In What Universe Are We "equal?" Are You Striving To Be Oblivious? I'm Not Terrified Of Shit.

i wonder where the “x” anon is…

i’m needy. i’m disgusting. i’m useless.

i cry when you leave me alone for too long.

i cry when you praise me, because i don’t deserve it.

i cry when you degrade me, because i feel useless.

i’m such a stupid fucking mutt.

Maybe I should be messaging you on this blog, but I dont think you would have talked about me here.. -⛓

what makes you think that, anon?

i have to say, the air of mystery is certainly odd. i do hope your confidence will grow soon.

do I really need to destroy myself in order to get affection?

Well, on this blog you only seem to have eyes for fictives of one person, and Im not a version of him.. - ⛓

that doesn’t exactly matter to me, you see.

this blog is primarily centered around my source memories. just because i “only have eyes for one person”, doesn’t mean anything.

i will say, now you’ve got me curious.

im so scared theyll all leave me

breakfast? what’s that?

( this is a joke, i had two cookies and a dr pepper for breakfast. )

Once upon a time I was told I wasnt worthy of love,, now I have even worse self esteem then I already did. I am terrified of rejection, and believe its all I will receive from anyone I show interest in.. So the possibility of you figuring out who I am is scary,, because Im convinced you will lose interest if you ever find out... -⛓

you will never know until you try.

i’m sorry you were told that. everyone is worthy of unending love.

i can handle being treated like shit over and over again, but i can not handle you leaving me

Im sorry..

-⛓

why are you sorry?

dear anon, you have nothing to be sorry for!