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Ask Game: List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers :)

I got the same question 3 times and never once did I answered I'm sorry 😭

But to answer now :

5 things that makes me happy uh ?

-When I like my drawings

-Fandoms

-Fanfictions

-Taking pretty pictures in the games I like

-Nostalgia

People do faults. They told things they never meant to say to the ones they love, but regret after they said those things. Life is completely clueless sometimes, and you are just there waiting for miracles and shooting stars. You drink, hoping it will carry down your pain while giving you chills as your nurvous system is getting the feel 'Am FUcKiNg CoOl!'

It is a perfect lie, though. You feel it and you rock it.

But you forget it-that the truth will always find its way back to you.

You feel nostalgic about your life, which was once a blooming flower in wild where it never saw the raw cement and dust on roads you never roamed. You want to have it back, because it is your life, and you began to curse the world which teared you apart from that beautiful life. You lost love, you lost company. You were left in alone. No one is here now. It's just you. And some cyber world actually, but you can't be a part of it.

Because you belong to the life you've lost. And it's your fault.

And even people forgive your cruel words, they aren't going to forget them.

After all, the scars you left behind will remain forever, knowing about your sins, and hunting down your future.

And you're glad you feel the pain you caused in their hearts. You. Deserve. It. For your own good.