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so nico di angelo canonically has nightmares of his loved ones killing or hurting him but he most certainly also has dreams of them dying too. i know he’s woken up in a cold sweat, blinking away vibrant crimson red behind his eyes, the only way able to return back to sleep is pressed against will’s chest to hear his heartbeat. or if will wasn’t sleeping bedside him he’s jogging in the dead of night to the apollo cabin or infirmary, shoulders shaking. desperately aching to iris message hazel, he had to see her face alive and her chest rising. he knows he would know if someone was dead or dying, but he doesn’t trust himself enough as it is. he’s lived biancas death a thousand times over, ran into her room and crawled under her covers just to convince himself he hasn’t lost anyone else