Self-harm - Blog Posts

Maybe to you it’s ‘just a band’ but to us it’s air. We inhale music as easily as you exhale hate. You look around and see how many people you can ruin, but we look around and see how many of them just need help

It’s Not Just A Band, It’s Our Survival // Å.G.P.

Shh, Don’t make a sound, my love. They’ll never understand what you’ve done. No matter how far you haven’t come, they’ll still think that happiness won. If they hear about your pain, chances are things still won’t change. Maybe one day they will see, But by then you’ll just be a memory.

Å.G.P.

Yeah, stars can’t shine without darkness. But what do you do when even the stars start to fade away?

}Å.G.P.{

I'm done.

I give up. I've been so much better for so long, but all of it is back again (as always). I'm just so done with this. I'm such a burden on everyone and I'm so disgusting... Could someone please just end my life right now? At least then my friends and family won't think its their fault for not knowing that I needed help.

You only like me when you're lonely..

Unknown

How am I supposed to move on when every time I try you just start flirting with me again.

I keep going back to you

I need to learn the fucking difference between people that MAKE time to talk to me and people that HAVE time to talk to me.

I thought you made time for me, but I thought wrong.

Every night I find myself staring at my ceiling… Just thinking about you. And every night I just come to the same realizations. If you cared about me, you would be texting me instead of her. If you cared about me, you would try to make our conversations last longer. If you cared about me, you would talk to me even if there were other people to talk to.

But you don’t care about me…. Not anymore.

Just forget about me

Everyone else has

Everyone who gets close to me

just

gets

hurt

It may be cold now, and it may seem like it will never be warm again. But summer WILL come. The sun WILL shine. And the warmth WILL come back.

I hope

Everybody thinks I’m over you. But sometimes… when someone else is talking about their relationship.. or I see two strangers holding hands.. I remember that at one point that could have been us. And my hearts breaks all over again.

Things Change #6

Am I supposed to pretend that everything is okay?..

It's not

Isn’t it funny how close we used to be. I used to be your first choice… But somewhere along the line, you stopped feeling the same way about me that I will always feel about you.

Things Change #5

But I will wait an eternity if I feel as if there is still

the tiniest,

littlest bit

of hope left.

Maybe if I physically damage myself they’ll listen.