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Beautiful souls never rot

I move through the tall grass, moving my hand over the flowers and hold a couple in my hand, tears gently run down my face, I cry bc I feel unloved, I feel hurt. I sit down in the tall grass as my dress rests above my my mid thigh, in feel the breeze move over my bare shoulders and around my body as if it seeks to hug me. I look over the field to the trees and to the other side a pond, I could see the ripples from bugs landing it it or the fish jumping out or the from the ducks on the shore, I felt peace but I still felt empty as I sit their in the field, my heart heavy and emotions unexplained but never a lack of tears, I wish to share my pain. I look over my shoulder see him in his white button up shirt, brown pants rolled up at the end. His long hair moved with the wind as he came closer, he sees the tears in my eyes. He sits behind me pulling me into his chest, he gently kisses my hand and wraps his arm around my stomach humming lightly as I’m a newly bloomed rose“ many great people experienced sadness and loneliness. Vincent Van Gogh even Isaac Newton both brilliant men but both equally ill mentally” he leans me back more into him kisses my shoulder as the wind moves his hair over my cheek “ you battle an issue that many won’t get, I see ur in pain” I feel tears come to my eyes and I let them fall “ why do you speak on this my love” he hums looking up towards the sky “ your brilliant beyond brilliant, beautiful,kind. Don’t think because you feel like this makes you any less, we are all human and humans tend to break something, well Metaphorically” I giggle through my tears “ your tears symbolize their is a soul that sits in this body “ he gently points to my chest “ theirs a beautiful soul,white as snow that needs relief and happiness in its life, if you never cried darling I probably wouldn’t trust you” I move resting my head on his chest, he simply cupping my cheek “ tears are just unspoken words that the brain finds hard to explain, pain is natural but know you are loved” he moves me closer kissing my neck. “ ooo to be as brilliant my love” I move my fingers gently over his face, to his golden earrings that dangled, his beautiful red eyes held more power then anybody could ever hold, I smile up “ many people say fall in love with someone eyes before anything else bc the eyes don’t age” he chuckles “ the body ages my love not the soul, the eyes are a windows to the soul” I smile looking over seeing the sun rest in the sky as the wind carries the blue cotton clouds. The wind moves over the tree tops making them sway as if the wind whispered a song to it, I look back up a him “ was it my fault” he looks down gently moving me even closer “ nothing was ever your fault, beautiful souls suffer more then a ugly one, you stayed beautiful my love how I wish you stayed longer” he leans forward kissing me softly. “ I’ll be here till death is self asks for my hand “ he smiles moving to stand up and takes my hand as we walk down the hill I look over my shoulder seeing the world become beautiful as if it was smiling and smile looking up at him as we disappear into the woods.

Love will find you

The day you found out you were pregnant you panicked, you and techno never planned for a baby or even were together at the time so after a month of being sick and seeing him constantly worried you left that afternoon he went with Philza , techno came home to an empty house he next to rip the whole cabin apart, he panicked he called to Philza to help search for you for months. Techno was broken but you were broke too,you feared him rejecting the baby. You left to a village off the map unless someone made a wrong turn you wouldn’t be found. Which was perfect but here you are seven months pregnant, you had no ideas but techno left the cabin giving it to Philza saying until he finds you, he won’t return. But it didn’t take him long in two months. He was coming down the trail to the village, he walked into the village and saw you in a window to a home far from the main road and was going to go to you but stopped waiting till the night you wake up, screaming seeing a tall black figure, techno gets closer letting the moon shine on him, you gasp covering your mouth “techno”. He pulls the blanket but you grip it pulling it back trying to hide your nine month belly, he finally ripped it away and saw your belly. His heart broke millions of thoughts ran through his head, he gripped your arm “ who is it’s y/n, WHO IS ITS Y/N” you cry and look up “ it’s your techno, it’s yours. I was scared when I found out” you went on and on as he stepped back, his expression surprised but somewhat blank. It broke your heart, you tried to reach for him but he look down at you angry and gets closer “ you’re telling me, I spent months month’s thinking you were dead but no you you run away bc of the baby” he pinches his nose as he breaths heavy “ you dragged our baby MILES INTO THE WOODS” he moves forward and you step back sitting on the bed“ WHAT IF YOU GOT HURT Y/N, WHY DIDN’T YOU JUST TELL ME” you cry lightly and he groans moving forward kissing you deeply, didn’t know why you kissed back but you did. His kiss was full of desperation and fear and love, he pulled away running his hands down your back and side over your belly gently and cries lightly “ please just come home,please forgive me. I don’t understand what I did” you cut him off cupping his cheeks moving his long pink hair back behind is ear“ you did nothing,I..I..I was scared techno we didn’t plan for a baby and were not even together, I just didn’t want to get rid of the baby, I wanted to keep the baby” techno kisses you softly and runs his fingers through your hair and rubs your back gently,pulling out a ring “ I want the baby,the day you left, I was going to ask you to marry me y/n” your eyes widen you hide your face in his neck and sob wrapping your arms around his neck “ please forgive me techno” he kisses your neck and lifts your hand putting the ring on “ it that a yes” you smile lightly wiping the tears “yes..yes” he smiles “ shall we go home my love” you smile wrapping your arms around his neck, he smiles rubbing you belly “ let’s go home little one”.

Forever home hidden in the cold

You go through the snow and shiver cupping you pregnant belly and huff, you look up seeing light feeling a sense of hope. You breath heavy feeling the cold air start to Suffocate you. You feet are next to frozen, you fingers are next to broken and bleeding from the cold. You get closer and closer crying out for help then feel your vision blur as you fall.

Techno POV

I sit by the fire completely infested in the book when I hear a low cry for help confused, I set my book down grabbing my sword moving to the door, I look out the door over the crystal white snow. My eyes fall on to a figure laying in the snow. I panic calling to Philz as he comes rushing out. I rush over turning seeing the woman. I lift her up seeing her swollen belly, I waste no time bring her in and close to the fire. Philza rushes in “ what’s wrong” he says in a panic. I only point going into my chests and grabbing blankets and food. He answers with a low “oh” moving to the woman, he puts his hand on neck “ her pulse is weak, we gotta hurry”. I rush over removing her now wet coat and gently get her cloths off just focusing on her health and the babies health. Philza helps moving her to the couch and lay covers over her body. I sigh sitting down “ how could she of gotten all the way down here” Philz gently puts her hair up and shrugs looking to me “ ig we’ll have to ask when she wakes up” I only nod moving to wrap her frost bitten fingers, we gently pour potions down her throat seeing her color return made us feel a bit more relax. It’s early morning philza has left and I hear a short sob, I get up walking out. I see her up with the blanket wrapped around her and stands up. “ hey it’s okay” she turns quickly as tears run down her eyes. She steps back and grips the blanket “ w..w..who are you” I lift my hands in surrender and step closer “ my name is techno, I found you in the snow please relax, your with child and I know stress isn’t good” she looks around and cups her belly and cries lightly coming closer “ thank you,thank you” I lean down putting my hand on her bare shoulder “ would you like to eat “ she only nods as I move towards the kitchen. “ where are my clothes” I look over “ they were wet I’m sorry, I just didn’t want you to lay down wet and cold. Their on the chest over their” I glance back seeing her move towards them, I look away when the blank drops. “ can I turn around now “ a soft yes leaves her lips, I turn seeing her sit on the couch, her brows are downwards. She shifts in her seat “ are you uncomfortable “ she looks up “ yes, he keeps moving “ I smile “ it’s a boy “ she nods shyly, I hand her the food moving more pillows she sighs in relief looking up. “ my name is y/n “ I smile at her name and sit down “ how did you end up in the snow” she looks away “ I was in trouble and so I ran into the wrong portal and they broke the portal, I walked until I saw your cabin” I rub her knee “ don’t worry your safe now” she gives me a gentle smile. For the next couple days we nurse her back to health, she helps the best she can. I would prefer her to just sit down, she worries me with the child but she insists on helping.

Nobody POV

By the third week techno came up with every excuse in the book to keep you their first it was your feet aren’t healed then it was bc of the weather then last but not least, he insisted you stay until the baby is born which could be any minute. Techno wasn’t good at confession but he loved you. Everything he knew or learned he adored about you, he wanted to be the father of the unborn child way before you ever confessed that the baby father was not in the picture. He knew he would get attached but didn’t care. He go to the moon and back just for you. But nothing compares to the night he confessed to you. You followed him outside, he held your hand helping you sit by him, you smile leaning closer to him “ you said you needed to tell me something” he rubs his hands together nervously clearing his throat. You till your head looking up at the shy piglet hybrid. “ I’m not really good at this but I really like you” you go speechless and he panics “ I mean if you don’t feel the same that’s fine” he starts to ramble and you laugh pulling him down kissing his cheek gently “ I like you too” he’s eyes glow as he gently hugs you and cups your cheek kissing your forehead. Which you thought that be the only time you see them glow until you went into labor, it was late and techno refused to let you out of his sight. You were cuddled up on his chest when a sharp pain hit your lower abdomen, you groan pulling away a little, techno lifts his head “ what’s wrong beloved” you place pressure on your hips and sit up lightly, he wraps his arm around your waist “ talk to me love” you groan and lean on his chest “ I’m getting a sharp pain in my hips” he gently moves his hands over the spots then you gasp gripping his arm, as your water breaks. You panic and he kisses the side of your head rubbing your back “ stay calm remember stay calm” he does the breathing with you gently rubbing your thighs as you lay back. Sweat starts to form on your body as you feel your body telling you to push “ I need to push techno” he knew it was serious when you used his name “ only push when you get a contraction” you nod crying out pushing when you feel it, he smiles rubbing your knee. “ you got this, look at you doing so well “ you lean your head back screaming out when the baby crowns “ right their love, right their and you can meet your son” you push one last time, a low whimper is heard before a cry. Your son wiggles in technos hands crying out. Techno just looks at the infant with so much love. You laugh lightly breathing heavy and lean your head back “ he’s here beloved he’s here” techno looks up just letting tears run down his face as you start to cry too, he gently wipes the infant handing him to you. You look up seeing technos eyes glow as he watches your son move his arms and legs on your chest. “ he’s amazing “ techno comes closer and you smile “ he’s ours “ techno looks up shocked “ your serious “ you only nod and he kisses you deeply after that day you were never ever leaving.

Thank you Technoblade for being a comfort in a time when things were moving so slow yet changing so fast. Thank you Alex for making such an amazing community. Technoblade never dies, and never will.