LITERAL MOOD - Blog Posts

When people say "stop being obsessed over Ryusui, it's just a fictional character"

Well THAT dRaWiNg means more than everything else to me. It's my happiness, my joy, my inspiration, my reason to wake up happier than ever every morning. Sadly not everyone can understand me, and lots of people judge me, but Idc bc I KNOW how happy I am thanks to Ryu and how much I've always needed this kind of emotion and feeling in my life. Since 5 years my soul feels completely restored thanks to him, I just need to look at his pic or draw or just think about him to be happy again, even if I'm in a good mood. He's the only thing that makes me feel this way so idc if he's just a drawing, maybe he is to YOU but absolutely not to me. He's more than everything else to me and even if he's a drawing, well then I'm proud a drawing is able to make me feel so much joy and happiness than irl people can, so perhaps it's not me the weird one in this world, but haters aren't ready for this topic 🤷🏻‍♀️ and idc if people say I'm childish or immature or crazy or obsessed (in a negative way), I prefer being like that and not depressed or sad or unable to wake up of my bed 😁 that's why I say that Ryu was, is and always will be my salvation and my light of my life ❤️ even if I don't draw him I still think about him all day, my whole mind is focused on him even when I'm doing other activities. Nothing will ever make me stop him, he's so important to me in a way you can't imagine and idk how to explain ❤️ so I'll never stop loving him, never ❤️❤️

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