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I had/have art block and then remembered I should post on Christmas... it was 4 in the morning the day of
Merry Christmas!!!
I just finished hannibal and uhm... will grahams slut development??šš
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I got my art signed by Hugh Dancy and it was so cool and such an amazing experience ahhhhhhh words cannot describe it>w<
Got to see Hugh and Mads in person and eccc and it was so amazing Iām so grateful to have had the experience!!! I got some of my art signed by Hugh and Iāll make a separate post for that>^<
Iāve been thinking lately about the exact time hannigram feels love for each other for the first time.
Itās very obvious when it comes to Hannibal because we all saw his heart-eyes when they first met.
Like dude you donāt even try to hide it! Youāre so fond of him and fascinated by this rude-but-beautiful man. (Also the āREADY FOR LOVE in 5 daysā describes him in 100% at this moment. Good work, marketing team!). But I donāt think this is exact time when he became aware of his feelings.
This scene is my favourite in the whole show and I think in this moment Hannibal truly knows how deeply heās in love. He thought Will was dead and then he finally sees him he was like - š„ŗ. Iām sure if Will was really dead Hannibal would sob in Bedeliaās place and then kill everyone in FBI (because they couldnāt save Will) and then himself.
Itās far more complicated with it comes to Will. Partly because Will denies his feelings and tries to concentrate on Chesapeakeās Ripperās murders. Even when he found out that Hannibal is a murderer and generate all this plan with Freddie he tried to warn Hannibal (And wanted to run away with him as we know) in Mizumono. And partly because Will just hide this feelings better than Hannibal (which is very funny because Hannibal had a complete control of his emotions but when Will was around Hannibal was like šš„°š„ŗāŗļø).
Also we canāt exclude that Will is from south which is quite homophobic part of the country. I think it was more hard to him to accept the fact that heās attracted to man than it was to Hannibal. So itās obvious that Will would deny his feelings even if he wouldnāt fall in love with the cannibal but just a man.
Did Will feel sort of love in this scene? Well, I donāt think this was exactly love but Iām sure he felt a huge gratitude that heās not alone in this situation. He didnāt know Hannibal much by this time but he thought that this man deserves to be in his life. He felt interest maybe (soon after the āI donāt find you that interestingā scene lol).
In this scene Will said āI have to deal with you and my feelings about youā. (Some people might say that he meant hate in this scene but I think he meant love/hate) So by this time we know that heās aware of his feelings about Hannibal. Iām 100% sure that Will fully accepts his feelings only in Mizumono. (A giant black deer as a metaphor of his feelings for Hannibal is literally bleeding when Hannibal runs away).
Soooo I think that he feels so sort of butterflies in this scene. Some of you can argue with me saying āwell he compares Hannibal with Chesapeakeās Ripper hereā and maybe youāre right but itās only 1x07! Itās too early for him to realise that! Will is a man of labour and he always sees Hannibal as pedant and clean person and right now heās saving manās life without minding. Will sees Hannibal as strong and professional as he is. And I think in this moment he felt something.
Sorry for my grammar. English is not my native language. I also would like to see your opinions and thoughts about this topic.
ok guys we have to talk about kevin
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65369347/chapters/168209467
Hereās chapter one! I kept it pretty short and simple for the start. Hope yāall enjoy!
Hey guys!
I know this is probably terrible timing, but I did want to let yāall know Iāll be taking a small break
or at least I donāt anticipate it to be long. My mental health hasnāt been the best, and Iāve got a lot of medical stuff I gotta take care of rn. So sorry to let yāall down like this. Iām super grateful for you guys, and Iāll do my best to be back soon.
Note: Some good news is that Iāll still be continuing my AO3 story tho! Since I only really plan to posting once a week, I think it wonāt be too much on me. I also havenāt posted the link for it on here yet ācause Iām still working through some stuff in chapter one.
Anyway, love yāall and stay safe š¤
Cool squirrel!
Glad to hear you're settling in Baltimore alright. What does Beth do for a living, if you don't mind me asking?
- š§·
// ooc: I just watched Adam the movie the other day and I have so many feelings about it. Once again I applaud you on your amazingly canon-aligned depiction!!! Also p.s. my inbox at @safetypin-non is always open ^_^
Isnāt he just?
At first, I suspected he might have rabies because he was unusually receptive for a wild animal. But then I realized he was probably already used to being around people. I wished I had something to feed him, but unfortunately, I only had pastries with me which you should never give to squirrels or ducks, for that matter. A lot of people make the mistake of feeding bread to ducks, even though it can ultimately be harmfulāeven deadlyāfor them. If you really want to give them a treat, you should offer peas instead.
And Beth is a teacher.
///thank u sm sweetheart! means a lot considering Iāve never done anything quite like this before. definitely let me know what you thought of the movie :)
I havenāt had the chance to look for raccoons yet, but there are squirrels in a park nearby.
I donāt like the filter Beth put on this picture, but the squirrel was fascinating.
Best of luck with the move, and don't forget to breathe!! I know moving can be enervating, and it's tempting to just shut everything off. I make that mistake sometimes, so you're not alone. You have a great group of friends, and you're a wonderful person, Adam! I hope you have a really good rest of your day. :)
This message reminded me of someone I know..
Although itās not groundbreaking, youāre rightābreathing is something I have to do more intentionally. Thank you for your words. I feel a lot warmer around my heart now, in the metaphorical sense.
I hope you have a nice day or night!, depending on where you live.
Hey Adam! Congrats on the new job and move to Baltimore. I think a change of scenery from the noise and excitement of NYC will be a bit less chaotic.
As a reminder, I'm here for ya. I know I'm not involved, not trying to be, but I'm here. People shouldn't pity you. But they also shouldn't walk all over you. I'm proud of you for setting those boundaries.
Never compromise your wellbeing, ever.
- š§·
Hello,
Thank you for your message.I mean that sincerely. I think youāre right about the noise. New York has been too much for me ever since my Dad died, though I got used to the overstimulation. Or I thought I did.
Baltimore will be different. Not necessarily quieter, but..slower, maybe. Which might be good for me.
I appreciate the sentiment. I understand your concern. But sometimes things appear different from the outside. Iām doing what feels manageable for me at the moment. And that has to be enough, doesnāt it?
Stillāthank you, again.
Hey Adam! How are you doing today?
Hello,
I did not manage to answer you in time. I do not remember how I felt on May 2nd.
But if I apply your question to today, Iād say I feel desolation and a sense of culpability regarding my emotional state.As for what Iām doing; Iām packing boxes.
Iāve been trying to organize them methodically, much to Bethās frustration. We argued about it yesterday. It makes my skin itch to watch her throw everything together without care.
Tonight, Iām going to the park to watch the raccoons. I hope itāll settle my thoughts. I know it wonāt, thereās no magic in distraction. But maybe if I keep myself occupied long enough, I can crowd out whatās pressing on me.
After all i understand that my routines arenāt efficient for moving. So, Iāll dissociate as much as I can.
You do not understand me. You pity me.
I took the job offer in Baltimore.
I will be working as a guide at the Davis Planetarium. Iām very happy it worked out. The planetarium has such a rich archive and so many exhibits in rotation! Iāll have a lot to learn and organize, and even more to share. I am already experiencing a lot of excitement about that.
That means Beth and I will be moving to Maryland soon, leaving New York behind. I will miss New York. But Iām looking forward to seeing some people in Baltimore. And itāll make getting to Dr. Lecterās appointments easier, once he returns from his retreat.
What made you decide to get back with Beth? I thought you were doing pretty well, especially with Nigel. I think we all just want to make sure you're truly happy with this decision.
I donāt know. I think I want to be left alone. I donāt want to answer any more questions about thisā¦
Good luck with talking to Beth š¤
If it goes south, just make sure you take care of yourself first.
- š§· (safetypin-non)
Thank you. It went well.