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I just found that the guy I admire kinda hates me? For having the same crush as him which is... really stupid?
Like, really? I don't know why, like I didn't even resent or dislike him when I found out we have the same crush. It kinda hurt and also really stupid.
Me and him don't even the right to get mad at each other since M is not his or my boyfriend. And also the fact that he got seriously jealous and mad when M put a random letter with a heart beside it and he got extremely jealous and mad. Like M is a person with his own feelings and thoughts.
Hell, I would support M if he has a crush on someone since he's a human being not a npc. I already confess to M and he rejected me which I didn't mind and oh boy I don't know how he's going to react if he ever confess to M and M rejects him because M is not into men.
And tbh, if he wants M to like him or maybe you know change his sexuality? He can start talking to him, I mean he has the confidence for it. I don't mind if they start dating since I think I found someone who's much better for my heart.