I Hope Things Get Better - Blog Posts

being surrounded irl exclusively by people who barely acknowledge your existence and all seem to hate each other while simultaneously loving each other more than they tolerate keeping you around is crazy. like wow. this sucks badly

I feel like they weren’t exactly bullying me but more like messing with me? Idk but somehow this started to affect me in some way

Hopefully things go good (I tried to reblog this a couple times but some thing was going on

Me almost cry at lunch today, me have big anxiety and don’t like people trying to talk to me or just trying to mess with me. And when I try to stand up for myself and trying to act like them I think I look stupid

Am sorry, dear. I know how that feels…but am glad you stood up for yourself!

Hey guys, Nick here.

I have to say something. (Lots of distress coming through so brace yourselves) If you don't want to see this, that's alright. This is extremely off topic and personal. Ready? I'm sorry, I don't know how to do the "read more" thing yet.

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So, me and my family are in a dark place right now. My mother just broke down at the table today because of financial problems and it just hurts me seeing her like this. She currently has three businesses that aren't going so well and we're just ashamed of asking other family members for help because we've asked enough. She doesn't want to break their trust because they helped fund the business but no profit is coming out yet.

I want to help. I want to help right now but I don't know what to do. I figured, since I run two art blogs, I should open commissions, right?

So, kakapalan ko na yung mukha ko, asking for your help. I have yet to console somebody on how this works, but I desperately need to help my family in some way or else it's going to guilt me forever.

I'll be opening emergency commissions VERY soon. I know it's so all of a sudden, and my art's still crap, but like I said, I'm going to muster up courage to ask for your help. I'm not going to ask for donations because that honestly guilts me further (not that I'm shaming anybody who does that!) I have a set of skills, so I'm going to use that.

Just... I need the help right now. We need help. Casual updates won't be in for a long time.

I'm sorry if this stressed you out, but as you read, I am equally stressed. I cried as I thought about posting this.

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TLDR: I'm going to do emergency commissions soon because I need help

Hey, @topazshadowwolf . I know this isn't the most polished or accurate picture, but I wanted to draw your late kitty Hickman for you. We all appreciate you and your works, and this is my way of thanking you. You have made me laugh and cry and especially daww on numerous occasions with your great writing. You are what I think of when I imagine any scenario of Dadmare, and what I compare to when reading anyone else's works about it. You are so inspiring as a storyteller, and I thank you for providing all that you have to us.

You have said through Nightmare that there are times to be sad, and now is one of those times. I hope that you are able to mourn him properly. I don't know if your beliefs allow for animals in heaven, but I thought you might like a version of him with wings and a halo.