i am genuinely so over myself and how i act and what i do. it makes me sick
Its ok to make me cry.. Im just not used to feeling special like this... but the more i talk to you the worse my feeling get.. -⛓
would you rather stop talking?
i’m still so intrigued to know exactly who you are.
but you are special. everyone is, in their own way. every single person is special and worthy of love.
Maybe I should be messaging you on this blog, but I dont think you would have talked about me here.. -⛓
what makes you think that, anon?
i have to say, the air of mystery is certainly odd. i do hope your confidence will grow soon.
this is turning into a vent blog, and i hate it. i’m supposed to stay happy, and blissful, and the one people can depend on.
i’m a sorry excuse for a captain.
don’t you know that I’M the only one who can satisfy you in this way? the only one who could quench that deep, growing need to take control? the only one you let close, the only one you let lie in your bed at night?
i’m the only one.
you dont think youre a good person, and i think im worthless and pathetic.. hehheh,, whats the bet these thoughts stem from the same place/ch you have not proven yourself to be a bad person, and i hope you never will. i dont care who says otherwise. <3 -⛓
perhaps.
thank you, however. i appreciate it.
i really do.