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Hope yuo get raped and find yourself wiht a man who will beat you everyday you romanticize peopls trauma fucking weirdo i hate you
First of all, for those of you who didn't know, I don't ship anything besides mine and others selfships, I am just absolutely for every ship existing and being supported. Second of all any dark fictional concepts I enjoy is a reflection of my OWN trauma in some way or another and it helps me process and cope, though darkshipping is still valid even if it isn't for the sake of coping. Third of all I'm not attracted to real people like at all so getting with a man or anyone IRL is highly unlikely. Fourth of all trauma can't be gatekept, when people enjoy fictional darkships or dark scenarios I can assure you they more than likely are not sitting here like 'oh yeah this is this one persons trauma, I will incorporate it into a ship for the sole purpose of romanticizing this said persons trauma' like that just doesn't happen. Either they're coping with their OWN trauma or just find it interesting to explore in fiction. Fifth of all it's absolutely okay to hate or dislike me but interacting with me at all is breaking your own boundaries, boundaries have to be fulfilled by both parties and if you break your own boundary that isn't my fault. Sixth of all this sounds quite personal and emotional so I hope you have a good day and learn to respect your own boundaries so you don't cause yourself and anyone else any unnecessary distress. Bye now.
listen to 'brat (amuse me)'
I'm weirdly a 'sucker' for 'brat' so here is my fair share of brat summer
⚠️CHILDREN ARE BEING MOLESTED AT THIS HOSPITAL⚠️ REBLOG!
I don't care that i don't do this type of posting but one of my close friends was molested while having an appointment at this hospital. the doctor who was giving her a check up threatened to kill her if she said anything about it (i will update you if i get the name of her, she's not in the picture) and it absolutely enrages me that she has been working there for 20 years and nobody believes my freind was sexually assaulted .
⚠️ im not sure how this is meant to be done but please do anything, reblog, share, leave a bad review, anything to get this evil fucking hospital and it's disgusting doctors out of business.⚠️
this is not just for my friend but any of the poor people, children and infants who are being mistreated here.
in a song i heard the lyrics
“he only loves me when I rot with him”
and those words tested their way through my being until they rested in the wound I cannot touch, cannot heal, and cannot see.
Rotting
love
two words i’ve often always associated with eachother despite a part of me believing in the purity of love.
A purity i reach for but cannot touch, perhaps one i never can.
“he” only loves me when i rot with “him”
when my eyes lose light as the mention of his name and i have to remind myself that i’m no longer rotting.
But it’s hard to believe that when a part of you is still stained in his sheets, when the taste is still in your mouth, when you see him when you close your eyes.
rotting
when my bones pierced my skin, my body rejecting what he gives me, shaking, when he gets near.
He only loves me when I rot when i’m sick
when he can manipulate and lie
with him.
dean absolutely slaughtering those dudes who were going to rape and traffick claire was morally correct and beyond reproach actually
Do you ever have vent art that turns into femtanyl fanart halfway through?
Yeah…… (EYESTRAIN)
Tw: sexual assault mentioned, and trauma/ptsd. All from past lifes and not explicit.
Talking about this once again, mainly cause I want to mention that it's from both of my "kin" lifes [Zuki and Cyan]. And it was likely more than once in both.
It sucks having to deal with the trauma even when in this body/life I/we have never experienced anything like that.
Anyway, just wanted to slightly vent again.
- Shay 🐾
Tw: sexual assault mentioned, trauma/ptsd, I think that's it? All of this is pretty much just past life, and it's not explicit, just mentioned by name.
Anyone else who experienced trauma in a past life that they haven't experienced in your current life, how do you deal with it?
I haven't ever been SAed in this life but I am pretty sure that I was at least once in a past life [maybe multiple past lifes, Zuki is the one that I am meaning rn]. And I have no real idea of how to go about dealing with this.
I feel shitty cause, like I've said, I have never been through that in this life, but it still affects me about as much as if I had. And I don't really know how to talk about this shit with people cause idk how they would react, even those that support and love me as I am [alterhuman/nonhuman stuff included] but having trauma from my past life that I haven't experienced here is kinda different.
Idk, I just want to know if anyone has any advice or anything for this situation.
Sorry for this type of post, I try not to bring too much stuff like this into my account, but I feel like I need to. I'll try and keep my posts more light-hearted or, at least of course, give trigger warnings or content warnings when they're not light-hearted.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx/it)
Tw: sexual assault mentioned, trauma/ptsd, I think that's it? All of this is pretty much just past life, and it's not explicit, just mentioned by name.
Anyone else who experienced trauma in a past life that they haven't experienced in your current life, how do you deal with it?
I haven't ever been SAed in this life but I am pretty sure that I was at least once in a past life [maybe multiple past lifes, Zuki is the one that I am meaning rn]. And I have no real idea of how to go about dealing with this.
I feel shitty cause, like I've said, I have never been through that in this life, but it still affects me about as much as if I had. And I don't really know how to talk about this shit with people cause idk how they would react, even those that support and love me as I am [alterhuman/nonhuman stuff included] but having trauma from my past life that I haven't experienced here is kinda different.
Idk, I just want to know if anyone has any advice or anything for this situation.
Sorry for this type of post, I try not to bring too much stuff like this into my account, but I feel like I need to. I'll try and keep my posts more light-hearted or, at least of course, give trigger warnings or content warnings when they're not light-hearted.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx/it)
things that don't make you a bad regressor:
being tall
being fat
being chubby
being muscular
being angular
being too big or heavy to lift up and carry
not being pale
having kinky or curly hair
having imperfect, yellowed, crooked or broken teeth
having body hair or facial hair
any part of your physical appearance. there is no way to “look like” an age regressor.
being trans or genderqueer
being a boy
liking dark or “inappropriate” shows, even while regressed
having dark or “inappropriate” interests, even while regressed (vulture culture, slasher films, etc)
having coping strategies outside of agere
not being able to regress easily
having sexual trauma
using substances, even while regressed
having “inappropriate thoughts” while regressed — you can't exactly control what you think
swearing, even when regressed
having no caregiver
having a fictional caregiver
not wanting a caregiver
telling nobody about your regression
wearing your regression on your sleeve
needing/using diaps for any reason
using mobility aids, even ones people consider “for old people” (they aren't — they're for whoever needs them)
not being nostalgic for your childhood, or preferring modern children's media compared to what was out when you were little
or being very nostalgic, wanting only to engage with things that came out when you were little
regressing to an older age, like 10 or 12 or 16
choosing/controlling when you regress
not being able to control when you regress
literally anything that gatekeepy tumblrinas and aesthetic pinterest accounts try to force on you. your regression is yours, and you aren't doing it wrong.
MENTIONS OF SA, ABUSE, AND DARKSHIPPING UNDER THE CUT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
⚠️ rant post
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as a pro and darkshipper myself, it genuinely confuses me how people do not see how billford IS a darkship.
do you people forget that alex has literally stated before that he based bill off of ab-sers, such as the ones who those he knew were victims of? it is literally CANON that bill ab-ses ford and his entire family CONSTANTLY. that is ALL he does, in the show, in tbob, everywhere. there has never been one moment where bill has not been ab-sing and harming ford in one way or another - even if they were getting along in stanford's earlier years, that's still gaslighting, manipulation, power imbalance, monster x human, and a lot more. several times he uses fords body against his own will and FORCEFULLY exposes his naked body to the public, obviously, WITHOUT CONSENT. how in the world would that not be SA??
i think that even though bill is just about the fan-favorite of gravity falls, aswell with billford, trying to go against this CANON TIMELINE is blatant denial.
i am in no way saying you CANT like bill, im profiction myself. but at the least try to understand the character that he ACTUALLY is. billford is certainly not my cup of tea, but I cant stop anyone from shipping two fictional characters, especially as a literal darkshipper. do whatever with whatever character, its all fiction. point is - if you're going to swoon over a character and ship something along with 90% of the fandom, go ahead, do this, but acknowledge the fact that he is NOT JUST a precious misunderstood silly lil triangle dude. he can be those things, duh. but that's for sure not ALL he is. billford still IS a darkship, and it IS, and has always been ab-sive.