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[Ooc post: a message]
I'm greatly sorry for not having to be online for like, probably a couple of days or so if I can remember well. I have a lot of things to deal with current life I have ahead of me and struggling to move on with my trauma due to little things that trigger me almost anywhere, I can't really take a break by the fact I'm also sick while making a post of why haven't I been online for, probably a week. If not, more than that.
moreover, I'm going through a mental health crises about the possibility of my health deteriorating and having to go through a check up (and therapy) to make sure I haven't really injured myself for the worst (almost fell off a bridge due to my sudden major depression occurring). Which lead me to become offline for more than what I have been online for these past days, weeks maybe. I don't remember, but whatever how long it is. That's the reason why I'm never coming back online once again because this may be probably the last people will see this on a roleplay blog ever for a person who's going through much horribly worse than cutting their wrists to stop their overwhelming pressure that won't leave them alone, and a trauma that will still pierce them through like a poisonous arrow.
I bid you all a long ever lasting farewell and I really enjoy having to interact with new and other people online here who found my roleplay blog through whatever made them found me and having to start a few interactions with their oc or themselves being ridiculously silly and funny in my perspective, I'm utterly dismayed that I have to go away for now because I can't take my mental health any longer because I always bottle them up for so long that I don't really know where and who to start venting for. Hence, all I'll do is to make a post that I'll be gone for, maybe long enough that I think is enough for me to come back later on if I'm starting to recover and be alright, I'm only here to experience little things I haven't done. Like interacting people I feel like are above than mine, people who are popular for a reason from their blog, or people I like to be friends for whatever they usually like to do their own things I don't really mind. (social anxiety)
For now, this will be it for my account and my blog today. Thank you all so much for actually making me feel happy and give me the courage to start questioning, asking, answering and doing silly little things with you all. Without you specific people who found this blog before this post, I wouldn't have been here long enough than a day without you kind and funny people. I really appreciate of how things were going before until this today, I mean it and I always do. Thank you very much for reading this, hopefully you all have a great day and wish ourselves the best for our health. See you all in the meantime. Godspeed!