Curate, connect, and discover
We’re not gonna talk about how I wrote this instead of finishing part two of what’s in a virtue. We’re not even gonna talk about what this is. I’m just gonna… yeah, here ya go.
!Trigger warnings: dubcon
Body swap au with soap who just wakes up one day and says, “no fuckin’ way.”
Soap who thinks it’s the best fuckin’ dream he’s ever had.
Soap who solemnly agrees with you in the mornings that yes, the two of you do need to work together to fix this as soon as possible, but who spends his nights in front of a mirror stripped down to nothing, masturbating because it’s fucking you, and you’re so pretty when you’re panting. Soap who was always convinced that making you come would feel just as good as coming himself, and now he doesn’t have to figure that out anymore.
Soap who, fuck, has his cake and eats it, too.
Soap who grins so proud at the awkward way you stumble around in his body, too big for you. Soap who, after discovering you’d had to——ahem——relieve yourself for the first time, feels his skin fucking buzz at the fact that you can’t meet his eyes, your eyes, anymore without a schoolboy blush spreading across his own damn face.
Soap who knows you liked what you saw.
Soap who makes your body come again that night, not even thinking of your body anymore, but of your mind fumbling around in his body, experimenting with touches and caresses. Soap who imagines you knowing how to pleasure him inside and out when this is all over.
Soap who records the sound of your voice saying his name, because the lines are getting so damn blurry, and emails the video to himself. Takes pictures, too.
Would never blackmail you with them, no, no, no.
But he deletes them from your phone after sending them all to his drive.
Soap who, after everything is over, after you’ve both found your ways into your own bodies, trots after you like the dog he is wherever you go.
Soap who, after you check the deleted folder of your photos app, gets a good and proper scolding.
Soap who managed to record the entire reprimand, listening to the anger in your voice, the how dare you do that to me——to my body?! That’s so fucked up, Soap!
Soap who rewards himself yet again that night, teeth gnawing at the hem of his shirt that he hadn’t bothered taking off, just pulling up high enough to jack himself off with his back against his front door. Panting at the dash he’d made up his flat’s stairs, then panting your name, whimpering disingenuous apologies to your chiding voice.
Soap who doesn’t stop, who won’t stop until he’s got the real you screaming his name.