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Today I felt nostalgia.
I get home from work and chat with my brother for a bit before going upstairs to shower. I lay in my bed, dozing as my sleep is interrupted by a call. My cousin, she tells me to come with her and my brother to eat at my grandparents house. I didn’t even realize my brother had left. I tie my hair up without drying it properly and walk over, annoyed and amused over the fact my brother had stolen my car, forcing me to walk in the chilly evening. When I get there, my cousin’s already left, home to nap before she goes to cheer. My brother leaves soon too, something or other he has to do that I can’t remember.
I stay with my grandma, sitting infront of the fireplace older than me. Without it the house would have frozen long ago. I listen to the sound of her cooking, lulled by her soft words. She’s cooking enough to feed my family and my cousin’s.
My grandpa comes in, tired from moving wood to their outdoor shack. I watch him eat and I’m reminded of his age, his bruised hands from slow tired blood. He goes to bring wood inside and I rush to help. He’s older now, somehow, I’m not sure when, I can carry more wood than him. After I watch them sit tired and I sweep the floor for them, cleaning the trails of dirt and wood chips.
I notice the tiles as I sweep. they’re duller then i remember. The cement in between each tile seemed more cracked than before.
I sit with my back to the hearth again, enjoying it warming my clothes and my chilled skin. My grandma sits next to me on a woven stool. I let my hair down to dry it with the heat and she ruffles it playfully. She smiles and laughs at my colored, damp hair, scolding me lightly for the dyed streaks in my dark hair.
Soon enough she drags me close to her, I sit on the ground in front of her as she rubs and scratches my back and damp head. I know that I should be doing this for her, but she always insists. Even though she’s in her chair and I’m on the ground, I’m still as tall as her, I’ve been taller than her for a while but this points it all out even stronger. She tugs my head until I’m rested in her lap. My neck cramps from the odd angle, my spine sore from the bend. My body is tense, worried about the weight I rest on her but I can’t bring myself to sit up.
It’s been so long since I’ve been held, no- doted on like this. I remember doing this as a child, the strain on my back nonexistent. I could lean on her legs with ease. Her hair was darker then, her skin less wrinkled, her hands stronger.
I still feel like a child, though. In her hands, I still feel as vulnerable and fragile as the small girl I was.
When I sit up, no longer able to stand the strain on my back, it isn’t only my bones that ache.
My hair is dry by now, and I’m not sure what I mourn as I tie it back up in its tight knot.
Today I felt nostalgia.
Yall the ban fr went through wtf even is free speech in this fuck ass country
Downloading red note and then immediately after Duolingo feels like I’m finally awakening my dumb American brain lmaoooo /pos
Ima be so fr rn if I see one more god damn “cAn you dRaW mE a weRewOLf trAnsfoRmaTion reQueSt??” I’m gonna crash tf out.
NO- TAKE YOUR FUCKING BOT ASKING KINK FETISH SHIT OUTTA HERE LEAVE ME ALONE I KNOW MY RECS ARE OPEN BUT NOT FOR YOUR BOTS.
(This isn’t kink/fetish shaming btw whatever gets ur gears grinding isn’t my business I’m just getting annoyed cuz I’m getting asks on shit unrelated to that)
Every time I hear someone say out of all of Tim’s love interests Bernard is the most boring one- THE FUCKING CULT KID???? THE PAIN CULT KID??????? THE PAIN CULT KID WHO’S A BADASS MARTIAL ARTISTS AND EVEN THOUGH HES A CIVILIAN HE CAN KEEP UP W RR???????????? THAT KID IS THE “BORING” ONE!!?!?!?!
just say you’re (probably)homophobic /hj
I’m starting watching House MD and holy fuck all of you were not joking about how fucking gay these doctors are.
The first Christmas episode????? Wilson casually saying that he’d pick spending Christmas with House over his wife holy shit that poor woman.
I love tumblr- only here would someone try to commission me and then call me a bitch when I declined it and then act confused when I’m annoyed
Just violently bawled my eyes out to the new Dandadan episode how are yall feeling cuz that shit fucked me up
Idk if it’s just me but my ao3 is crashing hardcore rn- is anyone else having this problem or do I just need better service/wifi 💀
Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly.
Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool~)
1. I like my sense of humor :)), I think I’m pretty funny lmao
2. I think I’m pretty in my own way, and I can do my make up well too
3. I like how my art has progressed and I think it looks good
4. I can cook veggies that taste amazing, especially Brussel sprouts and potatoes
5. I have an amazing smile <3
Me frantically trying to boop enough for the stupid little badges
ABSOLUTELY FOUL OMFG
HELP- I’m looking at official art of will treaty to draw him vs how I thought he looked as a kid and-
IM SOBING WHY IS WILL SO PATHETIC WET RAT IN THE OFFICAL ART LIKE
HES SO SAD LOOKING
My boy looks like he just clawed his way out of a sand pit 💀/lh
HELP- I’m looking at official art of will treaty to draw him vs how I thought he looked as a kid and-
IM SOBING WHY IS WILL SO PATHETIC WET RAT IN THE OFFICAL ART LIKE
HES SO SAD LOOKING
My boy looks like he just clawed his way out of a sand pit 💀/lh