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Week has been stressful. I don’t know if it really was stressful or if my brain just told me it was stressful. Even under stress, I found myself bored as hell. Maybe that’s a sign of progress. Bored by stress? I’ve been put down for the count by that sort of thing before so yeah, I’m going to go ahead and label that progress.
Haven’t done much in the way of writing this week. That was laziness. That was me slacking off. That’s something I do. I need to chill on the slacking. How do I focus myself? How do I stay present? How do I be?
That’s what I’m trying to figure out.
Just tryin’ to figure out how to be
in this game
I never wanted to play
but here I am
cuz I’m what emerged
from a night the magic happened
or maybe a night there wasn’t anything on TV.
Boy, what’s your excuse?
Read all the lines that occur before the above one
Yeah, best I can do right now
Sometimes your best ain’t happenin’
Maybe it’s never gonna happen
Maybe you’re on the team that loses in the movie
just there to lose to the hero
but you mattered too.
You had a journey
You had training montages
You fell in love with a girl who has no personality but lovin’ you
and on the other side of this
You’re the hero.
On the other side of this
You’re wise and kinda sad
but one day
you just find a way to be.