So Then I Try To Make It Better And Then Just Making It Worse. - Blog Posts

for a while now I wanted to try something new a new hobby to get into and since I more accustomed to tumblr i can draw! but now i just dont feel confident i have soo many cool ideas i want to try out... and when I see cool drawings that I FEEL i can do like bluejettyy or coldphoenix for example It fills me up with determination but when i get started on my idea that i want to do and look at it... im not happy with it and i know if im nor happy about it then you guys wont like it... so then i try to make it better and then just making it worse. so i just... give up and beat myself up about it. maybe I dont deserve to try anything new... maybe i should just give up and go back to the lonly gamer nobody i am time to cry in bed till i sleep