody knows how weird it can be, during such a life-threatening situation, itâs a desperate attempt to stay warm.
    So when they found you the next morning, thankfully safe and sound and wrapped around each other to try and preserve warmth, they were glad that you two innocent, poor little students, who must have been so scared to be trapped in a building without electricity and heat, were going to be okay, and that they could safely escort you out of the building and back to your dormitories with an official apology.Â
    Until one of you asked if they could leave so you could finish what youâd started.Â
    âTooru, you fucking pervert!â
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jus' a silly guy who enjoys writing ! I do take requests sometimes but i mostly write what's on my mind. here's a breakdown of my blog! (things you might see and can requestÙ©(âąÌ€Ìá”âąÌ€Ìàč)
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àšâŻ "trope wise" âŻà§
fake relationship
(best) friends to lovers
rivals to lovers
forbidden relationship
strangers to lovers (to strangers)
opposites attract
love at first sight
stalkerS to lovers
unreliable narrator
àšâŻ "genre wise" âŻà§
ANGST.
(sometimes) fluff
horror/thriller
(dark) romance
fantasy
àšâŻ "fandoms" âŻà§
jujutsu kaisen
haikyu!!
my hero academia
promised neverland
àšâŻ "readers (?)" âŻà§
oc x oc
oc x character
all gender readers
all body type readers
character x character
àšâŻ "POV" âŻà§
2nd person POV
1st person POV
àšâŻ "other" âŻà§
book rants!
random updates
twitch promotion! (staargaazing_)
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Everyone has their limits and boundaries, so do I! You've seen things you may request and stuff I will post about! Here's stuff I do NOT want to see in my comments/request...(ááŁá)Ő
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Age gap..(ex. 18 & 42)
INCEST/STEPCEST
kidnapper/kidnapped to lovers
love triangles...(ÂŹïœ€ÂŹ)
second chance (cheating wise)
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SMUT. (minor lol)
àšâŻ "fandoms" âŻà§
literally anything bookwise b/c i feel like i would make everything OOC. i can't characterize anything that does not have a direct picture in my face
IRL/ live action shows. I don't watch any of those and i have a sever fear of mischaracterization
i guess we'll know when we get there!
àšâŻ "readers (?)" âŻà§
child reader. (ex. -16)
oc x reader
àšâŻ "POV" âŻà§
none. i can do third reader, it's just not typical
àšâŻ "other" âŻà§
racism
homophobia
non feminist agendas
ableism
religious themes
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this obviously isn't everything b/c I'm human and can't remember everything i will/won't do. but i will change and add as i go through everything.
i just ask for respect when coming here and for some constructive criticism!
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You were over at Kiyoomis apartment after getting done with a long and tiring clinical. Coming out of the bathroom after rinsing off and changing into a sports bra and his sweats, spotting him on the couch laptop in his lap as he types away fast and with pure concentration.
You walk over to him sitting on the couch next to him resting your chin on his shoulder snooping in what he was typing away about. Seeing him emailing his volleyball coach asking about the time practice will be on Wednesday from start to end.
"whats going on, on Wednesday?" you ask, peering your eyes up at him through your lashes.
He stops typing before answering "don't worry about it.." he bluntly says, before going back to typing. okay..whats up.. .you thought, now suspecting him and not for good reasons either. You raise an eyebrow at him growing concern on why he wasn't telling you. You and him have never kept secrets. He knew everything about you down to the last detail, and the same goes for him with you.
"are you cheating on me?" you tease, peering up at him through your lashes. He just sighs not wanting to reveal the secret he had plan for you, he shakes his head no, not saying anything still typing away on his laptop. watching him closely every word and detail he types away, finally finishing the email off and sending it to the MSBY coach.
Growing more and more inpatient and concern your hand coming up and resting on his shoulder, "Cmon baby tell me!!" you whine, clinging to his shoulder looking into his bored black eyes. He sits his laptop aside on the armrest of the couch, his big strong hands lifting you up by your waist sitting you down on to his lap. His large hands gently rub up and down your sides, his eyes boring into yours looking at you with a small frown as you look at him with a pout.
"why can't you tell me? we never keep secrets from each other," you mutter out, your hands fiddling with the hem of his black shirt. His frown grows bigger he hates it, hates keeping this stupid secret from you, but he has to. you'd regret it if he told you...he just knows you to well.
Kiyoomi sighs loudly he throws his head back on to the top of the couch cushions. "I can't tell you, and no I'm not cheating..just be patient and you'll see on Wednesday...'kay?" he assured, trying to keep you from getting mad, and this whole thing becoming an augment which he didn't wanna deal with.
You just groan rolling your eyes, you trusted omi with your whole life, so you trusted his word deciding to dropping the whole convo. Already worn out from your long clinical. His hands coming up behind the small of your back gently rubbing up and down trying his back to comfort you.
The next morning you and omissions were in the kitchen you sitting up on the kitchen counter watching him make eggs as you ramble about the drama that's been going on recently at school knowing he's listening by his facial expression changing.
He sits the spatula down on a paper towel looking over at you. "Go get your nails done I'll pay." he suddenly interrupts, making you stop talking, not questioning anything you nod affirming that you will. He nods gesturing for you to continue with your rambles.
it was Wednesday the same as always you sitting on the cold kitchen counter next to the stove watching kiyoomi cook as you talk his ear off. As he listens with a small smile on his face. But today as you talk he wasn't listening his head is going 100mph thinking about what he's gonna say and how to keep you from questioning anything. And if you're gonna say no or yes..he's overthinking every little detail.
Now you and Kiyoomi were in his car driving to god knows where. He just told you to get dolled up and not question anything. You opted for a strapless floral maxi dress, it hugging your curves just right. doing a blow out to your hair, and putting on different golds and slivers of jewelry all throughout your body.
You and him finally arrive and a garden pinks, purples, greens, oranges, and yellows. Littered around the garden, parking the car and getting out kiyo coming to your side opening the door for you, taking your hand and leading you to the designated spot he and his team sat up.
Your curiosity is burning inside of you, you were nervous. Why couldn't of he just told you that you were going on a date?
Kiyoomi lead you to a little part of the garden surrounded by flowers of different colors and sizes. a small table in the center of the court yard with a bottle of wine and food. He pulls your chair out for you, sitting down he gently scoots it in. he sits down across from you his hands coming out grabbing yours. He's internally freaking out, but he pushes it down his thumb gently stroking the back of your hand.
Kiyoomi stares hard at your ring finger imaging the image of the big rock decorating it.
Kiyoomi grunts, as you jump into his arms. After winning an important match for MSBY. Your arms hooking around his neck, your hands tangling with the back of his sweaty curls, as your legs wrap around his sweaty waist.
"Im so proud of you Kiyoo!!" You squeal, nuzzling your face into his sweaty hot neck. Pecking it from time to time. Kiyoomis strong arms wrap around your back like muscle memory, making him laugh breathlessly as you cuddle into him.
"Alright, alright. I love you too!" he laughs breathlessly, setting you back down on the gym floor. Before leaning down placing this big strong hands on your cheeks as he connects his lips with yours making you giggle against them.
Kiyoomi leans back up with a small smile on his face as his strong hands are still on your cheeks squishing them together making you let out a small huff. Your brows furrowing upwards as your lips turn upwards into a small letting out a giggle. Making Kiyoomi sigh letting go of your cheeks his strong hands coming up caressing one side of your cheek with his knuckles smiling down at you.
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hello lovely!! I hope ur doing well! Iâve been to gobbling up all your writing recently and I just wanted to say that youâre so talented! Your ability to accurately characterize, well, the characters is so important and itâs just overall fantastic. Please keep up the good work!! <33
I wanted to request Sugawara â possibly taking care of the reader when theyâre sick? Or maybe period pains? Either works, I really donât mind! Thereâs not a lot of Suga writing on tumblr as a whole (that Iâve been able to find), and Iâd like to see you work your magic! Thank youuu!
Hi sweet anon!! đ„čđ Thank you so much for your kind words â They genuinely mean the world to me. Iâm so happy youâre enjoying the writing!! Hopefully this is want you pictured in your head hehe
Enjoy<333
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The door creaked open before you could even lift your head from the couch.
"Hey, you should be resting," came Sugawaraâs voiceâsoft, teasing, but edged with concern. The sound of it washed over you like a balm, even as your body rebelled against every small movement.
You grunted in response, curling deeper into the fortress of blankets you'd made for yourself. Every inch of your body ached with a dull, persistent throb. Your head pounded in time with your heartbeat, and your stomach twisted and cramped unpleasantly, making you feel heavy and brittle all at once.
Koushi set the grocery bag down with a soft thud, the rustling of plastic filling the room as he moved around. You cracked one eye open to find him methodically unpacking supplies: herbal teas, a box of your favorite crackers, a heating pad, a fresh bottle of painkillers, andâto your complete and utter dismayâa small bouquet of daisies.
âYou didnât have to,â you croaked, voice hoarse.
He shot you a look over his shoulder, eyebrow arched in a way that immediately made you feel silly for even suggesting it. âYouâre right,â he said lightly, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. âI didnât have to. I wanted to.â
You huffed, burrowing deeper into the blanket, tryingâand failingâto hide the way your face flushed. Whether it was from embarrassment or overwhelming gratitude, you werenât sure.
Sugawara padded over, kneeling down so you were eye-level. His hand, warm and slightly calloused from years of volleyball, brushed against your forehead. Gentle, steady.
âStill warm,â he murmured, his brows knitting together in a tiny frown. âPoor thing.â
You cracked a weak smile, the motion tugging at the ache in your temples. âIâm fine, really,â you mumbled.
âMmhmm,â he hummed, clearly not believing a word of it.
Without asking, he cracked open one of the heat packs, giving it a firm shake until it warmed to life. He slipped it under the blanket, pressing it against your lower abdomen with slow, careful movements. A soft, involuntary sigh slipped past your lips as the warmth seeped into your cramping muscles.
He smiled at that, eyes crinkling in that boyish, heart-melting way he had.
âThereâs my girl,â he said, so quietly you almost didnât catch it over the gentle thrum of the rain starting outside.
Sugawara busied himself preparing teaâthe comforting clatter of the kettle, the soft clink of a spoon stirring honey into a mugâall while stealing glances at you every few moments. Watching. Making sure you didnât strain yourself.
When he returned, he slid onto the couch beside you, coaxing you upright just enough to press the steaming mug into your hands.
âEasy,â he murmured, one hand steadying the cup with you. âSmall sips.â
You obeyed, too tired to argue, the warmth from the tea and his touch making the ache behind your eyes begin to loosen.
Once the tea was safely set aside on the coffee table, he didnât retreat back to his corner. Instead, he carefully pulled you into his arms, arranging you across his lap with an ease that made your heart ache. His hands found your lower back almost immediately, working slow, tender circles into the tense muscles there.
The world outside faded. The rain against the windows softened into a background hum. Your muscles remained sore, but the sharp edges of your pain dulledâreplaced by the steady, grounding beat of Koushiâs heart against your ear, the rise and fall of his breathing, the feeling of being wrapped up in somethingâsomeoneâsolid and sure.
Your hands tightened weakly in the fabric of his shirt, clinging to him like a lifeline.
âThank you,â you whispered back, voice cracking from the weight of everything you were too tired to say properly.
He only squeezed you tighter, thumb stroking lazy, soothing patterns across your hip.
âAlways,â he murmured.
And as your eyes fluttered closed, your body giving in to the exhaustion at last, you realized: with Koushi here, you could finally let yourself rest.
Truly, completely, safely rest.
hey i wanted to request a fic, but before i request i wanted to say that i really enjoy your fics. there's something about them that makes me read them even when theyre about characters i dont often care much about. also, when i write i often stick to my couple of faves, but your fics have me thinking that maybe it'd do me good to practice writing a variety of different characters.
im not as prolific as you though hahaha
ok and now for my incredibly self-indulgent request because my #1 favorite is Mr. Perfect Kita, can i request a fic about Kita wooing/asking out a Reader who is intimidated by him?? pretty please, and thank you? hehe
i also am curious if there's any character you prefer writing about compared to the rest
have a lovely day! :)
Anon, you are far too kind â thank you so much for your kind words!! it genuinely means the world to me đ„č
Also: you should totally experiment with writing new characters!! itâs legit eye opening (after writing fav positions for Hinata, I can't stop looking at him differently đ)
Also also, but favourite three characters to write for are Tsukishima (my first love) Iwaizumi and Atsumu for sure. They've stolen my heart ughhh.
ANYWAYS ENJOY <333
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There was something about Kita Shinsuke that made your stomach twistâand not in the butterflies, schoolgirl-crush way you wished it did.
No, it was worse than that. It was the intimidation.
Because Kita was perfect. He was composed, kind, respectful, disciplined. He woke up early, always got top marks, captained the volleyball team with quiet command, and still managed to hold the door open for every single person who walked through it. He was the kind of person who turned in his assignments a week early, whose uniform never had a wrinkle, whose silences were never awkward but intentional.
And you? You were just... there. Always a few steps away. Always too nervous to make eye contact, let alone conversation.
You shared a class with himâsat three rows behind, diagonally to the leftâand you could probably count on one hand how many times you'd actually spoken to him. Mostly because every time his steel-gray eyes swept past you, your breath would catch in your throat.
That expression of hisâsteady, unreadable, unwaveringâit made your nerves twist up in knots. It wasn't that he looked mean. It was that he looked like he saw everything.
So when he approached you after school one day, just before he headed off to volleyball practice, your brain completely short-circuited.
He stopped in front of your desk as you were packing up, casting a soft shadow over your notes. When you looked up, he was standing there with perfect posture, his uniform blazer unbuttoned but still crisp, and a small box held gently in both hands.
"Hey," he said, voice quiet but clear. "Can I speak to you a moment?"
You blinked up at him like heâd spoken another language, then scrambled to nod. "Y-Yeah. Of course."
He gestured subtly toward the hallway. You followed him, still clutching your books, your heart thudding in your ears. The corridor was mostly empty now, sunlight from the high windows painting long lines across the floor.
He turned to face you just outside the classroom, gaze even but calm.
Then, gently, he extended the box toward you.
"I put together a few things you might like. I hope thatâs alright."
You stared at the box, then at his face, then back again. "Wait... what?"
The box was neat, wrapped in soft brown paper and tied with twine. Inside, you found your favorite snacks, a new set of pens in the exact shade you always used, a mini notebook with the design you'd admired in the campus store weeks ago, and a little envelope with your name on it in his clean handwriting.
You opened it with trembling fingers.
I thought of you, the note read. Simple. Honest.
"I noticed you're always out of ink because you let other people borrow your pens," he said softly, watching your reaction. "And I know you get headaches during long lecturesâyou press your temples with your thumbs when you're trying not to draw attention to it. So there's some caffeine-free tea in there too."
Your chest tightened. Your mouth opened slightly, but no sound came out. Heâd noticed all of that?
âI... uh...â
Then he asked it. Calmly, without fanfare, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Would you like to go out with me this Saturday?"
Your brain lagged, your breath stalling in your throat. Your fingers clenched tighter around the box.
"Why?" you blurted. Then quickly, eyes wide, you stammered, "I meanâI didn't even know you were interested in me."
For a beat, he was silent. Then his eyes softened, his posture relaxing just slightly. His thumbs pressed gently along the edge of his sleeves.
"I am," he said. "I have been for a while. You're always thoughtful. You don't speak just to fill space. You listen. You think before you act. I admire that."
The air caught in your chest. You looked down at the box, then back up at him.
He added, voice quieter now, "You donât have to decide now. I just wanted you to know it wasnât an accident that I asked. I see you. Even if you donât always see yourself."
You bit your lip. Your hands were trembling slightly as you clutched the box tighter against your chest. "You're... really good at this," you murmured, your voice barely more than a breath.
"Iâm nervous," he admitted, eyes flicking away for just a second. He adjusted the strap of his gym bag over his shoulder. "But I meant what I said. I like you."
Your throat was dry, but your heart was full. Full in a way it hadn't been before.
You nodded slowly, smile shy. "Okay. Yes. Iâd like that. Saturday, right?"
A tiny smile curved at the corner of his mouthâsmall but warm, the kind that made your chest flutter.
"Saturday," he confirmed.
He glanced down the hallway toward the gym, then back at you.
"I have practice now," he said gently, taking a small step back. "But Iâll see you tomorrow?"
You nodded, this time more confidently.
He gave one final lingering lookâeyes lingering not on your face but the way you held the box close to you like it meant somethingâand then turned and walked away, each step measured and light.
You stayed rooted in place.
Blushing, stunned, your arms wrapped tightly around the little box as if it might disappear. You stood there for what felt like ages, listening to the echoes of his footsteps until they faded down the stairwell.
And when you finally looked back at the note in your hand, reading I thought of you one more time, your heart bloomed in your chest.
Maybeâjust maybeâhe wasnât so scary after all.
You knew the day was going to be shit when your coffee spilled on your white blouse before 9 a.m.
The rest unfolded like a cruel jokeâback-to-back meetings that ran long, a snippy email from your supervisor that didnât even pretend to be polite, and a presentation youâd poured hours into that got brushed aside for a 'more time-sensitive matter.' By 5 p.m., your jaw ached from how tightly youâd been clenching it all day.
So when your phone buzzed, and you saw Kurooâs name flash across the screen, your thumb hovered over the green icon. You didnât want to talk. You didnât want to pretend you were fine. But you answered anyway.
âHey,â he said, voice low and familiar. There was a pause, like he was listening for something in the silence between you. "You sound like you had a day."
You scoffed. âThat obvious?â
âYou get all quiet when youâre brooding.â
You didnât reply. The lump in your throat had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with the way he could read you like thisâwithout even seeing your face.
He waited a beat, then said, âCome out. First roundâs on me.â
You started to declineâalready in your sweats, already half curled on the couchâbut his voice came again, coaxing.
âCâmon, Iâll even let you rant about corporate dysfunction without rolling my eyes this time.â
That got the faintest laugh out of you. And somehow, twenty minutes later, you were walking into the bar you both loved, the one tucked between a bookstore and a stationery shop, dim and warm and a little too familiar.
He was already at your usual tableâsecond from the back, under the shelf with the crooked leg that made drinks tilt if you werenât careful. Two pints sat on the table, and Kuroo raised one as you approached.
âStill drinkinâ like a college student?â you teased, sliding into the booth across from him.
He grinned. âNostalgiaâs a powerful thing.â
You took the glass, took a long sip, and finally sighed. It hit your system like a balm.
For the next half hour, you vented. About your boss. About the way the office printer hated you. About how you were so close to throwing your laptop out the window, and how nobody respected boundaries anymore.
Kuroo listened, as always. Interjected only when you needed him to. Smiled over the rim of his beer like he could do this for hours.
Eventually, when the flush of alcohol had softened the edges of your irritation, he leaned forward on his elbows.
âYou ever think youâre just lonely?â
You blinked. âExcuse me?â
He didnât flinch. âI meanâyou work hard, you donât really date, you havenât mentioned anyone in a while. Maybe itâs not just the job. Maybe itâs... everything else, too.â
You raised an eyebrow. âIs this your way of telling me I'm a spinster?â
He laughed, but it sounded slightly forced. âNah. Just saying, you deserve someone good. Thought about setting you up with a friend.â
You shrugged, looked down into your drink. âIâm not interested in someone else.â
And that was the truth. You hadnât been, not for a long time. Not since your second year of college, when Kuroo Tetsurou sauntered into your world like he owned the placeâwith messy hair, too much sarcasm, and the kind of quiet loyalty that wrecked you. He was all sharp teeth and soft heart, and youâd fallen harder than you wanted to admit. But youâd also accepted, long ago, that he probably didnât see you that way. So you tucked it down. Smiled when he dated other people. Never said a word.
Until tonight.
You hadnât meant to get drunk. Not really. Youâd planned to drink just enough to take the edge off, to let the tension bleed from your muscles after a long, miserable day. But when the bartender mentioned it was two-for-one night, and Kuroo had raised an eyebrow with that stupid, charming grin, it was all too easy to shrug and say yes.
The drinks hit harder than you expectedâsmoother, easier, and paired with Kurooâs low voice and quiet laughter, it was easy to lose track. What was supposed to be one drink became two, then three, and suddenly you were warm in all the soft ways that made the world a little blurrier around the edges.
Your limbs felt too light, your thoughts too soft, and every time he said your name, it rang a little louder in your chest. At some point, youâd slumped further into the booth, propping your chin in your hand and blinking slower with each refill.
âAlright,â he said finally, his voice still light but laced with concern as he reached for your nearly empty glass. âYouâre cut off.â
You pouted, dragging your eyes up to meet his, but your grin stayed lazy. "Tetsu," you said, drawing out the syllables, âyouâre so bossy.â
âSomeoneâs gotta keep your chaotic ass alive,â he muttered, even as he flagged down the bartender and handed over his card. He didnât even look at the receipt when it came.
You watched the way his brows knit together slightly, the way he pressed his tongue against his cheek, like he was both irritated and fond at the same time. Familiar. Comforting.
He slid out of the booth and looped your bag over one shoulder, then turned to offer you his hand.
âLetâs go, before you start snoring in public.â
The air outside was crisp. Night had fallen while you were inside, and the chill that hit your cheeks brought a bit of clarityâbut not much. You shivered, and Kuroo automatically shrugged off his jacket and draped it over your shoulders.
You didnât argue. You leaned into his side, let his arm steady you as you walked together down the quiet street. His touch was careful, guiding. You kept catching faint traces of his cologneâclean and woodsy, something subtle but undeniably him.
âYou smell good,â you mumbled into the fabric of his shirt.
He let out a soft snort. âThanks.â
The cab ride was even quieter. Your head lolled gently onto his shoulder. You felt warm, and his shirt was soft, and you couldnât stop your lips from parting with sleepy little compliments.
âI like your voice,â you whispered.
He glanced down at you, mouth twitching. âYouâre gonna regret this tomorrow.â
âAm not,â you slurred. âYou're very kissable. Did you know that?â
Kuroo closed his eyes for a second, breathing in through his nose like he was trying very hard not to react. Under his breath, barely audible over the hum of the city outside the cab, he whispered, "God, it's me again. Let her remember this so I can see the look on her face tomorrow."
When you arrived at his apartment, he paid the driver with one hand and guided you out with the other, keeping his hold steady on your waist. You stumbled once on the sidewalk and clutched at his hoodie.
âEasy,â he murmured, his fingers tightening just a little.
His apartment was dark and quiet when you entered. He didnât bother with the lightsâjust led you toward the couch by memory, his hand never leaving yours. You swayed a little as you collapsed onto the cushions, blinking up at him.
âAlways takinâ care of me,â you said, voice soft and blurred at the edges. âYouâre good at that.â
Kuroo crouched to untie your shoes, brows drawn. âWell, someoneâs gotta keep you upright.â
You leaned forward, still gripping the front of his hoodie, and he didnât pull away. Your eyes met his, blurry but intent, and your lips quirked upward.
âI love you, you know.â
Kuroo froze.
The words were slurred but clear enough to punch the breath out of him.
Your voice dropped lower, more sincere. âI love you. Since the moment I saw you.â
He stopped breathing.
His hands hovered mid-motion over your shoes, his fingers curled like they forgot what they were doing. Slowly, carefully, he lifted his head to look at you.
âWhat?â
But your head tipped back onto the couch, your eyes fluttering shut.
âI love you,â you repeated, softer this time. âIâve always loved you.â
âWaitââ he tried again, voice sharper now, a tremor hidden underneath.
But your breathing was already evening out, lips slightly parted, lashes resting against your cheeks. You were out cold.
Kuroo knelt there for a long moment, just staring. The words still rang in his ears, ricocheting through his ribs like they didnât quite belong to reality.
He sat back slowly, knees folding underneath him, and pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes. Then he dragged his fingers through his hair and stood up, walking into the kitchen without really seeing.
The quiet of the apartment wrapped around him like a weight.
ââŠWhoa.â
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The morning comes slowly, dragging a dull headache and a dry mouth with it.
You blink against the sunlight bleeding through unfamiliar curtains, your body heavy, brain sluggish. Thereâs the faint hum of a coffee machine somewhere nearby. The smell is strong and bitter and achingly welcome.
It takes you a minute to remember where you are. The couch. Kurooâs apartment. The drinks. Your stomach twists as snippets of the night flicker backâhis arm around your waist, the way he guided you up the stairs, the sound of his laugh.
You sit up with a groan, head pounding as the room spins for a second. Your clothes are wrinkled, your mouth tastes awful, and your memories are slippery at best. But when you swing your legs off the couch and catch sight of himâKuroo, in the kitchen, hair messy, hoodie sleeves shoved up as he stirs something in a mugâyou feel it.
That deep, crawling dread.
He looks over as you shuffle in, blinking groggily. âMorning, sunshine.â
You grunt, dragging yourself to the counter as he slides a mug across to you without a word. You catch it with both hands, the warmth seeping into your skin. Itâs blessedly hot. And quiet.
You sip slowly, staring into the cup, your head still throbbing. The silence stretches. He doesnât speak. Just leans against the counter and sips from his own mug like this is normal. Like you didnât say something earth-shattering last night.
Eventually, he breaks it. âYou remember anything from last night?â
You blink, then close your eyes for a second, willing your sluggish brain to scroll back through the hazy reel of the evening. âWe went to the bar,â you murmur slowly. âYou were already there when I came in. There was a drink waiting. A pintâof course. I think I complained about work for forty-five minutes straight.â
You pause to take a sip of coffee, your eyes still narrowed in concentration.
âI had the first two drinks faster than I should have. You were teasing me about my toleranceâ"
You stop.
The cab. His jacket. His arm around your waist. The stairs.
âOh my god,â you whisper, a spike of panic hitting your chest. âAnd you helped me back to your plaâOH MY GOD.â
Kuroo raises a brow, tryingâfailingâto hide the smirk that curls onto his face.
You set the mug down a little too hard. "I didn't mean it," you blurt, voice too high. "I meanâI was drunk. Very drunk. You know how I get, right? I say stupid things, Iâ"
You wave a hand vaguely in the air, flushing deeper. "It didnât mean anything. I mean, obviously I care about you, weâve always been really good friends, and I didnâtâ"
Your words trip over themselves like dominoes, spiraling into panic as you try to claw your way out of whatever you admitted the night before. Your face is on fire, your fingers drumming anxiously against the side of your mug.
And Kuroo just watches you, quietly amused. Something fond in his eyes. Like heâs letting you run your mouth on purpose.
Then he sets down his cup, crosses the space between you, and gently cups your face in his hands.
You freeze.
âAnd here I was thinking Iâd break first,â he says, voice low and warm.
You stare at him, mouth parted, utterly lost.
ââŠBut you wanted to set me upâŠ?â you whisper, your voice cracking mid-sentence.
He huffs a laugh, brushing his thumb over your cheek. âOh, screw that. Youâre mine now.â
You blink up at him, blinking hard like your brain is trying to keep up. âWait, you mean that?â
He nods slowly, his hands still cradling your face. âI do. I meant it last night, too. You passed out before I could say anything, but I meant to.â
Thereâs a pause, the kind thatâs too soft to be awkwardâjust full of all the things that didnât have time to be said. âIâve loved you for a long time,â he adds quietly, voice going a little rough at the edges. âGuess I just needed you to drunkenly beat me to it.â
The laugh that slips out of you is half a breath and half a sob, surprised and stunned and disbelieving. âOh my god.â
He grins, leaning his forehead against yours for a second, and the two of you just stand there, smiling quietly into each other like the world finally makes sense.
Then you squeeze his hands once, step back with a wince, and say, âIâm going to go throw up.â
He lets go of you immediately, one eyebrow lifting. âFrom excitement?â
Youâre already wobbling toward the bathroom, one hand raised in defeat. âAlcohol poisoning.â
He leans against the counter, grinning to himself. âYeah, that too.â
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The Italian coast had a way of folding people into it.
The small harbor town of Portoscala wasnât marked on most maps, but it was the kind of place that pulled you in by scent and sound aloneâbasil, brine, the sharp bark of espresso machines, the hiss of fishing lines cutting into saltwater. The houses stacked up the hillside in sun-washed pastels, terracotta roofs leaning toward one another like gossiping old women, and each morning bloomed in gold, dust, and noise.
Nishinoya had been living there for almost a year.
He liked the simplicity. The rhythm. He fished in the early morning when the water was still like glass and the mist clung to the backs of boats. He traded with the locals for olives, lemons, sun-warped tomatoes. He learned to speak enough Italian to argue over coffee but kept to himself when he could. That isâuntil the morning he saw the shop.
It was tucked quietly between buildings like it had grown there, ivy tumbling down the stucco in lazy loops. Not flashy. Just a wide, sun-fogged window and a crooked, hand-painted sign that read: âSTAMPE DI PESCI â Art of the Sea.â
He might have passed itâwouldâve passed itâif not for what he saw in the window.
A fish. Flattened. Inked. Pressed onto thick, textured paper with no signature, no flourish. Just the clean, solemn truth of its shape. It hit him like a wave. Not the artworkâthough it was stunningâbut the memory it dragged up from deep inside him.
Gyotaku.
He hadnât seen it in years. Not since Japan. Not since he was a kid trailing behind his grandfather at the docks, watching weathered hands lift up fish with reverence. Not since he learned the words âThis is how you honor the catch.â
He didnât hesitate. He walked straight in.
The bell above the door jingled. The smell inside was rich and unfamiliarâsumi ink, sea salt, rosemary from the windowsill. The walls were lined with delicate scrolls, prints hung to dry on twine lines, their outlines crisp and real, as if they might still swim.
And there you were.
Barefoot, sleeves rolled to the elbows, brush in hand. You were crouched over a long table near the back, smoothing the belly of a halibut with fingers stained black at the tips. Your hair was tied up but loose in places, ink streaked across your cheek in a streak you hadnât noticed yet.
You looked up at the sound of the bell, blinking once before smiling. âCan I help you?â
He opened his mouth, paused, then blurted, âWhereâd you learn to do that?â
You stood, wiping your hands on your apron. âGyotaku? From an artist in Hokkaido. I lived there for a few months.â
âIâm from Miyagi,â he said. âMy jii-chan showed me once. Said it was⊠respectful.â
You nodded. âIt is. Itâs also beautiful.â
He stepped closer, eyes flicking over the work laid out on your table. They werenât just prints. They were preserved motion. Like each fish had whispered something to you, and you'd sealed it in ink.
âI fish,â he said suddenly. âA lot.â
That made you laugh. âLucky me.â
From that day forward, he brought you fish. Not for money. Not for trade. Just⊠because.
You specialized in gyotaku: honoring a fish's form by inking it and pressing it into rice paper. Some saw it as odd, but Nishinoya understood it immediately. "You're printing souls," heâd said once, eyes wide. "You're like... a fish priest." You laughed so hard you smudged your sleeve in ink.
Sometimes he brought tuna. Sometimes eels. Once, a marlin.
âFound this guy giving me attitude,â he said, setting the marlin down with a triumphant grin that practically gleamed in the sunlight. His shirt was half-untucked, sleeves rolled to the elbows, and there was a visible scrape down one forearm you suspected had a very fishy origin. âI spotted him darting through the current like he thought he could out-swim me. I told him, âNo chance. Youâre going straight to her studio.â It was like he knew youâd been looking at other marlins.â
You squinted at him, folding your arms. âWait. Are you saying you chased down a marlin because you were jealous of hypothetical fish?â
He looked at you with complete sincerity. âHe was flashy. Had that whole deep-sea bad boy look. I wasnât taking chances.â
You stared. âYuu. Did you wrestle a marlin because you got jealous of how it looked?â
He shrugged, utterly unapologetic. âI mean, I won. So⊠not that weird, right?â
What he didnât know was that your manager, back in Tokyo, had recently started sending rare fish your way for commissioned prints. They were odditiesâdeep-sea rarities with exotic fins and unusual shapes, packed in sleek crates with dry ice and impersonal paperwork. It was nothing personal. Just a business arrangement. Your agent insisted the pieces would catch the eye of collectors and museums. You werenât even sure you liked it. The fish felt clinical. Shipped from a catalogue. Still, you printed them, because sometimes art meant compromise.
One morning, you were laying a freshly defrosted anglerfish onto your press table, arranging the fins just so, when the studio door creaked open.
âThatâs not mine,â Nishinoya said flatly.
You glanced up, brush poised midair. âNo. Itâs from my manager. Special commission.â
He didnât respond. Not immediately. He just crossed his arms, standing there in the doorway like he'd been slapped with a cold towel. His brows furrowed hard enough to crease the space between them, and his eyes flicked between the anglerfish and you like he wasnât sure which of you he felt more betrayed by.
âYuu?â you asked, already hearing the shift in his silence.
âSo now youâre just taking fish from whoever sends them?â he muttered, voice sharp around the edges but too controlled to be casual. There was disbelief thereâwounded pride dressed up in sarcasm. His posture was all puffed-up defensiveness, hands tucked under his arms, one foot tapping absently against the tile.
You blinked. âItâs for a commission. I didnât pick it. They just send them.â
âUh-huh,â he muttered, still eyeing the fish like it had personally flirted with you.
âYuuââ
âI just thought I was your fish guy,â he said, louder now, pacing a few steps forward before turning on his heel. âGuess I got replaced by some frozen deep-sea glow stick.â
You opened your mouth. Closed it. Tried not to laugh. You really tried.
âA glow stick?â
He shot you a look, scowl deepening. âWith teeth. Look at it! That thingâs got more spikes than a sea urchin in a blender.â
You set the brush down and crossed the room, reaching out to tug gently at his sleeve. âYuu. Come on.â
He let you pull him a little closer, though he kept his head turned stubbornly to the side.
âYou are my fish guy. My ridiculous, dramatic, jealous fish guy. Who once named a swordfish after me and then told the whole pier she was impossible to catch.â
He sniffed. âTo be fair, she was very stubborn. And she slapped me. Right in the nose.â
You bit back a grin. âExactly my point.â
His eyes flicked to you finallyâbrown and bright and still a little hurt, like he wasnât quite ready to admit how much the whole thing had gotten under his skin.
Without a word, you reached beneath your worktable and pulled out a wrapped scroll, tied carefully with twine. âI was saving this for your birthday, but⊠now seems like a good time.â
He took it hesitantly, brow furrowed, and began to unroll it.
The moment the marlin came into view, he froze. The print was boldâink sweeping across the paper in clean, elegant lines. Powerful. Still. The exact shape of the fish heâd caught for you weeks ago. Youâd captured its spirit perfectly, the curve of its body frozen in motion like it was still alive.
âI made this for you,â you said softly. âI couldnât hang it in the studio. It didnât feel right. Itâs yours.â
He stared down at the paper like it was something sacred. His fingers tightened around the edges.
âYouâre not crying, are you?â you teased gently.
âNo,â he said quickly, voice higher than usual and cracking a little at the end. âI just got fish guts in my eye or something.â
You laughed, and he stepped forward to pull you into him, one arm wrapping tight around your waist, the other holding the scroll safely behind your back like it was too precious to wrinkle.
âIâm still your number one fish guy, right?â he murmured into your shoulder.
You leaned in and pressed a kiss to his cheek. âAlways.â
He pulled back just enough to grin, the edges of it crooked and boyish. âEven if I name the next one after your middle name?â
âYuu.â
He laughed into your neck. âFine. But she better be as stubborn as you.â
The shop is quiet, bathed in the golden light of the early evening, the kind that settles over wood and stone like a warm sigh. A gentle hush lingers in the space, broken only by the low hum of the refrigerator and the occasional click of the camera shutter. Most of the chairs are stacked, the door flipped to its "CLOSED" sign, and the scent of vinegar and freshly cooked rice still lingers in the air. You're both still insideâOsamu behind the counter in his slightly wrinkled apron, you crouched near the front display trying to get the perfect shot of a tuna nigiri against the fading light.
Youâd met in collegeâhim, a culinary student with arms always dusted in flour or sea salt, and you, a sharp-tongued marketing major who could charm a room with a smile and tear apart a branding pitch in under a minute.
You clicked almost immediately. It started with coffee-fueled group projects, late-night ramen runs, and long, quiet study sessions where neither of you said much but never seemed to want to leave. By the time you graduated, you'd both moved back home, and when he opened up his own nigiri shop, it felt natural to call you in to help make it shine.
Osamuâs had a crush on you since your second year. Heâs certain of it. The first time you snapped at him for being late and then bought him lunch anyway, he was done for. But he never said anythingânot when you were swamped with internship applications, not when he got too busy building his dream from scratch. He just... kept you around. Close. Safe. Until now.
âYouâre supposed to be takinâ photos,â he says, voice low and amused as he leans against the counter, watching you from across the room.
âI am,â you say around a mouthful of nigiri, holding your phone up with one hand, chopsticks in the other. âIâm multitasking.â
Osamu lifts a brow. âThat your fancy marketing term for stealinâ my hard work?â
You grin, chewing contentedly. âNot stealing. Quality control.â
He huffs a laugh, arms crossed, apron a little wrinkled from the long day. Youâve been at this for hoursâprepping a new campaign for the shopâs upcoming anniversary special, trying to capture the perfect lighting, the perfect angle, the perfect bite. The trouble is, the food is too good. And youâre hungry. And Osamuâs expression every time you sneak another piece is too funny not to provoke.
âYâknow,â he says, walking over to the bar where youâve made a makeshift photography studio of cutting boards and empty plates, âI couldâve just hired a photographer.â
âYeah, but they wouldnât have my good side memorized.â
He pauses behind you, and you feel his gaze on the back of your head before he leans slightly over your shoulder to glance at your camera roll.
âHalf these are just you eatinâ food,â he mutters.
âWell, you can tell it's good food.â
âYer a menace.â
You laugh, the sound bouncing off the walls of the quiet shop. As you're reaching for another piece of nigiri, he eyes you from behind the counter.
âOi,â he says, pointing a chopstick at you, âI said stop eatinâ 'em all.â
You pop the bite into your mouth with a grin. âOh, c'mon. This is my payment for staying late and taking these photos.â
Osamu raises a brow. âYeah, well, you canât get the damn photos if thereâs nothinâ left to shoot.â
You reach forward and pluck another piece off the plate just to spite him.
Osamu throws his head back with a groan, but the sound blends into a laughâlow and unfiltered. His arms uncross, one hand resting on the counterâs edge as he leans forward, shaking his head.
His smile cracks wide across his face, tugging at the corners of his eyes, and for a moment, he just watches you with something helplessly fond behind the amusement. His shoulders lift slightly with each breath, the kind of laugh that takes over your whole body before you even realize it. Thereâs no trace of the usual teasing smirk, no sarcasmâjust the kind of joy that escapes when you stop trying to hide it.
âHeyâstop eatinâ all theâugh, I love you.â
The words slip out in the middle of a breathless laugh, tangled in warmth and amusement, tumbling into the open before either of you can brace for the impact. His voice trails off at the end, like his brain only just caught up with his mouthâand then the moment hangs.
Still.
Your fingers hover above the plate, chopsticks clutched mid-air, and your smile falters as the weight of what he just said sinks in. The warmth still lingering in your chest twists into something deeperâsharper.
Both of you freeze, suspended in golden light and thick, heady silence. His laughter dies like a flame catching wind.
Your hand stops mid-air, halfway to your mouth. â...What did you say?â
Osamu straightens up like he touched a live wire. âNothinâ. I didnâtâI mean, that wasnâtââ
âNo no,â you say, slowly lowering the chopsticks, your eyes narrowing with disbelief and something elseâsomething softer. âDid you just say you love me?â
âI didnât mean to say it like that!â he blurts, already rubbing the back of his neck. âI was justâya were beinâ you, and I laughed, and it slipped out, but I do, I mean, I didnât plan to justâshitââ
You cut off his rambling by stepping forward and wrapping your arms around him in a sudden, fierce hug.
Osamu goes completely still for a second, his breath shallow as his arms remain half-curled like heâs not sure if heâs allowed to hold you yet. Then you feel the tension give way as he exhales against your hair, and his arms tighten around you just slightly, enough to pull you flush against his chest.
You bury your face into the soft cotton of his shirt, the scent of soy and rice grounding you. âI love you too, you moron.â
You feel his breath stutter against your temple, and you tilt your head up just enough to see his eyesâsoft, stunned, and a little dazed.
"Took you long enough," you add with a teasing smile.
He huffs a laugh, low and disbelieving, the sound rumbling through his chest. His shoulders sag, relief pouring through him in quiet waves. âYouâre not just sayinâ that?â he asks, voice rough at the edges, like he still doesnât fully believe he didnât just hallucinate this entire thing.
You grin. âWould I lie to the man who makes me free food every week?â
He groans, dragging a hand down his face before ruffling the back of your hair affectionately. âUnbelievable,â he mutters, but his tone is nothing but fond.
Heâs smiling, really smiling, like the kind of smile that lives in the corners of his mouth even after it fades, the kind you remember for days. His hand finds yours without hesitation, fingers curling through yours like heâs done it a thousand times in his head already. You stay like that for a momentâstanding in the golden hush of the closed shop, surrounded by the scent of rice and vinegar and the lingering echo of laughter.
âYou still owe me promotional photos,â he murmurs against your lips.
You pull back just enough to smile. âOnly if I get to eat the props after.â
âFine. But Iâm writinâ you off as an expense.â
It was supposed to be one of your favorites.
Yaku stood proudly in front of the stove, dishing up a steaming plate of oyakodonâfluffy egg, juicy chicken, perfectly seasoned rice. Youâd been craving something warm and comforting, and heâd been more than happy to oblige. He even made miso soup on the side, garnished just the way you liked it, with the little tofu cubes floating lazily in the bowl. The apartment smelled like soy sauce and dashi, rich and nostalgic.
You waddled into the kitchen with one hand on your lower back, the other absentmindedly tracing the edge of your growing bump, already smiling at the scent you knew so well.
But thenâ
It hit you.
The smell.
Hard.
You stopped short. The smile slipped from your face. Your nose crinkled, your eyes went wide, and your stomach lurched.
You gagged once, loud and sudden.
Yaku turned from the stove instantly, eyes narrowing with alarm. âHeyâare you okay?â
You waved him off, trying to speak, trying to play it off like you could power through it.
âYeah, I justââ You gagged again, louder this time, one hand flying to your mouth. âItâs fine, I think I just need a secondââ
Then your stomach gave up entirely.
The rich scent of simmered egg and soy sauce suddenly turned rancid in your senses, and before you could say a word, both hands flew to your mouth. You staggered toward the sink, breathing hard through your nose.
Yaku turned just in time to watch you sprint the rest of the way.
You barely made it. Gripping the edges of the basin, you gagged violently, doubling over as your body heaved with no warning. Your knees buckled slightly from the effort, and tears sprang to your eyes as you fought to keep control.
âOhâoh my god,â Yaku choked out, dropping the plate onto the counter with a sharp clatter. His hand hovered midair, frozen, like he wasnât sure if he should run toward you or flee entirely.
He chose you.
âHey, heyâitâs okay,â he said, voice slightly high-pitched, his mouth tugging awkwardly to one side as he fought against his visible discomfort. His nose wrinkled despite himself, but he pressed a hand to your back, rubbing slow, shaky circles. âItâs okay. Just breathe. You got it.â
You were sobbing before you even lifted your head.
âI loved that dish,â you wailed, tears streaming freely now. âYou made it perfectly and IâI threw up in front of you, and I canât even eat it now, and Iâm so sorryââ
âWhoa, whoa, whoa,â he said quickly, helping you upright and handing you a cool cloth from the fridge. âNone of that. You didnât do anything wrong.â
You wiped your mouth, sniffling. âBut I ruined dinner.â
He glanced warily at the plate, now abandoned and beginning to cool. âYeah, well, itâs not my best memory of oyakodon anymore, but thatâs fine. Itâll survive.â
You hiccupped a wet laugh. âYouâre grossed out.â
âIâm... challenged,â he admitted with a strained smile. âBut Iâm not going anywhere. Iâll gag quietly in the corner if I have to.â
You buried your face in his shoulder. âI hate that my bodyâs doing this. I hate that I wanted something so badly and then justârejected it like that.â
He stroked your back, gentler now. âItâs not rejection. Itâs just... a rebranding.â
You pulled back slightly, puffy-eyed. âWhat does that even mean?â
âIt means,â he said, tipping your chin up, âthat weâre finding new favorites now. So tell me what you can stomach, and Iâll make it happen.â
You hesitated.
ââŠYouâre not gonna like it.â
âI just watched you throw up mid-step and I stayed. Try me.â
ââŠPickles.â
He nodded. âAlright.â
âWith peanut butter.â
âUh-huh.â
âAnd crushed ice.â
He blinked. âSeparate orâŠ?â
âSide dish.â
âOf course.â
âAnd I want a plain bagel. But I want to dip it in cream cheese and ketchup.â
He exhaled. âNaturally.â
âAnd maybe some frozen corn niblets? Not cooked. Just... straight from the freezer.â
He pinched the bridge of his nose. âOkay. Making a list.â
âYou donât have toââ
âYes, I do,â he interrupted, already walking to the counter. âBecause youâre growing a whole human, and apparently that human is very specific.â
âI love you.â
âI love you, too. Even if I hate this list.â
And with that, he kissed your temple, grabbed his keys, and set off to hunt down every absurd craving youâd dreamed upâwith only a faint grimace and a stomach made of steel.
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It took him two corner stores and a specialty deli, but Yaku returned triumphant, arms full of grocery bags and a look of determination on his face. He laid everything out on the coffee table like it was a five-star buffet: pickles, peanut butter, crushed ice in a big bowl, a plain bagel, cream cheese, ketchup, and a bag of frozen corn.
You were already curled up on the couch in one of his hoodies, and your face lit up like the sun when you saw it all. âOh my god,â you gasped, reaching for the pickles first and dipping one straight into the peanut butter without hesitation. âThis is perfect.â
Yaku sat on the edge of the couch, watching with a blend of horror and awe as you crunched down on your Frankenstein meal with pure, genuine joy.
You munched happily, cheeks puffed out, eyes dreamy as you chewed. âOh my god, I love you so much.â
He smiled, soft and full of affection. âI love you too.â
Then, quieter, barely a mumble as he stared at the bagel going into the ketchup-cream cheese dip: âThis kid is gonna be weird.â
(This is connected to another drabble I made in my series 'Unreq Love' so here is context if you'd like the full experience: Oikawa & Bonus)
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The gym is quiet.
Not the kind of quiet that comes from peace, but the kind that settles like dust in the cornersâheavy, still, waiting. The lights are off, but the late afternoon sun filters through the high windows, painting the floor in long strokes of gold. The volleyball net hangs limply between its poles, no longer taut with purpose. There are scuff marks everywhere, like memories burned into the woodâghosts of spikes, dives, the relentless rhythm of ambition. The echoes of laughter, shouting, the rhythmic squeak of sneakers still seem to hum beneath the silence, like the gym itself refuses to forget.
You spot him immediately.
Oikawa stands near the back wall, his figure backlit by sunlight, facing the net with his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his jacket. His shoulders are drawn tight, his posture still and unreadable. He doesnât move when you step in, but he knows itâs you. No one walks into a gym like you doâespecially not after hours. Especially not him.
You take your time crossing the floor. Your sneakers squeak a little, but he doesnât flinch. The air smells like dust and floor polish, and something sharper underneathâlike endings. Like goodbye.
âI figured Iâd find you here,â you say, coming to a stop beside him.
He huffs, a soft, humorless sound. âYou always do.â
âWell,â you shrug, âsomeoneâs gotta make sure youâre not brooding yourself into an existential crisis.â
Finally, he glances at you. Thereâs a tiredness in his eyes, something far quieter than the version of him everyone else sees. You know it well. Youâve seen it before, behind locker room doors, in the quiet of bus rides home, in the way his voice would sometimes crack when no one was supposed to hear. He looks like someone who's been chasing a shadow for too long and just realized it was always out of reach.
âI thought maybe if I stayed long enough, itâd feel different,â he murmurs, gaze shifting back to the net. âBut it still hurts.â
âOf course it hurts,â you reply, arms crossing over your chest. âYou gave everything to this place. You bled for it. You obsessed over every drill, every stat sheet, every match. Losing was never going to be painless.â
He chuckles, and itâs low and bitter. âWe didnât even make it to nationals. What was the point of all of it?â
You frown, nudging him lightly with your elbow. âTooru, you seriously need to get your head out of your ass.â
That earns you a sidelong glance, the barest glimmer of amusement.
You soften. âYou werenât just chasing wins. You built something here. A team that trusted you. A legacy. People are going to remember youânot because of a scoreboard, but because you made them better. You made them believe. You pushed them to be more.â
He doesnât respond right away, but his jaw tics. He always does that when heâs trying not to feel something. The weight of three years rests on his shoulders like armor that no longer serves him.
âAnd what about you?â he asks suddenly, turning to face you more fully. âYou stuck by me through everything. Even when I didnât deserve it.â
You scoff, leaning back on your heels. âDonât get all sentimental on me now, Tooru.â
âIâm serious.â
âSo am I. You think I followed you around like a lost puppy for three years because I enjoyed your tantrums and diva moments?â
A small smile tugs at the corner of his lips. âMaybe a little?â
âGod, youâre insufferable.â You shake your head, but your voice loses its edge. âI stayed because you were worth it. Because youâre more than volleyball. You always have been. Even when you were too busy being dramatic to see it.â
The silence that falls between you is thick with years of shared glances, missed chances, and words left unspoken. The light shifts across the floor, turning everything gold like the last flicker of a day that tried its best.
You donât mean to say it. Not like this. Not when heâs already unraveling.
You glance at him again, then down at your hands. Your voice comes out low, more to yourself than to him. âGod, I canât avoid this, can I?â
But itâs been sitting in your chest for too long, and something about the way the light hits his faceâthe rawness there, the quiet acheâmakes it impossible to keep in.
âI love you.â
His head snaps toward you, eyes wide. â...What?â
You inhale slowly, like thatâll steady the thundering in your chest. âI said I love you. Iâve been in love with you since the moment we met. Since you made that dumb joke during orientation and somehow managed to trip over your own feet.â
Your voice wavers slightly, but you push through. âI thought it was just a crush. Something stupid. But it never went away. Through every win, every loss, every time you walked into a room and lit it up like you didnât even knowâthrough all of it, I kept falling. I knew every version of youâthe charming captain, the insecure overthinker, the friend who stayed behind after practice to help pick up stray ballsâand I still fell.â
You swallow hard, heart aching in your chest. âAnd I wasnât going to tell you. I didnât think I had the right to. I thought Iâd be a distraction, or worseâjust another person youâd feel responsible for. But standing here with you, watching you look at that net like it still owes you something... I couldnât walk away without telling you. Because itâs not just about volleyball. Not for me. Not when it comes to you.â
You take a step back, the burn of embarrassment creeping up your neck, your voice quieter now. âYou donât have to say anything. I just needed to get it out of my system.â
You turn, ready to bolt before you make a bigger fool of yourselfâbut before your foot even hits the line, his hand wraps around your wrist.
You freeze.
His grip isnât desperate, but itâs firmâanchoring. When you look back, heâs already thereâcloser than you thought, close enough that you can see the flicker of emotion dancing in his eyes. His breath is uneven. So is yours.
His gaze lingers on your face, moving from your eyes to your mouth, then back again, as if trying to piece together something he shouldâve realized long ago. You see it hit him all at onceâthe memories, the missed moments, the way youâve always been right there. His shoulders loosen like something inside himâs finally cracking open.
His hand moves slowly to your face, tentative but gentle, and his thumb brushes against your cheek like itâs something fragile heâs afraid to break. His fingers tremble just slightly, and the warmth of his palm grounds you in place.
âHow did I never see you?â he breathes, and itâs not a question meant for you. Itâs a confession all on its own, shaped by regret and wonder.
Then he kisses you.
Soft at first, hesitantâlike heâs asking permission.
Then againâdeeper, fuller, with the kind of reverence that comes from finally seeing someone whoâs been standing in the light all along. His hand curves behind your neck, the other still holding your wrist like he's afraid youâll vanish if he lets go.
And for once, Oikawa doesnât say a single word.
He just pulls you closer, holds you like youâre the only thing keeping him grounded, and lets the silence speak for itself.
In that quiet, there is no loss. No disappointment. No game that slipped through trembling fingers.
Thereâs just you.
And itâs enough.
Hey so I really like your writing. Your fics are so inspiring...! Can I pretty please request a fic about Kita catching Reader off guard with a blunt love confession?? đ I'd love to see what you come up with!
Aw inspiring?!! That is so sweet!! I love that I am what people were for me when I started writing (about 5 years ago!) so never give up and be proud of any work you make!! I hope you enjoy <333
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The thing about Kita Shinsuke is that he never does anything without purpose.
He speaks with intention, moves with care, and rarelyâif everâlets emotion get the better of him. He is dependable to a fault, calm even in the most chaotic situations, and as predictable as a rising sun. Which is why, when he turns to you one spring afternoon and says, "Iâm in love with you," you nearly choke on your drink.
The two of you are sitting beneath the shade of a wide camphor tree near the back of the school, where the grass grows a little taller and the breeze feels like a secret only you two share. The breeze is soft, the air warm and sweet with the scent of new blossoms. Youâd come out here to eat lunch togetherâsomething that had become a quiet ritual between you and Kita. No crowds, no noise. Just the two of you, sharing space, swapping stories, occasionally falling into long stretches of silence that never felt awkward. He always brings homemade bento boxes, neatly packed, and you bring snacks or something small to share.
You blink at him, unsure if you heard right. "Sorryâwhat?"
Kita is still looking at you, expression as steady and unreadable as ever. Heâs holding a rice ball in one hand, his bento sitting neatly in his lap. "I said Iâm in love with you."
Thereâs no hesitation. No blush. Just the plain delivery of truthâas if heâs pointing out the weather, or commenting on the quality of the rice today.
You nearly drop the bottle of tea in your hand. "Kita," you breathe, searching his face for a trace of humor or a tell that heâs messing with you. But heâs not. Of course heâs not.
Your heart stutters. "You canât just say things like that out of nowhere, you know."
He tilts his head slightly. "Why not?"
"Becauseâ" You flail for a second, grasping for something clever to say, something to make sense of the heat rising to your cheeks. "Because itâsâsurprising."
Kita hums, thoughtfully chewing. "I didnât think it would be. We spend time together. You bring me pickled plums even when I donât ask. You save the last piece of tamagoyaki for me, even though itâs your favorite. You walk me to the gate every day, even when youâre running late. I thought maybe you felt the same."
You sputter, caught between the instinct to deny and the overwhelming realization that heâs right. You do all those things, and more. You always look for him in a crowded room. You always listen when he speaks, no matter how quiet his voice. You think about him in between classes, after practice, before bed. Heâs right.
He continues, voice soft but sure. "You donât have to say anything right now. I just thought it was time I told you."
And with that, he turns his gaze back to the tree branches swaying above you, like he didnât just tilt your entire world on its axis. He takes another bite of his rice ball, completely composed, like he hadnât just carved a confession into the air and left it hanging between you.
You sit in stunned silence for a moment longer, the breeze tugging gently at your sleeves. Everything feels quieter now. The breeze, the rustling branches, the distant sound of other students laughing in the courtyardâit all fades into a soft, blurred background. Your fingers tighten slightly around the tea bottle in your lap.
You steal a glance at him. Heâs not looking at you. Heâs perfectly calm, patient, and somehow that makes your chest ache more than if heâd confessed with nervous laughter or flushed cheeks. Thereâs no doubt, no need for reassurance. He meant it.
You reach over, plucking a stray leaf from his shoulder. You donât know whyâit just gives your hands something to do.
"Youâre unbelievable," you mutter, shaking your head.
He glances at you, eyes curious but unbothered. "Is that a good thing?"
You let out a soft laugh, one that feels lighter than it should considering your heart is still racing in your chest. "I donât even know. You really just said that like you were telling me we had PE next period."
He shrugs. "I meant it. I donât think it needs to be complicated."
And you know heâs right again. Kita doesnât dress things up. He doesnât make things harder than they need to be. He doesnât hide behind games or fear or doubt. He just is.
You look down at your lunch, your appetite forgotten. You canât stop thinking about the things he said. The way he noticed your little habits. The way he didnât need you to answer right away. The way he didnât waver.
When you finally meet his eyes again, thereâs a warmth blooming in your chestâslow and full, like sunlight rising through clouds.
"Iâm in love with you too, you idiot," you say, and your voice is so quiet, so soft, that you almost expect him to miss it.
But he doesnât.
Kita Shinsuke turns to you fully then, and for the first time all afternoon, he smiles.
Really, truly smiles.
And just like everything else he does, itâs quiet, intentional, and completely disarming.
He reaches for your handânot suddenly, not dramatically, but gently, deliberatelyâand your fingers lace together like they were always meant to. You sit that way for a long time, the afternoon stretching endlessly before you, the breeze curling around your ankles, the scent of spring growing thicker with each passing minute.
Neither of you says much after that. You donât need to.
Some things are better left to the quiet.
And Kita, as always, knows exactly what silence means.
Hello!! I just want to say before I request anything that I absolutely ADORE your writing. Youâve quickly become one of my favorite writers! Iâm constantly checking to see if youâve posted LOL please keep it up! <3
if itâs not too much trouble, could I request us doing face-masks with Tsukishima or Akaashi? Either or both is fine, I have zero preference!
Thank you in advance mwa mwa !!
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This is adorable and I am in LOVE. I literally just spat this out lolol Me being a favourite writer of anybody is a dream đ„č Thank you for enjoying my work!! I'll make sure to post just for you đ„° I hope you enjoy <333 --
It started with a panda.
Or rather, it started with you, lounging on the couch with a ridiculous animal-print face mask plastered to your face, scrolling through your phone like nothing was out of the ordinary. You wore it like a second skinâcompletely unbothered, completely at peace.
And then Tsukishima walked in.
He froze halfway through the doorway of your shared apartment, one brow raised as he took in the sight of you in your oversized hoodie, face glistening with a panda-shaped sheet mask.
â...You good?â
âThriving,â you said simply, not even bothering to look up.
He didnât respond right away. Just dropped his bag by the door and walked in with that usual lazy gait, eyeing you like you were some sort of cryptid he wasnât sure how to handle.
âYou look ridiculous,â he said eventually, standing behind the couch now, arms crossed.
You peeked up at him with a smirk. âThatâs rich coming from someone who used to wear sport goggles indoors.â
He narrowed his eyes at you. You stuck your tongue out.
âIs this one of those self-care things?â he asked, nose wrinkling slightly as he stared at the mask. âLike cucumbers-on-the-eyes and bath bombs?â
âExactly that,â you nodded. âExcept these ones are more fun. They have animals on them.â You pointed to the half-empty package on the coffee table. âYou wanna be a tiger or a polar bear?â
He stared at you.
You stared back.
âAbsolutely not,â he said flatly.
âYouâre doing it.â
âNo, Iâm not.â
âYes, you are.â
You were already peeling one of the masks from its packaging with careful fingers, holding it up like a peace offering. It was orange-striped with little ears on top. Then you reached behind you and grabbed a matching tiger-print headband, complete with pointy ears.
"And this," you said, holding it up triumphantly. "To keep your hair out of your face."
He looked positively scandalized. "There is no way Iâ"
"Oh, you are," you cut in, already nudging it toward him. "C'mon, Kei. Don't you want the full experience?"
He looked at the headband, then at you, then back at the headband like it personally offended him. But when you wiggled your brows at him and smiled with full confidence, he muttered something under his breath and snatched it from your hand.
"You owe me so much for this."
"Add it to my tab."
He rolled his eyes but said nothing as you helped him unfold the mask and carefully place it over his face.
âOkay, hold still. It has to line up with your eyes⊠okay, a little to the leftâno, my left⊠there.â
You leaned back to admire your work. Tsukishima, volleyball star, tall and smug and forever exasperated, now sat beside you wearing a bright orange tiger face mask that made his scowl look ten times funnier.
â...You look adorable.â
âI look like a joke,â he said dryly.
You took a photo.
âDelete it.â
âNever.â
Despite all his complaining, Tsukishima stayed there with you for the full fifteen minutes, arms crossed and huffing dramatically every so often. But he didnât move. And when you started scrolling through your phone again, his thigh pressed just a little closer to yours.
And when the timer went off and you both peeled the masks off with grossed-out noises, you glanced at him with a grin.
âSo?â
âSo what?â
âDo you feel refreshed and radiant?â
Tsukishima rolled his eyes. âI feel sticky.â
You laughed and leaned over to kiss his cheek. âYouâre glowing, tiger boy.â
He shook his head but didnât push you away. In fact, a small, reluctant smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
Maybe face masks werenât the worst way to spend a lazy evening.
heyy first time requesting from you but i looove your work so if you donât mind can you please write a timeskip!kenma x female!reader where reader is sick w high fever and kenma takes care of her and everything but two or one n a half day in she starts feeling really needy but is too tired embarrassed to tell kenma but he eventually finds out about what getting her so fussy and moody (other than the fever) and gives her what she longs forđđ»đđ» I apologize if this is too long i mean no pressure at all you dont have to do it but i love the way you write fics please make it as long as possible thank youuu<33
I think I've ticked all your boxes hehe NEVER apologize for a request I love every one <333 thank you for your lovely words of encouragement! Enjoy!!!
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Kenma had never liked seeing you sick.
Not in high school, not now, not ever.
He wasn't the overly expressive typeânot with words, not even with touch unless promptedâbut he was attentive in the quietest, most precise ways. It was in how he brewed your tea with exactly the right amount of honey, how he remembered which corner of the blanket you preferred, how he adjusted the thermostat a degree lower without being asked. It was in how he never once complained when you sneezed directly onto his hoodie and then apologized like you'd committed a crime against humanity.
You'd caught a fever two days ago. High. Dangerous enough to make him drop his controller mid-stream, tell his viewers he was logging off, and shut everything down without a second thought. His fans could wait. You couldn't.
Now you were curled up in bed, cocooned under three layers of blankets, face flushed and eyes watery. Your hair stuck to your temples in damp strands, and your lips were dry despite the water and juice he kept coaxing you to drink. A warm haze clung to you like a second skin.
Kenma sat on the edge of the bed, gently brushing a clammy strand of hair from your forehead, his brows drawn together with a soft, worried furrow. You looked so small like this. Fragile in a way he hated.
"Do you need anything?" he asked, voice soft.
Your response was a quiet humâtoo soft, too weak. Your hand barely moved when you tried to reach for him and gave up halfway through.
He sighed. "Iâll take that as a 'no' then."
He rose and padded barefoot to the bathroom to change the cool compress on your head. When he returned, you winced slightly at the shock of it against your heated skin but gave him the smallest of smiles. That smile was all he needed to stay planted beside you for the rest of the evening.
The first day was simple: fever, rest, more rest. Kenma read to you in a soft voice when you couldnât sleep, half-watching the screen of his Switch when you drifted off. The second day, the fever didnât break. Your cough got worse. You started getting whinyânot in a mean way, just more clingy, more fussy. You tossed and turned, grumbled at the blanket for being too heavy and then too thin. Kenma adjusted it each time without complaint, wordlessly refilling your cup when it was empty.
"Donât leave," you murmured once when he stood up to grab your medicine.
"Iâm just going to the kitchen."
"Still. Donât."
He paused. Then slowly sat back down. "Okay."
You fell asleep not long after, your fingers curled in the fabric of his sleeve like a tether.
By the start of the third day, the fever had started to dip, but something was off. Not worseâjust different. You were moody. Restless. Your eyes kept drifting toward him, then away. You fiddled with your sleeves, pulled your legs up under the blankets only to stretch them back out a moment later. You werenât saying much, but when you did, it was to complainâyour pillow was too soft, your tea was too sweet, your shirt was itchy.
Kenma didnât mind. He never minded when it came to you. But the inconsistency in your behavior pinged in the back of his mind like a notification he couldnât swipe away.
By mid-afternoon, he closed his game console and leaned forward, placing it gently on the nightstand. His golden eyes watched you with subtle intensity as you fiddled with the edge of your blanket.
"Okay," he said flatly. "Youâve been squirmy and weird all day. Spill."
Your eyes widened, and your faceâalready flushed from the feverâsomehow turned redder. You immediately turned your face into the pillow.
He waited.
You groaned. "Itâs nothing. Iâm just... tired."
He didnât buy it. Not for a second. "Youâre not tired. Youâre needy."
Your breath hitched in your throat.
Kenma blinked, letting the silence stretch for a moment as he watched you squirm. His voice dropped lower, a little softer, more curious than accusatory. "...That it?"
You buried your face deeper into the pillow, voice muffled and near-incomprehensible.
"What was that?"
You turned just enough to peek at him with one eye, your lip trembling slightly. "I just... I wanna be held. But Iâm gross and sweaty and disgusting, and I didnât wanna bother you."
Kenma stared at you for a long beat. Then he gave a soft sigh, scooting closer until his knees bumped the side of the mattress.
"Move over."
Your eyes widened again. "Butâ"
"You think I care about sweat?"
"I literally sneezed in your hair yesterday."
"You did," he admitted. "And Iâm still here."
You shifted slowly, cautiously, your heart fluttering like the fever had sparked all over again. Kenma climbed into bed beside you, the mattress dipping under his weight. He was careful not to press against you too hard at first, but once you leaned into him, he wrapped his arms around you with a slow, deliberate tenderness, pulling you close until your head rested just beneath his chin.
You melted.
The warmth of him, the steady rise and fall of his chest, the way his fingers settled gently against your spine and started tracing soft, grounding linesâit was everything you hadnât been able to ask for.
"Better?" he murmured.
Your voice cracked. "Yeah."
He kissed the top of your head, barely a brush of lips against fever-damp hair. "Next time, just say it. I canât read your mind, you know."
You made a weak, embarrassed sound. "I didnât want to be annoying."
"Youâre always annoying," he mumbled, brushing his thumb against your arm. "But youâre mine. So itâs fine."
Despite the congestion, the soreness in your throat, the heat in your cheeksâyou laughed. A breathy, tired little sound that still managed to be real.
He felt your smile against his collarbone.
Kenma held you tighter.
Neither of you moved for a long time. Minutes passed, then maybe an hour. Eventually, you dozed off in his arms, breathing soft and slow, and Kenma didnât dare shift or get up.
He stayed right there, running his fingers along your back, as the fever began to retreat.
The medicine was working.
But more than that, you had finally let yourself rest in the place you needed most.
With him.
Kenma Kozume was a man of few words, but when it came to gaming, his focus was unmatched. His world narrowed down to the flicker of the screen, the subtle click of buttons, and the shifting of his fingers on the controller. You had gotten used to this side of himâthe way he would disappear into his own world, immersed in a game for hours on end.
But today? Today, you werenât in the mood to be ignored.
âKenny,â you murmured softly, standing by the couch where he was seated, his eyes locked onto the TV screen. He didnât respond, too caught up in whatever game he was playing, his brows slightly furrowed, lips pressed together in concentration. You knew better than to take it personallyâKenma could get lost in his games, completely tuning out the world around him. But after an entire afternoon of watching him battle it out with faceless opponents, your patience had worn thin.
âKenma.â
Still nothing.
You sighed, your lips curving into a mischievous smile as you decided to take matters into your own hands. If he wasnât going to pay attention to you willingly, youâd make sure he had no choice. Without another word, you climbed onto his lap, settling yourself comfortably as you straddled him, your arms loosely draping around his neck.
Kenma stiffened for a moment, his golden eyes briefly flickering toward you before shifting back to the screen.
âBabe,â he mumbled, voice low and distracted, his fingers still moving with practiced ease on the controller.
âWhat?â you asked innocently, tilting your head and pressing your chest just a little closer to his.
âIâm in the middle of a match.â
âMhm,â you hummed, leaning in to nuzzle your nose against his neck. âAnd Iâm in the middle of needing attention.â
You felt the slight hitch in his breath, the way his hands tensed around the controller as you placed a soft kiss just below his jaw.
âYouâre doing this now?â he murmured, trying to sound unaffected, but the way his voice wavered gave him away.
âIâm bored,â you teased, pressing another kissâthis time right where his pulse fluttered, your lips lingering a little longer.
Kenmaâs fingers twitched, and for the first time in a while, he fumbled, his character on the screen taking an unnecessary hit. You heard the faint sound of a death notification and bit your lip to keep from giggling.
âYou made me miss that,â he mumbled, but there was no real heat behind his words.
âDid I?â you murmured innocently, your lips brushing against his ear.
âYou know you did.â
You giggled softly, but you pulled back just enough to look at him, your fingers playing with the ends of his blonde hair. His gaze finally shifted fully to you, and the sight made your heart flutter. His expression was that familiar mix of mild annoyance and quiet affection, golden eyes softened by the warmth that was always reserved for you.
âYouâre impossible,â he murmured, his thumb lazily brushing against the joystick, but his movements were slower now, his focus barely on the game.
âAnd yet you love me,â you quipped, a playful smirk tugging at your lips.
Kenmaâs eyes flickered down to your mouth, and you saw the way his resolve crumbled just a little more.
âYeah,â he said softly, finally setting the controller aside and wrapping his arms fully around your waist.
You beamed, leaning down to capture his lips in a slow, sweet kissâone that melted away the distance that had been building over the past few hours. His lips were warm, and he kissed you like he had all the time in the world, his grip on your waist pulling you closer until there was no space left between you.
âMissed you,â you murmured against his lips.
âIâve been right here,â he murmured back, but his hold on you tightened like he was afraid youâd disappear.
âNot the same,â you whispered, brushing your nose against his.
Kenma let out a quiet sigh, resting his forehead against yours.
âI know,â he admitted softly.
The game forgotten, he pulled you closer, his lips trailing soft, lingering kisses down your jaw, across your neck, and back up to your lips. His touch was gentle but insistent, fingers pressing into your sides as he deepened the kiss, his body molding against yours. His hands traced slow circles along your back, each movement pulling you deeper into the moment.
âYouâve been playing all day,â you murmured softly, your fingers threading through his hair, gently tugging as he kissed along your jaw.
âMm,â he hummed, his lips brushing against your skin.
âAnd Iâve been sitting here, waiting for you to notice me.â
Kenmaâs lips paused, his breath fanning against your neck.
âI always notice you,â he murmured, his voice softer now, filled with something that made your heart flutter.
âThen prove it,â you teased, leaning back just enough to meet his gaze, your eyes gleaming with playful challenge.
A small, almost imperceptible smile tugged at the corner of his lips as his hands slid up your sides, his thumbs brushing lightly over the fabric of your shirt.
âYouâre really testing me today, huh?â he murmured, his golden eyes darkening with something deeperâsomething that made heat pool low in your stomach.
âMaybe,â you whispered, tilting your head slightly.
Kenmaâs lips captured yours again, but this time there was more urgency, more hunger. His hands tightened on your waist, pulling you even closer until there was barely any space left between your bodies. His kisses grew more insistent, his lips trailing down the column of your neck, leaving a path of warmth in their wake.
âIâll prove it,â he murmured softly, his voice a low promise against your skin.
You felt the heat rising between the two of you, your heart pounding in anticipation. And as his hands roamed your body, his touch both familiar and electrifying, you knew that Kenma was more than ready to remind you just how much he noticed youâin every possible way.
âGood,â you whispered, a satisfied smile tugging at your lips as you leaned in to capture his mouth again.
And in that moment, with his arms around you and his focus finally where it belonged, everything felt perfectly, wonderfully right.
The overhead lights buzz faintly, casting a dim yellow glow over empty desks and scattered papers. Practice ended hours ago, but youâre still hereâhalf because youâre sorting through lineup sheets for Coach, and half because Iwaizumi never knows how to leave when Oikawaâs still in the gym pretending heâs immortal.
Itâs just the two of you now. Oikawa finally gave up ten minutes ago, muttering something about stretching at home, and the silence that follows his absence is a rare kind of peace. You can hear Iwaizumi breathing again. That quiet, controlled rhythm he always slips back into once he isnât yelling, chasing, fixing. The gymâs been quiet, too, like itâs exhaling after hours of pounding sneakers and shouting voices.
Heâs sitting across from you now, chair turned backward, arms crossed over the backrest. Watching you. Probably not even trying to. He just does thatâstudies you like youâre part of the game plan, like your existence needs analyzing in case it ever falls out of line.
âYou should go home,â you mutter without looking up, thumbing through one of the stat sheets. âYouâre gonna pass out before you make it up the hill.â
âI could say the same to you,â he fires back, voice low, tired but still that familiar gravel thatâs embedded itself into the fabric of your after-practice routine.
You shoot him a look, but it doesnât have much heat. âYeah, but Iâm not the one whoâs been diving face-first into the court all evening.â
He smirks. Leans his chin onto his forearm and shrugs, like the ache in his shoulder isnât something heâs been carrying for weeks now. You wonder if he even notices the way he favors it. Probably. He just ignores it.
âYou never quit,â you murmur, half to yourself.
âNeither do you.â
You donât say anything to that. Mostly because itâs true. He sees right through you. Always has.
The silence stretches. Itâs comfortable, warm in the way only Iwaizumi can make it feel. Thereâs no pressure to fill it. No need to perform. Heâs always been like thatâsolid, grounded, the kind of person you could fall into without worrying if theyâd catch you. And he would. Every time.
Youâre not sure when you started noticing it. The way his hands lingered when he handed you a towel. The way he remembered how you liked your drinks cold, not iced. The way he always checked your clipboard before practice started, just in case you forgot something. He never made a show of it. He just⊠did. Like breathing.
You look up at him, and heâs already watching you.
You blink. âWhat?â
He shrugs again. âNothing.â
âCreepy.â
His smirk deepens. âYouâre the one talking to yourself.â
âI was talking to you.â
âSure.â
You roll your eyes, but youâre smiling, and you hate that itâs so easy with him. So natural. Like your heart hasnât been clenching in your chest for months now, like every little moment with him doesnât echo louder than it should. Itâs loud right now. Deafening.
You look back at the papers. âSeriously, though. You should rest. Youâve got a game this weekend, and if you overdo it nowââ
âI know.â
Of course he knows. He always does. Thatâs part of the problem.
You press your thumb into your temple, eyes scanning over messy handwriting. Your back aches. Your stomachâs been growling since the second set ended. You know you should pack it up and go home, but thereâs something sticky in the air tonight. Something that hasnât settled.
âHere,â Iwaizumi says suddenly, and before you can react, heâs pushing something across the table.
A protein bar. Slightly squished, but still sealed.
Your brow furrows. âYou brought this for me?â
He scratches at the back of his neck. âYou always forget to eat after practice. Thought Iâd try being useful.â
You stare at him. âYouâre already useful. Like, medically essential. Youâre the only reason Oikawa still has knees.â
He snorts. âI mean to you.â
The air shifts.
Itâs subtle. Barely a tremor. But it leaves everything a little quieter, a little sharper.
You donât answer. Just take the protein bar and turn it over in your hand. You trace the crinkled edges of the wrapper with your thumb like itâs a puzzle.
âThanks,â you say finally, soft. âThatâs⊠thoughtful.â
He shrugs like itâs nothing. But his eyes are still on you. Warmer now. He looks like he wants to say something else but doesnât know if he should.
You try to focus on the sheets again, but your fingers donât move. The pen in your hand feels suddenly pointless.
âYou ever get tired of it?â you ask, your voice quieter now. âDoing everything for everyone else?â
He hums, leaning back. âYeah. Sometimes.â
âThen why do you keep doing it?â
Another pause. His voice, when it comes, is soft. Almost too soft.
âBecause I care.â
You glance up at him.
His eyes donât waver. âIt matters to me. That people are okay. That youâre okay.â
Your breath catches.
You open your mouth to say something, anythingâbut the words knot up in your throat. They donât come.
And then, like itâs the most natural thing in the world, he says it.
âI love you.â
Just like that. No lead-up. No dramatics. Just the truth, falling out of his mouth like itâs been there the whole time. Like heâs been saying it in a hundred other ways already.
You freeze.
He freezes.
Itâs only a heartbeat of silence, but it stretches. Stretches until it feels like the air might snap.
He blinks. Swallows hard. âIâshit. I didnât mean toâI mean, I did, but I wasnât gonnaâfuck.â
You just stare at him.
He runs a hand through his hair, the picture of calm unraveling. âForget I said that.â
âHajimeââ
âNo, seriously. I didnât want to make this weird. I justâshit, I donât know. You were just⊠sitting there, and Iââ
âStop talking.â
He does. Immediately.
You reach for him without hesitationâclose the space between you, one hand curling into the collar of his sweatshirt as you pull him down and press your lips to his.
Itâs soft at first, like youâre testing the waters. But he responds almost instantly, his hands rising to your back, grounding you like always. Like heâs been waiting. Like heâs been holding his breath.
The kiss is short, almost clumsy, but it burns. You can feel every second of restraint heâs practiced up until this point unraveling between you.
When you finally pull away, breath shallow, heâs staring at you like heâs still trying to catch up. Like heâs not sure it really happened.
And then you smile, smug but breathless.
"Took you long enough," you whisper, your voice barely grazing the space between you before you're kissing him againâfirmer this time, with all the words neither of you said until now pressed into the space where your mouths meet.
He smiles against your lips.
This time, he kisses you back like he means it.
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Aone was used to people avoiding him.
It wasnât personalâat least, he didnât think it was. He knew what he looked like. Tall, broad-shouldered, his expression unreadable even when he tried to seem approachable. And, of course, there was the fact that he had no eyebrows, which only seemed to add to the whole 'intimidating presence' thing. He had overheard people whispering about it before, speculating whether he was just naturally that way or if something had happened. He never corrected them. It wasnât worth the effort.
He didnât mind it, not really. It wasnât like he needed constant conversation. If anything, he preferred the quiet. But that didnât stop the occasional pang of irritation when someone flinched at his presence or whispered about how scary he was. He never let it bother him for long. It wasnât worth dwelling on.
But then there was you, who never seemed to get the memo.
You greeted him every morning with a bright âGood morning, Aone!â as if it were the most natural thing in the world. You sat next to him during team lunches, never asking if it was okay, never making a big deal out of itâjust plopping down beside him, completely unfazed. When the team joked and teased each other, you always made a point to include him, nudging his arm playfully or throwing in a comment like âRight, Aone?â as if it was obvious that he was part of the conversation.
At first, he thought maybe it was an accident. That you just hadnât realized how others saw him. But when weeks passed and nothing changed, Aone started to realize something.
You werenât scared of him. Not even a little bit.
And for reasons he couldnât explain, that made his chest feel warm.
It started during practice one afternoon.
The team was running drills, the gym buzzing with the sound of sneakers squeaking against the floor and volleyballs smacking against hands. Aone was focused, blocking each spike that came his way, his body moving on instinct. He wasnât paying much attention to anything else until he heard a sharp gasp from the sidelines.
He turned his head just in time to see you stumble, tripping over someoneâs stray bag. It was one of the first years', carelessly left near the edge of the court, and you hadnât noticed it in time. Your arms flailed slightly as you lost your balance, and Aoneâs body moved before his mind could catch up.
In an instant, his hands were on your arms, steadying you before you could hit the ground. His grip was firm, grounding, keeping you upright with ease. You blinked up at him, wide-eyed, caught off guard by the sudden proximity. For a long moment, neither of you spoke.
Then, to his surprise, you laughed.
âWow, youâre really strong,â you said, your voice light, as if you hadnât just nearly faceplanted in the middle of practice.
Aone swallowed. He wasnât used to complimentsâespecially not ones directed at him. His ears burned slightly, but he managed a stiff nod, gently letting go of you once he was sure you were steady.
You dusted yourself off, still grinning. âGuess I should stick close to you, huh? Might need you to save me again.â
Aone blinked.
Most people avoided standing too close to him. You were⊠different.
Slowly, he nodded again.
Your smile widened. âGood. That settles it.â
And just like that, you carried on, moving as if nothing had happened, as if Aone catching you had been the most natural thing in the world. But Aone felt a little different now, his hands still tingling from where he had touched you. It was a strange, unfamiliar feeling, and he wasnât sure what to do with it.
Later, when practice ended and the team started gathering their things, Aone noticed you walking in his direction. Without thinking, he shifted slightly, making space for you beside him. It was subtle, instinctive, but you noticed immediately, plopping down next to him with an exaggerated sigh.
âI think todayâs the day I finally die,â you groaned dramatically. âTell my family I love them.â
Aone huffed a quiet breath through his nose. It was barely anything, but you must have caught it because you turned your head and grinned at him.
âWas that a laugh?â you asked, eyes bright with mischief. âOh, weâre making progress.â
Aone shook his head, but he didnât deny it.
You tilted your head slightly, watching him curiously. âYou know,â you mused, âmost people get freaked out by you, but I donât see why. Youâre like⊠a human security blanket.â
Aone blinked at you, unsure of what to say to that. He had been called many things beforeâscary, intimidating, weirdâbut never a security blanket. He felt his ears burn again.
âI mean it,â you continued, stretching your arms above your head. âItâs nice having you around. Makes things feel a little more solid.â
He swallowed, staring down at his hands. He wasnât sure how to respond, but before he could even try, you stood up, stretching out your back with a groan.
âAnyway, I better go before they make me do more work,â you said, nodding toward the rest of the team. âSee you tomorrow, Aone.â
And then, like always, you left just as easily as you had appeared, leaving Aone sitting there, his mind spinning with thoughts he wasnât sure how to process.
Maybe, for the first time, he didnât mind having someone stick close to him after all.
The rain comes down in steady sheets, tapping against the windows in a soothing rhythm. The streets outside glisten under the glow of streetlights, the occasional car passing by leaving behind a faint hum of noise. Itâs the perfect kind of eveningâthe kind meant for staying in, wrapped up in warmth, with nowhere to be and nothing urgent pressing on your mind.
Daichi is already settled on the couch, a soft throw blanket draped over his legs, the remote lazily balanced on his stomach. The TV is on, playing some crime drama, but his attention isnât fully on it. Instead, he glances over at you, a slow, easy smile tugging at his lips as you walk into the living room carrying two mugs of tea.
âYouâre the best,â he says as you hand him one, fingers brushing against yours in the exchange. His hands are warm, even against the ceramic.
âI know,â you reply, sinking onto the couch beside him. The heat from the tea seeps into your fingers as you take a slow sip, savoring the way the warmth spreads down your throat.
Daichi shifts, draping an arm over your shoulders and pulling you close, his body solid and reassuring against yours. You relax into him easily, letting your head rest against his shoulder. His thumb moves absentmindedly over your arm, slow and steady, and you exhale, feeling the tension of the day melt away.
On the screen, the detective is interrogating a suspect, voice low and serious. Daichi lets out a quiet scoff. âThatâs not how real interrogations work.â
You smile against his shoulder. âOh? Care to enlighten me, Officer Sawamura?â
He huffs a laugh, shaking his head. âItâs just unrealistic. No one confesses that easily. And look at how heâs holding that reportâlike heâs never actually read one in his life.â
You chuckle, shifting so you can look up at him. âYou say this every time we watch crime shows.â
âBecause itâs true every time,â he argues, but his voice is light, teasing. âItâs a shame, really. They should just hire me as a consultant.â
âOh yeah, Iâm sure the Tokyo police force would love for you to moonlight as a TV consultant.â
He grins, taking a sip of his tea. âIâd be good at it.â
âYouâd be insufferable.â
âAnd yet, youâd still watch with me.â
âYouâre lucky I love you,â you say, laughing softly.
Daichi shakes his head, eyes narrowing at the screen as the detective makes a sweeping accusation that somehow miraculously leads to a confession. He scoffs, growing more animated now. âThatâs not even how questioning works. Thereâs a whole process! Thereâs procedure, and paperwork, andâwhy does this guy always get away with breaking protocol?â
You watch him, amused, as he continues to rant, his brows furrowed, hands gesturing as he lists every inaccuracy he can spot. His passion is endearingâadorable, even. And before he can go on any further, you reach up, cupping his jaw and pressing your lips to his mid-sentence.
Daichi stills for a moment, surprised, before he leans into the kiss, his earlier frustration forgotten. When you pull back, his brown eyes flicker with something softer, more intrigued, but you donât stop there. You press another kiss to the sharp line of his jaw, then lower, trailing down the side of his neck.
His breath hitches slightly, but he doesnât say anything. He just watches you, waiting.
You smile against his skin before slowly pulling away. Rising from the couch, you peel off your shirt, letting it drop to the floor as you make your way toward the bedroom. Just before disappearing through the doorway, you glance back at him.
âStill pissed at the show?â you ask, voice teasing.
Daichi exhales sharply, setting his mug down without even looking. âYouâre good.â
You giggle, knowing full well heâs already getting up to follow you.
Atsumu had absolutely no qualms with his life at the moment. In fear of jinxing it, he could say it was damn near perfect. He had accomplished his professional dream, being on Japan's Olympic Volleyball team, alongside teammates who have known and played with almost half his life. The people he considered to be the highest of the high. To make things better, he had you by his side, the greatest gift he's ever gotten (He'd tell you but you'd laugh at him for being too cheesy). You two had quite the blissful marriage, and with finding out a few weeks ago that you were pregnant with twins, he couldn't be happier with you.
Atsumu had been checking his hair out in the bathroom, prepping it for a luncheon he, and subsequently you, were invited to by the Japan Volleyball Association.
"Fuck!"
Atsumu hears you shriek out of frustration from the other room. He jumps almost immediately, rushing in to see what was causing you alarm. Whipping around the door frame, arms up to defend his wife, his adrenaline dissipates as he finds you in front of your vanity mirror struggling to zip up what was your favourite dress, but has recently become your most hated. Your bump stretched the dress, making it hard for the ends to come around let alone the zipper. Your face is red with effort, and with a lot of emotion swirling in your eyes. "Hey, hey, you okay?" He calls out your name softly, which usually made you calmer, but in this mood, your temper only flared. So of course, you begin to cry. "No, I'm not okay! I wanted to wear this dress and it doesn't fit! Nothing fits me, and I've gotten fat!" You break, spilling your guts as well as your tears, letting the tension break away from you. Immediately, Astumu is at your side, hugging you and allowing you to bury your face in his chest. He rubs your back in a soothing motion, trying to get you to calm down. "Babe, who on earth said you're fat? You're pregnant." He gave you a squeeze, talking gently in your ear, but you shook your head. "But I got so big so fast!" You were whining now, and while Atsumu knew you were genuinely upset, he couldn't help but smile. Still, he gave you a reassuring kiss on your head. "Well yeah, there's two of em' in there." His hands went from your back to your swollen stomach, "They need room to grow." And you groan, being dramatic. "But what if at the party they think I'm fat?" You ramble, clutching Atsumu's steamed shirt. Your husband stutters, trying to think of the right answer. "I'll... Make sure to let everyone know we're pregnant?" "What?! I don't want people to know we're doing it!" Atsumu gives you a look of pure confusion. Atsumu blinked at you, his lips slightly parted in disbelief. "Sweetheart," he said slowly, as if choosing his words carefully, "you do know that's how babies happen, right? I mean, it ain't exactly a secret how we got here."
You groaned, your cheeks heating up. "I know that! But still, I donât want them thinking about it. It's embarrassing!"
He couldn't help itâhe laughed. A real, loud, genuine laugh that shook his shoulders and made his head tilt back. His amusement was contagious, and despite your earlier frustration, you felt your lips twitch into a reluctant smile.
"Youâre somethinâ else, you know that?" Atsumu said, grinning as he wiped the corner of his eye. He leaned down and kissed the top of your head again, his hands gently squeezing your waist. "But if you donât want people thinking about it, fine. I wonât say a word. But listen hereâif anyone tries to say somethin' stupid about you tonight, Iâll let 'em know exactly how proud I am of you. No one messes with my wife."
You sniffled, swiping at your cheeks with the back of your hand. "You promise?"
"Cross my heart, darlinâ." He tilted your chin up with his thumb, meeting your watery gaze. "And for the record, youâre the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen. Donât you dare let that dress or anyone at that party tell you otherwise. Got it?"
"But what ifâ"
"No 'what ifs.'" Atsumu cut you off gently but firmly, resting his forehead against yours. "Youâre not just my wife; youâre also the woman growinâ two babies, and if that ainât somethinâ amazing, I dunno what is. So wear somethinâ that makes you feel comfy, and weâll go in there and show everyone how perfect ya areâbump, dress, and all."
You sighed, leaning into him. "You always know what to say, donât you?"
He smirked. "Nah, sometimes I wing it and hope for the best. But Iâm glad this worked."
You couldnât help but laugh at that, the tension finally easing from your body. Atsumu, satisfied with your soft giggle, gave you another quick kiss before pulling back and gently guiding you to sit down on the bed.
"Stay put. Iâll pick you somethinâ else," he said, already heading to the closet.
"Wait, youâre picking my outfit?" You raised an eyebrow at him, skeptical.
He shot you a playful look over his shoulder. "Trust me, babe. I got this."
You werenât entirely sure you did trust him, but the way he moved so determinedly between your closet and the mirror made you feel a little lighter. Besides, how could you not feel cared for when your husband was doing everything in his power to make sure you felt confident and loved?
Minutes later, Atsumu returned holding a simple but elegant dress you hadnât worn in years. It was loose enough to accommodate your bump but still flattering in all the right ways. "Try this," he said, holding it up proudly.
You stood and slipped it on, and to your surprise, it fit perfectly. When you turned to face the mirror, Atsumuâs reflection was beaming behind you, his arms wrapping around your waist.
"See? Told ya I got good taste," he said, resting his chin on your shoulder.
"Yeah, yeah," you mumbled, feeling your cheeks heat up again. "Thanks, 'Tsumu."
"Anytime," he murmured, his voice soft and full of love.
As you both got ready to leave for the luncheon, Atsumu leaned in one last time, his hand resting protectively over your belly. "Yâknow," he whispered, "theyâre real lucky to have you as their mom."
You smiled, your earlier worries completely forgotten. "And theyâre lucky to have you as their dad."
With that, you headed out together, feeling lighter than you had all day.