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1 year ago

𖥻 when he buys you flowers

♡┊ 𝐇𝐘𝐕𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 ; han jisung

these days you have been feeling extremely exhausted from work/school, it was one of these times where everything is becoming to much for you to handle. of course your boyfriend noticed that, he always noticed even the smallest change of behaviour you had. so when jisung noticed that when you got back home and immediately sat on your desk to work on assignments instead of eating something first he was worried he didn’t even get his usual greeting and a kiss which made him pout a bit. jisung loved your kisses and affection and appreciated it every second of the day he got to have with you.

he saw you sitting on your desk to concentrated on your work to notice him standing in the doorway of the room. jisung slowly made his way towards you and put his arms around your neck from behind nuzzling his head in your neck breathing in your scent. it made you smile as you turned your head a bit to look at your cute boyfriend who was already looking at you with this cute smile. you couldn’t resist or better you didn’t want to as you leaned in an kissed his soft chapped lips.

jisung responded the kiss immediately happy to feel you against him after a whole day of dance practice with the other boys. when you pull away from him he whined “y/nnnn” you grin at him an mockingly teased him back “babyyyy” smiled at him. as jisung looked at your face he could clearly see the exhaustion on you pretty face, the dark circles under your pretty e/c eyes. it hurts seeing you like this. so he puts out his hand for you to hold on as you do he pulls you up against his chest making you let out sigh feeling your tired body relax in your boyfriends chest. jisung and you went to bed after finishing your nighttime routine and putting on comfy clothes, you fell asleep in each others arms.

as jisung opens his eyes he was greeted by the sunlight that fell on his face. he picks up his phone to look at the time 9:37am.

he sighed it won’t be another 5 hours till you would return from work/school suddenly he got an idea. he quickly got dressed and took his keys and phone and drove of to a coffee shop he got 2 iced americano after paying he drove off to your work/school knowing you would be on a lunch break when he got there. looking at the time again he saw that he still got 30 minutes left.

jisung wonders what he could do knowing it only took 10 minutes to get to your work/school as his eyes catches a flower shop he put the coffee in the cup holder in his car and closed it. jisung quickly crossed the street to the small flower shop, be pushed the door open, a ding from the bell above him rang through the store and a older looking lady appeared “hello sir what can I do for you” she kindly smiled at jisung. jisung looks around the store, at all the different flowers and his eyes catch a bundle of red roses. jisung points at them and smiled at the lady “could I have these roses please” the lady smiled and prepared the roses for him.

she put a red bow on it and cute white wrapping paper around them. after jisung pays for them he quickly drove to your school/work he saw you standing outside talking with your best friend. he took the flowers and the still warm coffee and walked up to you “for my baby” he said as he stood behind you. you quickly stopped talking and turned around to face a smiling jisung, one hand holding flowers the other held a coffee. you brightly smile at him taking the items from him starring at the roses, smelling them. “ji why did you get this for me not that I don’t like them they are beautiful but…” your voice trailed of thinking if today is something special

jisung chuckled and puts an arm around you pressing a kiss on your pouty lips. pulling back he shakes his head “no baby I just wanted to make you smile”

you broke me first | h.j

synopsis: You feel sad and empty but every help comes to late

pairing: jisung x female reader

genre: Pure Angst with a bit of fluff at the end

word count: 0.7k

warnings: Death, Sadness , sad feelings , drowning , just sadness

autors note: I just wrote down whats on my mind as i listened to the song. Italics are Lyrics

Maybe you don't like talkin' too much about yourself

But you should've told me

That you were thinking 'bout someone else

You're drunk at a party

Or maybe it's just that your car broke down

Your phone's been off for a couple of months

So you're callin' me now

The water was getting colder the longer you stood in it. Your feet touching the soft sand as the Moon shines above you, your hair was just falling down your shoulder. The waves splashed against your legs. Your soft blue dress moving slowly with the water. It was supposed to be a vacation. Now you stood there alone. No one to hold on, No one who could catch you when you fall. Your heart feels empty just like your brain. No thoughts only the Moon, the water and you in the middle of it. This is how it feels to be left alone in the dark… this is how it feels when-

I know you, you're like this

When shit don't go your way

You needed me to fix it

And like me, I did

But I ran out of every reason

You suddenly remember how loved you feelt. How much love you feelt from him. When he hugged you and told you that you are doing just fine. The way his skin feels against yours, the way his hand fits perfectly in yours. The way his eyes sparkle when he tells you about things he loves, the way his cheeks puff up when he stores food in them making him look like a squirrel. The way he always knew what to tell you when you thought that no one is going to make you smile. You missed it all. You missed the way he kissed you, the way his lips feel against yours. The way he kissed every millimetre of your Body, Praising you, telling you that you are perfect the way you are. Telling you that you are Beautiful. He always knew what to say to make a smile appear on your face again. The way his arms held you in the night, how they tightened their hold on you as if you were the last thing that held him on earth. He was your Home… your everything… your life line when everything feels like its braking.

Now suddenly, you're askin' for it back

Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?

Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had

But I don't really care how bad it hurts

When you broke me first

Now everything feels lonely and sad. You didn't notice the tears, you didn't notice them running down your cheeks like a river, you didn't notice that the water was now even colder, you didn't notice how time was running and you wished to turn it back o the time when he was there to hold you and kiss you, you didn't notice that you were slowly walking deeper in the water, you didn't notice you phone ringing, maybe you did notice it but you choose to ignore it, you didn't see someone walking towards you, you didnt heard someone softly whispering your name, No you don't notice all of this to deep in your thought and amazed how pretty the moon was shining above you. Suddenly nothing made sense to you anymore.

Took a while, I was in denial when I first heard

That you moved on quicker than I could've ever

You know that hurt

Swear, for a while, I would stare at my phone

Just to see your name

But now that it's there, I don't really know what to say

Now everything you felt was pain and sadness. Just wishing for someone to hold on, someone to tell you how you feel, someone that made it worth to breath, someone who loves you with all your flaws. Suddenly you feel someone turning you and your face was against someone's chest. It felt familiar… The cologne… the smell, the soft whispers of your name rolling off his tongue like honey. It was Him. He was holding you again and whispering sweet nothings in your ear, like he used to do. “Sungie i'm so tired” suddenly everything went black. Like your sistem shut down, like you were falling.