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Ovulating is the worst. I'm sitting here trembling, sweating and on the verge of tears because my body is aching with the need to be filled. He sent my a text teasing me but I swear the way my brain would've snapped by now if he was next to me. I don't give a fuck about condoms right now, even in this economy. I just want him so badly it's driving me insane.
I just want to hear his voice while I do my best not to fall apart under his attention. I want him to compliment me. Or tease and poke fun at me while I'm struggling not to cry on his lap. This is ridiculous. The universe truly is testing me. He'll I'd even settle for just sucking him off with his hands in my hair right now.
Called me on discord after texting to make sure I'm not too tired from dinner with family so he could sing happy birthday to me. Then letting me rant about my day and giving questions to things. Talking about his college plans and how beautiful he finds me.
The way this man has me in a choke hold. The way I'd let him hold me or speak to me even if I don't wanna hear it. The way he's slowly wormed his way into my heart and hasn't gotten back out like everyone else has.
I'd let him do so much more than hold and talk to me. If I wasn't embarrassed by my thoughts maybe I'd tell him out loud.