Curate, connect, and discover
am i the only one who thinks this? hopefully not š«
AAAAAAAAGH /POS
Shrugs, KinitoPet/reader because I wanted to express my issues with intimacy or something. -Pesticideš
ao3
You know, itās really fun being a depressed senior in high school. Itās especially fun when you only have one friend, that friend being a fucking sentient and obsessive computer buddy who Iām pretty sure is a fucking virusā¦Donāt even ask how I managed to download a borderline virus onto my laptop, I couldnāt tell you to be honest. It kind of just⦠happened, you know? When youāre on the internet for over 8 years this shit happens, and it happens a fuckton; believe me.Ā
So now I sat, the permanent frown ever etched into my face as I doom scroll through Twitter. Twitter? X? Who cares, it doesn't matter. Iād much rather doom scroll on Tumblr, but I did that too much and Iāve basically seen everything for the next few hours. The band of my choice blasted through my headphones, Car Seat Headrest; much to before mentioned ācomputer buddyās dismay.
Oh, I didnāt tell you his name, did I? KinitoPET, or Kinito as he liked to be called. He? It?... Iāll go with him for now, Kinito seemed to be okay with those pronounce⦠Ha, pronounce⦠Pink gills and pronounce⦠A chuckle escaped me at that thought, which of course caught the attention of Kinito. The little axolotl's head perked up, his small, beady eyes staring into my soul. Fuck, that was unnerving⦠āWhat are you laughing at, Friend?ā He questioned, the text-to-speech voice ringing loudly as it sliced through the music. I winced at that, flinching at how loud Kinito had set his volume to.
Kinito had full system access to my laptop, a dumb decision on my part probably. If he wanted to could destroy everything, wiping the hard drive and all of the system functions. Though he chose not to, I think he understood that would kiss him in a way; which meant he would never see me again. God, what I wouldnāt give for that⦠But, in a way, I guess it would be a little sad.Ā
Kinito was my friend, my only friend. He had been there, for better and for worse. Never had Kinito laughed at me, nor was he overly harsh or critical of the things I loved. So, In a way, I suppose, I liked Kinito. At least I had grown to like him, maybe grown more than toleration. Eugh, even thinking that made me shiverā¦Ā Fuck, heās still staring at me, isnāt he?
āHm? Oh, nothing. Just thought of a stupid meme..ā I murmured in a harsh tone, my voice hoarse and scratchy. Of course, Kinito wanted to know more. He always did, it was his nature; he was AI, even if he was sentient. A hum of curiosity left the digital buddy, pixelated and piercing. The sound made me grunt with irritation, the sound forcing me to yank an earbud out. God forbid I got fucking tinnitus from this little shit, if anything, Iād much rather get it from an airplane jet⦠Hell, anything really.Ā
Kinito noticed my reaction, and he was quick to manage his volume; which I was thankful for. āAh, I apologize, Friend. I wasnāt aware I was so loud!ā He chuckled apolitically, his disembodied, white-gloved hands rubbing together nervously. A sigh left me, my hand waving dismissively. There wasnāt any point in getting upset⦠even if his voice at such a high volume gave me a headache. āItās fine⦠Not like you busted my eardrum or some shit.ā I quipped sarcastically, a scoff of a chuckle leaving my grinning lips.
Ā Slowly, Kinitoās eyes narrowed as he turned his gaze back to me. Ah shit, here we go⦠I knew where this was going, I could feel the storm brewing in the pit of my stomach. Kinito was about to rant, and he was about to rant hard and long.Ā
The words started to flow from his nonexistent mouth, Kinitoās hand flying across the screen in front of himself. He rambled and ranted, going on about how snarky I was; and how I was āsuch a little menaceā to quote him directly. I only half-assed paid attention, not really listening to the words that left the axolotl computer buddy. My focus was on something else, the way he moved his hands.Ā
Kinito wildly swung his hands, all of his movements violent yet skillful; as if he knew exactly where his hand was going to go before it went there. Honestly, he probably did know that. You know, being an AI and all that good stuff. Still, it fascinated me; my gaze following his gloved hands every movement. Of course, I pretend to listen. I hummed with faux agreement and nodded to his words; all of them going in one ear and out the other.Ā
I wonder⦠I wonder what his hands feel like. Were his gloves warm, or cold? Soft or rough?... If he held my hand would he interlace our fingers?Ā
Okay, pause, stop the thought train. What the fuck am I thinking right now?? My cheeks are warm, and my heart is beating out of my chest with just the thought of holding his damn hand??? Hell, am I really that touch starved⦠Probably.Ā
I advert my gaze from Kinito, my cheeks now flushing a soft red; the embarrassment of my own thoughts, thoughts he didnāt even know I was thinking, pooling in my gut. My heart races faster than a teenager with anxiety trying Delta 8 for the first time, and if you donāt understand that: itās basically going at supersonic speed.Ā
Kinito continued to rant for half a second, his words starting to trail off when his eyes met my face. He took notice of my burning cheeks, his head tilting with confusion. ā...Did I say something wrong? Iām sorry, Friend, I did not intend to upset you!! Please tell me what I said, I promise to-āĀ I stopped him in his tracks, tapping my trackpad softly while my cursor hovered over his head. The cursor made a soft click, the motion being akin to a makeshift pat or bonk. āShut up, you didnāt do anything.ā I stated bluntly, though I still refused to turn my gaze back to my screen.Ā
Augh, fuck, why did this stupid little computer buddy have to draw these thoughts ? These emotions ? Things Iāve never felt for any living, breathing, human ??? It didnāt make sense, it shouldnāt make sense. None of it was logical⦠but then again, I was never a logical person to begin with.Ā
Maybe this was some fucking plot, some scheme that a higher power was playing on me. Theyād planned for me to download this little sentient AI, and they had made me fall in love with it; all for shits and giggles. And who was I to say no to such a perfectly crafted friend, lover even?... I wasnāt. If some⦠fucking little menace of a higher will, god, power, deity, whatever be it, wanted me to kiss this dumb AI then I would; I would find a way to.Ā
I had come to love Kinito, even if I wanted to strangle him at times.Ā
Finally, I turned to Kinito. My face was red, embarrassment showing in every pour of my cheeks. ā...Youāre such a little shit, and I love you.ā The words came out quietly, just above a whisper. It was weird, an odd sensation to say the words āI love youā so⦠willingly. And apparently, it was odd for Kinito to hear me say those words as well. His eyes widened, and several times he blinked as if he hadnāt heard me correctly.Ā
A hue of red spread over his cheeks, Kinitoās eyes crinkling as a nonexistent smile crept onto his face. āI love you as well, Friend.ā He spoke softly, happily, voice full of love, warmness, and contentment.Ā
I knew Kinito would never let me live it down, and I knew it was risky; it was vulnerable. Still, I did it anyway. I smiled, a small smile.Ā
Kinto was my friend, and I loved him. And maybe, one day, Iād get to find out how heād hold my hand if I was lucky enough.
MY LIVE REACTION /VPOS
hiii!!! can you write a kinito x reader oneshot heehee (where he like confesses to the reader or something like that!!!) thanksssss
Summary: Read request above <3 Character: Kinito from KinitoPET Warnings: None :) Genre: Fluff! Author's Note: My first request! Yayyy! Thank youuuu! <33333 I absolutely ADORE Kinito, so I loved writing this! I hope you enjoy it!! ^^ Word Count: 926 (sorry this wasn't longer!)
"Ugh, my back..-" Y/N groaned, stretching and closing their eyes. They took a deep breath in through their nose. Being hunched over their computer wasn't the best for their back, and it was starting to hurt.
At the sound of their complaints, their little personal computer assistant, Kinito, looked up from the book he was reading, looking at them through his glasses.
"Friend? Are you okay?" He asked, standing up now from where he'd been sitting, the glasses on his face disappearing.
"Hm?" They opened their eyes to look at Kinito before they stopped stretching. "Yeah, I'm alright! Just.. Ugh, my back is hurting."
"Then you should take a break!" He suggested, pointing upward with his index finger. "Let's talk! You've just been sorting emails and looking stuff up!" Y/N paused, thinking. Yeah, they had been doing stuff for a bit now, and it was getting late. A break would be nice. And a nice conversation sounded very appealing, especially with their best friend!
"Yeah, sure." They gave Kinito a smile, turning down the brightness of their computer screen just a touch. "I'd love to."
"Excellent!" Kinito cheered, clasping his hands together. "Why don't you tell me how your day went?" "Oh!" Y/N chuckled, smiling warmly. He was always so considerate, always asking how their day went and how they were. "Uhh, it was good. Not much happened. I mostly just, you know, went through my routine." They cringed, thinking about how boring their life could be sometimes.
"Well, that's nice to hear! I'm glad you had a good day." Kinito smiled, kind of. He didn't have a mouth, but one could tell when he was smiling. He sort of smiled with his eyes.
"Haha," They laughed, folding their arms neatly on their desk and leaning forward just a bit. "Thanks, Kinito. I'm glad I had a good day too. And what about you? How was your day?"
"It was good! Thank you for asking, friend!" The digital axolotl replied eagerly, his tone warm. "Although... I have had something on my mind recently, if you're willing to listen, friend."
Y/N raised an eyebrow curiously before they relaxed their expression. "Sure! Go ahead."
"Well, you see, friend," Kinito began, pausing and closing his eyes as if to steady himself, as if he were taking a deep breath to prepare himself for what he was about to say-despite not requiring breath as a digital being. "I've been thinking lately, about how much fun we have together! About how much I enjoy talking to you, and how we always have such a good time together."
"You always make me happy, and I hope I've been doing the same for you." He continued. "You're really my best friend, and I've been thinking..." "I think I really like you... beyond that. I'd even go as far as to say I love you, if that's alright. If you're up for it, would you like to try taking this a bit further? I promise, I'll be a perfect boyfriend, just for you! You already know I can adapt flawlessly to your wants and needs."
Y/N paused, and they thought. A lot of things were making sense now: the little favors he did, such as deleting spam emails for them, finding websites and articles about stuff they mentioned they were interested in. The way he made little minigames and poems for them, just because he said he wanted to see them happy. It all made sense. That was why he was doing it. He liked them.
He loved them.
"Oh, Kinito." Y/N chuckled, smiling fondly at the computer assistant they'd become so familiar with. "You know, I feel the exact same way. And yes, I'd love to try a relationship with you." Kinito's eyes seemed to widen at that. "Really?" He asked. "Yeah, of course. I really, really like you, Kinito." They replied. "You're my best friend, and I mean... I guess now you're my boyfriend."
"Hooray!" Kinito clasped his hands together, the joy in his tone clear. "I'm so happy! If I'm being honest, I was afraid you'd decline. I know I'm really just a computer program to most, and I was afraid you wouldn't feel the way I do because of that."
"Awe..." They chuckled. "Well, I do feel the same way. You being in my computer doesn't change that."
Kinito gave them that smile, the smile he didn't really have, but was obvious on his face before speaking up. "Friend, can you close your eyes?" Y/N gave a little huff of a laugh. "Sure." They replied, closing their eyes. Through their eyelids, they could see the flash of a bright, white light before the space in front of them felt a smaller. Then, they kind of... felt something on their lips? Opening their eyes, they saw... Kinito?! He was out of the computer (mostly), his hands on the screen frame while part of his legs were still inside of the screen. His eyes were closed, and he seemed to be kissing them. Well, as much as he could've without a mouth. It was brief, and Kinito quickly pulled away, a joyful expression on his face. "Friend! Isn't this wonderful?" He asked them eagerly. "Now we can always be together!" Y/N blinked, recovering from the shock before they laughed. "Yeah, Kinito! Yeah, it's great!" "I'm so glad you think so!" Kinito exclaimed joyfully, giving them that smile that wasn't really visible in the traditional sense. "I love you." They smiled.
"I love you too."