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Random Theory Thought
y'all, so we know that Jackson influences Exer's life through the notebook. Because of this, I have two theories.
Theory A) Jackson's powers extended beyond that one notebook and anything he writes might come true. (No concrete evidence, neither shown nor disproven in canon)
Theory B) Jackson's mom had powers, which she embedded in the diary, which she gave to Jackson.
Theory C) a combination of both. Jackson's mom had powers, which she put in the diary, and passed her powers down the Jackson, resulting in his seeing the future (heavily implied), his ability to influence Exer's life (canon), and his potential ability to write anywhere and it'll come true.
There's also the Jackson-Exer brother theory. As in, the reason they're connected is because they have a mutual mom.
I dunno. Just 3am rambles.
them when they
yah its the magic boy
GUYS I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE A PANIC ATTACK 😨
WHY?!!???!!!???!!!!!
hey can you force ado to make an NJ song next please
HEY @xx-midnight-candy-goblin-xx WRITE NJ SONG RN
Awww, lucy furr is a little prankster
Look at her!🥹
(She's just like Jackson)
Nice. I don't know what to add to this, so far the situation being caused by DID seems likely but I think we need to know more about the Diary situation to make a more grounded judgment.
Has anyone talked about the plurality in Jackson's Diary?
I don't know but I'm listening anyway
Has anyone talked about the plurality in Jackson's Diary?
Awww that's so sweet- he knows he's going to push them away and keep lying to them because that's how he is
He'll never be honest. He'll never show them the same love and trust they show him
had a identity crisis in front of the st louis bathrooms bc closested ftm and i was scared to go in the devil bathroom so i was forced into the angel one by society
Pee in the middle of both bathrooms then
Waiitttttttt.......
So while exer had THREE nightmares about (probably) Jackson in a week
Jackson went to THREE different therapists in the very same week
Huh....interesting
David: I think the guy is nuts
Jackson: YES I AM! Thanks for noticing David!:D
Jackson diary preview Chapter 21:
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
°I don't get Jackson's lack of self awareness. it's really weird how much he sometimes can't understand other people's behavior even if it's completely normal response to how he acted, of course David and ron are gonna be weird around him when he left them like that, he even acknowledged they're gonna think there's something wrong with him but now it's like it just got deleted from his brain. And shouting like this even though he should know both pamela and the library lady won't like it? This chapter's Jackson just feels very off character
Jackson's diary preview Chapter 19:
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
°uh yes. The satisfaction of exer's plans failing miserably
Chapter 20:
°alright I don't get how David doesn't realize exer likes brenda. It's just too obvious
•ron and David reaction to Jackson's behavior by trying to not associate themselves with him as much is pretty understandable; exer got what he wanted and Jackson accidentally helped him out with it.
Jackson's diary preview Chapter 18:
(Changed this series name because yes)
We left off at:
https://www.tumblr.com/loo011/755474519500718080/so-i-have-a-theory-that-jacksons-diary-is-less-of?source=share
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
•honestly if we didn't know exer's being a manipulative ass it would've been nice and understandable of him to tell his friends to give Jackson space but we know the truth; he's only saying that so Jackson doesn't join the reds.
•crazy how exer and Pamela's relationship turned into when it's awfully clear he held no remorse whatsoever for what he's done to her. Quite the opposite he seems as annoyed by her existence -maybe even more- as he is with Jackson.
•once again exer's acting skills are Top Notch! He genuinely looks shocked I can almost believe it
Oh look at me actually finishing and POSTING one of my 10 THOUSAND David fanarts finally- I'm actually surprised. Anyway here's some drawings of my babygirl
FROM 1990 TO 1989
these are the vibes for chapter 1 💯: Tuesday's Gone
(jackson’s pov):
AHHHHHH I AM BEYOND EXITED FOR THIS FIC! only 1 chap is currently out (16.2k words) and it’s a Jaxer/Jexer endgame!
Summary:
“The day Exer turned 19 is when it all went bad. Real fucking bad.
An earthquake set forth the catastrophe. No one in town thought anything of it, as they had become more and more used to their frequentness thanks to Exer’s little…accidents.
Okay, putting it that way makes it sound as if the boy still wets his pants. A better word would be ‘outbursts’.
Anyway, not the point.
Even Jackson didn’t freak out during the first few minutes of the trembling. He knew Exer had a good support group and it would all calm down in due time.
It didn’t.”
Jackson's childhood teddy bear from the flashback in ep 130 kinda represent exer?
Jackson's Diary: Oneshot: Inspired by chapter 131-132: Jackson centric: Angst: Hurt no comfort: No beta we die like exer: Jaxer(?): Could be read as platonic
And My Blood Will Freeze For You
Jackson has always been used to the cold, ever since his mother died alongside the emptiness he always felt winter had made a home in his heart.
Today was different, today the usually quiet winter raged a storm. He can feel the frost spreading from his ribcage and through the rest of his body ever so patient yet quick, his blood turning into icicles that would cut his skin from the inside to make it's way outside of his body leaving a bloody mess in the painful process.
The rain was pouring outside, the sound of each drop like a song that rhythm with his storm; quiet and almost unheard to the outsiders yet rining in his ears loud enough he can drown in it, and there will be nobody to save him.
Nobody to reach their hand to him, to chase him down a hallway or constantly ask him if he's feeling ok even though he won't talk and he would deserve it
He would deserve drowning for the entire night because he fucked up and hurt Exer
Jackson grinds his teeth and without even knowing it, soft tears start forming in his eyes.
Jackson had spent a long time wishing that he could go back in time to his childhood and do something anything to save his mother, now he wishes more than anything that if only he could go back and change the results of what had happened for Exer.
His mind scrambled at all the things he could've done. If only he never picked up that dairy. If only he never reached out to Exer again. If only he had told the truth. If only he never went to the forest earlier today. If only he ran after David instead,
(If only he never warned David about that rock. A cruel part in him whispers)
Jackson pushes the possibilities away, now only focusing on replaying the events in his head again and again and again and again until the scenes crash together and he can see himself in Exer's place.
He focuses his thoughts on that imagine, his cold blood spilling out. His body laying beneath the rock, his breath shallow as he breathes out cold smoke. Maybe if he tries hard enough he could believe that this is what had happened, that he's the one in the hospital bed and Exer is waiting out with Pamela and David,
Because that's what should have been. That's the reality they should be living in, not the real one he's forced to face right now.
He should've been the one hurt, not Exer. Never Exer
And the worst part is that this won't be the last of it.
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THAT'S ALL FOLKS!
Keep dreaming!
Something that's almost never acknowledged by jd readers (yes this is a character study)
A popular belief from s1 is that Jackson beat up exer because of what he did to pamela, however that's not actually right
If you go back to read prior to the fight you'll realize that Jackson was never really pissed off about what exer did until he realized that exer been sabotaging him too, that's when he gets angry.
Of course he acknowledges that's what exer did to pamela and yes it upset him and he believes pam should know; but the thing is that it doesn't upset him enough to beat exer up
Do you know what upsets him enough?
Pamela's makeover and joining the reds
This is what upsets him enough to beat exer up
Why?
Because looking at this from a different perspective; it looks like exer is still trying to sabotage Jackson's life and isolate him.
The only people on Jackson's side are pamela and brenda, but brenda is more of with both sides and with David being her brother and she obviously regaining her crush on exer; that would leave Jackson with only one person he can absolutely trust won't leave him: Pamela
So seeing Pamela with the reds felt like everything was crumbling for him; that exer was manipulating pam to join him and his friends and then exer would continue his cat and mouse game that Jackson now knows of.
So really it wasn't about pamela as a person as much as it was about pamela as Jackson's last remaining companion in that rivalry thing
Jackson and Diary casually giving Horror game character vibes:
hey wait…where’s my post?? I asked confused as I refresh my page never and over and find nothing’s
it turns out that I posted it in a community chat instead of an actual post
Silly me
@loo011
The ron disrespect is real
And the Jackson fear-
Can't forget that one
Draw evil Brenda again
ofc YOU would be the one to bring this up again /lh
can't believe I predicted the jd-character-evil-version-uses-the-diary-to-get-revenge-on-exer thing back in March
Just want to be clear but we all know Diary is definitely lying, right?
I mean that switch from annoyed to apologetic was too weird and sus
