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So, I'll be on a break from here for a while. Don't expect any interactions, reblogs, and especially writing. I will not be active at all, I don't know for how long. Might be weeks, might he months. Don't know.
Stay safe and please remember me,
๐our beloved ๐๐๐๐๐.
Maybe you can start writing the series about Tony being the father of the reader and rafe being her only friend. Tf
Maybe you can learn to keep this kind of comments to yourself. I am not a pet to jump as high as you want whenever you want, do you understand? I am not a machine either, I have my own life to take care of, I have studies, I have relationships, I have my own fucking issues, so you have absolutely no right to come to MY blog and command me what I write and when. You didn't even bother to learn the title of the series, so I really don't see why you are so pressed.
It's MY blog, I can receive and ask for as many requests as I want, I can write those whenever I feel like and in whatever order I want and none of the readers have the right to say anything. I don't get paid to do this shit, I do it as a coping mechanism. You don't pay my bills, you don't manage my relationships, you don't study in my place, you don't give me the needed inspiration, you don't help with my mental health so I will write it whenever I can and want.
dark idea for bucky, he has an assistant which is more like naive, sensitive maybe a crybaby, and he teases her, is kind of mean to her sometimes, humiliates her, etc, maybe the dark twist is that he is into her and has a corruption kinkโฆ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๊ฐ SPARKLES ๊ฑ
naive.แreader && dark.แcongressman .แbucky barnes
"You gonna cry for me now, doll? C'mom, do it, do it for me."
The Congressman's deep voice makes your heart clench and you cage your lower lip between your teeth to stop the tears that threaten to spill.
Bucky's dark eyes dart from your face to your body and he licks his lips, stepping closer, effectively trapping you between the huge window and his massive body.
His hand comes up and grips your cheeks so hardly, your jaw falls slack.
His other hand nestles between your thighs and you choke on a moan. Bucky smirks, then his eyes bore into yours and you feel tingles of fear and some kind of twisted pleasure in your belly and you let out a small whine.
He sees how his own eyes darken in the reflection of your glossy eyes. "You're the prettiest when you whimper like this, and I barely put my hands on you.", Bucky growls, thumb caressing your face. "I love your face, baby, you look so stupid and those eyes look dumbly adorable, I mean...that's all you are." He always calls you dumb. At this point, you fully believe him.
When you try to flinch away, he goes on, almost like he is feeding on your frightened state. "But don't worry, doll, we're gonna fix this right now." You swallow, throat tightening at his words.
"You'll be the best girl f'me, I jus' know it."
Your eyes widen and shame burns in your cheeks when you feel a gush of wetness coating your underwear. And he feels it, too.
i wanna change my theme to navy blue or brown but burgundy is my characteristic color whad do i do help
my head is pulsing i wanna write, not study rn ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ
a rafe and jj series is coming reaaal soon, but the AU is of a veryyyy famous and loved movie...Y'ALL WOULD NEVER GUESS๐ซ but you can still tryyy
espresso red wine ribbon bambi cal. bitch
เน You are not here by accident. You like it when it hurts a little. Or a lot. Either way, come and revendicate your shade. How do you know which shade is yours? Well, below you wil find the types of readers I write for. And bleed for. Find out which one you are and let me know แ
เน Remember: you are much beloved and cherished by me. โฆ
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ESPRESSO.แreader
โ Fast-scrolling, and emotionally masochistic โ Has trauma AND a superiority complex โ Obsessed with mind games โ Would genuinely punch the character back if she would get hit โ Sharp-tongued โ Gets off on power imbalance scenes and calls it โcharacter developmentโ โ Favorite color is black. Or rust. Nothing pastel. โ Rage buried under control โ Keeps her brightness on the lowest setting. Reads the worst parts twice. โโ Guilt is a second skin for her. โโ Sheโs been through shit sheโll never type out, but my fics? They speak in her language. โโ Addicted to the ache. Canโt stop chasing the darker scenes โโ Eyes that havenโt slept properly in weeks โโ If she doesnโt feel something brutal, she doesnโt feel at all โโ One hand gripping the laptop, the other ready to throw it
RED WINE.แreader
โ Elegant but unhinged โ Reads slowly and feels everything deeplyโquotes passages religiously. โ Trauma romanticizer with a soft spot for broken men who lie well โ Loves candlelit danger, men with blood on their hands, and slow psychological decay โ She notices everything. โ Leaves long, emotional tags in reblogs โ Closet sadist. Emotional devastation is foreplay. โ Never acts while angry or sad, admirable strenght and great posture. โ Has old voicemails saved sheโll never play again. โโ Reads in silence, like itโs a funeral. โโ Violent scenes do not shock her. Gentle ones do. โโ Knows how to make excuses for people who hurt her. โโ A little bitter, a little romantic, a little exhausted โโ Doesnโt cry often, but when she does itโs ugly and quiet and late โโ Comes to dark fiction to find something she canโt say out loud: โItโs not okay, and Iโm not over it.โ
RIBBON.แreader
Craves pretty words and brutal truths in the same breath Was told she was too emotionalโso now she bleeds in private Her playlists sound like drowning in a flower field Stares at one sentence for ten minutes like it owes her something Sees love as a tragic myth but still hopes for it Too gentle for this world, too self-aware to leave it Romanticizes her pain because itโs the only way it makes sense Sews herself back together with lyrics, dialogue, and soft terror Doesnโt want to be rescuedโjust understood Finds beauty in characters falling apart gracefully Sheโs never yelled, but her silence is deafening She wants to be hurt gently. To be ruined with care. NO ONE would guess she reads fics this dark. Reads not to escape, but to understand the ache in her ribs.
BAMBI.แreader
She tells people sheโs okay. She even tells herself. But she seeks out fiction that makes her heart race for all the wrong reasons. She wants to be seen, but never found. She grew up too fast and too quietly. Sleeps with a light on, but only reads in the dark. Baby face, brutal tastes Soft voice, sensitive soul but dirty imagination Carries everyone elseโs weight. Fiction is where she drops it. Trauma survivor in disguise. Nobody knows what sheโs seen. Reads victim-coded fics because she just understands. Wants the monster to love her just a little. She thinks if she can handle it on screen, she can handle it in real life Afraid of him, but keeps reading Flinches when voices get too loud Sleeps with the door locked Kind because no one was to her Doesn't trust happy endings
CALIFORNIA BITCH.แreader
Fucks instead of crying Doesn't read warnings. Loves lollipops. Will literally not be ashamed of what she wants and supports, in fact, she would scream them from a microphone and a stage Heart of the party Requests five fics, and constantly refreshes the page to see if they got posted Gets needy and wet by just imagining the character Built like a femme fatale Looks mean, but is actually sweet. Kind of a bimbo.
I say MINORS DO NOT INTERACT not because minors make me uncomfortable and not because I wouldn't want to interact with you as a minor. It's because I know my content is NOT suitable for you (it's not suitable even for some kinds of people over eighteen years of age). I know FROM EXPERIENCE, I started reading dark stuff even before I was 18 and it was HARMFUL for me, trust me, I KNOW. I don't want you to go through the same shit I went through because of that.
I am sure many of you (minors) read worse things, those popular smut novels and so, but here it is not the place for you. Please RESPECT YOURSELF AND PROTECT YOURSELF!
need biceps rn
My name is ๐๐๐๐๐, I'm European and I am a young soul. This is what you have to know about me:
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐(๐): Burgundy, Maroon, Scarlett, Navy Blue, Forest Green, Baby Blue, Baby Pink.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐(๐): COFFEE. And Granita.
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐: Ribbons and bows. Biceps. Vogue routines filmed by celebrities. Hailey Bieber. Water. Older men. Cats. Leopards. Dark clouds and storms. Nighttime. Early mornings and crisp air. Pines. Perfume. Mascara. Spicy chicken burgers. Wired earphones. Purses. Short skirts. Large shirts. Sunglasses. The moon and stars. Lacy underwear. Showers. Curly hair. Pinterest. Messages and asks (on tumblr). Gum. Mangoes. Pop Music. Polaroids.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: Feminism, history, geography, philosophy, phsychology, literature, poetry, mathematics.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: Chris Evans, Brad Pitt, Daniel Day-Lewis, Frank Grillo, Tom Hiddleston, Heath Ledger, Jodie Foster, Demi Moore, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Natalie Portman, Aaron Taylor Johnson, Henry Cavill, Tom Hardy, Colin Farrell, Sebastian Stan, Angelina Jolie.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Rafe Cameron, Steve Rogers, William Wallace, Achilles, Brock Rumlow, Pietro Maximoff, Wanda Maximoff, Natasha Romanoff, Tony Stark, Thor Odinson, Loki Laufeyson, Sarah Cameron, Emperor Geta, Marcus Acacius, Andrew Barber, Ari Levinson, Curtis Everett, Nick Fowler, Lloyd Hansen, Steve Abnesti, August Walker, Walter Marshall, Cyrus Hanks, Benjamin Martin.
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฉ๐๐, Outer Banks, Pedro Pascal, Chris Evans, Lana del Rey, Chris Hemsworth.
๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: The darkened side of the human nature has always fascinated me, and I believe that by writing what I write, I will understand how it works even better so I decided to share with you what is blooming in my mind, to explore new points of view and to not just let my creativity die. Writing is also my coping mechanism.
๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ (๐๐๐๐๐๐) ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: No, actually, not at all. It is a response to the trauma and issues I have, I do not find what my characters do attractive. It is only for creative and fictional purposes. DO YOUR RESEARCH about this topic, it is not my bussines to explain how dark writers and readers' minds work.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: It depends. If I feel inspired by it, I will write it in one hour or one day. If the request doesn't really appeal to me, I will delay it and prioritize what inspires me. Some requests really inspire me, but I take more time with them, because I'm a perfectionist and I want them to turm out good.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: If you are following me for a good amount of time now, you will know pretty well my love for @highonmarvel. I could write pharagraphs about her. Also, my Pedro side is dedicated to @pedrosyouknowwhat, her talent is brilliant. My mother, literally, is @rvfecamerons, she inspired me to write for Rafe. Her writing and talent is out-of-this-world.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ?: OH, I LOVE asks. People really don't understand how important their support is, every single encouraging message or comment warm my heart and help me keep going.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐/๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ?: You can ask me to talk about certain celebrities, about my fics, about a character, about life experiences, but I will definitely not reply to very intimate questions. Hate is also gross, just scroll and block me if you do not like what I say or write. Literally.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: The Tortured Poets Department, Midnights, Born to Die, Lust for Life, Eternal Sunshine, Evermore, Folklore, Hit Me Hard and Soft.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: Lana del Rey, Taylor Swift, ABBA, Gracie Abrams, The Neighbourhood, Arctic Monkeys, Ariana Grande. THESE ARTISTS INSPIRE ME. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE RESECT FOR THEM, GO AHEAD AND BLOCK ME.
(๐๐๐๐๐๐๐) ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: The Albatross, I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can), The boy is mine, Video Games, Cherry, Forever Young.
๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: No.
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Visit the world. Become an influencer. Kiss someone. Interview a celebrity. Move out of my town. Get a therapist. Record a music video. See the Grand Canyon. Buy a polaroid camera. Be Tumblr famous. Finish all my requests and series. A speech in public. Punch a man in the face.
CEO Rafe and his secret secretary wife โ the rest of the staff have no idea theyโre married!
secretary.แreader && husband.แrafe
NOTES: wait--i can actually see this. This is one of the very few times you will see lighter, fluffy content on my blog, but I couldn't not write this headcanon. ENJOY <3
I'm thinking of...
CEO.แ husband .แRafe that was SO IN LOVE that he put a huge diamond ring on your finger as soon as you two started dating
CEO.แ husband.แ Rafe touching your thighs whenever you go past him, loving your yelps and choked gasps.
CEO.แ husband.แ Rafe who loves fucking you, his sweet wife, hard and fast over his desk while everybody else is on break.
CEO.แhusband.แ Rafe who spoils you rotten and only lets you work because he adores having you around.
CEO.แ husband .แRafe who fires almost all male employee's for looking at you in a way he doesn't like.
CEO.แ husband.แRafe that threatened the life of even his best friend, Topper, when he came by and asked you out, of course, not knowing you're Rafe's already.
CEO.แ husband .แ Rafe that secretly wishes you would get pregnant faster, so you would have to stay at home with his children and cut your every contact with the outside world.
CEO.แ husband.แ Rafe manipulating you after a rough argument, saying your entire life has him at the base and you simply...cannot leave him.
CEO.แhusband.แRafe who goes to the exact same vacantion spots as you, at the exact time as you and yet--none of your friends or co-workers haven't figured you two out.
THAT'S IT, Y'ALL, GOING BACK TO MY DARK ROOTS AGAIN, BYE--
OMG Y'ALL SHOULD I WRITE DARK!ANDY BARBER?? IF YES GIMME IDEASSS (says me that has 50 unfinished drafts and 15 unopened requests pls don't kill me)
re-watching Defending Jacob I NEED Andy Barber so BAD it hurts
OH MY GOSH YOU ARE JUST TOO KIND !!!
keeping characters accurate is my MAIN wish and I always get so happy when people say that!!
Thank you for ALL THE SUPPORT YOU'RE GIVING ME, BABYY โกโกโก
"You flinch like that again in public, and Iโll give you a real reason to." (1)
Character: General Marcus Acacius.
Trigger warnings: age gap (maybe reader is the daughter of someone from the Senate), power dynamic (he's the General a.k.a HOT), physical abuse, harassment, threats, fear kink, manhandling, manipulation maybe ?
I was honestly just thinking of Acacius putting on the facade of a caring, loving and dotting husband when he's scorting reader to the market to buy some food for dinner and at some point she does something he does not like and she flinches at his reaction. He's an abusive man close doors because he's obsessed with reader and deep down fears she's going to run away from him or something like that, I leave it to you obviously, I read your work and god, breathtaking to say the least
CORIANDER UNDER THE FIG TREE ููููู
senator's daughter.แ reader && dark.แgeneral acacius
.แ trigger warnings: My work contains dark themes such as physical abuse, power imbalance, age gap, harassment, threats, phsyhological terror and other possible triggering elements. Proceed with caution. If these warnings trigger you, DO NOT INTERACT. ๐cces my DARK PROMPTS, my WHEEL OF INSPIRATION, my MASTERLIST and send in more REQUESTS.
A shaky breath leaves your chest as you stroll next to the aged fig tree which marked the beginning of the market. And then, the scent hits youโcoriander. Its citrusy and spicy aroma was the characteristic, consoling element that marked your childhood.
Whenever you touch the darkened green leaves, sadness overflows you.ย
Your father, Ghauccus, often let you stand among the servants. You were much beloved due to your fatherโs kindness, everybody loved to see his sweet child growing up so gorgeously. The maids often let you ground spices in the bronze mortarโan activity you loved doing, especially during summer evenings, after you had tired yourself running after fireflies and the moths that gathered around flames that illuminated the garden and vines. Notwithstanding their chuckles at how heavy the pestle was for your infant hands, you were still encouraged and strength was manifested over you ever since you were a youngster.ย
A custom you and your father honorated religiously was theย first quarters of the moon, spent within the folds of forgotten stories or legends about women that shaped their own fate and destinyโno matter how darkened it seemed. You still felt your fatherโs fingertips grazing your lower back, showing you his deep affection and cherishment whenever you shared a walk in the open.
You flinch hard as you feel the generalโs โyour husband'sโ fingers gripping your hip and pulling you nearer his grander body. Your ribs are adorned by burgundy marks and a tiny whimper escapes your throat as the bruised flesh is pressed against the gilded armor with drops of gold which poke your skin mercilessly.
People bow their heads as he passes by with you on his arm, even though a couple of elders eye him with a disgusted glare and you...with pity. As they remember who your father was and who your husband is. They all view his as a tyrant for serving the twin Emperors so respectfully but you are the one that knows he certainly wants the throne somehow. You know about the plots and about his aspirations of becoming the Emperor of Rome soon. And the thought terrifies you.
You can already tell, by the way the muscles in his jaw clench and tick, that your "stunt" has maddened him. Fearย constricts your throat and you feel your chest burning, so you try your best to brush the event off your husband's mind.
"W-we should buy more herbs, and I will have the maids prepare you the dish you l-like so muchโ", you try to speak, but Acacius lowers his head to speak in your ear and the words die on your tongue.
"We will return home, my love.", he growls and you already feel tears burning in your eyes. Home? You don't want to go "home". You know how rarely he lets you out and you know what will happen to you when you arrive back to the villa so you try to delay the inevitable by lingering in this moment.
"P-please, my lord, please...", your eyes bore pleadingly in his coal black ones as you try to steady your whispering voice. "Please, no, let's stay a little longerโ".
"No?", he cuts you off again, and you feel his grip tightening. The deep chuckle that erupts from his broad chest sounds more like a growl and again, you feel small, powerless, you feel like a lamb to the slaughter. "When I command something, you have no say in it, haven't I taught you that, my little lamb?", he continues, as if he heard your thoughts.
You nod your head weakly, as you graze your eyes over the marketplace one more time. The coriander you willed to buy lies now forgotten on a wooden table as fear curses through your veins.
As soon as your feet hit the marble floors, and Acacius knows he is not under people's gaze anymore, you feel his hands on you. He grips the back of your neck and drags you to himself. You don't have time to scream, plead, begโonly to whimperโ, as his lips press to your ear. "Tell me, you like when I put my hands on you?"
When you only move your head in a silent no, too choked by your own sobs and tears, he shakes your body harshly. "Answer me!", he says, trying to keep his voice down, inhaling and exhaling, visibly overly angered.
"N-no...", you cry out in the silence of the house.
The general grabs your waist next and he slams your body in the wall. You fell the copper of the blood in your mouth as he presses himself against your back. "Then why you make me do this?"
Both of his massive, calloused hands that killed so many, wrap around your wrists, pushing them next to your head. The general's massive figure makes your lungs burn, air simply not reaching them.
"My queen, why do you have to be so diffucult? ", he asks you again, and even under the heavy robes, you feel his hard member poking at your lower back. A sob escapes your lips and you feel a warm, thin trace of blood running down your chin, along with fresh tears. He always gets disgustingly excited whenever he feels your muscles tensing with fear. Another thing you loathe about him.
"I give you everything, don't I? I am a good husband, I am wealthy and I will make you my queen one day, and you still act so ungratefully."
He retreats from you all of a sudden and your knees give up on your weight, making your body collapse on the ground on your palms and the skin tears open on them. Teardrops fall, wetting the expensive marble carved with bronze. Acacius's hand fists itself in your hair and he slowly pushes your head up. His eyes scan your terrified features and the blood that starts to dry on your face and he licks his lips at the sight. You feel like you are nothing but a pile of broken limbs at the general's feet.
He runs his thumb over your lips that are trembling, and pushes it in your mouth, letting it rest heavily on your hot tongue.
You screw your eyes shut as he pushes it further, almost touching the back of your throat with it. "Look at me.", he commands and you obey immediately when he grips your jaw harshly with the other fingers. "You are mine by right. If you shame me one more time, I will ruin you so thoroughly that even the crows will pity what is left."
You flinch at the threat, and terror settles deep in your bones.
The general retreats the finger from your mouth and grips your cheeks with his entire hand. The look in his eyes was, for a brief moment, vulnerable. The only vulnerable thing in him.
Another tear slipped down your face and, combined with your blood, it painted his hand in a powdered pink stripe.
"You flinch like that again in public, and I'll give you a real reason to.", the man finished, standing up high.
"I expect you in the bedroom. You have wife duties to attend. And if you refuse, I will fuck the disobedience out of you under the sunโs gaze โ and when everyone will spit on you as a whore, youโll know you earned it."
You choked on a sob as he left, and your blurry vision caught one of your servants, one of the servants that let you ground the coriander in your father's home, look at you with tears in her eyes. There was nothing you could do but stand up and join your husband.
โโ ๐๐๐๐๐: So, when I saw your request in my inbox, I was literally SO. HAPPY. because I've been seeing your reblogs and you read good stuff and it was really encouraging that you are reading MY shit ๐ญ โก Thank you, my love and I really hope this reaches your expectations. I LOVED WRITING THISSS
โโ ๐๐๐๐: @highonmarvel @pedrosyouknowwhat @essraxi โก
i was in my uber yesterday and i was talking about why my grade in the exam wasn't the highest with my friend and the man in the uber started tellin me (after she left) how it's fine and im still so smart and shit and he was clearly interested in me and i got a little freaked out bc he was forty somethin and when i got home i told my mom and she started blamin ME like wdym its my fault a weird older guy did that what was i supposed to do I AM SO FRUSTRATED AND SAD
THANK YOU ALL FOR 400 FOLLOWERS! This is my safe space and oh myyyy, you are all such an amaaaazing community and you support me so much i love you sm mwahh mwahhh thank youuu โกโกโก
struggling with writing Acacius rn, that man is making me wanna rip my skin off
y'all will LOVE my muse for the fic i have in mind
ahhh i'm so happy rn thank you thank you thank you!
I'M SURE YOU'LL EAT THEM UP, I'M SO EXCITED TO SEEEEE WHAT YOU'RE GONNA WRITEEE
for inspo, you could use my PROMPTS if you want to, they helped other writers too lol
p.s: im soooo embarrassed to send you theseeee, you're so amazing and don't need my shit, but idk, I can only hope they help idkkk
WAITTTT IM OBSESSED PLS THEYโRE AMAZING STOP
literally going to pull from these at some point omg tysm <3
posting sm on here makes me look unemployed. well, i am hehee
born to be a Frank Grillo blog, forced to be a Rafe Cameron one ๐
EXACTLY BABE! FINALLY SOMEONE THINKS LIKE ME.
like, i have only started one series with him because NO ONE REQUESTS anything ๐ญ
i'll take him either way, scarred or not, because GOOD. LORD, is he hottttt
my genuine question is why is Brock Rumlow so underrated like...that man is delicious and y'all sleeping on him, I swear๐ญ
my genuine question is why is Brock Rumlow so underrated like...that man is delicious and y'all sleeping on him, I swear๐ญ
i'm reeeeeally considering to write for Tom Hardy's characters...
I am SO glad this people left and it's just us, a bunch of mentally deranged people, enjoying this beautiful app in everlasting peace mhahahaha