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Eli/Hawk X Reader

Warnings: Soft Hawk! Insecurities, and praising!

Blinding Beauty

You really didn't see it, you didn't see the beauty Hawk saw in you. He always told you you looked stunning, beautiful, pretty and all of the above and he meant every word.

You always saw yourself as chubby, but in reality you had all the curves in the right places that girls would kill to have. Sure you have a little bit of meat on your stomach but that ensures that your healthy and living.

Hawk loved you thickness, or chubbiness as you'd like to say. You were never really insecure just sometimes wanted to do better for yourself. But you're healthy, active, and living and to Eli that's all that matters.

  I mean sure you've had your moments where you've been really insecure but Eli's always been there for you and your confidence was kind of on a scale, one minute it would be high rising and declining.

Everyone constantly told you how beautiful you were, but you always dissed it most times. Today you were with Eli, or Hawk your lovely boyfriend.

  Most people didn't understand or know Eli that good, you were with him since he was the shy Eli and you stuck with him through his pretty much stubborn and mean facade because you loved him and he never once lauded his hands on you in the wrong way or yelled at you.

  Fights with Hawk weren't what you might think, every time you would fight neither one of you would raise your voice above a pitch or put your hands on each other.

  You both worked your differences out by calmly talking to each other with respect, sure there would be some times you would both be over heated but you would calm each other down after words and dealt with it with the help of each other.

  Which brings you back to today, you were laying on Eli's bed cuddling his blue blanket as he got slipped on some clothes for karate practice.

"What time do you want me to pick you up?" You question softly as Eli finishes tugging his shirt on, walking towards your bed.

He walks over to the bed and jumps on top of it, his hair that he had yet to put up bouncing as he landed next to you. He sighs as he rests his head on his palm, gazing up at you.

He thinks for a minute before scooting closer to you and resting his head on your chest, holding your waist. "How about you come watch me? I’m sure Sensei Lawrence wouldn’t mind- maybe you could join cobra Kai too?" He asks cheekily at the end.

You rest you chin on his head lovingly, "okay I’ll go watch you- but I don’t know about joining just yet" You reply smiling.

Eli lifts his head up "that’s good enough for me!" He exclaims happily as he presses a quick kiss to your lips, giving you time to kiss back before rushing over to his mirror with gel products.

"You can wear one of my shirts so everyone will know you’re mine" He smirks lightly causing you to chuckle.

"Hmm okay" You smile hugging the comforter more, closing your eyes.

Eli walks over gently grabbing the cover and tugging it off of you, "come on get ready babe" he encourages tugging on your hands pulling you up.

"Fine fine" You smile getting up and going into Eli’s closet to pick out a shirt.

You pick out one of your favorite red shirts of Eli’s as you walk back out and into the bathroom closing the door "You’re going to look beautiful as always!" He smiles as he continues to work on his hair.

You smile slightly as you look in the mirror in front of you, slightly tugging off your shirt you fold it and put it to the side, your gaze reaches the mirror.

You didn’t know what to feel, I mean this was one of those times where you didn’t feel satisfied with you body and truth be told sometimes you didn’t know how it made you feel.

One minute you could be smiling your beautiful smile, and looking at yourself in the mirror with full confidence and sometimes you would smile your still beautiful smile but look in the mirror and not know what happened to that confidence.

It was honestly confusing to yourself, Eli never knew how you felt. You never showed the feelings to him and you did pretty good with hiding it.

Eli constantly told you how beautiful you were and it made you feel great, but sometimes it wouldn’t do anything except make you smile but wouldn’t bring up your confidence.

Eli noticed you were taking a little while longer than usual when changing, so he knocked on the door. "Yes?" You reply turning your head towards the door.

"Are you okay baby?" He questions worriedly.

"I’m okay Eli" You reply, but it doesn’t convince him.

"Alright well I’m coming in" He lets you know as he opens the door.

You didn’t have anytime to protest or put his shirt on, before he had done seen you. He noticed the look in your eyes when he did get a glimpse.

He walked over to you and wraps his arms around your waist, resting his head on your shoulder looking at you through the mirror.

"What is it love?" He questions, rocking you both back and forth.

"I just- don’t know how to feel- when looking at myself- I don’t like what I see" You say, feeling the relief wash over you when you’ve now admitted to Eli.

It felt like you were keeping a secret from him and you didn’t like secrets nor keeping them from anyone.

"Y/n you’re beautiful, I look at you and all I can see is beauty that you’re just.. blinded to-" He says softly before speaking again "-I mean look at you-" he pulls your body closer into his "-this is beauty, you blind me with your beauty everyday and I don’t even know how or what I did to get so lucky to have you" Eli finish’s, now turning you to face him.

"Baby I’m so lucky to have been blessed with you" He continues, now making you feel emotional.

"I love you Eli" You say feeling your eyes prickle with little tears as you press a kiss to his lips before pulling away and hugging him tightly.

"Come on, let’s go cuddle" He reply’s before putting his hands under your legs and one on your back before picking you up bridal style with no struggle at all as he gently placed you on the bed before getting in as well and cuddling you into his chest.

You lay in that position for a while until Eli gently place you on your back and places kisses down your neck and to your stomach leaving loving kisses everywhere he could without going to far.

"Beautiful..." He praises as he presses another kiss onto your stomach before leaning down and laying his head on your stomach, running his hands around your waist causing goosebumps to rise.

You feel your heart burst with warmth until you suddenly remember where you were supposed to be going "What about practice today?" You question, as you look over at the time seeing it was now passed 3:00 o’clock.

"It can wait, you are more important to me"

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This was requested by @multi-simp-page I hope you enjoyed! Just a reminder that you are all beautiful 🤩