I Feel So Irreplaceably Calm - Blog Posts

peanuts people this is so so pretty cinema love languages so absolutely breath taking i just stepped on. a god damn roach or smth when u got up at night which is always so horribel im scared of them and i couldnt stop like shaking and my muscles kept getting tense and all and i came back from the bathroom and saw this and i feel so irreplaceably calm are so so pretty theyre so kind and its amazing that they love each other and its amazing that they have arms and torsos and legs and fingers so they can hold each other and i hope everyone has people that they love people that can give them hugs and give them comfort and hold them i miss my friends oh so dearly i cant wait to give them all a ten minute long hug once we meet again and bc of miss roni i cant even hold the friends i DO have near me properly we meet in college and before we could hug and hold hands and mess up their hair and we could stand together with our arms on each other’s backs while talking to other people and we could share oranges in the winters and sit in the courtyards together and peel fruit for each other and there were peanuts too and the sun was so warm as much as i want to go back home... id like to get to experience another winter like that in this faux home of a city just once more miss roni... why have u taken so much from us n e ways this is all unnecessarily long winded for no reason but i didnt wanna forget how i felt watching this so here we are i live so i love