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jesper is known from gambling. it's not a secret that he's addicted. everyone knows that. he is known from being the best sharpshooter in ketterdam as well.
he alson is known from being always the happiest person in the room.
not everyone knows that is a lie.
well, jesper doen't think that someone besides kaz knows
and well, he kind of... doesn't care? it's his problem after all
jesper knows that kaz doesn't give a shit about his addiction
he thinks inej doesn't care
in fact he thinks no one cares about him — even his dad
he is dying like his mother did
but he's dying slowly
and then there is wylan
sweet wylan and jesper thinks that he never met someone that innocent while being one of the deadliest people
wylan cares and that's cute even when it's confusing jesper
sweet wylan who went through hell still has the good in his heart and it is the prettiest thing jesper had seen
jesper thinks he never loved someone in the way he loves wylan
he doesn't love wylan because he's rich and the most beautiful person
he loves wylan bc he cares about jesper when even jesper doesn't care about himself
so he tries his best but he knows wylan needs something more. wylan deserves the world and jesper isn't able to give him even a piece of what wylan deserved
so he had to leave
and he left (even though it hurt) bc he had to
jesper to the end of his life regreted it
he died at an early age, he was only 23