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I'm Stuck Between Writing A Fanfiction Or Drawing About This Angst And At The Same Time Leaving It To Someone Else Because Of Art Block - Blog Posts
Peri angst idea🧚♂️👑
What if events taking place after the S1 Finale Peri is somewhat the same (like yeah his personality and shit is still in tact), but now Peri is traumatized beyond repair like half of him is now kinda scared of Dev and Irep ,now has Autophobia and/or isolophobia (a morbid fear or dread of oneself or of being alone, isolated, abandoned, and ignored) , Frigrophobia (a persistent, abnormal, and unwarranted fear of coldness) , and Nyctophobia (an extreme fear of the dark)
,and it's all because Dev straight up tried to kill him by leaving him behind in this cold dark and lonely containment and not making any kind of wish ,kill Peri by giving him magical build up. Not only that but what if despite the trauma....,despite the things
Dev has done to him Peri feels terrible and even feels a sense of self hatred for feeling this way sense Dev is just a traumatized kid/ his god child, for not doing good enough and/or not making Dev happy enough, and for not preventing all of this ,for not seeing the signs sooner to stop Dev's takeover and stop his near death ,
he isn't angry at Dev, he just wants to help him despite all of it ,he just wants to make everything right but Dev definitely won't let him do to "not remembering him", out of guilt (he definitely sees himself as a monster after what he's done to Peri), and out of fear of Jorgen swooping in,
and during all of this ,Peri is just outwardly pretending that he's fine and everything's fine and how everything is fine and always will be ,to the point the Peri just starts having these random outburst
Like give this man some serious PTSD , if S2 shows Peri completely fine, I'm gonna be extremely upset. Like, If you’re going to make Dev complex than do the same for Peri!
I also can't stop thinking about these three Ideas and my autistic ass brain that lives off of angst won't stop thinking about it:
Credit to:
@hollys-fairy-hell