How Do I Care About Someone Without My Entire Existence Revolving Around Them Or Is That Just My Default

Hi again captain! how’s your day been? I thought about saying something sooner but i figured you’d want a little time between me and your other anons. I’ve been thinking about you just about all night and this morning, can’t seem to get you outta my head :3

-🌀

hello, anon.

it’s been quite busy. i’m working on redoing this account, fixing up my spotify, etc etc. lots of digital organization.

i don’t mind the inbox spam, i almost prefer it! it’s nice to talk to people.

all night and this morning? that’s impressive, anon. i must be taking up a lot of space in your mind, hm?

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

my nap was longer then i thought.. morning my sweet captain.

-⛓

goodmorning!

I’ll never be enough for anyone

i am very much the kind of person to constantly have emojicombos dot com open in a tab it makes it so effortless to build themed things -⛓

oh, absolutely!

i have a note in my notes app full of copy-paste symbols.

tw. you know the drill.

i’m nothing but a devoted mutt. a dirty, cheap whore. a disgusting, vile being that exists only for the pleasure of others.

i need someone to adore, someone to hurt me and love me, all at the same time. without a special person, a favorite person, i’m useless.

what good is a useless mutt?

i’m awful. no one will ever need me like i need them. i’m too damn needy…i cry when i get degraded too harshly, and when i get praised because i don’t deserve kind words ever, and when you leave me alone too long.

no one will ever need me like i need them.

nsfw, poll and slutposting under the cut.

i wonder what color they’d like…

i have dark red, light red, baby pink, black…

baby pink and black are practically just scraps of lace, they don’t cover much..

dark red has a little opening in the front, like a tit window, almost but for…yeah.

and the light red has this little heart chain that goes across the back..

i have this pretty black top, too! i just wonder what color they’d like… won’t you help me choose?

「★」 TO THE MOON, AND NEVER BACK . . .

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you could be seeing red and all you'll stay being is needy. that's your issue, angel.

– ✘

my issue ? my issue?

why don’t you say these things to my face, jimmy. why are you so intent on making me humiliate myself, more than i already have?